You who walk against the light

Zhong Kaifan found the fruit knife on the table, gently scratched open the express box, and opened it to see a pair of fluffy gray-purple gloves.

Aunt Song stretched out her hand that had not been injected, and said lightly, "Come on, Kaifan, help me put it on!"

Zhong Kaifan unwrapped the package, put the gloves on Auntie Song carefully, and saw her five fingers move like a naughty child.He suddenly understood something, only a lovely person like Aunt Song could raise a son like A Yuan.

"Take a short video for me and send it to Ayuan." Aunt Song said happily, without any depression on her face.

Zhong Kaifan immediately took out his mobile phone, turned on the camera, switched to video mode, and recorded it for Aunt Song.

He didn't send it in a hurry, and after a few days, A Yuan would show it to him when he had a little more time, so that he wouldn't feel bad when he knew it.

After Kaifan talked with his aunt for a while, the nurse knocked on the door and came in to check whether the infusion was completed.

Zhong Kaifan got up and stood aside, quietly watching the nurse remove the needle for the auntie, and his mood eased a lot.

Seeing that it was getting late, Zhong Kaifan couldn't bear to continue disturbing him. Before he left, he heard Aunt Song say earnestly: "Kaifan, can you..."

Halfway through the speech, she actually choked up a little.

Zhong Kaifan stood by patiently, with gentle and clear eyes, waiting for his aunt's next words.

When the nurse left, the room was silent.

For some reason, Aunt Song, who was in a good mood just now, was a little out of control at the moment, her voice sounded a little trembling, "I know about A Yuan's sexual orientation, to be honest, I won't force him to do anything, after all, it's my own. My child, if he is happy, what can I, a mother, say?" At this point, she suddenly paused, consciously avoiding the topic of death, and just said: "But whether the society accepts it is another matter. On the other hand, he is a public figure, although I don't know what he does every day, but I know he is very busy and has to be judged by the public, if one day..."

Auntie Song looked at Kaifan, clenched Kaifan's wrist, her strength increased a little bit, her brows and eyes flashed with mournful earnestness, and she said each word: "If one day people hate Ayuan because of this, Kaifan, You have to treat A Yuan kindly, okay?"

These words were like a gentle but powerful blow, hitting Zhong Kaifan's heart accurately.Little by little, he realized that Aunt Song had entrusted Ayuan to him, her voice was so earnest and firm, it was a humble request from a mother.

Zhong Kaifan nodded with tears in his eyes and said, "Aunt Song, don't worry, I will definitely."

When I came out of the ward, the sky outside was completely dark, and a few street lamps were sporadically lit in the distance, relying on the faint lights to stick to the endless night.Zhong Kaifan leaned on the aluminum alloy window with one hand, and the emotions he had restrained for a long time, like a mountain torrent roaring, burst the embankment in an instant, and hit him without reservation.How should he describe the sadness at this moment, as if after walking in the dark for a long time, someone finally held his hands and told you: Son, don't be afraid.

The terrible thing is not being let down, but mistakenly thinking that you are being let down.

Hot love rushed towards me, and the grievances entangled in my heart for many years were finally relieved. Tears rolled down into the cracks of the aluminum alloy window, stained with a few grains of dust, rolled round and slowly, and finally turned into a pool of tears, like Broken roses blooming in the dust.

Xiao Zheng stood silently behind Kai Fan, quietly waiting for him to come out of his emotions.

He didn't know what happened in the ward just now. In his impression, since Zhong Can's death, he had never seen Kai Fan cry like this, his back was trembling, and the veins on the back of his hands were protruding, as if he wanted to vent all the suppressed emotions over the years.

Is it hate?It seems to be; is it love?It seems to be too.

After years of twists and turns, love and hate are intertwined, people can't tell the difference between the two, so they can only swallow it with tears, slowly and slowly digest it in their hearts, and use the love and strength in their lives to go resolve.

After a long time, after Kaifan pulled away from his emotions a little bit, Xiao Zhengcai approached him: "I just learned about Ms. Song's attending physician. He is still in a meeting now, and it may take a while to see him."

Zhong Kaifan withdrew his hand, wiped away his tears with a tissue, and said after a long silence: "Okay, I will go to him to find out the situation. If necessary,

See if you need to contact the transfer hospital. "

Xiao Zheng said: "In fact, Lin Yuan attaches great importance to his mother's condition, and has already invited a good specialist to see him, but he has not waited for a matching kidney source."

Zhong Kaifan's consciousness recovered a bit. He used to be in this industry, and he knows how difficult it is to wait for a suitable kidney source.But there is still a chance now, A Yuan is not fighting alone, he still has himself.Kaifan will never let it go.

That night, Zhong Kaifan stayed until after twelve o'clock before leaving Shanghai.Xiao Zheng will take care of the rest of the affairs. Now he needs to use his previous contacts in the medical circle to try to find a suitable kidney source so that his aunt can get out of the pain of dialysis as soon as possible.

He originally wanted to spend the Spring Festival with his aunt in the hospital, but after thinking about it, he decided to give up.He still has a lot of things to do now, so there is no rush for a while, not to mention that apart from understanding his aunt's condition, the patient's dignity also needs to be taken seriously.

If kindness becomes a kind of charity, the original intention of kindness is lost.

But just to be on the safe side, Kaifan still sent a reliable senior nurse over, so that he could report his aunt's situation to him at any time, so that Ayuan would not be worried.

On New Year's Eve, he called his junior sister Yao Xiwen: "How are you doing?"

As soon as he heard his voice, Yao Xiwen couldn't help complaining: "You still know how to contact me? Brother Zhong, I didn't mean you. Are you being too ungrateful? You ran home to inherit the family business by yourself, did you think about it?" How difficult is it for Director Liao to train you? There are so many colleagues, seniors, and juniors in the hospital, and you just left them behind so cruelly..."

Yao Xiwen complained for at least 5 minutes.

Zhong Kaifan listened patiently. When he decided to go home after graduation, he was really under tremendous pressure, but he couldn't help it.Zhong Can passed away, his father was getting old, and his physical condition was not as good as before. There must be someone who can take on the responsibilities of the family.Fortunately, most of the losses were in his studies, but he could understand Director Liao's heartache.

"Something happened to my family, Xiwen, I must apologize to everyone."

Hearing what he said, Yao Xiwen's mood eased a little, and he said straight to the point: "Tell me, please ask me something."

Zhong Kaifan laughed softly: "How do you know that I ask you to do something?"

"Since we met, you have never approached me for personal matters. Which time was it not for business? Even my mother's stewed bone soup can't impress you, Zhong Kaifan, you are so hard-hearted!" Yao Xiwen said through gritted teeth.

"This time it's really a private matter."

"what's up?"

"A friend of mine's mother has uremia, the third stage, and has been on dialysis for several years, but she has not waited for a matching kidney source."

Yao Xiwen sneered: "Not just ordinary friends, right?" She knew that Zhong Kaifan was the one who feared trouble the most and never bothered to deal with interpersonal relationships. Who could make him leave his medical career and work tirelessly to find a kidney source?

"..."

"Why, not telling the truth?"