You who walk against the light

Zhong Kaifan touched his earlobe with his backhand, and there was a burst of warmth in his chest. He gradually understood that when they were young, the two of them were in a hurry. He wanted to share the best things with Lin Yuan, while Lin Yuan blindly indulged his love. With a bad temper, he obviously loves each other very much, but because of his lack of propriety, the love is extremely uncomfortable.

But these are the only ways of life, and no one knows how to love properly from birth.As time goes by, each other has become mature and restrained, and they know how to empathize, and this kind of love will make people more comfortable.

Seeing Zhong Kaifan constantly flipping through the spreadsheet and clicking the mouse from time to time, Lin Yuan couldn't help asking: "How is the matter going now, are the conditions easy to negotiate?"

Zhong Kaifan said: "Qirun Co., Ltd. announced the issuance of the third phase of capital replenishment bonds. The actual total issuance is 12 billion. This is an emergency way for it to deal with Huiding's confrontation."

"What do you mean?"

Zhong Kaifan said succinctly: "Qirun will use this money to continue financing, and the snowball will get bigger and bigger."

Lin Yuan was a little worried, "Why don't you go back to Beijing as soon as possible?"

"It's useless to go back early. This is a protracted battle. Recently, we have been considering an anti-acquisition plan. In September, we will apply to the China Securities Regulatory Commission to intervene again. It depends on who can spend it."

Lin Yuan listened quietly, feeling that he couldn't get in the way, and let Kai Fan settle these matters quietly.He lowered his head and saw Zhong Kaifan replying Xiao Zheng's email on his mobile phone, and suddenly felt that sometimes having too much money is troublesome.With so many employees at hand, the company needs to assume certain social responsibilities after it grows bigger, and the burden will only become heavier.

Lin Yuan felt sorry for Kai Fan, but on second thought, as long as he could fully understand him, it would be fine.Get through the most difficult stage, and it will definitely get better and better in the future.

After Zhong Kaifan was busy with work, Lin Yuan thought about it, and decided to be honest with him: "Kaifan, I have actually thought about the matter about the child. I hurt you with what I said just now. It was my fault. I am just afraid I can’t bear that kind of responsibility. Remember when I was in college, I raised a cat. It’s our fortune. Because of the breakup, my job wasn’t stable at the time, so I didn’t take it with me when I left. Go, you have been taking care of it. I heard from you that Fa Cai passed away unexpectedly. I feel really sad. I am not a responsible owner. Fortunately, you are the one who takes care of it. Otherwise, it will fall into the hands of others. I know the fate of getting rich. Since then, I have decided that before I am [-]% sure that I can be responsible for a life, I will restrain myself even if I like it. You are right, life is very beautiful, because of this , every life deserves to be treated kindly.”

Speaking of this, Lin Yuan choked up a little. He still remembers Fa Cai's thick head and thick head, his hair is soft and clean, curled up when he was napping, like a cat cake, and his pink nose purred. He continued: "So wait a little longer. Wait, if there is a chance in the future and the ability to think about the child's affairs, we can discuss it again, okay?"

Zhong Kaifan's nose was sore when he heard it, and he let out a muffled 'hmm'.

Thinking about it now, if the two sides can really calm down and talk about it, some things are not so absolute.In fact, sometimes he doesn't need Lin Yuan to be more used to himself, and he is very satisfied if he can understand a little more.

Lin Yuan leaned against Zhong Kaifan's ear, noticing that his brows and eyes relaxed a little, and the stone in his heart was put down, he couldn't help but kissed Zhong Kaifan's neck.

Zhong Kaifan sat in the chair, tilted his head cooperatively, and was extremely nostalgic for the intimacy at this moment, "Are you tired from standing like this?"

Lin Yuan laughed out loud, "Not tired."

Zhong Kaifan asked again: "When you came back yesterday, were there any fans following you?"

"Yes, but after leaving the tennis center, Cheng Wei drove very fast, and when he entered the urban area, he opened up the distance."

Zhong Kaifan seemed to be thinking about another thing, "Do the neighbors know that you are a star?"

"I probably don't know. I go out early and come back late every day. When I get busy, I fly four or five cities in a row and stay away for several months." Lin Yuan said calmly, "Why, are you afraid of being secretly photographed?"

Zhong Kaifan sneered, "What am I afraid of? I am worried about you. There is a man hiding at home, and I am not afraid of gossip flying everywhere."

"Hahaha..." Lin Yuan couldn't help laughing out loud, and then said seriously after a while

: "Since it's an evening flight, you can go out alone at that time. By the way, is Mr. Xiao still in Shanghai?"

Zhong Kaifan said: "He brought Shi Yu to watch the final, and it was inconvenient to follow me, so I asked him to go back first. At this point in time, he and Shi Yu should have arrived in Beijing."

"I'll ask Cheng Wei to take you to the airport later that night."

"No need." Zhong Kaifan frowned, "There is no silver 300 taels here, I will take a taxi and go."

Lin Yuan's heart softened, and his tone was very light: "Kaifan, you are always so kind to the people around you, I wish I could spoil you so that no one else can snatch you away, only I can stand your bad temper. "

Zhong Kaifan laughed out loud: "Hey, I have to say this clearly, didn't I spoil you?"

The two laughed at the same time, and Lin Yuan said, "Let's be each other."

"I'm going back to Beijing this time, what do you want me to bring back for you?" Zhong Kaifan looked around, and suddenly saw the shoe wall, and couldn't help feeling a little scared.

Lin Yuan followed his line of sight and looked back, feeling a little strange: "Shouldn't there be any? What's wrong?"

Zhong Kaifan glanced at him, "Tell me about you, why do you put so many shoes in the bedroom? Fortunately, they are all new shoes, otherwise I will be smoked to death by you at night."

Lin Yuan couldn't hold back all of a sudden: "Hahaha..." He blushed from laughing, and said slowly, "Hey, although I'm not very organized, I still like to be clean, okay? Are you saying What, really..."

Zhong Kaifan said lightly: "You move your shoes to the cloakroom, I don't feel well."

Lin Yuan pursed his lips, "Don't, I fly around all day, sometimes I take pictures in the shed, and change more than a dozen clothes a day, only the shoes are my own. When it comes to the set, if it's a costume drama, I only shoot the upper body If you don’t, you can still wear your own shoes, in fact, I have a deep affection for shoes.”

Zhong Kaifan was a little surprised, but he didn't expect this, "Really?"

"That's right," Lin Yuan pointed to the door of the bedroom, "The cloakroom is next door, every time you go to the airport or other public places, you have to choose what to wear, otherwise passers-by will call me ugly if they are photographed—— "

Zhong Kaifan became angry when he heard this, and couldn't help raising his voice: "Who said you are ugly? I really think you are pretty!"

"Hey, hey!" Lin Yuan felt sweet when he heard it, "It's good to get used to it, isn't it just being complained about a few times, and it's nothing. So I always feel that clothes are things outside of me, and only shoes are my own. So, Kai Fan, please allow me this little wish."

Zhong Kaifan's anger dissipated a bit, and he felt uncomfortable, "Okay, I get it." He paused after speaking, "Did you buy this house?" But from the decoration point of view, it doesn't feel like home here.

Lin Yuan replied: "It's rented. I usually rent it all year round. This is my third home after entering the industry. My mother is now transferred to Beijing. If I leave the circle later, I will dispose of the house here. convenient."

Zhong Kaifan glanced at him, and couldn't help but feel pain again, "I'll bring you some clothes you often wear when I go back to Beijing this time, and put two at my place. You can wear them directly when you come."

Lin Yuan smiled, "No, you can go back and deal with your own affairs with peace of mind. I can take care of these trivial matters by myself. Besides, I can send couriers when I have time. You really don't need to do it yourself."

Feeling his thoughtfulness, Zhong Kaifan burst into tears. He dragged Lin Yuan from behind him and let him sit on his knees. He hugged Lin Yuan's thin back and said every word. Said: "Ayuan, take care of yourself for me, please." When he said the last sentence "please", there was a slight trill in his voice, which was a wish and a prayer, just like a walker enduring the endless night, I couldn't help but choked up when I saw the sun.

"Well, I will." Lin Yuan's eyes were hot, and he hugged his neck, his fingers ran through his short hair, and there was a slight prickling sensation in his palm, just like the bright boy many years ago, Zhong Kaifan was so gentle from beginning to end And sincere.

For those who have been together for so many years, there must be something very compatible deep in their hearts, such as frankness, kindness, and the most important thing is the youthful heart that cannot be destroyed no matter how time changes. The original intention is support An important reason why we can still be together.some

For people, meeting is a surprise, such as Rao Shunyu and Xiang Qing, but in the polishing of time, they slowly lose the most precious qualities in life, tenacity and persistence, so we can't blame fate for being ruthless.

Fate is cruel, but also generous.

Since Zhong Kaifan's flight was at nine o'clock in the evening, they didn't bother to go out in the afternoon.A projector was installed in the living room, the blackout curtains were closed, and the two of them were nestled on the sofa to watch a movie. It was "Infernal Affairs" filmed very early years. There are three movies in this movie. It is said that the best viewing order should be 2 , 3, 1, the clues will be clearer and clearer.

But Lin Yuan couldn't accept the ending: "Why did the undercover policeman Chen Yongren die? It stands to reason that the movie should promote good and punish evil, but the villain Liu Jianming is still alive."

Zhong Kaifan lay behind him, resting his left hand on his temple, and said in a dull tone, "Ayuan, fortunately, you are still a film and television practitioner. The ending should be obvious from the name of the movie."

Subtitles had already started playing on the projection screen, and the room was plunged into darkness for a moment, Lin Yuan turned around, "Why?"

"Do you still remember the phrase 'You will never die if you accept the body and never die, and longevity is the catastrophe in the endless hell'?"

"Remember, that sentence is at the beginning."

Zhong Kaifan said calmly: "In this world, either alive or perfect. Sometimes people can go to death with infinite hope and light. Condemned and tormented by conscience, life after life, never freed, more painful than death, reincarnated in Infernal Affairs. Don't you think Liu Jianming, who longs to be a good person, finally got himself out as an undercover agent because of schizophrenia, and finally lived in Nursing home, life in a wheelchair, more punitive?"

Cai Qin's "The Forgotten Time" was playing on the stereo, and the atmosphere suddenly became extremely sad. Lin Yuan couldn't help but moved closer to Zhong Kaifan, resting his head on his chin, and said in a muffled voice: "I just feel a little sad .”

Zhong Kaifan kissed his forehead, and his voice was calm and soothing: "Ayuan, all living beings in the movie suffer, and each has its own limitations and tragedies." He paused, "You don't have to be too sad .”

"I wasn't that sad at first, but when you said that, I felt even more uncomfortable."

Zhong Kaifan laughed out loud, "Movies are movies, and life is life." When he said this, he seemed to think of something, "Didn't you make the movie "Assassin" before?"

Hearing the word 'Assassin', Lin Yuan couldn't help trembling all over. He was violated because of this movie, and his voice trembled: "Can you not mention this movie? I really... have a psychological shadow, and I still accept it. A long period of psychotherapy."

Zhong Kaifan hugged him tightly: "I will accompany you to recover, even if it can't be the same as before, it doesn't matter. I will help you vent your anger for the humiliation you suffered, but now is not the time. Maybe you have to wait."

Lin Yuan couldn't help the tears in his eyes, "What are you doing?"

Zhong Kaifan patted him on the back for fear, "Don't worry about what I want to do, but now we're talking about movies, let's talk about the facts, your performance in "Assassin" is really good. I didn't even know you could express the emotions of an orphan so full."

Lin Yuan listened quietly, without saying a word, before speaking for a while: "Who wants to be abandoned by his biological parents? If it were me, I would definitely hate it too, but the ending is tragic, and he was killed by his father."

"I heard you won the Best Supporting Actor Award for it?"

"En." Lin Yuan let out a long sigh of relief, feeling a little heavy, but said sincerely: "The script is a good script."

Zhong Kaifan patted him on the back, "Is it easier to understand now, sometimes being alive is not the best ending, so what if the killer you played survived, he will definitely continue to suffer. "