[One-year-old] The best you in the world

Now, I am not afraid. "

Hearing his words now, Nuan Nuan really felt complicated.

Under the premise that he still has something to hide from himself, Nuan Nuan's brain subconsciously wants to reject his sweet words.

But Singto's situation is really much better than before.

How could this be false?

Singto seemed to feel the entanglement in his heart, and his sweaty cheek was pressed against his: "I mean it, only you, only you are here, I can't be afraid."

Nuan Nuan's heart trembled wildly, but she couldn't say a word.

Escaping from the airport is too willful for an adult.

He didn't know how else he could explain it.

But maybe, even if he did it all over again, he still didn't have the courage to board the plane with Singto.

Singto didn't wait for his answer.

He finally let go of his embrace and held Nuannuan's hand instead.

Such a gesture of interlocking fingers inspired a lot of courage in the two people who were in the dark.

Singto's mood has gradually stabilized, the previous feeling of suffocation has been driven away, and his footsteps have gradually stabilized.

"Let's go out first and report to Jay and Professor Top that they are safe."

Nuan Nuan said nothing, but obediently followed his footsteps and walked out.

When he came in, Singto felt that the journey was extremely difficult, but now, holding Nuan Nuan's hand, the two walked out of that dark place in less than a minute.

The bright starlight outside the cave shines through the mottled tree shadows, and they who have just escaped from the darkness only feel that there is light.

The woods are very small, and you can easily have a panoramic view of the playground next door.

The closest to them was a ping-pong table that was already dilapidated.

Singto led Nuan Nuan until she walked up to the stage before stopping.

The darkness just now made him almost collapse. He sat down on the table exhausted, patted beside him, and signaled Nuan Nuan to sit down.

Nuan Nuan hesitated for a while, but chose to sit down next to him.

Singto took a deep breath, turned his head and looked into Nuan Nuan's eyes seriously: "These days, I have been ignoring your emotions, it's my fault."

Nuan Nuan's eyes flickered, subconsciously wanting to hide aside.

But Singto reached out and grabbed his chin, forcing him to continue looking into his eyes: "It's just that I'm also afraid, lest you know I'm lying to you, and you won't want me anymore. So... when you hear Professor Top After saying that it is best to confess everything to you in the place where you can feel most relaxed, I found an excuse for myself to delay, and I want to wait until after China to tell you.”

Nuan Nuan's lips moved, and she asked in a trembling voice, "What are you hiding from me?"

The moon this night has only a narrow bend, hanging in the sky looming.

But fortunately there are still stars in the sky, Singto looked at the starlight reflected in Nuan Nuan's eyes, and couldn't help but clenched his hands with interlocking fingers.

Stumbling all the way in that dark and damp air-raid shelter, they all looked a bit embarrassed, with disheveled hair and red eyes. Even under the starry sky, there was no romance at all.

But the touching palms seemed to bring some peace of mind to them who were originally flustered.

Singto let out a long breath, and finally said in the silent night: "My phone is out of battery, you should turn it on first, and report to them that they are safe."

He was only worried about Nuan Nuan's situation along the way, and he never thought of communicating with Jay and the others. He also knew that the two of them must still be wandering around the world.

Nuan Nuan silently withdrew her hand, took out the phone from her pocket, and pressed the power button.

Just like Jay, as soon as he turned it on, his phone buzzed with a bunch of messages, all of which were reminders that Singto and Jay had called him.

Before he could dial out, his cell phone rang again, and Jay called again.

It seems that on the way to find him, Jay is still trying to contact him persistently.

Nuan Nuan held the phone with a look of hesitation.

Singto saw that he didn't want to face Jay now, so he reached out and took the phone over, swiped the answer button, and said, "I've found him, don't worry."

After speaking, he didn't even wait for Jay to answer, he hung up the phone in a hurry, and then decisively pressed the off button again.

At this moment, he doesn't want to be disturbed by anyone.

Nuan Nuan stared blankly at his series of movements, but didn't respond.

Singto's hand reached out again, trying to grab his.

Nuan Nuan flinched subconsciously, but was still stubbornly caught by him.

To this day, the time they have been together is still not too long, but at this moment, their eyes are facing each other, but there is an illusion that they have been together for half a lifetime.

Singto's warm fingertips rubbed the back of his hand, and the words he said were the same as before: "Professor Top said, if you are such a sensitive person, if you know that I lied to you, you might shrink into your own shell and never do it again." It will come out. I am really scared, afraid of causing you irreparable harm. In fact, I have thought many times, some things, I should never tell you, and keep it from you for the rest of my life, until we are all gray-haired Time to confess to you again."

His voice was very soft, but the meaning in his words sounded extremely heavy.

Nuan Nuan's eyelids trembled, and he subconsciously tightened his palms.

Singto felt his nervousness, and stopped talking unconsciously.

Nuan Nuan asked in a low voice, "You and Professor Top have always known each other, haven't you?"

Singto nodded, he sighed again, and then continued: "Actually, what Jay wants to tell you, I guess, is related to Professor Top. From the day I saw Professor Top sent him back, I knew that I probably couldn't hide it." down."

That's why he has been anxious to go back early.

Nuan Nuan said nothing, just quietly waiting for him to continue.

The night wind was blowing gently, and the leaves in the nearby forest were also rustling by the wind. This seemingly invisible background sound seemed to invisibly give Singto some courage to speak.

"Professor Top and I have known each other for a long time, because I was his student."

Nuan Nuan was a little surprised: "But didn't you say you learned photography?"

Uncomfortable flashed across Singto's face, he looked away guiltily: "I did learn photography before."

"before?"

Singto nodded: "I have always liked photography. When I came back to Thailand to go to school, I really took the exam as a photography major, but then... I changed my major."

Nuan Nuan frowned.

Singto peeked at him again, and said all the words he hadn't said in one breath: "Actually, I'm studying psychology now. Professor Top said that Jay saw the title of the thesis I sent to his mailbox. It was a... ...about your tracking paper."

Nuannuan looked at him blankly: "About... me?"

Seeing his reaction, Singto couldn't help closing his eyes.He turned his head again and looked at Nuan Nuan's eyes seriously: "But I really didn't approach you because of this, the reason why I wrote this..."

But before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Nuannuan: "Is that the graduation thesis that your classmate urged you to hand in?"

"No! No!" Singto categorically denied, "I never thought of making your case public. The reason why I wrote this to show Professor Top is because he has always been your psychiatrist. Under his guidance, let you get better sooner. Moreover, I came back this time not to be busy with the graduation thesis. Now everyone’s graduation defense has not started. If it is for graduation, how can I be with you now? go to China."

These words were spoken so eagerly that Singto forgot to breathe.

He calmed down, and then continued: "I came back to apply for a suspension of school. I want to wait until you have nothing to do before talking about graduation."

Listening to his words, Nuan Nuan was left with nothing but a sense of bewilderment.

He has been trembling these days, almost being thrown into hell by his random guesses, but in the end, the reason Singto gave him is that everything is still for his sake.

Nuannuan met Singto's eyes blankly, her voice was a little numb: "So that's all you tried to hide from me?"

Singto was silenced again by his question.

Looking at his expression, Nuan Nuan immediately understood that things were not that simple.

His heart hung high again: "So there are others, aren't they?"

Singto was finally willing to let go of his hand, but then he hugged him tightly again: "Nuannuan, you said you loved me, right? No matter who I am, you love me. Since you said Once it’s over, it can’t be taken back.”

Nuan Nuan froze in his arms at a loss, not knowing how to respond.

Love is love, how can it be said to take it back?

But Singto's current performance made him even more nervous.

He asked in a low voice: "It doesn't matter who you are...what do you mean?"

Singto lay on his shoulders for a while, and finally regained his courage, got up and looked at him again: "When I was young, my mother changed my name once."

His nonsensical way of speaking made Nuan Nuan even more confused.

But Singto continued on without hesitation: "When I was very young, even before I could remember anything, I was stolen by a gang of human traffickers for a while."

Nuan Nuan's heart trembled.

"Later, I was rescued by the police with many children, but I was frightened. I was afraid of the dark and people, and cried all day long, so I became weak and sick. My mother later changed my name to Singto, saying that she wanted me Strong and strong as a lion."

The more he talked, the more nervous the expression on Singto's face became.

But he still looked firmly into Nuan Nuan's eyes, with starlight shining in his eyes: "When I was young, my name was Gun."

The night wind was still blowing, making people flustered.

Nuan Nuan looked at Singto at a loss, and the familiar face seemed to gradually blur under his long-term gaze, merging with a childish face in his memory bit by bit. .

He thought that he had already forgotten that face completely, but now it seems that the original experience is still very clear in his memory.

"Gun..." Nuan Nuan murmured subconsciously.

Singto still looked directly into his eyes, and responded with a low voice.

But this sound seemed to wake Nuan Nuan up suddenly.

He pushed Singto away with a look of horror.

Singto was almost pushed off the table tennis table by him, and Nuan Nuan's next move was to stand up hastily, turn around and want to leave.

Singto hurried to catch up and hugged him tightly from behind: "Nuan Nuan—"

Nuan Nuan has been trying her best to restrain her trembling, but she clings so tightly, no matter how hard she suppresses it, Singto can still feel his body's reaction.

Singto's eye sockets seemed to be a little redder.

His voice was very low, and there seemed to be a bit of grievance and flattery in his hoarseness: "Listen to my mother, you were beaten a lot because of me, that's why you always hated me and refused to see me, yes Bar."

Nuan Nuan closed her eyes, covering all the emotions in her eyes.

He struggled a bit, as if he was still thinking about running away, but how could Singto let him go like this.

In Nuan Nuan's struggle, he hugged her even tighter.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Nuan Nuan... I'm sorry..." He kissed Nuan Nuan's hair lightly, as if he wanted to melt his apology into each kiss, "I'm really sorry, I was too young at that time ... About that time, I only remember the boundless darkness, your hands, and your voice. I was too scared, really, I can only feel at ease by holding you. I didn't mean to make you get beaten."

Singto's words seemed to come from the heart, Nuan Nuan just felt that time and space suddenly changed in his voice, to the year that he never wanted to recall again.

"Nuannuan, Gun is afraid..." Singto - should be called Gun at that time, and even his voice was still childish at that time.

At that time, Nuan Nuan was not very big, and it was not long after her sixth birthday.

But Gun was two or three years younger than him, and he couldn't even speak clearly.

But Nuan Nuan's name is already familiar to him.

Nuan Nuan could only hold his hand in the dark, comforting in a low voice: "Don't be afraid, Gun, I'm here."

In fact, he didn't have the mind to coax the children at that time.

Inexplicably, he was taken into the car by the group of people, and then he was hidden in the small and stuffy house with a group of children. The door of the room was tightly closed, and the windows were even tightly sealed by wooden boards. Only when those people bring them food can some light shine through.

And at night, the hot and humid room was so dark that you couldn't see your fingers.

Under the intimidation and beating of the group of people, the older children dared not cry even though they were afraid. Only the youngest Gun, the viciousness of the group of people would only make him cry more heartbreakingly.

Most of the other children were stolen by this group of people, and they were pampered and raised by their parents. Even if they could hold back their tears, they would inevitably burst into tears.

And Nuan Nuan, who has been homeless for several months, seems much calmer among this group of children.

So one of them actually brought Gun to his side and threatened viciously, "I'll coax him well! If you hear this brat cry again, I'll throw you two into the sea together!"

Nuan Nuan actually hates the little baby next to her who is crying with snot and tears.

At that time, he was too busy to take care of himself, how could he be willing to tie his life to him again.

But he has no choice.

He didn't remember how many days and nights he stayed in that room, he only remembered that as long as Gun was awake, he had to hold hands with him, otherwise he would cry out in fear.

His crying naturally caused Nuan Nuan a lot of punches.

It took only a moment to think of these memories, and Singto's voice quickly brought him back to reality: "My parents said, you were a child at the time, and those memories frightened you, that's why you were so repelled to see I...but I can no longer live without you."

After being saved, they finally returned home.

But Nuan Nuan still remembers when the Gun family found him.

Gun cried and struggled in his mother's arms, as if Nuan Nuan was his only support in this world.

But his crying involved the deepest nightmare engraved on Nuan Nuan's heart.

Nuan Nuan fled into the room as if flying, locked the door behind her, and hid with her knees hugged for a whole day.

Even though Gun has been forcibly taken away by his parents, he still refuses to go out.

Later, Gun's parents came to visit twice, but maybe because they understood that Nuan Nuan, who had become so extreme, could not help them any more, so they could only return without success.

Since then, it has never appeared again.

Nuan Nuan thought that she could finally say goodbye to that experience.

But he didn't expect that many years later, the child whom he avoided would become his lover.

"You don't want to see me. I cry and scream every day, and I have a fever again and again. My parents have no choice but to go to your house and ask for your photo...and your clothes."

The corner of Singto's mouth raised a wry smile: "It's strange to say that I was able to settle down just holding what belongs to you. I was only three years old at that time. In fact, most of this memory was told by my mother. Mine, but ever since I was sensible, I knew that the owner of the photo that I had to touch before going to sleep every day was named Nuannuan."

Nuannuan's heart trembled fiercely.

Singto's words were not finished yet.

Recalling the past, his tone carried more grievances or warmth.

"My mother told me, I can't disturb you, because when you were kidnapped, you already remembered things, and I can't let you recall those bad things. But... I still can't help it, every day after school I secretly ran to see you."

"In this way, from the beginning of the first grade, I secretly watched the graduation from elementary school. Later, because of my father's job, our whole family had to live abroad. I fought for a long time, and even told my parents that I could stay in Thailand by myself. , go to boarding school."

But for a child who is only eleven or twelve years old, how could his parents rest assured to leave him alone.

"Maybe you don't remember. In fact, before I left, I finally got up the courage to go to you once, and I took the pocket money I had saved for a long time." Singto suddenly laughed again while he was talking. At the same time, his tears flowed uncontrollably, "You didn't know what sad things happened to you that day, and you stayed in this cave for a long, long time... I was sitting here and waiting for you to come out. , I ran to you and asked if you could go to eat western food with me, and then go to the photo studio together to take a group photo."

At that time, mobile phones were far less popular than they are now. As a child, the most convenient way to get a group photo was to go to a photo studio.

Probably because he himself felt that this behavior was too naive. As he talked, the corners of his mouth rose more and more: "Because I watched boys invite people to dinner on TV, and they always wanted to eat Western food."

Smiling and laughing, Singto's tears flowed even more fiercely: "Actually, at that time, I didn't know what this kind of dependence meant. It's just that when I thought about not seeing you for a long, long time, I felt that I had to be there again." I want a photo of you now, even if it is a photoshoot together, as long as it allows me to see you more."

"However, you pushed me away without hesitation. It's true, in your eyes at that time, I was probably an inexplicable little kid. It's strange that you would agree to my request."

Nuan Nuan knew nothing about the experiences he said.

He never thought that during the years when he thought he was walking alone, there was always a small figure watching him silently from behind.

However, what Singto said, he was somewhat impressed.

It was the day he saw Arthit playing drums and chatting with friends in the music club. He was in a bad mood, but he met such an ignorant elementary school student.

At that time, he didn't even bother to pretend to be cute in front of others, so he pushed the child aside and walked away impatiently.

But apparently, Singto didn't take note of his arrogance.

Because in his memory, every aspect of Nuannuan is beautiful.

"That day was February 2."

February 2th, 26 - the password that Singto has been using all the time.

It turned out to be related to him.

"At that time, I looked at your back, and suddenly I wanted to have a camera in my hand. If only I could have a camera, then I could record every moment when I look at you come down."

"So, I fell in love with photography later on. Unfortunately, for so many years, I failed to photograph the person I most wanted to photograph. I tried my best to prove my independence in front of my parents. I came back to Thailand, but I didn’t expect to see you again, it was during the video with Kongphop.”

Only then did Nuan Nuan vaguely recall that when the two met in China, Singto had mentioned that they met in his video chat with Kongphop.

It's just that Nuan Nuan could have thought of the deep meaning behind his words at that time, and forgot after hearing it.

Even now, hearing Singto say this, he still can't remember the specific situation in the video.

The relationship between him and Kongphop, in detail, has been so many years.

It has been so long that the details that he thought he would remember for a lifetime have become more and more blurred in his mind.

Singto didn't give him much time to recall, he hugged Nuannuan quietly, calmed down, and then continued: "At that time, although Kongphop didn't say what was the relationship with you, but I could see you looking at His eyes..."

Of course Nuannuan understood what he meant.

At that time, although he always had a guilty conscience and kept away from Kongphop, but he really wanted to be with him, and the emotion in his eyes would often be revealed without concealment.

It's just that hearing Singto mention it now makes people feel embarrassed again.

"At that time, I felt as if someone had punched my brain, and I was in a daze. It was not until I turned off the video for a long time that my heart began to hurt uncontrollably. That was the first time I realized that I was right What kind of feelings have the desires you hold turned into. I fell in love with you, and you don't even know that there is another me in this world who is silently looking forward to meeting you again. "

These words sounded really pitiful and hopeless.

The struggling posture that Nuan Nuan had been maintaining was finally gradually retracted under his restraint, and she stayed quietly in his arms.

It seems that he has decided to listen to his words.

Singto's expression finally calmed down, and he took another deep breath: "Later, I asked Kong on the sidelines, knowing that you were not together, so I made up my mind to go back to Thailand and snatch you back. So later, I I didn't dare to contact him again, because I was afraid of seeing you together, but later, I couldn't help but apply to this university. I thought, no matter if there is a chance, I will go back to you to see, he As long as I don't treat you a little bit badly, I will snatch you back... But I don't know whether I expect him to treat you well or treat you badly... On the day I just came back, Kong said to bring me He attended the graduation ceremony of the person he likes, and asked me to be a photographer. I thought the person I met the next day would be you, so the moment I saw Brother Arthit, I was so happy-of course I also know him Yes, I knew you had a twin brother when I was in elementary school, but how could I admit that I was wrong when I grew up looking up to you. "

"I was really happy that day, because I thought that since they are all together, I will definitely have more and more opportunities to get in touch with you."

Probably because he knew the direction of the story in his words, Nuan Nuan's heart suddenly tightened into a ball at this moment.

Sure enough, Singto's arms holding him tightened a lot, and his breathing suddenly became heavy. It seemed that just recalling the mood at that time was enough for him to feel unbearable.

After calming down for a while, Singto sniffed, and then continued: "Early the next morning, I called Kong and asked him in a roundabout way, why did the person I met in the video look like him? The current lover is different."

Singto suddenly choked up and couldn't speak a word.

But there is no need for him to say the next words.

When Arthit graduated, Nuan Nuan's "funeral" had been held for almost two years.

In everyone's eyes, he was already dead.

Singto buried his face into the back of his neck, and after a while, Nuan Nuan felt a burst of moisture from his neck.

He knew that when he turned around at this moment, he would definitely see tears welling up on Singto's face.

In front of him, Singto mostly has a cheerful and optimistic look. Even if he is wronged occasionally, most of them are deliberately pretending to be pitiful in front of him. This kind of true feelings is unique.

Nuan Nuan instantly imagined his despair at that time, and the eye sockets unconsciously became hot and humid.

"Actually, I also think I'm quite funny. You don't even remember my existence, but I thought you were really gone, but I was still uncontrollably sad to the point... that was my whole life. The most difficult period. Not long after the start of the university, I was sent to the counseling room of the Department of Psychology by my classmates. That’s when I met Professor Top.”

"If I say that meeting you when I was a child is the luckiest thing in my life, then being able to meet him at that time is probably the second."

"In my description, he should have quickly understood that I was talking about you. He has been enlightening me for two years, but there is no improvement. Later, I accidentally saw something about you in his office. Information—since you have been away for so long, why would he take out your information for no reason. So I always thought, maybe he really pity me, so he let me find out on purpose. Professor Top seems a little indifferent , but in fact, it is kind.”

Leaking patients' privacy is a taboo for psychologists. If they are exposed, they may directly ruin their careers.

So Singto's guess is just a guess.

"You are still alive." A few simple words seemed to contain thousands of emotions, "You are still alive."

Singto's voice seemed to be squeezed out of his throat, but he could still hear the joy and gratitude.

From the beginning to the present, what Singto said is actually not too much, but it took a long time.

Because every time he said a paragraph, he always stopped to adjust his emotions.

But after this sentence, his mood gradually eased up.

At this time, he was still smiling with tears, and finally he could see the truth: "So I finally had the motivation to continue to live a good life. I thought I must find you, and soon I tried to change my major so that I could find you. After that, I can know how to get along with you best. Then I find a job, save money, and take a camera to every place you can possibly go."

As he said that, he seemed aggrieved: "It's really expensive to have an interpreter with you... But every time I go abroad, even in places where English is common, I still have to find Thais living there as interpreters, because I I thought, if you were in that place, maybe you would meet someone who is also Thai.”

"Then, I arrived in P City... I really only planned to stay there for three days. That day in the hotel, the moment you pushed the door in - you don't know how much effort I spent to restrain myself. Go hold your urge."

"You were like a snail at that time. If you made any movement, you had to shrink back into your shell and hide tightly. I... dare not say that I caused you to be beaten when you were a child, let you hide from people you don't see, let alone say, I have been looking for you for so long. In fact, I didn’t know how to get along with you at the time. What I learned in class was useless at all. From the first moment I saw you, all my reactions were subconscious Yes, I am actually terribly afraid of every step I take. I am afraid that you will be disgusted, and that you will ignore me at all, but fortunately... fortunately."

Singto was finally not satisfied and just hugged him from behind.

He stretched out his hand to turn Nuan Nuan around, only to find that Nuan Nuan had burst into tears at some point.

The eyes of the two embarrassed people met, but Singto still couldn't help but smile: "This is... everything I kept from you. At first, I was just afraid that you would reject me if you knew I was Gun." Get closer. The longer you hide it, the less you dare to confess. Top said that you are too sensitive, and a little trouble may destroy all your trust in me. I... my confidence is actually faked. I got sadder and I just cowardly put the words on and off."

"I'm actually... just such a cowardly person. But, I swear, I, a cowardly person, will hold hands like you did when you protected me when you were young, and hold hands to resist the darkness for you and protect you for the rest of your life. So please, go on Love me like you did before, okay?"

At the end, the smile on Singto's face was replaced by nervousness, and there was also a nagging pleading in his tone.

Probably in this life, only Nuan Nuan has seen his appearance that is about to sink into the dust.

In fact, to put it bluntly, what Singto hid from him is really not an earth-shattering event. It was only because of the involvement of love that he became timid and had many twists and turns.

Although Singto is nervous, but now he is more looking forward to Nuan Nuan.

Nuan Nuan looked at him for a long time, but suddenly closed his eyes, and two lines of tears flowed straight down.

His voice was extremely cold in the night.

He said, "Let's break up."

He said, let's break up.

The impact of this sentence was too great, and Singto was stunned for several seconds before finally realizing the meaning behind this sentence.

Nuan Nuan opened her eyes, met his eyes, immediately dodged in embarrassment, turned her head and wanted to leave.

Singto grabbed him and said without thinking, "I don't agree!"

His voice was very low, each word seemed to be squeezed out from between his teeth, but it sounded so irrefutable.

He got closer and embraced Nuannuan again: "I don't agree, I can do anything, but I can't break up."

Nuan Nuan didn't struggle this time.

But this kind of silence made Singto feel even more panic.

He lowered his head and looked at the person in his arms.

Nuan Nuan didn't look at him, but just lowered her eyes, her eyes were gray, and she couldn't see a trace of expression.

It's like—like there's nothing left in this world to hold him back.

The overwhelming panic seized Singto's heart in an instant.

"Nuan Nuan..." He murmured subconsciously.

Nuan Nuan lowered her head, her voice was as deep as his: "I'm sorry, let's break up."

Singto's heart tightened.

Nuannuan gave him a slight push, this time, Singto who was stunned didn't hold him back.

Nuan Nuan walked heavily, walking very slowly, as if she had no strength to escape.

Seeing him like this, Singto couldn't bear to press him any further.

He followed Nuan Nuan slowly, keeping a not too close or far distance from him.

In the entire silent campus, there were only the two of them, and the sound of footsteps was very obvious in the empty playground.

Nuan Nuan lowered her head, her back looked a little sad.

While Singto was flustered, he couldn't help feeling a little distressed.

He knows that Nuan Nuan is sensitive, and once the things that are hidden from him are exposed, it may trigger the lack of self-confidence that he has been hiding in his heart but has never been eliminated, causing him to think wildly.

But I didn't expect that Nuan Nuan would directly seem to wither, and become this look of despair.

Singto's chest was filled with distress and self-blame, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't help himself.

"Nuannuan--"

He couldn't help but yelled again.

Nuan Nuan's footsteps paused, but did not stop.

Singto chased him and asked cautiously, "I...was it really too much when I was young? You must have hated me when I got you beaten?"

Hearing him mention the past again, a look of pain flashed across Nuan Nuan's face.

Seeing his expression, Singto's heart sank again.

He reached out and took Nuannuan's hand.

Every time he was flustered, he could only calm down slowly by holding Nuan Nuan's hand.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

Some injuries, even if he didn't cause them intentionally, are injuries, and even if he says he's sorry thousands of times, there's no way to make up for it.

Nuannuan's body was a little stiff.

He shook his hand, trying to break free, but Singto refused to let go.

Nuan Nuan was even more stubborn than him this time, she stopped without saying a word, and used another