martyrdom

Yu'er's condition gradually stabilized, and she was transferred from the emergency department to the surgical ward for conservative treatment.The infusion process was long and boring. After several hours of severe pain, Yu'er finally fell asleep exhausted as soon as Yuan Fei walked out of the ward.

In the corridor, Yuan Fei stopped Qiao Bing who came back from fetching water, pulled her aside and asked, "Why did Yu'er suddenly have a stomach hole? What did she do these days?"

Qiao Bing put down the water bottle and said honestly: "She has always had a bad stomach. According to her, it is hereditary, and her parents are also like this. Recently, she has been busy for a few days because of school celebrations, and she is always in a low mood. I don't think about it..." Seeing Yuan Fei's face of self-blame, she quickly comforted, "It's not all because of you, someone always makes trouble for her behind her back, just like the poster you saw last time. She has always been proud , I feel that there is nothing she can't solve, but that person succeeds again and again, which probably makes her very frustrated."

Yuan Fei was silent for a moment, then remembered something again: "Have you contacted her parents?"

"No, Yu'er won't let her go. I don't think it's necessary either. Her parents are both businessmen. They have a lot of money and little time. If they know about it, they can only worry in vain. At most, they can spend money and find someone to take care of her. Why don't I do it?" It could be better taken care of.”

Seeing Yuan Fei nodding, he hesitated for a moment, and continued: "I have a suggestion, which may be a bit unpleasant. I think...you should try not to visit her often these days."

Yuan Fei frowned, not knowing why.Qiao Bing pondered for a while, then said carefully: "I don't know if you know how painful the stomach perforation is. But if you recall, has she shown any signs of pain since you appeared?"

Yuan Fei understood, her eyes were red with distress, she bit her lower lip and said nothing.

"During the conservative treatment, the medication is very irritating, and she has already endured a lot. I don't think you want her to work harder because of you."

"I understand, thank you." Yuan Fei's voice was a little choked up, "I... I'll go in and tell her that I have something to do."

Qiao Bing looked at Yuan Fei's lonely back, sighed softly, picked up the water bottle and followed.

In front of the hospital bed, Yuan Fei looked at Yu'er's frowning eyebrows in her sleep, and couldn't help reaching out to smooth her out, but was afraid of disturbing her rare sleep, so her fingers stayed a few inches between her eyebrows, in a dilemma.

It was the same distance a few days ago, Yu'er was lying on the bed, and she was leaning over beside her bed, the two of them were entangled in breath.

But at that time, the girl had a rosy face and a charming smile, she could pinch her face, listen to her beautiful voice, and look forward to the infinite possibilities she would bring to herself.But now, if God can grant her only wish at this moment, she hopes that Yu'er can get better soon and give her the chance to make up for her earlier.

This is her biggest wish right now.

That night, Yuan Fei went to bed very early on a rare occasion, probably because she didn't want to face the unlit lights in the opposite building, and didn't want to think about the person who might be suffering in the hospital bed.But the incomprehensible dream forced her to face it again. Fortunately, in the dream, Yu'er was in good health and was smiling gently at her.

The scene is very familiar, rows of bookshelves, layers of crowds.She seemed to be sitting where the eyes of the crowd gathered, feeling uncomfortable all over her body.People walked by her one by one, she wrote something mechanically, then raised her head and smiled, shook hands, and said thank you.

The faces of people passing by were blurred, and she couldn't see any of them clearly, until Yu'er appeared and stopped in front of her.

"Why are you here?" She heard herself asking Yu'er in a cold tone, as if she didn't want to see her at all at this moment.very strange...

Yu'er didn't care, and said with a gentle smile, "Come to buy your book, ask for your autograph, shake hands with you, and..." She paused, "I apologize to you."

Only then did Yuan Fei realize that this was the scene of her new book signing.Yu'er apologized to her?Why……

The girl's hand stretched out was well-proportioned, white and delicate. On her slender wrist was an inconspicuous platinum bracelet, which made her complexion crystal clear and bright, making one feel the urge to hold it.

But she didn't hold it.

The people behind pushed and pushed over, and also extended their hands to her.Seeing Yu'er's fading smile, she took someone else's hand.

The dream came to an abrupt end.Yuan Fei sat up from the bed, didn't have time to think, grabbed the phone and wanted to contact Yu'er, to say sorry to her, to explain to her, that was not her intention.She didn't realize it was just a dream until the screen of the phone turned on.

There was a message from Yu'er on the screen, she carefully distinguished the dream from the reality, and remembered that Yu'er is sick in bed now, and their relationship is at a delicate stage, one step closer will be forever.

Click on WeChat and find that there are many messages.Yu'er told her a lot.

——When did you leave?

——I slept all afternoon, but now I can't fall asleep.Are you asleep?Chat with me for a while.

——Qiao Bing said, you were afraid of disturbing my recuperation, so you went back first.This reason does not hold water.You are especially good for my recovery when you are by my side.

——Speaking of which, I feel much better after sleeping, and the pain is gone now, I'm just so hungry.You are beautiful and delicious, come and satisfy my hunger tomorrow?

——Why did you go to bed so early today?Are you tired?The source of infection is abundant in the hospital, you have to do a good job in immunization, so as not to get sick.

The last message was sent after an hour, and I don't know what kind of thinking and entanglement I went through: Yuan Fei, I want to see you.

Looking at the news on the screen, Yuan Fei felt sore in her heart.Fingers rubbed the phrase "I want to see you" repeatedly, and the cold words seemed to turn into a girl's sweet voice lingering in my ears, creating a bright crack for her in the dark night, revealing the seemingly invisible hope.

If she and Yu'er were in a different place at this moment, would she hope that Yu'er would always be by her side?

As soon as the question came out, the answer was obvious.Perhaps what she should consider most is Yu'er's own thoughts, rather than the so-called feelings imposed on her by others.

Yuan Fei packed herself quickly and went out in the dark.

It was four o'clock in the morning when I arrived at the hospital, which was the time when I was most sleepy.In the inpatient building, even the nurse on duty was dozing off. She walked into the ward where Yu'er was, only to find that the curtain beside Yu'er's bed was drawn, and there was a faint light from inside.

She was afraid of scaring Yu'er, so she didn't deliberately walk lightly, but approached the hospital bed with a noise that would not disturb others.There were rustling sounds from inside the curtain, and Yu'er's low voice came out: "Yuan Fei?"

"It's me." Yuan Fei opened the curtain and walked in.There was a dim light on the bedside, and Yu'er sat on the edge of the bed and stared at her blankly, as if in a daze.

Yuan Fei leaned over to get closer to her, and she felt the truth. She pulled Yuan Fei to sit beside her, and said with a soft smile, "I thought I was dreaming again."

"You also dreamed of me?" Yuan Fei subconsciously blurted out.

Yu'er quickly grasped the point and raised her eyebrows: "Tell me first, what did you dream about about me?"

What did you dream about?Dreaming that Yu'er showed up uninvited at her autograph?But the signing event was originally held for her, and the person she wanted to invite the most was Yu Er, why would she be displeased by her appearance?

Meng Yu'er apologized to her for insulting her work in the bookstore?But didn't she think clearly, Yu'er didn't mean that, how could she be angry about this, and even unwilling to accept an apology?

"It's just a illogical dream. But in the dream, you have already healed." Yuan Fei looked at her bloodless face, and used the plot of the dream to hint at her expectations for Yu'er.

Yu'er lowered her eyes and smiled, and reached out to hold Yuan Fei's hand on the bedside: "You are here, I will get better soon."

Yuan Fei felt the still cold temperature on her hands, and worried: "Is it cold? Either you lie down." She was about to get up, but was stopped by Yu'er: "It's not cold, my hands and feet are cold in summer too , you'll get used to it later."

Yuan Fei heard the ambiguity in her words, her heart trembled, and she changed the subject: "Where is Qiao Bing? Why are you still awake? What were you doing just now?"

"The first question, I asked her to go back to rest first." Yu'er squeezed her fingers, reluctantly let go, and continued to pick up the pillow while turning around, "The second question..." She took the pillow from the pillow. Next took out an open book, it was her book.

"What I said that day, the superficial meaning is not true. This is a good book, and I like it very much. Regarding the ending, I know that you chose to destroy to freeze the beauty forever, not just to make people think. As for the deep meaning, I miss you Should have understood."

Yu'er put down the book, reached out and touched her temples, twisted a strand of hair from her ear and tied it behind her ear.In this extremely intimate action, she opened her mouth and promised her: "Yuan Fei, I will let you find a better way than destruction to make beauty last forever."

Yuan Fei enjoyed her caress and said softly, "I'm looking forward to it."

It was dawn, and Yu'er, who hadn't slept all night, looked at Yuan Fei who was sleeping peacefully by the bed, and finally couldn't hold back her hands after holding back for a long time and started to make trouble.The fingertip touched Yuan Fei's soft and delicate eyebrows, touched the bridge of the nose, and finally stopped on the edge of the lips. Pushing the finger upwards, a smile was drawn.The dimples on the cheeks are looming, cute and sweet.

Yu'er couldn't help laughing along with her.

Probably feeling itchy, the sleeping person raised his hand and rubbed his nose, Yu'er didn't hide, let her touch his hand, squeezed it curiously, then squeezed it again.

Then she finally opened her eyes slowly, dazedly grasping Yu'er's hand and looking at it for a while, then shook her head trying to wake up as soon as possible.

Yu'er was amused by her and laughed out loud.

Yuan Fei looked up, stared at Yu'er sleepily, and smiled at her: "Morning."

Yu'er was about to respond, but Qiao Bing's voice came from the door of the ward: "Yuan Fei, someone is looking for you outside, come with me."

Yu'er stroked her long hair, and said with a smile, "Go, I'll wait for you here." Yuan Fei stood up and moved her stiff joints, and just as she was about to leave, she turned around and asked her, "What do you want for breakfast?" Is it?"

Yu'er is still unable to eat at present, and seeing Yuan Fei smiling maliciously, she also knows that she forgot about this and wanted to buy her breakfast, so she raised her eyebrows and waited for the next sentence.

"If you have anything you want to eat, tell me, and I'll buy it for you."

really……

Yu'er sullenly said, expressionless: "Then you can just come back by yourself."

The author has something to say:

Accompany that period of warmth late at night!

Anyway, Mouhui feels warm~