i am your dog

If he wakes up and doesn't remember anything, then don't mention it.

This was the suggestion He Yao gave him, but it was a pity that Shen Jiuyan didn't use it.When Chen Siqi woke up, he was sober, even more sober than usual.

The first thing he said was, "Did you find the person?" Even if he didn't watch it, even if he didn't know what was behind the video, he could guess Shen Jiuyan's choice.Regardless of whether it is him in the video or not, Shen Jiuyan will check it out.

If Shen Jiuyan wants to know him better, he must know his past.Because that is the real Chen Siqi.

"Not yet, I asked Ah Sha to visit Lu Xiao." Shen Jiuyan said, and handed the hot Chinese medicine to Chen Siqi.In exchange for the other party's sarcasm, "When did He Yao change his career to become a Chinese medicine doctor? You destroyed him, right?"

"Yes, I asked Ah Sha to dig him out of the bed at midnight. When he came, the dark circles under his eyes were twice as big as others." What Shen Jiuyan and He Yao had said before, he didn't mention it again.Chen Siqi didn't notice anything unusual about him, and directly ignored his weakness.

Chen Siqi stretched out his wrist and raised his eyebrows and said to him, "So you're taking revenge on me like this?"

There are still bruises on his wrists from the infusion, which are quite large, which can indeed be called revenge.

Shen Jiuyan asked back, "Then I'll buy some medicinal wine for you to rub? Si Qi, where are you going?" Before he had unchained Chen Siqi because he was unconscious, but now the man slipped away some distance after rubbing oil on the soles of his feet. "I know you won't let me go, I'll go first as a respect."

With that said, he went out in only his unlined clothes.Shen Jiuyan knew that this would happen again, so he took his clothes and followed behind.

Chen Siqi walked south along the main road, the speed was relatively fast at first, Shen Jiuyan had to run to keep up, and then gradually slowed down. "Have you asked Ah Sha? It's fine if you don't say anything." He got into a small alley, and the collar around his neck was tightened.Chen Siqi stopped angrily, and Shen Jiuyan grabbed his arm, "You're afraid of me leaving, and I'm also afraid of you leaving without saying goodbye...Why do you have to quarrel so much? I'll just tell you."

Chen Siqi snorted softly, but didn't answer.

Shen Jiuyan put the clothes on Chen Siqi in a doggy manner, "Lian Yunke had a child with Fan Chen before he got married. I don't know how Lu Xiao found out, but the DNA comparison he gave me proves that you are them." The child." These two people are not well-known, Lian Yunke is the daughter of a nouveau riche in this city, and was once a nobody, and now holding her husband's thigh is only a minor celebrity in the financial circle, which is really not worth mentioning.

As for Fan Chen, who used to be a second-tier actor, but now he is famous in some country, neither is an important figure, nor is he a famous name.

"Have you found out where Lian Yunke lives now?" Chen Siqi took him into a community that had been relocated long ago. The front row of buildings had been completely demolished, but there were still a few bare-handed commanders behind. Poking there, it seemed a bit out of place with the tall buildings behind him.

Stepping on the gravel and walking into the old building, seeing the desolation of all things sleeping, it seems to fall into the gray memory at once, carried by the gray crystal ball, but holding it up, you can only see the world that has also lost its color.

Chen Siqi stood downstairs for a while, he couldn't remember which building he lived in, maybe he could find it a few years ago, but he didn't come because he was afraid at that time.

"I heard that traveling in China..." "Nonsense." Chen Siqi didn't listen to him dealing with others, and supported the wall with some emotion, erasing the ghostly symbols left by the chalk on the wall on the first floor.

"Brother!" The two looked up at the same time, and saw a little girl who was tightly covered running over.Chen Siqi looked at her unexpectedly, "Yaoyao?" Dodging the little girl's impact like a cannonball, Chen Siqi introduced to Shen Jiuyan, "She is Lu Xiao's daughter."

"How is it possible..." Shen Jiuyan was not immune enough to this kind of nonsense with his eyes open, and was overly surprised when he responded.Chen Siqi knelt down and asked the little girl, "Yaoyao, did you come with Dad?"

"Father is in a meeting. Brother Lu asked me to come and find my mother."

"Yaoyao, have you met someone you know?" Someone came around from behind the building, Yaoyao called her mother and ran over, was picked up by the woman, and kissed her intimately on the cheek.

Chen Siqi looked the woman up and down, silently lowering his eyes.

"Mrs. Lian." Shen Jiuyan stepped forward in a gentlemanly manner, just blocking the woman's way.Chen Siqi didn't go forward, but stood far away, not attracting attention.

The woman recalled the acquaintances she might know, none of them looked like Shen Jiuyan, but he quickly called out his last name.I had to shake hands politely. "Excuse me?"

"My humble servant, Shen Jiuyan, it's a pleasure to meet you." Shen Jiuyan had seen Lian Yunke's appearance in the photos sent by Ah Sha before, but the real person is more mature than the photos, and the makeup and clothes he chose are not as light as when he was young .It's just that the long hair that has never been permed hangs behind him, nothing has changed.

I don't know if it's because of the over-fabrication of the woman in the video, or because Yun Ke has become more mature over the years, and what he said doesn't feel like the person in the video.

Shen Jiuyan said a few polite words and then watched the mother and son leave. He shouldn't be the one who should have said these words, but the person who should have said these words has been completely stunned.

The woman paused as she passed by Chen Siqi, as if thinking of something, but she didn't open her mouth after all.

The same goes for Chen Siqi.

The dilapidated community was blown by the cold wind, leaving nothing but weeping bitterly. Shen Jiuyan shuddered on the spot, never realizing that the winter in the north was so cold.

That person didn't change, he still stared blankly at his feet, neither sad nor surprised.When he walked over, dodge without any trace, and follow him away.

"I'll ask Ah Sha to help you tomorrow and ask Mrs. Lian if there are any of your things. If there are any, it's also a souvenir to come over."

The wind was so strong today that the trees on both sides of the street were blown to their knees.There was no one on the street, not even a car.

When Shen Jiuyan said this, he was a little emotional. He just met Chen Siqi at the time and thought that his parents had both died, but he was still a half-popular entertainer. Anyone whose parents still have a little love should come to see him. Before going to see him It can be seen, but the fact is that there is no.

Shen Jiuyan walked back with Chen Siqi in his arms, always feeling that the inexplicable silence was a sign before the blizzard, but even if he went back to the store and locked him up, Chen Siqi didn't have an attack.

Chen Siqi rested his chin and watched Shen Jiuyan make a phone call to order a meal, then went downstairs to get the meal, picked up the delicious food in front of him with chopsticks, and dropped it again.He put down his things and rubbed his eyes, but there were no tears.

Shen Jiuyan sat next to him, helpless and could only watch helplessly.

"I want to eat Kung Pao Chicken, for a change." Chen Siqi seemed to be fine and changed the food in the hands of the two of them, and took a few bites into his mouth.Shen Jiuyan was still looking at him nervously, not even daring to show his usual friendly official smile.

"You don't want to eat?" Chen Siqi almost resisted eating before putting it down, not a single piece of meat survived in the lunch box.He couldn't get off the ground, so he handed the lunch box to Shen Jiuyan and stretched lazily on the bed.Shen Jiuyan put the things away and came back to look at him. Comparing the two, he was more abnormal than Chen Siqi.

"you……"

"I'm so sad, I'm so sad, give me a knife!" Chen Siqi rolled on the bed in a face-saving manner, and rubbed the corner of his unbrushed mouth on the quilt several times.

"Don't make trouble." Shen Jiuyan stuffed a few mouthfuls of food indiscriminately, and when he wanted to say something, he found that he had nothing to say, so he sat quietly on the side.

Chen Siqi was lying on his side with his back to him, a pair of slender legs were revealed by the quilt covering his waist, and ankles that could be held by one hand were exposed by the rolled up pajama pants, and the chain was locked there in an eyesore. It interprets the obedience of the prey.

Shen Jiuyan doesn't like to look at his own face in the mirror, but he thinks that Chen Siqi is a very good-looking person, far less than his sharp-edged face, which has more tenderness, like a handful of water, quenching one's thirst and quenching one's thirst. heat.It's not that he looks like a girl, but that he doesn't have the hostility of a man, he can be said to be heroic, but not aggressive.

Even if a person has been deliberately polished, there are always some things that are innate.

Chen Siqi turned around and looked at him, "People pay attention to three obediences and four virtues. The wife must listen to what the husband says. If I ask you to let me go, you won't listen. If I want to watch that video, you won't let me watch it. Are you thinking about how to get rid of it?" I get it back?"

Shen Jiuyan was trembling at the sight of him, he didn't know when his gaze became cold, like an iceberg that would not melt for a thousand years.

Not knowing if it was a hallucination, Shen Jiuyan saw the long-lost anger in his eyes.

"Siqi?"

Before he had time to react, Chen Siqi slapped him across the face, and when he fell, he grabbed his wrists and released the handcuffs.Shen Jiuyan quickly struggled out of his hands, his right hand was scratched bloody by nails.He took a few steps back instinctively, feeling terrified for no reason.

Although he couldn't see it at that time, Chen Siqi also saw him in the same way, but at that time, he wished to tear up all the desires he had eaten, but now it became hatred, hating everyone, including him.

Chen Siqi sat by the bed, looking at him calmly, with Shen Jiuyan's blood still on his face. "Why don't you run away? Didn't you run fast at that time? Didn't you just want to get me out of the way? You didn't even want to lose your eyes... You married a bitch and came back, so you're so afraid that I'll come again, so you want to court death? ?!" He suddenly rolled over from the bed, bound by the chains and managed to push Shen Jiuyan to the corner.

Without a knife in his hand, he took the lamp and threw it at it, and all the things that could be thrown fell on Shen Jiuyan.

"Run, why don't you run away!"

Shen Jiuyan hugged his head and crouched in the corner of the wall, his mind was full of three years ago when he accidentally looked down from the bedroom, there was a lonely person sitting under the thick white snow, he forgot that he had looked at it for too long, his eyes just happened to be good at that time Things are not very clear, but I just feel that it is very quiet outside, and the one sitting there quietly is an abandoned dog, but he is still dutifully guarding the grave of his master.

Something was broken, and Chen Siqi was holding a long piece of glass with blood on his hands.He threw it hard and wiped Shen Jiuyan's ear, making a big cut.

Shen Jiuyan only felt a burning pain around his ears, and his body tightened again.

"Sorry……"

In fact, he wanted to say don't hit me, it hurts when something hits him, and his whole body is in burning pain.

He forgot why he was wronged before, but the emotion that had been buried for many years suddenly surged up and made him cry.

People always say that knowing a mistake can make a big difference, but a mistake is a mistake, and many times it is irreparable, and he can only suffer.

He knew he was wrong, he provoked a lunatic and wanted to have an ordinary life, but the lunatic returned the ordinary life to him, but he didn't catch it, and made everything return to the original point.

The sound of rustling chains was getting closer, Shen Jiuyan lowered her head in fear, and someone touched the tip of her ear lightly.

Chen Siqi looked at him in bewilderment, his muddy pupils reflected his embarrassment.

Shen Jiuyan saw the momentary regret and the fleeting sadness in his eyes.He didn't understand that a man as big as Chen Siqi would have such an expression, but when he really understood, it was already too late.

Chen Siqi sneered and shrank to the side of the bed, hugged his knees and closed his eyes, his blood-stained white hair was intertwined randomly.

Just like that time, he was abandoned, no one cares about him, even he himself gave up.

The snow piled up thicker and thicker on his body, he shivered slightly, and the snow fell again one after another.

Shen Jiuyan stood up carefully, found the injection He Yao gave him, and stabbed it into his arm.

Chen Siqi felt a twinge of pain, and raised his head blankly to look at Shen Jiuyan who was standing beside him at some point, the medicine quickly paralyzed his mind, he smiled wryly, fell into Shen Jiuyan's arms, and did not move.

At that moment, Shen Jiuyan saw sinking in his eyes, and Chen Siqi would think that he had finally scared this person, and that he would be alone again.But what if not?

Who would want to annul such an easy oath...

Shen Jiuyan was so overwhelmed by a lunatic, he was finally relieved, laying him down on the bed and dialed Ah Sha's number, "Come pick us up, it's time to go back."

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It's hard to get over the water, but I still believe in miracles〣(?Δ?)〣