martyrdom

A bold confession that had never been made before echoed in Yuan Fei's ears repeatedly.Yu'er is a master of love words, those brisk and bright sentences accompanied by the girl's clever smile often make her blush.But Yu'er said these words seriously and solemnly, and there was a sigh in her eyes, which was the emotion and cherishment after going through pain.

Yuan Fei's eyes turned red instantly, and she lowered her head to hide her emotions, but Yu'er took her into her arms with one hand.

"Now I only have one hand and one leg, so don't dislike me." Yu'er whispered in her ear with a smile.It took only three seconds to talk seriously about this person, and Yuan Fei pinched her ear: "Nonsense again." After speaking, she suddenly realized what "don't be disgusted" here means.

Yu'er didn't give her any more buffer time, let her be distracted, and the long-awaited moment finally arrived.

And it wasn't until the end of the hearty scene that she hung on the girl and gasped for breath that she realized that the phrase "don't be disgusted" is really too modest.Although she only has her left hand, the girl's kung fu is enough for her to benefit from.It has to be said that some talents are innate.

She was so tired that she couldn't open her eyes, she was still thinking about helping Yu'er to the bedroom, struggling to stand up.But a steady force was wrapped around her waist, she could hardly move, water flowed through her body, taking away the cold sweat on her body.

Yu'er's voice faintly entered her ears: "Don't move around."

A few question marks popped up in her heart inexplicably, and she twisted her body against the strength on her waist as a test, and then a chuckle came from next to her ear: "I'm disobedient. Don't move anymore, you... aren't you tired?"

She heard Yu'er ask her if she was tired, and nodded honestly without thinking about the current situation.Yu'er murmured thoughtfully, and sighed softly: "I told you to exercise more, and you're being deaf again?"

"No!" She was eager to argue at this moment, "I..."

Yu'er quietly waited for her next words.

After a long time, she said softly: "When you are well, come with me."

Yu'er lowered her head and kissed her half-closed eyelids, and said the words that made her seem familiar: "With you here, I will get better soon."

The next morning, the cell phone vibrated in the quiet bedroom, and neither of the two people who had been sleeping lightly could hear it.The vibration continued over and over again, until it shook from the bedside table to the floor, barely waking Yu'er up.

She turned over and reached out to touch the floor for a long time before reaching for the phone and picking it up.The caller ID was her mother, so she picked it up without any worries, and said in a low voice, "Mom, what's the matter?"

The person next to the pillow was not awakened by the vibrating ringtone and the sound of the phone falling to the ground, but was so sensitive to her voice.The quilt beside her moved, and a head was stretched out, and a pair of misty eyes fixed on her.

She couldn't help laughing, while listening to the instructions on the other end of the phone, she stretched out her hand and rubbed the top of Yuan Fei's head like a cat, and then moved her face closer to trick her into a good morning kiss.

Yuan Fei kissed her on the cheek lightly, but her expression suddenly became serious, as if she heard some bad news from the phone, she propped herself up and sat up, frowning in silence.

Yuan Fei also sat up with her, looked at her worriedly until she hung up the phone, and smiled at her helplessly: "I can't accompany you for New Year's Eve, my mother asked me to go back on New Year's Eve."

Yuan Fei breathed a sigh of relief, fell back into the quilt, and muttered, "I thought it was a big deal."

After hearing this, Yu'er raised her eyebrows, turned around and lifted the quilt.Looking at Yuan Fei's well-dressed pajamas, she said angrily, "You really turn your face and deny people when you put on the clothes? Besides, I put on these clothes for you."

Yuan Fei turned a deaf ear, kicked the quilt with his feet, kicked the quilt to a position within reach, pulled it over and wrapped it up again.Seeing how she was curled up in the quilt and about to fall asleep again, Yu'er squeezed her face speechlessly, and sighed: "Every time is getting thicker."

He said he didn't care, but when it was time to say goodbye, he was still reluctant to part.Yu'er was on the plane the afternoon before New Year's Day. When she was packing her luggage, Yuan Fei followed her back and forth like a shadow. Finally, the girl who couldn't bear it anymore sat down on the sofa and criticized with a smile, "Why are you in the way?"

Yuan Fei snorted angrily, turned her head to look at her in anger, and within a few seconds, her eyes fell on Yu'er's busy back.

In the past two months, Yu'er's leg has healed.After all, he is young and has strong self-repair ability. Now he can walk normally, but he can't exercise vigorously yet.Yuan Fei sat on the sofa, her hands and feet relaxed, and she couldn't help being nagging: "Is there anyone picking up there? Don't walk too much, let alone fall."

Yu'er carried the packed suitcase and tried the weight, and Yuan Fei rushed over to stop him in fear: "You can't carry heavy objects! How can you put so much weight on your legs, it's just not long."

"Do you think I'm too heavy?"

Yuan Fei was in a hurry: "No, you are not heavy at all."

Yu'er put down the box, wrapped her arms around her neck and kissed her.After the kiss, Yuan Fei finally returned to her usual tranquility, her cheeks showed a lovely rosiness, she just lowered her eyes to help her carry the suitcase, and said softly, "Let's go."

After changing her clothes, Yu'er followed her out the door.From the distance from the door to the elevator, Yuan Fei looked back at her twice.Yu'er could clearly feel her reluctance and even uneasiness. She felt guilty but also a little puzzled. She will be back in three days at the latest. What is Yuan Fei afraid of?

The problem carried over to the airport.

After getting the boarding pass, they really parted outside the security checkpoint.Yu'er still asked this question, and Yuan Fei faltered, because this was the first time that the two places were separated.

Yu'er didn't say anything else, just hugged her and told her: "Be careful on the way home, I'll give you news when I arrive."

The hug at this time was too short, it was just a swipe of God's effort, Yu'er had already drifted away, and only turned around and blew her a kiss when he was about to lose sight of her.Yuan Fei stood where she was, her eyes fixed on her shrinking back, everything seemed to coincide with a certain picture in her mind.

This time, she clearly realized that the scene was not an illusion, it actually happened.Because it's not just the overlap of the pictures, she is even controlled by the emotional fluctuations in that picture, and inexplicably there is sadness beyond the sorrow of parting, and even sullenness.

she is angry?No, it was her at that time who got angry when she was saying goodbye to Yu'er.

...It was not a farewell at all, because there was no parting hug, and there was no review. The scenes overlapped after the kiss was blown, as if Yu'er at that time didn't know her existence at all.

Analyzing these was already her limit when she was having a splitting headache.She lowered her head to rub her temples vigorously, and when she looked up again, Yu'er's figure had disappeared.

In just ten seconds, she actually broke out in a cold sweat.

The sadness of parting has been completely replaced by fear at this moment.Where did that picture come from? She was sure it wasn't the past, and how could it be predicting the future.

Maybe it was an accidental dream during those nightmare-ridden days, or maybe she had rushed too many drafts recently, subconsciously adding the color of the story to what she saw in reality.

She comforted herself with these reasons over and over again, forcing herself to give up those terrible guesses about her psychological and spiritual conditions.

In no hurry to drive home, she sat for two hours in an airport café, drinking a mug of strong coffee.The confused thoughts gradually calmed down under the action of the drug, and she also received the news that Yu'er had landed safely, so she went to pick up the car and drove home cautiously.

I made something by myself and ate, and the lights were already on outside the window.Just after Christmas, many decorations have not been removed, Yuan Fei stood on the balcony, facing the cold wind to watch the red and green in the community.There are faint fireworks on the balcony of other people's houses, which are people who can't wait for the zero o'clock to light up the fireworks sticks.The white light of hope was flickering in the darkness, but on the last night of this year, all she had was a room full of emptiness and loneliness.

The wind gushed back and forth, she wrapped her clothes tightly, but she was still shivering from the cold, so she had to leave the balcony and return to the warm room.

Standing in the room at a loss, she began to recall the past two years today.At that time, I was used to being alone, and I also lived a little emotionally. I knew to pour myself a glass of red wine and cut some fruit, turn on the TV and listen to the lively voice inside, and type lines of emotional text on the computer.

But now, she has completely forgotten how to live alone.

The phone rang, and finally found something for her to do.She walked over to pick up the phone, and it was indeed Yu'er's message.When I got off the plane, I reported her safety and reported the upcoming itinerary, and now the news has arrived again.Yuan Fei is very satisfied.

——I have prepared a surprise for you, and it is right outside the door now.

The corners of Yuan Fei's mouth raised unconsciously, and there was a knock on the door.She was a little nervous, but also looking forward to it, and trotted all the way to the door.

From the cat's eyes, there was a courier boy at the door, standing outside holding a large box, waiting for her to open the door.

To be on the safe side, she confirmed with Yu'er: Is it a courier?

Yu'er's news came back quickly, and the name of the courier company was right, so she opened the door with peace of mind and signed for the box.

The box was very heavy, and she struggled to move it to the living room, and found scissors to cut it open.It was actually a box full of fireworks.There are various patterns and colors, there are people watching fireworks and some people listening to them, it is very colorful.

Seeing this, Yuan Fei was stunned for a long time, and burst out laughing.

Yu'er's news has arrived again: The task for you will be finished tonight.

——obedience.

Twenty minutes later, another round of toasting on the wine table ended, Yu'er got up and left, found an empty box, didn't turn on the light, just sat by the window and borrowed the light outside the window to take out her mobile phone, dialed He Yuanfei video call.

On the screen, Yuan Fei's face is gentle and soft against the background of colorful fireworks, and it is so beautiful that it is fascinating.

At this time, it was only a few minutes away from zero.Yuan Fei put the phone on the balcony facing herself, and then fiddled with the two colorful firework sticks in her hands.Yu'er stared at her across the screen, occasionally making eye contact, and giving her a gentle smile.

At zero o'clock, a large-scale fireworks bloomed in the night sky of the community.Giant flowers blossomed above the head, piercing the night sky like meteors, illuminating the joy and encouragement of thousands of people.

Yuan Fei raised her head, looked at the splendor of the sky, and silently made a small wish for this year in her heart.

But in the empty box on the other end of the phone, a figure came out of the darkness.The man went straight to Yu'er, and as soon as he stretched out his hand, he hugged her in his arms.

"Happy new year baby."

Thanks to the loud noise of fireworks and the cheers of the crowd in the community, the man's words of blessing did not reach Yuan Fei's ears at all.

The author has something to say:

At the end, did you feel that the chrysanthemum was tight hhhh

Don't be nervous, don't be nervous... Maybe it's just Yu'er's mother?

My mother often calls me baby~【Non-existent