martyrdom

Because of Yu'er's teasing, Yuan Fei's face was rosy when she walked out of the ward, and her mood was rarely bright.Seeing Qiao Bing walking in a hurry, he couldn't help asking from behind: "Who is looking for me? Where is he?"

Qiao Bing didn't answer, but went straight to the stairwell of the emergency exit, waited for Yuan Fei to follow in, and closed the door behind her backhand.

Seeing this posture, Yuan Fei realized that it was she who had something to say, not someone looking for her.

"Nothing I said yesterday was true. The doctor said that because of the stimulation of the medicine, the pain would be worse at night. Even I didn't dare to stand in front of her and let her be distracted while she was suffering. How could you bear it. Look at her face just now, Yuan Fei, don't you think you are a little too selfish?" Qiao Bing accused her in such a sharp tone for the first time, but what Yuan Fei couldn't figure out was what position she had to accuse her she?

I wanted to say something, but felt bored.Things between her and Yu'er are like people drinking water, how can outsiders know how warm or cold they are.With one night of companionship, she certainly knew about Yu'er's condition, but she could easily feel the happiness that her company brought to Yu'er.Although this kind of happiness can't alleviate the pain, but to Yu'er, it can't be regarded as a bad thing. How can she be selfish?

With a click, the door opened.Both of them were startled, and when they turned their heads to see Yu'er's expression was cold, their eyes swept over Yuan Fei and landed on Qiao Bing.

"Don't come to Yuan Fei alone in the future. Tell me if you have anything to say."

Qiao Bing was stunned, seeing her unprecedented seriousness, her eyes suddenly turned red.

But Yu'er didn't soften her attitude at all: "You should pay more attention to the school celebration activities, I don't need you to continue to take care of me here."

Yuan Fei walked over and tugged at her arm, telling her not to be too tough.Yu'er's gaze turned to her, and the coldness was replaced by gentleness immediately, she took her hand and squeezed it: "You will take care of me, okay?"

Qiao Bing rolled down her tears and walked out quickly.

"What are you doing?" Yuan Fei scolded her softly, "She is also thinking about you."

Yu'er looked a little tired, hugged her gently, put her chin on her shoulder, and whispered in her ear: "I shouldn't let you suffer so much malice, whether Song Shuo or Qiao Bing , I shouldn’t have let you know each other. I’m sorry.”

Yuan Fei didn't know what to say, but just patted her on the back lightly.

"I'll figure it out."

In the next week, Yuan Fei became Yu'er's full-time escort.Yu'er has always been independent, she doesn't have much to do, she mainly focuses on being with her.Most of the time, Yu'er leaned against the bed with a book in her hand to read, while she sat by the bed with her notebook in her arms and wrote her novel.

This kind of non-sticky and non-embarrassing companionship is full of expectations for how long it lasts.So after Yu'er was discharged from the hospital, the two always visited each other's house, and they were very polite when they came and went.

The date of the signing event has finally been set, and it will be this weekend.Yuan Fei was thinking about giving Yuer a surprise, she said in advance that she was afraid of being exposed, and she was afraid that Yuer would have other arrangements if she said it later, so this day, taking advantage of Yuer's visit with a book again, she began to test Yuer's weekend itinerary.

Let's start with teasing: "You've been late lately, aren't you busy?"

Yu'er sank into the sofa and said without looking up: "Busy, final review. I'm afraid you will miss me, so I come here frequently."

"Huh?" Yuan Fei moved towards her, and asked in confusion, "Aren't you a top student, a top student also needs to review at the end of the semester?"

Yu'er turned over another page of the book in his hand, nodded and said: "Yes. The top student is the final review, and the bad student is the final review."

Yuan Fei was amused by this novel statement, and then thought about how to ask her out during the final review.After hearing her silent for a long time, Yu'er finally raised her head, stretched out her hand and poked her: "What are you thinking?"

"No..." Yuan Fei pretended to be very interested in the book she was reading, "What is this? Well, why are there still annotations, you wrote it?"

Yu'er raised the "Intellectual Property Law" in his hand, raised his eyebrows and said, "The teacher said it, I remembered it. This book is very interesting, I recommend it to you."

Yuan Fei smiled dryly and declined.

Before she could talk about the arrangements for the weekend, Yu'er asked first: "What are you going to do for the weekend?"

"No... I don't have any plans." Subconsciously concealed it, but obviously lacked confidence.Yu'er glanced at her, and said with a smile: "No plan? Will the autograph signing at [-] o'clock on Saturday afternoon count?"

Seeing Yuan Fei's shocked face, Yu'er was a little helpless: "Do you think I'm someone who doesn't check Weibo or read Post Bars?"

Yuan Fei recovered from the shock, and said truthfully, "Like..."

"...Even if my news is blocked, can I not pay attention to your movements." Yu'er closed the book, took Yuan Fei's hands on her knees with both hands, looked at her and said, "It was supposed to fulfill your surprise to me." Thoughts, but in the past two days, I thought of a problem, maybe it can be solved at the signing meeting."

Yuan Fei probably guessed what was going on, so she didn't answer, but just looked at Yu'er quietly.

"I think, to cheer you up, call Song Shuo, Qiao Bing, and a few friends over to convince them." After Yu'er finished speaking, Yuan Fei couldn't wait for Yuan Fei to express her opinion, and then added , "Don't worry, I will watch them and nothing will happen."

Yuan Fei understood what Yu'er meant.Her friends are always worried about what she entrusts to others, feel that they are not good enough for her, and have nothing to do with her.Yu'er wanted them to see her strength and talent, firstly to break some ambiguous thoughts, and secondly, to reveal their relationship to the world.

But...is this really possible?

"Let me think about it again, okay?" Yuan Fei couldn't give a positive answer immediately, and Yu'er was not in a hurry, "You tell me two days in advance, yes or no, so that I can make an appointment with them in advance."

"Ah."

The whole night, this matter was stuck in her throat, Yuan Fei thought hard to no avail, and finally thought about it day and night and dreamed about it again, and preset the consequences in the dream that night.

In the dream, Yu'er's friend mocked her book in public for its low taste and clumsy writing, and when she went to the stage to sign the book, she accidentally knocked over a thick stack of books on the table.She got up to pick it up, and they were watching and laughing.There were rustling discussions under the stage, and countless eyes fell on her, which were so hot that she almost collapsed.

Waking up surrounded by fear and despair, Yuan Fei felt physically and mentally exhausted.It has been countless times that she saw the beautiful backside in her dream.Dreams always present her with the worst results, teaching her to cherish the present and every possibility better than in dreams.

Yuan Fei picked up the phone and wanted to send a message to Yu Er to reject the proposal, but after a second thought, Yu Er always responded to her late-night messages immediately, probably because she never muted her.

Just don't bother her.

Putting down her phone, she tossed and turned, and couldn't fall asleep again for a long time.Regarding the signing event, she had already had two terrible dreams. The most terrifying thing was that the two dreams were closely related after thinking about it.In the first dream, she was indifferent and alienated to Yu'er, and her friends couldn't see it, so there was the scene in the second dream.

What was Yu'er doing in the second dream?Did she try to stop her, or...let her friends hurt her?

She suddenly felt a bone-chilling chill.She got up and put on some clothes to go to the balcony. The lights on the opposite side were turned off, and the night was too quiet, which magnified her inner uneasiness infinitely.

Is Yu'er someone she can rely on?

For the first time, Yuan Fei asked herself this question in her heart.With Yu'er's appearance, from instinctive reaction to thinking and acceptance, she followed her own heart without thinking too much about it.Although she lives a serious life, she is never rigid, so she doesn't think there is anything unacceptable in this type of relationship, as long as it is sex.

But at this moment, she began to wonder whether this kind of love is too cheap, without quality and guarantee?Just like Yu'er can say that to force her to think, or she can let her suffer because of her indifference.

... Wrong, that's not real, it's just a dream.

Yuan Fei's mind was in a mess.She wanted to see Yu'er, right now.

When Yu'er was hospitalized, she had left a key with her so that she could get things conveniently.Later, she wanted to return it, but Yu'er said lightly, "Let it go to you", and didn't say any more.Yuan Fei found out the key, and went out in pajamas and slippers.

All the way to Yu'er's house, the urge to meet did not subside.Yuan Fei opened the door with the key and walked in lightly.

The living room was dark, but there was a faint light in the bedroom door.Yuan Fei walked over and slowly opened the door.

Yu'er was sleeping peacefully with her back facing her, the light on the bedside was soft in color, making one feel drowsy.Yuan Fei strode towards the bed, but before reaching her, Yu'er suddenly moved and turned over.She was startled, thinking that she had woken Yu'er up, she quickly lowered her head, her heart beating like thunder.

After waiting for a while without hearing a sound, she raised her head and found that Yu'er was not awake, so she felt relieved and walked over a few steps.

The girl's sleeping face is sweet and quiet, and the soft light falls on the eyebrows and eyes, which is charming.Yuan Fei just looked at her like this, her heart suddenly settled down, and there was no more distracting thoughts.

I don't know how long time passed, Yuan Fei kept one movement for too long, and his hands and feet became numb.The night outside the window is no longer dark and dense, but the morning light shines through, which looks full of hope.Yuan Fei moved her joints and planned to leave, just pretending that she hadn't thought about anything this night, and she had never been here before.

As soon as he turned around, the girl behind him said softly with a nasal voice: "Are you leaving now?"

Yuan Fei's heart was shocked, and her first reaction under the embarrassment was to run away, but the girl's movements were far more agile than she imagined, and before she ran out of the bedroom, her waist was tightly entangled.

A soft embrace came from behind, and the girl's cheeks covered her neck, rubbing against her with great affection: "What are you running for?"

The feeling of physical contact was so good that Yuan Fei became confused again, touched Yu Er's hand around her waist, and gently pulled it away.Turning around and seeing Yu'er smiling, he stretched out his hand and hugged her into his arms.

The hug came too suddenly, Yu'er was hugged tightly by Yuan Fei, but she felt a little uncomfortable in her heart.Yuan Fei came to see her late at night, and she could feel her uneasiness and entanglement.Although she is not sensitive to other people's gaze, she can always easily perceive Yuan Fei's gaze.

She wanted to comfort her, but she couldn't see the crux of the matter, so she reached out and hugged Yuan Fei, and kissed her on the face.

Yuan Fei just hugged her tighter.

Yu'er suddenly thought of something, and tentatively whispered in her ear: "Will they go to the signing event? I have a better way. Do you want to hear it?"

Yuan Fei put her head on her shoulder and hummed lightly.

Yu'er bit her small and lovely earlobe, and said ambiguously: "Then do you want to listen standing, sitting, or lying down?"

Yuan Fei's heart and body trembled: "..."

The author has something to say:

Feather's flirting skills are perfect~

Oops, attack and receiving are so clear