martyrdom

Nothing, everything is lost.

When saying this, Yu'er saw the long-lost despair on Yuan Fei's face.

This is a question, and one she can easily answer: "I have never experienced such a feeling. Even though I was forced to separate from you, I can still see you often. Even if I can't see you, I know you." Living a good life not far from me. I dare not be dissatisfied. It is also because of this that I don’t feel that Kang Yu’s actions are worth taking a big gamble to retaliate against.”

Yuan Fei raised the corners of her lips, but there was no smile in her eyes: "Yeah, so you won't understand, and it's useless to talk more."

Yu'er closed her eyes, tried her best to suppress her displeasure, and maintained a calm and gentle tone: "Okay, this is the end of the matter, let's not talk about it." After speaking, she took another step, without letting go of her hand, and the two continued to stand side by side And go.

"The next question, let me ask your countermeasure. Since Kang Yu already knows that you framed him, if he asks a lawyer to intervene and applies for an appeal, what will you do?"

"I can make sure I won't be found out."

Yu'er sighed: "I will help you deal with the money transfer. Are you sure about other aspects? What if..."

Yuan Fei smiled indifferently: "Let his lawyer investigate as he pleases. If he finds out something, I'll use the method he taught and just silence him."

After saying this, the people around were silent for a long time.Yuan Fei felt that a layer of greasy cold sweat broke out in the hand that was always dry and cool, and the strength to hold her also hesitated, even trembling slightly.

But even so, he didn't let her go easily.What kind of contradiction is this, and what kind of tolerance is this?

Yuan Fei stopped again and let go of Yu'er.

Yu'er lowered her eyes and stared at the ground, her empty hand contracted into a fist, and slowly put it back into the pocket of her coat.

"This is my true thought, and I will put it into action when necessary. You heard me, I am indeed not worthy of being a teacher, let alone you."

Yu'er didn't make a sound because she knew she still had more to say.

"So, I guess we—um."

Yu'er covered her mouth.There is a faint tone in his ear: "Are you going to break up again? No one is forcing you this time, Yuan Fei, think it through before you say it."

After a while, she let go of her hand, Yuan Fei bit her lip, and murmured, "I think we... we'd better take a taxi home."

There was no breakup, no quarrel, and all questioning was limited to that.After returning home, Yu'er still treats her with tenderness as before, the two eat together and do things separately until night falls.

It's too calm, it makes people panic, and it makes people uneasy.

Yuan Fei washed up first and went to bed. Looking out from the bedroom, she saw that the door of Yu'er's room was open, and vaguely saw the girl in front of the desk with her back straight and her forearm slightly moving, probably still writing.

Silent night.

Should she wait for her quietly, or should she sound a reminder?She... is she planning to come to sleep with her, or...

This kind of situation is not uncommon in the past. When she was sleepy, she would go to sleep first. She could always wait for the girl's breath to come from her back while she was half asleep. She hugged her warmly, and her thin lips brushed the corners of her eyebrows and eyes. The voice said goodnight to her.

It had become a habit, but tonight, she couldn't sleep with peace of mind as usual.

The mood was disturbed, and after 10 minutes, she became more and more awake when she lay down, and she even lost sleepiness at all.So he simply got up, wandered around the bedroom for a while, went to heat up a glass of milk and brought it to Yu'er's desk.

"Aren't you going to sleep?" Yuan Fei deliberately said casually with the reminder that the hot milk was delivered.

"Well, you go to bed first, I'll finish writing this." Yu'er raised her head and looked at her indifferently.On the table is a homework for a professional class.Today, it was her visit to the prison that disrupted Yu'er's study plan, so she had to study late at night, doing unfinished things.

He couldn't hear a strange answer, and it was so reasonable that he couldn't refute it.Yuan Fei stood for a while, but said softly, "Go to bed early."

Yu'er had already picked up the pen again, and didn't look at her again when she heard the words, but just nodded.

Yuan Fei turned to leave, but stopped a few steps away.

After thinking about it, turning back, the person at the table didn't notice it until he was hugged tightly behind him.

Putting down the pen, said lightly, "What are you doing?"

Yuan Fei's voice was soft and coquettish: "Kiss."

Yu'er turned her head, put her lips on her forehead, and gave her a light kiss.No affection, no desire, just a comforting kiss.Yuan Fei was dumbfounded, not knowing whether to continue to ask, or to be thankful that she was willing to give.

After the kiss, the girl's eyes fell back to the table, and she regained her quiet concentration.However, in Yuan Fei's eyes, this appearance is nothing more than the indifference of rejecting people thousands of miles away.

Yuan Fei walked back to the bedroom in a daze, and wrapped herself in the quilt.

Is it because she has a guilty conscience and is too sensitive?

Yu'er was still by her side, washing her hands and making soup, even if she was alone in a room, the door was open, she would not be turned away, and she was kissed good night.Everything seems to be the same, but there is always something unnatural and wrong, and it makes her unable to tell what is wrong.

Is it because Yu'er didn't take the initiative to kiss her, or because she didn't get intimate with her after throwing herself into her arms?

...When did I become so greedy.After a cold-blooded deception and exploitation, what right do I have to be greedy again.

Yuan Fei put the quilt over her head and sighed deeply.

I don't know how long it took, half asleep and half awake, the quilt moved, and a familiar breath came from behind.Yuan Fei woke up instantly.

She pretended to be asleep, but couldn't help her heart beating like thunder, just like when she was just emotional, she was moved by every bit of the girl's beauty, and also nervous about every bit of her approach.

After waiting for a long time, there was no hug, let alone rubbing hands.Yu'er seemed to have her back turned to her, and she could barely hear her breathing, as if she was the only one on the huge bed, unable to sleep alone.

However, what is more cruel than being alone and sleepless is the same bed with different dreams.

Yuan Fei couldn't bear it anymore, turned over to face Yu'er's back, and took her hand that was outside the quilt.

Yu'er didn't turn around, but let her hold her hand, and said softly: "It's late, go to sleep."

Yuan Fei took her hand and slowly moved it to her body.Through the thin cloth, she was forced to touch those beautiful curves, and then led that hand around the hem of the clothes, directly touching the warm skin.

Yu'er sighed, finally turned around, and looked at her quietly in the dark.The movements of the hands are only passive, there is no active rubbing and caressing at all, and the breath is not confused by being teased.

It was obvious that she didn't want to continue, but Yuan Fei, who was always observant, turned a blind eye and even leaned forward to ask for a kiss.Unable to dodge in time, Yu'er's lips were precisely held by her, and then there was a suffocating attack.

The teacher Yuan, who is obedient and flattering, who did something wrong but never apologized, tried to comfort her girl in a special way.

From being ungrateful at the beginning to being hard to restrain herself later, Yu'er's belated response made her feel like she was alive, almost moved to tears.

After the deep kiss, Yuan Fei forced herself into Yu'er's arms, bit her earlobe, and let out a seductive voice from between her teeth: "Just like that night on the grassland, vent all your dissatisfaction. "

Yu'er closed her eyes and clenched her hands tightly. A moment later, just like that night, she rolled over lightly and crushed her under her body.

Yuan Fei's body shook slightly, and her gaze timidly passed from bottom to top, completely seductive.

Sight, hearing, smell, touch... Taste, all the senses bring a familiar experience, but the state of mind is so strange.Yu'er raised her elbows, her eyes fell on Yuan Fei's face, she looked at it for a while, and finally rolled over again, lying flat on the pillow.

"I don't have any dissatisfaction to vent, and this kind of thing shouldn't be used to vent. I was not good that day."

After finishing a sentence, he closed his eyes and remained silent.

Yuan Feiyu panted for a while, and her breathing gradually calmed down. The heat in her body finally turned cold along with her heart.

This way of getting along lasted for more than a month.

Say long is not long, say short is not short.From the beginning of constant self-doubt and suspicion, Yuan Fei got used to it later, and even began to be content, and her life went on like this, there is nothing good or bad at all.

Winter passed away and spring returned, and it was April in the world in a blink of an eye.One day at noon, Yuan Fei, who had just finished a class, stepped off the podium, walked towards Yu Er who was sitting in the back row, and stood quietly by the side waiting for her to pack her things.

This semester, Yu'er is free and doesn't have much chores, so she comes to her classes often.It is a good thing for Yuan Fei, but she always thinks of the ambiguous teasing of the girl in the past.

— Do you know why I don't come to your class?The bottom-up perspective and the distance from the desk to the podium are really the most perfect conditions in the world.Under such conditions, your every move, every frown and smile are enough temptations to make me fall.

Then Yuan Fei will inevitably have to be overwhelmed. Now that she comes here often, is it because she can no longer seduce her?

"Teacher Yuan, are you waiting for Yushen again?" A student passing by them casually joked.Yuan Fei responded with a smile, and hummed lightly, but Yuer, who hadn't looked up all this time, seemed to just realize that she was there, her hand shook, and even the book fell to the ground.

Yuan Fei leaned over to help her pick it up: "Missed again, what are you thinking about." Seeing Yu'er took the book without saying a word, she continued nonchalantly, "You decide what to have for lunch."

Yu'er rarely raised his eyes to meet her gaze, and even took the initiative to hold her arm.Yuan Fei's heart trembled fiercely, obviously the staring and touching that she was used to before would become so special after a month of indifference.

Perhaps it is in response to the saying that distance produces beauty.

However, Yu'er's next words made her heart that had finally warmed up become cold again: "I won't accompany you to eat at noon, I will go out in the afternoon."

It was nothing.But today, April 29, is Yuan Fei's birthday.

Seeing that Yuan Fei had no objection, Yu'er got up and left, but after walking a few steps, she was grabbed by someone who was chasing her again.

"Let's go after lunch together, okay?" The tone was so soft that it was almost pleading, and it was also Yuan Fei's humble compromise.She remembered Yu'er's pen name in the past, humbled for her beliefs, and finally one day, the girl also became a belief that could make herself humble.

As for himself, he was no longer Yu'er's faith.

"No, I don't have time. Let's go tonight." He didn't say where he was going or when he would be back.Even though Yuan Fei didn't want to let him go, she didn't have the courage to continue the stalking.

So he slowly let go of his hand, letting the girl's back gradually drift away in the blur that burst out in an instant.

The author has something to say:

In order to prevent being beaten to death, I decided to spoil a wave.

Yu'er is going to prepare a birthday present for Feifei.

Recently, it has been abused a bit, because it is close to the end of he.

How can you taste the sweetness of he without being abusive?