You who walk against the light

The light in the living room was still on, and there was a pair of gray-blue slippers in the entrance, which seemed to be left for him by Kai Fan.

The room was quiet, and A Yuan looked at the screen of his mobile phone. It was already 12:30, and he wondered if Kai Fan had fallen asleep.

After changing his shoes, he walked lightly to the bedroom. The light was turned on, but there was no one in it.

Ayuan felt a sense of loss and tension in his heart, don't say that Kaifan is not at home...

Thinking of this, he slowly pushed open the door of the study, the lamp on the desk was on, and the familiar person sat on the sofa and fell asleep, A Yuan suddenly felt relieved.When he got closer, he found that Kai Fan remained sitting, with his chest folded, wearing pajamas with a suit jacket on his chest, and holding a pile of documents in his hand.

Kaifan is waiting for him.

There was a surge of warmth in A Yuan's heart, and he couldn't help hugging Kaifan from behind, the suit fell off in response, and Kaifan woke up.

In the next second, he suddenly felt a warm breath rushing towards him.

Kai Fan touched his ear with his backhand, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and his voice was lazy, "Are you back?"

This greeting shattered A Yuan's heart, as if returning to the days when they lived together.

He rubbed against Kaifan's neck, gave a sullen 'hmm', and asked after a while, "Why don't you go to bed first?"

Kaifan stared at him, his eyes were black and white, with tenderness, "I don't want to part with it."

Now of course it is not the same as before, A Yuan is a public figure, apart from his busy schedule, he has to avoid being seen as much as possible, the chances for the two to meet are getting rarer and rarer.Kaifan knew that Ayuan was busy, but he couldn't help wanting more.

Knowing that he had an announcement in Beijing today, Kai Fan brought his work back directly so that he could wait for A Yuan while busy with his own affairs.At the end of the day when he finished his business, A Yuan hadn't come back yet. He was so sleepy that he leaned on the sofa in the study and fell asleep.

Hearing what Kaifan said, A Yuan felt a choked feeling of happiness, and he couldn't help kissing Kaifan, as if he wanted to return all the company he had missed all these years.Kaifan's breathing was messy, and before he could react, he gasped and said with his lips and teeth together, "Ayuan..."

Before he finished speaking, A Yuan swallowed his voice. The documents in Kai Fan's hands were scattered all over the floor. With his breath entangled, he tried his best to sit up and sat with his legs apart, while A Yuan half-kneeled on both sides of him. Between the knees.Like many years ago, Kai Fan completely gave up resistance and completely handed over the initiative to A Yuan.He only felt that A Yuan was caressing the back of his neck with his hands, slowly moving to his face, coming with turbulent and fiery emotions.

A Yuan broke into his mouth with the posture of an attacker, but he was so devout, like a willful and indulgent child, grabbing his collar and demanding tenderness from him again and again.

Kai Fan remembered the time when they just broke up. One night, the heavy rain washed the glass windows and drenched the pothos that had been taken out to bask in the sun during the day.He lay on the bed where the two of them had been lingering all night, motionless, looking at the leaves played by the rain, as if it was him.

Ah Yuan doesn't want him anymore.

He didn't even take the couple's mouthwash cups, slippers, and pillows they used together.He left a room full of memories for himself, making him suffer over and over again.

He even thought that even if Zhong Can got into a car accident because he went to pick up A Yuan who was drunk, even if he hit A Yuan, his heart still hurts.Even so, he never thought of breaking up, and even if this matter became a thorn between the two of them, making each other miserable, he was unwilling to let go.Compared with the pain of completely severing the relationship, Kai Fan thinks that thorn is bearable.He will solve the family affairs, no matter how much resentment the stepmother has, it's fine to come to him, and he will go to atone for A Yuan.

That night, Kaifan smelled the pillow, which still smelled of A Yuan's usual shampoo, very light sea salt and mint. He called A Yuan like crazy, humbled into the dust, and wanted to beg him to admit himself Can't live without him.He wants Ah Yuan to come back, as long as he is willing to come back, he can do whatever he wants.

But Ah Yuan's phone number has become empty, and he just left without looking back.

It was only then that Kaifan realized that he had completely lost Ayuan. He regretted that he shut Ayuan out when he got angry before, regretted not being gentler to him, regret...there are too many things to regret

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In fact, as an older brother, Kai Fan is full of guilt towards Zhong Can, and he can't forgive himself why he quarreled with A Yuan in the first place.Zhong Can has always been soft-hearted, and he will definitely persuade him to make peace in the middle.

I am also very responsible for Zhong Can's death.

Later, he disposed of the house and stored all items related to A Yuan in a cardboard box.On the day of check-out, he was going to take his things away, but after completing the relevant procedures, the landlord thought it was something he didn't want and had already thrown it away for him.

Kai Fan felt at the time that this might be fate.

The kind of humbleness and grievance that cannot be loved, burned into Kaifan's heart.He didn't have the courage to go back and look for it, and even refused to admit the fact that A Yuan no longer loved him, and his whole body was full of frustration.Later, he gradually turned his love for A Yuan into a kind of resentment, as if only in this way can he feel relieved.Besides, there are still a lot of things at home waiting for him to solve and face.

Kissing and kissing, Kai Fan's eyes were slightly red, he held A Yuan's face in one hand, remembering six years of being unable to ask for it, no matter how hard he tried to keep him, he couldn't get any response, he seemed not sure, "A Yuan?"

Even if A Yuan looked back at him at the beginning, how dare he expect A Yuan to do the most intimate things with him.

Kaifan didn't even dare to think about it.

When intimate photos were flying all over the sky, Kai Fan didn't believe it at all, he firmly believed that the A Yuan he knew was not this kind of person.

But when A Yuan said firmly that he was a double, Kai Fan was extremely scared. In his perception, although A Yuan had been avoiding himself at first, he was definitely tempted, otherwise he would not havetily chased A Yuan .Kai Fan wondered if he had done something wrong.

As much as you love him, you will hate him for his unfeeling back then, but now that you think about it carefully, every punch is not aimed at your heart?

If you kill one thousand enemies, you will lose eight hundred.

A Yuan looked at him blushing, not knowing what he was thinking, "I'm here." He put Kai Fan's hand on his heart.

Kaifan's breathing became short, and in the next second, he had already hugged Ayuan tightly in his arms, and he choked up: "Ayuan, are you really back? Will you disappear again, huh?" He held the back of A Yuan's head and stroked it gently.

"No." A Yuan's voice sounded very dull, but extremely firm.

"You said that before, but you still dumped me in the end."

"Kaifan, I was wrong, I dare not do it again." A Yuan's voice was full of self-blame, the time we met was so short, it was so precious that people dare not waste it.Sensing Kaifan's sad mood, he slowly unbuttoned his pajamas, and kissed all the way along his chest, as if only in this way could calm Kaifan's uneasiness.

A Yuan kissed Kai Fan's abdomen, unconsciously, his fingers had slipped to his waist.