You who walk against the light

"I like it." Lin Yuan almost blurted out, but regretted it a bit after saying it, and looked at Zhong Kaifan with some anxiety, "What are you doing?"

Zhong Kaifan wanted to laugh when he saw his guarded look, "I just asked."

Lin Yuan pinched Zhong Kaifan's chin, and said fiercely: "Don't tell me, you want to find a woman to have children!"

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Zhong Kaifan kissed the palm of his hand and said slowly, "Now that medical care is so developed, if there is a chance, I would like to have your child."

Lin Yuan almost burst out laughing: "It's as if I can give you a child—" But halfway through the sentence, he felt something was wrong, and his smile restrained, and his tone was serious: "Zhong Kaifan, if you like children, you can Find a way, don't try to get my idea."

A trace of injury flashed in Zhong Kaifan's eyes, and he frowned and said, "Why are you always like this?" What he said was like a knife.

The atmosphere became depressing. After a while, Lin Yuan said: "Having a child is a very serious and serious matter. You have to be responsible for his coming into this world. It's not that you want it, and then you want it. Tell yourself, we two are now In this case, return the child? Zhong Kaifan, to tell you the truth, after being with you, I dare not even think about the child. If someone hurts your child or my child, it is tantamount to death for the child and for me. How do I explain to him that he has no mother?"

Speaking of this, Lin Yuan's eye circles are already red. He grew up with his mother since he was a child, and he knows very well what a mother means to a child.Although his father passed away early, he was a boy after all, and he would slowly grow into a man with the strength to protect himself and his mother. If he lacked maternal love, it would be a more cruel thing.

"Aren't I discussing with you? I didn't say I must, just chat." Zhong Kaifan's Adam's apple moved with difficulty, and he took a deep breath, "I used to think the same as you, but the last time I saw you After seeing Sister Yuanyuan's son, my thoughts gradually changed."

"Raising a child by yourself is different from raising a child with relatives." Lin Yuan felt incredible, how could Zhong Kaifan think of the problem so simply, and he was really approaching [-], and began to yearn for the feeling of home.

Zhong Kaifan said patiently: "Life is a beautiful thing. If we face the child sincerely and explain the matter clearly, besides, we will protect him well. Why can't we consider this matter? Mother is very important to the child. But what can make a child grow up healthily is not only father and mother according to the standards of the world, but full love, respect and trust. I believe that when he grows up, he will not regret coming to this world."

Lin Yuan said coldly: "Forget it, I don't think that life is only beautiful, and there is more pain in life. People need to rely on a little bit of sweetness to keep going, especially like me, relying on such sporadic hopes, I've been lingering until now." In the end, he had a cold face, as if warning: "Zhong Kaifan, my life is at your hands anyway, so don't harm other lives."

After finishing speaking, Lin Yuan immediately got out of bed, put on a T-shirt indiscriminately, and walked directly to the bathroom, when there was the sound of dripping water outside the door.

Talk broke.

Zhong Kaifan felt a little uncomfortable, maybe now is not a good time to talk about this matter, but since there is an opportunity to calm down and communicate, and the relationship has reached this stage again, why can't we talk about it?He just didn't expect Lin Yuan's attitude to be so firm.

Zhong Kaifan couldn't help thinking again, no wonder he let Lin Yuan go before, because he always had such a decisive attitude in front of any decision-making, making people feel that there was no room for redemption.

Lin Yuanren just looks good, but he is really good at things he doesn't want to do.

It hurts too.

The sound in the bathroom became quieter. Zhong Kaifan got up and walked to the living room, only to find that the balcony was sealed by frosted glass. Although the light transmission was good, he could not see the scenery outside the window.He thought to himself that Lin Yuan probably protected his privacy to the extreme to prevent being secretly photographed.

The dark blue shirt was already dry and was hanging on the drying rack. Lin Yuan's T-shirt was hanging aside. He was going to leave tonight, but Zhong Kaifan felt like he was just getting by.After Lin Yuan finished washing, he was already heading to the kitchen. Zhong Kaifan reached out to take off his shirt, and walked toward the bathroom with a cold expression.

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The water splashed on his face, Zhong Kaifan woke up a lot, before he had time to dry his face, he suddenly felt his waist being hugged, Lin Yuan hugged him from behind, and said softly, "What do you want to eat for lunch?"

Lin Yuan knew that Zhong Kaifan must be disappointed, but he really hadn't thought about the child.Without a response from Zhong Kaifan, he had no choice but to say: "Kaifan, if you really like children, go and adopt one, and I will accompany you to take care of him. In this way, he will have the opportunity to find his own biological parents in the future."

Zhong Kaifan wiped his face, turned his head and glanced at Lin Yuan, "I'm not as selfless as you imagined."

Lin Yuan was silent.

Zhong Kaifan gently pushed his hand away, ready to go to the bedroom, but Lin Yuan hugged him even tighter, "Are you angry?"

"Ayuan, if you don't want to have children, don't force it."

Lin Yuan took a deep breath, "Why must it be my child? Is it okay for the two of us?"

Zhong Kaifan turned around and met his eyes, with a trace of wet tears flashing in his eyes, "No reason." He really couldn't say anything about "love". If it wasn't for the life related to Lin Yuan, how could he? Love without a grudge?It's not that he's so bored that he just wants to experience what it's like to be a father.

Everyone has selfishness.

Since he doesn't want to have it, let it be, why make it unhappy.

Seeing that Zhong Kaifan was about to go out, Lin Yuan blocked the door of the bathroom, a flash of pain flashed in his eyes, and he said word by word: "I can promise you anything else, but this one can't."

Zhong Kaifan's cheeks tightened, obviously he didn't want to talk any more, so he tilted his head and said, "Let's go."

Standing in front of Zhong Kaifan, Lin Yuan felt that Kaifan was angry. Although he didn't lose his temper like before, this kind of reaction was also uncomfortable. He swallowed hard and tried to change the subject: "What do you want to eat at noon? I'll cook."

Zhong Kaifan said lightly, "Whatever."

As he said that, Lin Yuan saw Zhong Kaifan open the bathroom door, his eye circles were already red, "You are always like this, and you ignore others when you are unhappy."

Zhong Kaifan turned his head and tried to keep his tone calm: "Aren't you wrong? Usually there is no room for discussion about what I tell you. No matter in the past or now, you always make the decision first, and I can only passively Bear it, I will deal with all the consequences. I admit that I have a bad temper, and I don’t ask you to be more considerate to me than to others. Even if you don’t want children now, or you won’t in the future I intend to, but can you think about my feelings a little bit, or put it another way. A Yuan, do you know that sometimes, you are really willful."

These words hit the air quietly, leaving Lin Yuan speechless. He saw Zhong Kaifan enter the bedroom, and the surrounding became extremely quiet, as if people forgot to breathe.In a situation like this, Zhong Kaifan would lose his temper directly before, but if he got angry, the two of them would quarrel again.But today Zhong Kaifan is very forbearing, he has something to say, and the two people who are in love with each other want to get along well, and they have to find a suitable way.

Otherwise, they would be like two wild beasts covered in thorns, pricking each other's body and bruises. They were together at first to hug and keep warm, right?Thinking of this, Lin Yuan felt guilty for a while, let's talk to Zhong Kaifan slowly later.

He went straight to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator and found that there were not many fresh ingredients in it.There are a lot of hot pot ingredients in the frozen layer, such as cuttlefish balls, slippery shrimp, fat lamb rolls, and fat beef rolls, but the weather is so hot, eating hot pot is easy to get angry, so after thinking about it, I decided to give up.I opened the bottom drawer, and there was a row of unopened quick-frozen dumplings inside.

Lin Yuan squatted on the ground and asked, "Kaifan, there are no fresh ingredients in the refrigerator, shall we have dumplings for lunch?"

Zhong Kaifan's voice came from the bedroom, clear and clear: "Okay."

Hearing that his tone was much better, Lin Yuan smiled unconsciously. Before Zhong Kaifan was angry, it was not enough to just give the steps, and he had to move a ladder over. Time passed, they all made changes and made concessions, and they were working hard to learn how to love. Instead of just relying on instinct and clumsily hurting each other.

The gas stove made a slight '呲咚' sound, and Lin Yuan remembered that Zhong Kaifan didn't like soupy food, so he still put the quick-frozen dumplings on the plate, changed the pan, spread a thin layer of oil, and waited for the pan to heat up In the future, make fried dumplings and eat them.tune at home

The ingredients are enough, take a small amount of oil, vinegar, and soy sauce, and pour them into the sauce dish.Not long after, the dumplings have been cut into brown and translucent.

Zhong Kaifan changed his clothes and came out, sat at the dining table not far away, stared at the phone screen intently, and asked, "A Yuan, is the laptop in the bedroom connected to the Internet?"

"Yes, I will play games when I have time."

Zhong Kaifan glanced at him indifferently, Lin Yuan was holding the chopsticks, carefully turning over the dumplings, his heart softened uncontrollably, and there was concern and reproach in his tone: "You don't have enough sleep, you still have time to play games. "

Lin Yuan scratched his head, "We must have some fun."

Zhong Kaifan got up, "I'll use your notebook, there are a few documents to fill out."

Within a minute, Zhong Kaifan's voice came over: "What's the password?"

Lin Yuan probed and said, "Your birthday."

"Oh." Zhong Kaifan's heart warmed when he heard it, as if the honey pot in his heart had been overturned.

Not long after, all the dumplings were fried. Lin Yuan divided them into two plates and cooked the oatmeal on the gas stove next to it. Although Zhong Kaifan doesn’t like soupy things, it’s still okay to drink some sugar-free oatmeal to avoid eating too much. too salty.

"Kaifan——" Lin Yuan brought out the meals one after another, and said with a whimper, "I've started to wash my hands and make soup again."

Zhong Kaifan heard him calling himself, and walked towards the dining table. Looking from his back, Lin Yuan seemed to be talking to himself again, and he couldn't help but want to laugh, "What did you just say?"

Lin Yuan turned his head and said hastily, "No, it's nothing." Then, he helped Zhong Kaifan pull the chair away, and he sat opposite him, grinning, "Let's eat."

Zhong Kaifan bowed his head and smiled slightly, Lin Yuan is a person that people can't wait, love, and forget.Taking a closer look, the dumplings were fried brown and cooked evenly. Even though they were quick-frozen dumplings, they were crispy and delicious. The dipping sauce was divided into two plates, and the oatmeal porridge was cooked.

I have to say that Lin Yuan is really a very careful person, and he didn't give a damn about eating.

Zhong Kaifan ate to his heart's content, and the two sat quietly facing each other. The aroma of soy sauce and vinegar wafted in the air, mixed with the smell of food oil, which made people feel that the smell of fireworks was particularly strong.But in all fairness, when the two lived together, Lin Yuan still cooked more.Thinking of this, Zhong Kaifan said: "If you find it troublesome in the future, let's ask an aunt to cook."

Hearing Zhong Kaifan talking about the future, Lin Yuan took a sip of oatmeal porridge, "Life is rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar tea, who will cook?"

"Didn't you just complain?"

Lin Yuan said, "Why am I complaining?" He gave Zhong Kaifan a white look, with his legs crossed, and his sitting posture looked foolish: "I just prefer to complain about you."

"Oh." Zhong Kaifan laughed, paused for a moment and said, "That's good."

After the meal, Zhong Kaifan still had to be busy with work, so Lin Yuan cleaned up the dishes directly, and there were not many tableware anyway.The hour hand of the wall clock on the wall of the living room has already pointed to twelve, Lin Yuan can take a little rest these two days.An Ran probably knew that Zhong Kaifan was in Shanghai these two days, but he didn't call Lin Yuan, leaving him a lot of peace.

After Lin Yuan washed his hands, he walked towards the master bedroom and found that Zhong Kaifan was sitting at the desk looking at the dense data, and some of them had been highlighted, but he couldn't understand those things, so he just stood quietly behind Zhong Kaifan .

Sensing that Lin Yuan put his hand on his shoulder, Zhong Kaifan held his palm, "Will it be boring?" The time they meet each time is relatively short, and both of them are so busy at work, it is difficult to find time to go to work as before. Playing outside, besides, Lin Yuan is now a public figure, travel is not as good as before, they can only be cautious and cautious.

Even with such a small amount of time to spend together, Zhong Kaifan had to spare some time for work. Thinking of this, he felt very guilty.

Lin Yuan arched his waist and wrapped his arms around Zhong Kaifan's neck from the back, "No, staying with you, no matter what you do, you will never be bored." Then, Lin Yuan kissed him on the cheek, "Don't Random thoughts."