perfect mark

Not daring to look at Jiang Liaoyin's reaction, Ji Shao immediately left the laboratory and went straight back to Jiyuan.

He didn't bring anything, he stood alone in front of the Jiyuan and knocked on the door.Old Tong was a little surprised when he saw him come over like this, he pulled him into the room, and after talking for a while, he suddenly remembered something, and went to the box to get something for him.

It was a small tin medicine box, "It was sent by the tea house a few days ago. It was said that you left it there when you went to live there for a while, and you still didn't have time to pick it up, so you simply sent it to me."

Ji Shao's eyes touched, and he looked away as if being scalded.But he couldn't help but look back.In the end, I received it in my hand and rubbed it lightly.

It was the small tin box that Jiang Liaoyin used to store medicine in.The two met for the first time in the tea garden, and fell under the bed when they got entangled.Jiang Liaoyin took his by mistake when he left, and this one was left there.

Ji Shao took out a pack of B&R pills from his pocket.Since the operation is going to be done in a few days, there is no need to endure it for just a few days, and I just brought some from the laboratory.

He opened the tin box and put the medicine in it one by one.The scenes of the past few months flashed in my mind one by one, as if I was filling those good times into the box little by little, and sealed them up in a place where the sun never sees.

Putting the last tablet in, a large tear fell on the back of his hand, which was so hot that he could hardly hold it steady.

"Uncle Tong..."

"I'm a bad guy."

Old Tong was taken aback, and slapped him on the back in a hurry, "Nonsense! I watched you grow up when I was a child, and I have never seen a child who is more loving than you."

He hasn't seen Ji Shao like this for many years.When I was a child, I didn’t make a sound when I got injections and medicines, but why did I suddenly feel sad like this, “Don’t be sad, kid, tell uncle what happened to you! Whoever bullied you, tell uncle!”

"I'm sorry for him."

Ji Shao cherished the tin box and stuck it to his forehead, closed his eyes and cried, "It was me...I left him behind."

The person who hates being abandoned the most, one day becomes the one who actively abandons others.

Did he decide to do this because he was afraid of dragging down Jiang Liaoyin's future, or was he afraid that he would be abandoned one day, so he simply turned into a bad guy first?

Really boring.It's so boring.

How could he be such a person.

Ji Shao thought in his heart that he should regret that he never expressed his love to Jiang Liaoyin properly when they were together.Now I only dare to speak to people other than him, where he can't see or hear.

Old Tong didn't try to persuade him any more, and let him cry with all his might.Ji Shao vented well, feeling a little relieved.There was also a thin layer of sweat on the back, and even the glands seemed to be slightly hot.

"Have a cup of tea and calm down."

Old Tong personally took a cup of tea, poured it and pushed it to him.It is a good quality Pu'er.

Ji Shao just sniffed it, and pushed to the empty seat next to him, "I don't want to drink."

Old Tong glanced at the empty seat beside him.

It was the place where Jiang Liaoyin had been sitting when those young people came to Jiyuan.

Old Tong sighed, and said earnestly, "I'm old too, and I don't quite understand what you young people think. But there are some things I still want to say to you."

"When you can't remember anything, your mother took you to live here. Later, your father came here a few times, and she didn't come out at home. She didn't want to see her. She locked herself there In Fang Xiaotiandi, he didn't come out until the end."

"She felt that she was incapable of inheriting the family business, and she didn't choose the right person to trust, so she pinned her hopes on you. It's really not easy for you to manage the family business decently for so many years."

"Now that the power is handed over to Ji Jing, I understand that you also support it. Regardless of such mundane things, it's good to find a companion to live happily. Just looking at you like this, I'm afraid that you will leave your mother again. The old way."

Ji Shao stared down at the tea tray without saying a word.

There seemed to be Jiang Liaoyin's shadow beside him, as if he could see a familiar person as soon as he turned his head.

But that person is no longer here.He let go of it with his own hands, and he will never come again.

People are really strange.Even though they had never met each other a few months ago, they couldn't escape or forget them in the blink of an eye.

Seeing his dazed look, Lao Tong sighed again, stood up and continued to look at his gate, leaving him here alone to think about it.

Unexpectedly, he came back not long after, "Ji Jing came to look for you."

"You have only been here for a while, and he has news quickly enough. I thought something was wrong, so I didn't let him in."

Old Tong said, "See you?"

Ji Shao nodded, and clenched the small tin box in his hand, "Don't let him in, I'll meet him outside."

This place he has loved so much since he was a child, because of the shadow of Liao Yin, it makes people feel so uncomfortable that they don't want to stay any longer.

After going out, I saw Ji Jing talking on the phone outside the car from a distance, and the secretary looked anxious beside him.Ji Shao approached and listened to a few words, and he probably understood.Just in time for Ji Jing to have an unexpected incident, the project that had been discussed well, the other party changed his mind on the spot and wanted to go back to the company for an emergency meeting.

He responded with ease, but when he saw Ji Shao, he stuttered and immediately hung up the phone to tell the secretary that he could not go to the meeting.

Ji Shao frowned slightly, and said in a deep voice, "Don't be willful. Do what you should do."

"I still have something to tell you! I, I have a lot to tell you, and I still have a lot to ask. I finally met you, I..."

Ji Jing spoke incoherently, and looked extremely frustrated, "I'm sorry brother... I'm sorry for you. I shouldn't be absent from work to come to you. I always let you down."

Ji Shao sighed helplessly, stepped forward and hugged him on the shoulder, "There is no need to talk about this between us brothers. I don't need to rush, you go and do it first."

He glanced at Jiyuan again, looked back and said, "I'll wait for you in Puyuan. After you finish the work, we will sit down and have a good talk. I will tell you the ins and outs of the matter, okay? "

"it is good!"

Ji Jing hugged him back and rubbed his eyes hard, "Okay. Brother, you must wait for me to come back."

**

Jiang Liaoyin didn't know how he got out of the laboratory.When he came back to his senses, night had fallen, and he was wandering the streets like a lonely ghost.

What Xu Songyan and Ji Shao said successively echoed in his mind.

Every time Ji Shao's words resounded, he felt a stabbing pain in his heart, and he didn't want to think about it.But he listened to Xu Songyan's words in his heart, and ruthlessly and accurately hit the area that he deliberately ignored.

For half the night, he was thinking about what Xu Songyan said.

Why is he unwilling to become Alpha?

At the age when his peers began to differentiate one after another, he began to hate the word "sexuality".More precisely, he loathed the differentiated sexuality in himself—if he differentiated into an Omega, then it was an Omega he didn't want to be.

What he doesn't want to be is his true self.

At first thought of this, Jiang Liaoyin found it ridiculous.

He has always done whatever he wants, and no one is more suitable for "being himself" than him.

He is a loner, unwilling to integrate into this world divided by sexual characteristics.There is a distance like a picture frame from everyone, even if it is close to your eyes, it still makes people feel elusive.He doesn't fit in with everything around him.He circulates in every corner of the world, but he has never been able to feel a sense of belonging anywhere, and he cannot find a place where he can live for a long time.

Until Ji Shao appeared.

He travels around, not because he is independent and despises constraints and stereotypes, but because he has no home where he can rest assured.But during the time he lived with Ji Shao, he never went anywhere alone, and he was anxious to go back after finishing his own affairs every day.

His popularity is poor, and his defiant appearance makes people feel intimidated. In fact, it's just because he is not good at getting along with people, and he can't say anything grandiose.But he was protected by Ji Shao upright, and stood up against the high-ranking elders on his behalf.

He kept saying that he hated restraint, and that he would rather die than be free.But the happiest moment I've ever felt in my heart is when Ji Shao clings to him, making sweet kisses and sharing warm hugs.Even if he didn't do anything, he wished he could just be tied by his beloved and stay together forever.

He gradually began to notice.

He was not the "Jiang Liaoyin" he thought he was.That Jiang Liaoyin was used to show the public, to deceive others, and to evade responsibility.When he is not ready to accept the world, he can have a vague excuse to create a safe corner for himself, and exile himself with peace of mind.

It's just that he has been deceiving others for so long that he almost deceived himself.

Until Ji Shao appeared.

He finally understood that his sense of belonging was not in a certain place, but in this person.In front of Ji Shao, he was never that heartless little bastard.He is just Jiang Liaoyin.An Alpha that is neither wild nor cool, but a true enough self.

Because of Ji Shao, he has enough confidence to break through the concealment and disguise, and accept the original self.Together with the huge fragments of the world implicated behind the word "Alpha", together with the successive rights and responsibilities and obligations, as well as everything that is not yet known - all are accepted.

This is everything he should have been responsible for.It's just that he was too cowardly and kept pretending not to see it.Until the person he loves comes to him and gives him the courage to integrate into this world.

He should have known sooner.

Jiang Liaoyin thought sadly that maybe when Ji Shao asked him "Have you ever thought about being an Alpha", he had already discovered that he was a coward and a coward.Perhaps it was also because of seeing this that he didn't have enough confidence to hold on to this relationship.

He really wanted to tell Ji Shao to his face immediately that he could do it.He can't just give him childish love that can't see the future, he will work hard to overcome all difficulties, become a strong Alpha, support everything for him, so that he can trust and rely on without any worries.

But he didn't want to see him.

Jiang Liaoyin put his hands in his pockets and walked forward with a dull head.His fingers touched the medicine bag he carried with him, and he took it out without hesitation and threw it all into the trash can next to him.

After a quick glance, I felt that the trash can on the side of the road looked familiar.

When I looked up again, the gate of Jiyuan was already in sight.

**

Cowardly to cowardly.

Jiang Liaoyin couldn't move his feet anymore, but he was still worried about Ji Shao not wanting him.Sitting on the stone steps at the gate to feed the mosquitoes, I didn't dare to knock on the door for a long time.

Old Tong stared at him on the door monitor for a long time, and finally couldn't help but come out, pushed the door violently, and said angrily, "Are you going in or not?"

Jiang Liaoyin was not prepared at all, and was almost thrown off by him.

Looking back to see him, his expression was stunned, but some hope suddenly ignited in his heart, "Can I come in? Is he here?"

"...he's not here."

Old Tong looked at his eyes that were as black as ink, and felt a little unbearable for some reason, "Although I see you making trouble, Xiao Shao has already confessed. You can come in."

"what did he say?"

"He said that no matter when, if you come, just live here and be your own home."

The light in Jiang Liaoyin's eyes flickered and flickered, and was blown out by the cool night wind.

After a while, he turned his head and whispered, "He's a liar."

A villain, a liar, and a good match.

Old Tong resisted the urge to kick him, and said in a rough voice, "Then don't believe his lies! Young people, use your heart to distinguish what you should believe."

Today's young people are always talking about how to fall in love, just thinking about when it will happen.

Old Tong glanced at the sky, and finally said, "Xiao Shao and his younger brother went to Puyuan." He slammed the door again, hiding his merit and fame.

"..."

Jiang Liaoyin sat on the spot and plucked her hair, then suddenly burst out laughing, put her hands to her mouth, took a deep breath, and raised her voice, "Thank you, Uncle Tong!"

"I invite you to sit at the first table for the wedding reception!"

An angry shout came from the courtyard, "Get out!"

Jiang Liaoyin turned around and ran away. When he wanted to stop the car to go to Puyuan, he suddenly received a call from Cheng Peiqi.

This is rare.Jiang Liaoyin thought that it might be useful to give him hundreds of thousands of experimental materials every now and then, but it was originally used to bribe him to inquire about Ji Shao's estrus, "What's the matter?"

"Something happened."

Cheng Peiqi said succinctly, "I just found Mr. Ji's letter of intent for surgery. There are also all accidental exemption documents, and they have all been signed."

"The surgery date was pretty close. So I thought... do you know about this?"

"do not know."

Jiang Liaoyin frowned, "What kind of surgery is it?"

The night wind blew by, sweat broke out on his back twice, and he shivered uncontrollably from the cold.

Cheng Peiqi explained to him in detail the risks and mortality of the operation, as well as the living conditions, social status and possible discrimination of gonad-deficient groups.By the way, I also revealed to him the conversations I heard intermittently.

"He said he wants you to be free to do what you want, go where you want."

"Mr. Ji probably doesn't want you to be dragged down by his affairs."

Jiang Liaoyin let out an "um", and there was no more movement for the next 3 minutes.

Cheng Peiqi waited so long that he almost thought he had died before he suddenly heard him say, "Can I ask you something?"

"..."

Until many years later, Cheng Peiqi can still clearly recall the moment when he heard his request, and his heart was beyond shocked.Recalling his decisive tone when he made a decision at an important moment.

"You two... lunatics."

"Then it's settled."

Jiang Liaoyin said, "I'll go back and pack up now, bring all the medicines, and then go to the laboratory to find you."

After hanging up the phone, he inexplicably laughed again.After a long time, I sniffed and lowered my head to send a text message to Ji Shao, pressing hard on the keys until my fingertips turned white.

[Jiang Liaoyin: I love you. 】

[Jiang Liaoyin: No room left. 】

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