[One-year-old] The best you in the world
Chapter 8 (1)
The two hugged each other all night as before, but this time, Nuan Nuan could hardly sleep at night.
The anxiety that hadn't been experienced for a long time suddenly came to him again.
Singto also tossed and turned for a while, but finally fell asleep.Under the dim light of the night light, Nuan Nuan carefully looked at his engraved eyebrows and eyes, and tried her best to suppress the vaguely clamoring emotions.
For Singto, his mobile phone, account number, game account, etc., all the passwords are basically the same. If you can only use numbers, you can only use that set of numbers. If you need to add letters, you can add his own name. , It's really a one-track mind to the end, it's hard for people to guess.
That set of numbers, Singto once mentioned to him, said it was a significant anniversary.
0226, Nuan Nuan has already lost count of how many times he has typed on his mobile phone, and he has already remembered it by heart.
It can be said that as long as he wants, he can open Singto's computer at any time to see what is stored in it.
But people are often so strange, the more defenseless the other party is to you, the more you can't let yourself go one step further.
Because once you step in, it is tantamount to destroying the most basic trust with your own hands.
Nuan Nuan always feels that happiness is not easy to come by now, so she can't bear to destroy it even more.
But now he feels more and more that this happiness is like floating in mid-air, which makes people uneasy.
"Why I love you, there is indeed a reason that you don't know yet."
"When you also admit that you love me, I'll tell you the reason, okay..."
He never forgot what Singto said to him.
All along, he has been waiting for Singto to take the initiative to fulfill his promise.
But until now have not waited.
Nuan Nuan didn't know what Jay didn't say today, but his hesitation reminded him of the details he deliberately ignored.
The biggest problem between him and Singto has never been resolved.
Why on earth did Singto fall in love with him so inexplicably, and what's more, he seemed unwaveringly determined.
This kind of firmness seems to be very reassuring if you don't go deep into it, but it can't stand up to scrutiny.
As long as he thought about it for a while, all the sense of security he had built up these days was gone, and he couldn't keep it even if he wanted to.
After all, he couldn't give all his trust to Singto without asking anything.
And Nuan Nuan couldn't tell whether his suspicion was due to his unhealed illness.
At least... If he is not sick, he can rest assured and wait for Singto to confess.
But now he can't do it.
The familiar feeling of inferiority seemed to seize Nuan Nuan's reason again. He was afraid that he would fall ill, so he became more and more cautious.
But this depression seemed to put him under even greater pressure.
The next day, when Singto woke up, Nuan Nuan still had his eyes open, quietly looking at the two notebooks side by side on the desk in a daze.
Singto thought that he had just woken up, so he kissed him back and forth in a daze.
He didn't finally move his lips until he felt the warm and heavy breathing, and there was still some lazy and sexy voice in his voice: "Good morning, dear."
Nuan Nuan was confused for a while after being kissed, and it took a long time to find her own voice: "Morning."
It turned out that it was already dawn.
Singto saw that something was wrong with him, and frowned quietly: "Didn't sleep well? The dark circles under your eyes are all coming out."
Nuan Nuan shook her head and smiled at him, but couldn't hold back for a while, and tightly wrapped her arms around Singto's waist.
His sudden enthusiasm obviously made Singto a little dazed.
Singto was stunned for a moment, and the force of his hug back was much stronger than Nuan Nuan: "What's wrong?"
Nuan Nuan just felt a spasm in his stomach.
He suppressed the discomfort, and whispered in Singto's ear: "Do you really want to go with me?"
Nuan Nuan never knew before that she was so timid in front of Singto.
Because I am afraid of losing, I become more and more afraid.
Singto let go of his arms and looked into his eyes seriously: "Of course it's true, it's not with you, it's us walking together."
But, why do you still have something to hide from me?
Nuan Nuan opened her mouth, but there was only dryness in her throat.
The tip of Singto's nose rubbed against his face: "I'm going to book a ticket now and go back to our little home."
Singto seemed to be more eager to go back than Nuan Nuan, and started to work while dragging his limp legs.
Once the air ticket was booked, the time in Thailand immediately entered the countdown.
Originally, Nuan Nuan had been looking forward to returning to that simple and familiar place earlier, but now, a kind of fear that could not be suppressed rose again.
Even more tangled than the mood before returning to Thailand.
When he decided to come back, there was an injured Singto waiting for him in Thailand. He felt a little worried and anxious amidst his closeness to his hometown.
However, this time, the meaning behind going to China together is more solemn to him. Once those nameless worries start, they will hover in his heart all the time, making people feel uneasy.
Nuan Nuan actually hates herself for being like this.
Intellectually, he understands that he should trust Singto.
Even if Singto had something to hide from him, the appointment did not go to the point of malicious deception.
Even just based on the relationship between the two of them, he knew that Singto was not that kind of person.
But knowing it is one thing, being able to do it is another.
Perhaps because of the limitations of his illness, it is difficult for him to control his emotions like ordinary people.
Once this kind of negative energy is contaminated, it will be like a gangrene attached to the bone, and it will be difficult to get rid of it easily.
And with this kind of self-loathing, he seems to be more prone to cranky thoughts.
Nuan Nuan was afraid that this emotion would be seen by Singto, so she deliberately behaved as usual. In front of someone like him who deliberately conceals it, if she doesn't always maintain super insight, it is really difficult to find anything wrong.And Singto was busy finishing school affairs before going back, leaving early and returning late all day long, and when he came back, he just hugged Nuannuan, kissed and hugged him, and was so focused on making love to him that he really didn't notice anything strange about him.
So in the following time, everything still seemed to be calm.
It's just that in a corner that Singto doesn't know, there are already dark tides.
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It was late at night, and everything was still.
Under the cover of night, it is often more difficult for people to hide their desires.
In the dimly lit room, there were small crackling sounds one after another, and it could be heard that the owner of the sound was trying to suppress himself.
But it was obvious that his suppression had no effect. After a short while, he was pushed and begged for mercy: "Top...too fast...stop, stop..."
In terms of sex, Top's usual gentleness and elegance disappeared somehow. His hair, which was usually meticulously combed, was soaked with sweat and scattered messily around his cheeks, making him look full of wildness.
Jay's begging for mercy obviously didn't have any effect on him. On the contrary, seeing his eyes blurred by his own manipulation, Top's lower abdomen seemed to heat up a little more, and his movements became more and more uncontrollably.
Jay was treated like this for a long time, until he was completely exhausted, and Top finally vented out.
This scene was as hearty as every previous one. Once it started, people had no energy to think about anything else.
Top still didn't look very tired, he pressed the man under him, and pecked and kissed him from time to time.
Jay was so tired that he didn't even want to move a finger.
He panted heavily, blinked away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and protested feebly: "Are you human..."
Sometimes he wanted to check Top for a robotic activation device.
Top rubbed against his lips, and his voice returned to his coolness: "If you were a woman, you wouldn't be so suspicious."
Jay: "???"
"If you were a woman." Top smiled, "you should have been pregnant a long time ago."
Of course it is impossible for a robot to give birth to a child.
Jay: "..."
This joke is really a bit cold.
But Top didn't seem to realize that he had a talent for telling bad jokes. He rolled over and lay next to Jay, and said, seemingly unintentionally, "Did Nuan Nuan call you?"
When Top first met them, Nuan Nuan was still "living" well in this world, of course he knew his real name.
But when he heard Nuan Nuan's name at this time, Jay couldn't help but become more silent.
It wasn't until his breathing gradually calmed down that his voice sounded again in the darkness: "They are leaving, and they asked me to go back and have a meal together."
Needless to say, Singto, if Nuan Nuan wants to leave, the only person who can say goodbye is Jay.
Even if he sensed Jay's thoughts, he knew that he should keep a distance from him, but before parting, he should always meet up.
But when Jay talked about this upcoming meeting, he was not very interested.
Top groped around on the bedside table and found a pack of cigarettes.He poured out one and smoked it on his lips, then took out another one and handed it to Jay's lips.
Jay held his mouth open, and turned his head to meet the cigarette in his mouth. The two of them took a puff at the same time, and the flame suddenly flickered.
Smoking in bed is really not a good habit, but the living habits of the two of them happen to be not very good.
Top fumbled again to bring the ashtray between the two of them and held it up, exhaled slowly, and asked in a deep voice, "Then you don't want to go back?"
Jay took two hard puffs on his cigarette and didn't say a word.
It's not that he didn't want to, but he didn't dare.
For the past few days, Top hadn't been on his guard against him.
For a person who intends to verify, the opponent's defenselessness has already created enough conditions for him.
He found out Singto's identity with little effort, and even secretly took a picture of the two of them together.
But when the evidence was really in hand, he began to hesitate again.
Even if the person who really hurt Nuan Nuan was Singto, it would be difficult for him to be the accomplice who promoted the development of the plot.
Jay has always regarded himself as Nuan Nuan's protector, even if there is someone around Nuan Nuan who makes him extremely jealous, it is difficult for him to really take the initiative to hurt Nuan Nuan.
"Why don't you dare to go?" Top flicked the cigarette in his hand into the transparent ashtray, and suddenly looked at him with a smile, "Don't you know how to tell him Singto's identity?"
Jay shuddered and looked at him in astonishment.
He always thought that his small actions were done quietly, and of course Top, a busy person, couldn't notice his movements: "You...how do you..."
"The password of the mailbox is entered incorrectly, and my mobile phone will receive a notification." Top took another puff of cigarette before turning to look at Jay.
The smoke from his nose just fell around Jay, and he didn't know whether it was intentional or unintentional: "Besides, hats and sunglasses are not the same as plastic surgery. I have known you for so long, and I can recognize you just by looking at your figure. This I took a lot of pictures in two days."
No matter what the purpose is, it is really embarrassing to investigate being caught.
Jay was speechless, he forgot to smoke the cigarette between his fingers.
There was already a small amount of ash on it, so Top brought the ashtray to his hand and flicked it in with his fingers.
Sensing his approach, Jay shrank his hand suddenly as if he had been burned, but unexpectedly he was really burned, and the burning cigarette butt touched his finger, and he couldn't help but let out a painful cry Let go of your hand, and the cigarette that you just smoked fell into the ashtray.
Seeing his reaction, Top smiled, put out both cigarettes, and then said to him, "Don't be nervous, you know, I don't like to meddle in other people's business."
After knowing each other for so many years, even if they haven't been very familiar with each other, they still have some understanding of each other's temperament.
Jay frowned, clutching his fingers.
It wasn't very hot, and his fingertips were just a little red and swollen.
But Top still lowered his head and sucked lightly on the wound.
"If you want them to separate, this time is a good opportunity." Top narrowed his eyes and continued, "But their separation does not mean that you and Nuan Nuan will be together."
Jay murmured, and some dissatisfaction finally appeared on his face: "How do you know?"
But Top refused to continue: "It's about the patient's privacy, I can't say too much. In short, I didn't take the initiative to tell you what you discovered. Even if you want to expose it in front of Nuan Nuan, it has nothing to do with me." Get in the way. But Singto doesn't want to hurt him, I can assure you of that."
The more frankly he spoke, the more uncertain Jay felt.
After hesitating for a long time, Jay couldn't help but continued to ask: "It's just a concealment of identity, the big deal... is to break up, it will be fine after a while."
"Since the matter is so simple, why are you hesitating? Why don't you just tell him? You can just take advantage of it." Top asked back.
Jay was so choked by him that he couldn't say a word, and he was buried under the quilt, looking a little pitiful.
Top didn't try to persuade him, but such a laissez-faire attitude made Jay even more disturbed.
He was obviously full of ambitions before collecting evidence, but when it came to the stage of exposing, he couldn't help but want to escape, even the last side before Nuan Nuan went to China was a little timid.
Their air tickets were booked on the second night, and Nuan Nuan had called more than once to confirm with him the time to have dinner together.
But when things came to an end, Jay turned off his phone like an ostrich.
He doesn't have much confidence in his willpower. If he really sees Nuan Nuan, he is afraid that he will eventually be unable to control himself and tell everything he knows.
Jay never thought he was a good person, but in front of Nuan Nuan, he didn't want to be a villain who would do anything to get him.
On this day, he didn't even go to work, and spent the whole day at Top's house in a lifeless nest, sleeping drowsily.
When he thought of Nuan Nuan going away with Singto, he didn't want to wake up at all.
I don't know how long he was in a daze on the bed, but Jay was suddenly awakened by a crazy doorbell.
His relationship with Top was shady, and few people came to Top's place. He subconsciously covered his head with the quilt and didn't want to pay attention.
But he seemed to vaguely hear Singto's voice.
"Jay - open the door!"
Jay sat up abruptly, looking at the wall clock on the wall.
The hour hand had already pointed to the number 9, and it was pitch black outside the window.
At this point, it stands to reason that the two of them should have been waiting at the airport.
Hearing Singto's urgent voice, Jay's heart suddenly sank.
However, the people outside the door did not wait for him to open the door.
Jay heard the sound of keys being turned, and when he ran to the living room, Singto had rushed in with Top.
Looking at him who was still in pajamas, the eagerness on Singto's face became more obvious.
"Where is Nuannuan? Are you not with you?"
Jay finally regained consciousness: "What does this mean?"
Seeing his expression, Singto was finally sure that he didn't know Nuan Nuan's whereabouts, the last bit of hope was shattered, and he panicked all of a sudden: "Nuan Nuan...is gone, do you know where he will go? "
Nuan Nuan's disappearance can be said to be without warning for Singto.
Originally, the two had already arrived at the airport, but Nuan Nuan just said that he forgot to buy something, so he had to go out and let him wait with his luggage.
Unexpectedly, it was gone forever.
The phone couldn't be reached, and he couldn't find it anywhere. Singto panicked and didn't even think of coming to Jay until the end.
"Aren't you going to China together? Why are you separated?" Jay was also flustered.
Singto didn't bother to tell him the details.
"Didn't he keep in touch with you today? Do you know where he went?" Singto's voice was much higher than usual.
But in this case, no one would care about him.
Jay rushed back to the bedroom belatedly, fumbling with his phone beside the bed.
The room was still dark, but the two people who were in a hurry didn't even think to turn on the light.
Top, who came in behind, pressed the switch helplessly, and the bedroom was suddenly brightly lit.
With the light shining, Jay quickly found the phone and pressed the power button.
Sure enough, as soon as there was a signal, his mobile phone buzzed and answered a series of bombardments. Except for the two or three calls made to him by the company, the rest of the calls were all warm, but that was the only one. A few calls didn't go through, others didn't leave a word.
Singto directly snatched his mobile phone and looked at the call time indicated in the text message: "It was all when we were together."
After Nuan Nuan left, she never contacted Jay.
Singto didn't know whether he should feel comforted or disappointed in this situation.
"Why did he leave suddenly..." Jay murmured, but suddenly noticed Top's gaze.
Top's gaze was very calm, but it was precisely because he was so calm that Jay panicked when he saw it.
"I didn't tell him anything! I've been sleeping at home all day today!" Jay explained eagerly.
Top's eyes seemed to be indiscriminate, and he directly sentenced him to death.
Top opened his mouth and didn't say anything, but Singto grabbed his collar: "What do you mean? What are you going to tell him?"
Jay stroked his forehead and explained weakly: "I didn't say anything."
Singto's brain seemed to be opened at this moment, and he stared at him sharply: "What did you tell him when you went back last time?"
As soon as he recalled the situation that day, all the details that Singto had overlooked instantly became coherent in his mind.
"Singto, do you just want to tell me this?" Nuan Nuan asked him that day.
Singto, who just wanted to go back quickly, didn't realize what was behind his question.
He has been carefully paying attention to Nuan Nuan's emotions, but since arriving in Thailand, Nuan Nuan's behavior has become more and more normal, and he can't help but relax his mind.
Even, in the past few days, Nuan Nuan occasionally showed some disappointment, but he only thought about going back to China as soon as possible, so he ignored his state.
Thinking of this, Singto couldn't help but start to hate his "ignorance".
It turned out that there were so many clues to follow, but he missed them all.
Jay grabbed his hand and looked at him with some anger in his eyes: "If I said something, how could he endure it until today! Don't you ever think of finding problems with yourself? Even if I really What did you say to him, it was because you really did something wrong to him!"
Every time he said a word, the expression on Singto's face became more terrifying, and the strength in his hands became ten percent stronger.
At the end, Jay's face was flushed, and he almost lost his voice by being pinched.
Seeing that things were not going well, Top hurried forward and broke Singto's hand forcefully: "Enough! The most important thing now is to find Nuan Nuan. His mental state is very unstable. If you find him one minute later, he will have one more time." Very dangerous."
His words undoubtedly gave the two people who were confronting each other a blow.
Singto put down his hands, a trace of painful confusion flashed in his eyes.
Seeing his appearance, Jay still couldn't get angry, and added viciously: "He is so careful, he must know that you lied to him. If anything happens to Nuan Nuan, it will be because of you."
Singto's fists were clenched tightly, the veins on the back of his hands were bulging, and the eye sockets that had always been red were stained with moisture at this moment.
It could be seen that even if Jay didn't say anything, he was already full of guilt.
Top sighed, and opened his mouth again: "Okay, think about it first, where Nuan Nuan might go."
When asked about this, Jay put away all the hostility in his body, leaving only full of depression.
He stroked his hair and whispered: "Actually, since a long time ago, every time he wanted to disappear, I couldn't find him."
He hesitated, and then said to Top: "So when you said that he was too suicidal, I could only follow him every step of the way, because I was afraid that I would not find him. But since... that car accident, he has been He never went missing again, and for so many years, I almost forgot that he would be like this."
Singto's expression froze, and he blurted out, "You said a long time ago, when was it?"
Jay didn't have a good face towards him, but out of worry about Nuan Nuan, he still reluctantly replied: "A long time ago was a long time ago... When I first got to know him, he would often be alone. Disappeared, when we were in junior high school."
After hearing his words, Singto turned his head and ran out.
"Hey, where are you going?" Jay subconsciously wanted to chase after him, but was stopped by Top.
"Let him go alone. If he can find it, he can do it alone. If not, we will find it separately. The chances are higher. You go and change your clothes first, and then think about where else Nuan Nuan may go. I'll go find it with you."
Top's words sounded reasonable, and Jay stopped walking as he said.
But looking at Singto's back disappearing outside the door, his heart suddenly seemed to be missing a piece, and the cold wind was blowing.
Regardless of his resistance, the sixth sense forcibly told him that this person... would definitely get Nuan Nuan back.
He will never have another chance to grow old together with Nuan Nuan.
Although he knew it was impossible to make a call, Singto kept making Nuannuan calls along the way. Now he is no different than before, and it is already very difficult for him to maintain his normal thinking rationally.
Seeing his anxious appearance, the taxi driver couldn't help but reminded him while driving: "What are you doing there at night, now the school has moved away, and that area has also been demolished, it's nothing People smoke."
Holding the phone, Singto just urged anxiously: "Please hurry up, please."
Seeing that the driver persuaded him not to move, he stopped talking nonsense and galloped all the way.
Finally, the car stopped at the gate of a school.
It's just that the school looks a little desolate, but the gate is in disrepair, and the name of the school on the top is already incomplete.
As the driver said, the nearby buildings were all in disarray, and there were no people living there.
Perhaps it was because there was no one, even the street lights beside the road were broken. I don't know how long it had been broken, and no one came to fix it.
But Singto didn't bother to look around, he hurriedly took out some money from his wallet and threw it to the driver, then got out of the car and ran towards the school.
The driver shouted persistently behind him: "Hey, what are you doing? Do I need to wait for you?"
And the only response he left to Mr. Driver was the sound of footsteps fading away.
The driver shook his head helplessly, restarted the car and left.
Without the illumination of the headlights, the only thing left in the school at night is the sky full of stars.
It's just that the starlight above this dilapidated school doesn't make people feel very romantic, but instead adds a bit of inexplicable fear for no reason.
Nuan Nuan's courage is actually very small. If she really hides there, she doesn't know how scared she will be.
When Singto thought of this, he became even more anxious, and couldn't help but quicken his pace a lot.
This is a mixed school with a large campus. Singto ran for a long time before finally arriving at his destination.
It is an air-raid shelter hiding behind the grove beside the playground.
This air-raid shelter was left over from World War II and is much older than this school.
It is also because of this that there were always rumors that it was haunted among the children, not to mention this air-raid shelter, and even the grove by the playground, everyone generally hid far away.
Singto didn't know that Nuan Nuan was afraid of ghosts, but now that he knew it, his heart hurt even more.
How desperate is a child to always hide in this kind of place alone and refuse to come out.
Singto is not afraid of ghosts, but he is afraid of the dark, so this air-raid shelter...he has never been in it.
Looking at the dark hole, Singto took a deep breath, turned on the flashlight in his mobile phone, and finally walked in after seeing the light in front of him.
It was only after he walked in that he realized that the air-raid shelter was rather deep, and at the end of his flashlight, there was still a dark and rugged road ahead.
He has always been afraid of this kind of place where no light can be seen. Even though he is holding the phone now, he still feels a little out of breath when he thinks of the darkness in front of him.
"Nuannuan--"
He tried to call out, but apart from the hollow echo, nothing else could be heard inside.
Singto hesitated, but at this moment, Top's voice seemed to ring in his ears again: "His mental state is very unstable, if we find him a minute later, he will be more dangerous."
His warmth... may be inside.
Thinking of this possibility, Singto seemed to suddenly feel infinite courage.
He took another deep breath, and his pace quickened a lot.
Just after walking a dozen steps, the phone beeped.
It's a notification sound for low battery.
Singto's heart trembled, and his footsteps stopped.
While hesitating, the flashlight had been forcibly turned off due to battery power, leaving only a faint light from the phone screen in front of his eyes.
This little light is almost useless in the pitch-black air-raid shelter.
Looking at the darkness around him, Singto unconsciously covered his oppressed chest with his hands, and a familiar panic grabbed his heart precisely.
His heartbeat was almost uncontrollable, and his breathing became much faster involuntarily.
This is the first time he entered this air-raid shelter, and the way ahead is unknown.
But the entrance of the cave...is just over ten meters away.
Nuan Nuan's timidity actually started when she left.
Before he left, he was accompanied by Arthit all the time, and he never had to sleep alone at night, and of course it didn't matter whether he was afraid or not.
And that time, he walked awake all night alone in the dark, and what impressed him the most was probably the hideous tree shadows on the side of the road.
After eating and sleeping in the open, he had to face every terrible night alone, but for a child, getting used to such darkness is actually not an easy thing.
But he still had to let himself get used to it.
Otherwise, what can I do?
But later, every time he came to hide in the air-raid shelter, he was really scared in his heart.
It's just that he really needs such a place where no one will disturb him, where he can stay alone.
Fear is often less scary than despair.
But today... Nuan Nuan didn't feel any fear at all.
Alone in this empty cave, his mind was a mess, mostly lingering self-loathing.
Obviously, as long as he persisted for a while, he could get on the plane with Singto, but in the end, he still couldn't resist the clamoring demons.
Today, Nuan Nuan contacted Jay all day, but she couldn't get through the phone.
Jay's abnormality, in fact, further confirmed the suspicion in Nuan Nuan's heart from another aspect.
Singto is hiding things from him, it seems that even Jay knows about it.
Yet he was still clueless.
Singto has been staying by his side, as long as he insists on asking, Singto will definitely say it.
I will definitely say it...
But this certainty is just from his self-hypnosis.
Nuan Nuan understands that he should have this kind of persistence, but in fact, deep down in his heart, he only has uncertainty that is so deep that it is about to overwhelm him.
Singto's easy-to-follow oath never actually made him feel a real sense of security.
He is such a person... who has such low self-esteem that he can't easily trust each other.
However, in Nuan Nuan's view, this inferiority complex is also his fault.
Obviously the source of everything is Singto's concealment, but if it wasn't for his illness, the relationship between them could actually be resolved.
However, he didn't even have the ability to control his emotions.
Because he was really scared, afraid that everything Singto brought to him was nothing but illusions, and afraid that every word of love Singto said to him was just a lie.
He really didn't have the energy to bear the possible consequences.
The cave is very dark, and you can't see your fingers.
But Nuan Nuan no longer has the heart to be afraid of the darkness.
All his fears have been occupied by the "possibility" in his mind.
"Nuannuan—are you there?"
Suddenly, a voice came faintly to his ears.
Muscles all over Nuan Nuan tensed immediately.
"Nuan Nuan - Nuan Nuan Nuan Nuan..."
It was Singto's voice, but it sounded weak.
But... how is it possible?
How could he know here?And... the cave is so dark, how dare he come in?
However, that impossible sound was still getting closer and closer, accompanied by his heavy panting, in this silent cave, it gradually became extremely clear.
"Nuan Nuan-you, are you there..."
Hearing his voice, I was almost out of breath.
Nuan Nuan stood up abruptly, subconsciously responded: "Singto?"
Hearing his shout, Singto's breathing became more rapid, but the quickened footsteps were still staggering: "Nuannuan——"
It sounded like he was about to faint at any moment.
A strong worry suddenly hit Nuan Nuan's heart.
In this situation, how could he care about those self-pity, turned around and ran out: "Singto—"
His eyes had gotten used to being in the dark for so long.
After running not far, he saw Singto's crumbling figure.
If he hadn't held on to the wall, he might have already fallen to the ground.
As soon as she got close to him, Nuan Nuan was hugged by Singto, with such strength that she wanted to rub him into her own flesh and blood.
What Nuan Nuan listened to was still the sound of Singto's heavy breathing.
"Nuan Nuan... It's okay, it's a good thing you're here... It's okay..." It's a good thing you're okay.
Singto panted heavily, and there was a bit of choking in his voice.
Nuan Nuan carried him helplessly, and the place he could touch was full of damp——Singto was covered in cold sweat.
He only knew that Singto was afraid of the dark, but he didn't know that he was so afraid.
An indescribable emotion surged up in Nuan Nuan's chest.
He stroked Singto's back, and said in a voice like a gnat, "How are you?"
Singto shook his head self-consciously, he didn't speak while he was panting heavily, but he still hugged Nuan Nuan tightly.
Knowing that the darkness in front of him was the main cause of his situation, Nuan Nuan reached out and pushed him, reminding him softly, "Go out first."
Singto still refused to let go of the restraint on him.
His chin rubbed back and forth on Nuan Nuan's shoulder, and his voice was a little calmer than before: "With you
The anxiety that hadn't been experienced for a long time suddenly came to him again.
Singto also tossed and turned for a while, but finally fell asleep.Under the dim light of the night light, Nuan Nuan carefully looked at his engraved eyebrows and eyes, and tried her best to suppress the vaguely clamoring emotions.
For Singto, his mobile phone, account number, game account, etc., all the passwords are basically the same. If you can only use numbers, you can only use that set of numbers. If you need to add letters, you can add his own name. , It's really a one-track mind to the end, it's hard for people to guess.
That set of numbers, Singto once mentioned to him, said it was a significant anniversary.
0226, Nuan Nuan has already lost count of how many times he has typed on his mobile phone, and he has already remembered it by heart.
It can be said that as long as he wants, he can open Singto's computer at any time to see what is stored in it.
But people are often so strange, the more defenseless the other party is to you, the more you can't let yourself go one step further.
Because once you step in, it is tantamount to destroying the most basic trust with your own hands.
Nuan Nuan always feels that happiness is not easy to come by now, so she can't bear to destroy it even more.
But now he feels more and more that this happiness is like floating in mid-air, which makes people uneasy.
"Why I love you, there is indeed a reason that you don't know yet."
"When you also admit that you love me, I'll tell you the reason, okay..."
He never forgot what Singto said to him.
All along, he has been waiting for Singto to take the initiative to fulfill his promise.
But until now have not waited.
Nuan Nuan didn't know what Jay didn't say today, but his hesitation reminded him of the details he deliberately ignored.
The biggest problem between him and Singto has never been resolved.
Why on earth did Singto fall in love with him so inexplicably, and what's more, he seemed unwaveringly determined.
This kind of firmness seems to be very reassuring if you don't go deep into it, but it can't stand up to scrutiny.
As long as he thought about it for a while, all the sense of security he had built up these days was gone, and he couldn't keep it even if he wanted to.
After all, he couldn't give all his trust to Singto without asking anything.
And Nuan Nuan couldn't tell whether his suspicion was due to his unhealed illness.
At least... If he is not sick, he can rest assured and wait for Singto to confess.
But now he can't do it.
The familiar feeling of inferiority seemed to seize Nuan Nuan's reason again. He was afraid that he would fall ill, so he became more and more cautious.
But this depression seemed to put him under even greater pressure.
The next day, when Singto woke up, Nuan Nuan still had his eyes open, quietly looking at the two notebooks side by side on the desk in a daze.
Singto thought that he had just woken up, so he kissed him back and forth in a daze.
He didn't finally move his lips until he felt the warm and heavy breathing, and there was still some lazy and sexy voice in his voice: "Good morning, dear."
Nuan Nuan was confused for a while after being kissed, and it took a long time to find her own voice: "Morning."
It turned out that it was already dawn.
Singto saw that something was wrong with him, and frowned quietly: "Didn't sleep well? The dark circles under your eyes are all coming out."
Nuan Nuan shook her head and smiled at him, but couldn't hold back for a while, and tightly wrapped her arms around Singto's waist.
His sudden enthusiasm obviously made Singto a little dazed.
Singto was stunned for a moment, and the force of his hug back was much stronger than Nuan Nuan: "What's wrong?"
Nuan Nuan just felt a spasm in his stomach.
He suppressed the discomfort, and whispered in Singto's ear: "Do you really want to go with me?"
Nuan Nuan never knew before that she was so timid in front of Singto.
Because I am afraid of losing, I become more and more afraid.
Singto let go of his arms and looked into his eyes seriously: "Of course it's true, it's not with you, it's us walking together."
But, why do you still have something to hide from me?
Nuan Nuan opened her mouth, but there was only dryness in her throat.
The tip of Singto's nose rubbed against his face: "I'm going to book a ticket now and go back to our little home."
Singto seemed to be more eager to go back than Nuan Nuan, and started to work while dragging his limp legs.
Once the air ticket was booked, the time in Thailand immediately entered the countdown.
Originally, Nuan Nuan had been looking forward to returning to that simple and familiar place earlier, but now, a kind of fear that could not be suppressed rose again.
Even more tangled than the mood before returning to Thailand.
When he decided to come back, there was an injured Singto waiting for him in Thailand. He felt a little worried and anxious amidst his closeness to his hometown.
However, this time, the meaning behind going to China together is more solemn to him. Once those nameless worries start, they will hover in his heart all the time, making people feel uneasy.
Nuan Nuan actually hates herself for being like this.
Intellectually, he understands that he should trust Singto.
Even if Singto had something to hide from him, the appointment did not go to the point of malicious deception.
Even just based on the relationship between the two of them, he knew that Singto was not that kind of person.
But knowing it is one thing, being able to do it is another.
Perhaps because of the limitations of his illness, it is difficult for him to control his emotions like ordinary people.
Once this kind of negative energy is contaminated, it will be like a gangrene attached to the bone, and it will be difficult to get rid of it easily.
And with this kind of self-loathing, he seems to be more prone to cranky thoughts.
Nuan Nuan was afraid that this emotion would be seen by Singto, so she deliberately behaved as usual. In front of someone like him who deliberately conceals it, if she doesn't always maintain super insight, it is really difficult to find anything wrong.And Singto was busy finishing school affairs before going back, leaving early and returning late all day long, and when he came back, he just hugged Nuannuan, kissed and hugged him, and was so focused on making love to him that he really didn't notice anything strange about him.
So in the following time, everything still seemed to be calm.
It's just that in a corner that Singto doesn't know, there are already dark tides.
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It was late at night, and everything was still.
Under the cover of night, it is often more difficult for people to hide their desires.
In the dimly lit room, there were small crackling sounds one after another, and it could be heard that the owner of the sound was trying to suppress himself.
But it was obvious that his suppression had no effect. After a short while, he was pushed and begged for mercy: "Top...too fast...stop, stop..."
In terms of sex, Top's usual gentleness and elegance disappeared somehow. His hair, which was usually meticulously combed, was soaked with sweat and scattered messily around his cheeks, making him look full of wildness.
Jay's begging for mercy obviously didn't have any effect on him. On the contrary, seeing his eyes blurred by his own manipulation, Top's lower abdomen seemed to heat up a little more, and his movements became more and more uncontrollably.
Jay was treated like this for a long time, until he was completely exhausted, and Top finally vented out.
This scene was as hearty as every previous one. Once it started, people had no energy to think about anything else.
Top still didn't look very tired, he pressed the man under him, and pecked and kissed him from time to time.
Jay was so tired that he didn't even want to move a finger.
He panted heavily, blinked away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and protested feebly: "Are you human..."
Sometimes he wanted to check Top for a robotic activation device.
Top rubbed against his lips, and his voice returned to his coolness: "If you were a woman, you wouldn't be so suspicious."
Jay: "???"
"If you were a woman." Top smiled, "you should have been pregnant a long time ago."
Of course it is impossible for a robot to give birth to a child.
Jay: "..."
This joke is really a bit cold.
But Top didn't seem to realize that he had a talent for telling bad jokes. He rolled over and lay next to Jay, and said, seemingly unintentionally, "Did Nuan Nuan call you?"
When Top first met them, Nuan Nuan was still "living" well in this world, of course he knew his real name.
But when he heard Nuan Nuan's name at this time, Jay couldn't help but become more silent.
It wasn't until his breathing gradually calmed down that his voice sounded again in the darkness: "They are leaving, and they asked me to go back and have a meal together."
Needless to say, Singto, if Nuan Nuan wants to leave, the only person who can say goodbye is Jay.
Even if he sensed Jay's thoughts, he knew that he should keep a distance from him, but before parting, he should always meet up.
But when Jay talked about this upcoming meeting, he was not very interested.
Top groped around on the bedside table and found a pack of cigarettes.He poured out one and smoked it on his lips, then took out another one and handed it to Jay's lips.
Jay held his mouth open, and turned his head to meet the cigarette in his mouth. The two of them took a puff at the same time, and the flame suddenly flickered.
Smoking in bed is really not a good habit, but the living habits of the two of them happen to be not very good.
Top fumbled again to bring the ashtray between the two of them and held it up, exhaled slowly, and asked in a deep voice, "Then you don't want to go back?"
Jay took two hard puffs on his cigarette and didn't say a word.
It's not that he didn't want to, but he didn't dare.
For the past few days, Top hadn't been on his guard against him.
For a person who intends to verify, the opponent's defenselessness has already created enough conditions for him.
He found out Singto's identity with little effort, and even secretly took a picture of the two of them together.
But when the evidence was really in hand, he began to hesitate again.
Even if the person who really hurt Nuan Nuan was Singto, it would be difficult for him to be the accomplice who promoted the development of the plot.
Jay has always regarded himself as Nuan Nuan's protector, even if there is someone around Nuan Nuan who makes him extremely jealous, it is difficult for him to really take the initiative to hurt Nuan Nuan.
"Why don't you dare to go?" Top flicked the cigarette in his hand into the transparent ashtray, and suddenly looked at him with a smile, "Don't you know how to tell him Singto's identity?"
Jay shuddered and looked at him in astonishment.
He always thought that his small actions were done quietly, and of course Top, a busy person, couldn't notice his movements: "You...how do you..."
"The password of the mailbox is entered incorrectly, and my mobile phone will receive a notification." Top took another puff of cigarette before turning to look at Jay.
The smoke from his nose just fell around Jay, and he didn't know whether it was intentional or unintentional: "Besides, hats and sunglasses are not the same as plastic surgery. I have known you for so long, and I can recognize you just by looking at your figure. This I took a lot of pictures in two days."
No matter what the purpose is, it is really embarrassing to investigate being caught.
Jay was speechless, he forgot to smoke the cigarette between his fingers.
There was already a small amount of ash on it, so Top brought the ashtray to his hand and flicked it in with his fingers.
Sensing his approach, Jay shrank his hand suddenly as if he had been burned, but unexpectedly he was really burned, and the burning cigarette butt touched his finger, and he couldn't help but let out a painful cry Let go of your hand, and the cigarette that you just smoked fell into the ashtray.
Seeing his reaction, Top smiled, put out both cigarettes, and then said to him, "Don't be nervous, you know, I don't like to meddle in other people's business."
After knowing each other for so many years, even if they haven't been very familiar with each other, they still have some understanding of each other's temperament.
Jay frowned, clutching his fingers.
It wasn't very hot, and his fingertips were just a little red and swollen.
But Top still lowered his head and sucked lightly on the wound.
"If you want them to separate, this time is a good opportunity." Top narrowed his eyes and continued, "But their separation does not mean that you and Nuan Nuan will be together."
Jay murmured, and some dissatisfaction finally appeared on his face: "How do you know?"
But Top refused to continue: "It's about the patient's privacy, I can't say too much. In short, I didn't take the initiative to tell you what you discovered. Even if you want to expose it in front of Nuan Nuan, it has nothing to do with me." Get in the way. But Singto doesn't want to hurt him, I can assure you of that."
The more frankly he spoke, the more uncertain Jay felt.
After hesitating for a long time, Jay couldn't help but continued to ask: "It's just a concealment of identity, the big deal... is to break up, it will be fine after a while."
"Since the matter is so simple, why are you hesitating? Why don't you just tell him? You can just take advantage of it." Top asked back.
Jay was so choked by him that he couldn't say a word, and he was buried under the quilt, looking a little pitiful.
Top didn't try to persuade him, but such a laissez-faire attitude made Jay even more disturbed.
He was obviously full of ambitions before collecting evidence, but when it came to the stage of exposing, he couldn't help but want to escape, even the last side before Nuan Nuan went to China was a little timid.
Their air tickets were booked on the second night, and Nuan Nuan had called more than once to confirm with him the time to have dinner together.
But when things came to an end, Jay turned off his phone like an ostrich.
He doesn't have much confidence in his willpower. If he really sees Nuan Nuan, he is afraid that he will eventually be unable to control himself and tell everything he knows.
Jay never thought he was a good person, but in front of Nuan Nuan, he didn't want to be a villain who would do anything to get him.
On this day, he didn't even go to work, and spent the whole day at Top's house in a lifeless nest, sleeping drowsily.
When he thought of Nuan Nuan going away with Singto, he didn't want to wake up at all.
I don't know how long he was in a daze on the bed, but Jay was suddenly awakened by a crazy doorbell.
His relationship with Top was shady, and few people came to Top's place. He subconsciously covered his head with the quilt and didn't want to pay attention.
But he seemed to vaguely hear Singto's voice.
"Jay - open the door!"
Jay sat up abruptly, looking at the wall clock on the wall.
The hour hand had already pointed to the number 9, and it was pitch black outside the window.
At this point, it stands to reason that the two of them should have been waiting at the airport.
Hearing Singto's urgent voice, Jay's heart suddenly sank.
However, the people outside the door did not wait for him to open the door.
Jay heard the sound of keys being turned, and when he ran to the living room, Singto had rushed in with Top.
Looking at him who was still in pajamas, the eagerness on Singto's face became more obvious.
"Where is Nuannuan? Are you not with you?"
Jay finally regained consciousness: "What does this mean?"
Seeing his expression, Singto was finally sure that he didn't know Nuan Nuan's whereabouts, the last bit of hope was shattered, and he panicked all of a sudden: "Nuan Nuan...is gone, do you know where he will go? "
Nuan Nuan's disappearance can be said to be without warning for Singto.
Originally, the two had already arrived at the airport, but Nuan Nuan just said that he forgot to buy something, so he had to go out and let him wait with his luggage.
Unexpectedly, it was gone forever.
The phone couldn't be reached, and he couldn't find it anywhere. Singto panicked and didn't even think of coming to Jay until the end.
"Aren't you going to China together? Why are you separated?" Jay was also flustered.
Singto didn't bother to tell him the details.
"Didn't he keep in touch with you today? Do you know where he went?" Singto's voice was much higher than usual.
But in this case, no one would care about him.
Jay rushed back to the bedroom belatedly, fumbling with his phone beside the bed.
The room was still dark, but the two people who were in a hurry didn't even think to turn on the light.
Top, who came in behind, pressed the switch helplessly, and the bedroom was suddenly brightly lit.
With the light shining, Jay quickly found the phone and pressed the power button.
Sure enough, as soon as there was a signal, his mobile phone buzzed and answered a series of bombardments. Except for the two or three calls made to him by the company, the rest of the calls were all warm, but that was the only one. A few calls didn't go through, others didn't leave a word.
Singto directly snatched his mobile phone and looked at the call time indicated in the text message: "It was all when we were together."
After Nuan Nuan left, she never contacted Jay.
Singto didn't know whether he should feel comforted or disappointed in this situation.
"Why did he leave suddenly..." Jay murmured, but suddenly noticed Top's gaze.
Top's gaze was very calm, but it was precisely because he was so calm that Jay panicked when he saw it.
"I didn't tell him anything! I've been sleeping at home all day today!" Jay explained eagerly.
Top's eyes seemed to be indiscriminate, and he directly sentenced him to death.
Top opened his mouth and didn't say anything, but Singto grabbed his collar: "What do you mean? What are you going to tell him?"
Jay stroked his forehead and explained weakly: "I didn't say anything."
Singto's brain seemed to be opened at this moment, and he stared at him sharply: "What did you tell him when you went back last time?"
As soon as he recalled the situation that day, all the details that Singto had overlooked instantly became coherent in his mind.
"Singto, do you just want to tell me this?" Nuan Nuan asked him that day.
Singto, who just wanted to go back quickly, didn't realize what was behind his question.
He has been carefully paying attention to Nuan Nuan's emotions, but since arriving in Thailand, Nuan Nuan's behavior has become more and more normal, and he can't help but relax his mind.
Even, in the past few days, Nuan Nuan occasionally showed some disappointment, but he only thought about going back to China as soon as possible, so he ignored his state.
Thinking of this, Singto couldn't help but start to hate his "ignorance".
It turned out that there were so many clues to follow, but he missed them all.
Jay grabbed his hand and looked at him with some anger in his eyes: "If I said something, how could he endure it until today! Don't you ever think of finding problems with yourself? Even if I really What did you say to him, it was because you really did something wrong to him!"
Every time he said a word, the expression on Singto's face became more terrifying, and the strength in his hands became ten percent stronger.
At the end, Jay's face was flushed, and he almost lost his voice by being pinched.
Seeing that things were not going well, Top hurried forward and broke Singto's hand forcefully: "Enough! The most important thing now is to find Nuan Nuan. His mental state is very unstable. If you find him one minute later, he will have one more time." Very dangerous."
His words undoubtedly gave the two people who were confronting each other a blow.
Singto put down his hands, a trace of painful confusion flashed in his eyes.
Seeing his appearance, Jay still couldn't get angry, and added viciously: "He is so careful, he must know that you lied to him. If anything happens to Nuan Nuan, it will be because of you."
Singto's fists were clenched tightly, the veins on the back of his hands were bulging, and the eye sockets that had always been red were stained with moisture at this moment.
It could be seen that even if Jay didn't say anything, he was already full of guilt.
Top sighed, and opened his mouth again: "Okay, think about it first, where Nuan Nuan might go."
When asked about this, Jay put away all the hostility in his body, leaving only full of depression.
He stroked his hair and whispered: "Actually, since a long time ago, every time he wanted to disappear, I couldn't find him."
He hesitated, and then said to Top: "So when you said that he was too suicidal, I could only follow him every step of the way, because I was afraid that I would not find him. But since... that car accident, he has been He never went missing again, and for so many years, I almost forgot that he would be like this."
Singto's expression froze, and he blurted out, "You said a long time ago, when was it?"
Jay didn't have a good face towards him, but out of worry about Nuan Nuan, he still reluctantly replied: "A long time ago was a long time ago... When I first got to know him, he would often be alone. Disappeared, when we were in junior high school."
After hearing his words, Singto turned his head and ran out.
"Hey, where are you going?" Jay subconsciously wanted to chase after him, but was stopped by Top.
"Let him go alone. If he can find it, he can do it alone. If not, we will find it separately. The chances are higher. You go and change your clothes first, and then think about where else Nuan Nuan may go. I'll go find it with you."
Top's words sounded reasonable, and Jay stopped walking as he said.
But looking at Singto's back disappearing outside the door, his heart suddenly seemed to be missing a piece, and the cold wind was blowing.
Regardless of his resistance, the sixth sense forcibly told him that this person... would definitely get Nuan Nuan back.
He will never have another chance to grow old together with Nuan Nuan.
Although he knew it was impossible to make a call, Singto kept making Nuannuan calls along the way. Now he is no different than before, and it is already very difficult for him to maintain his normal thinking rationally.
Seeing his anxious appearance, the taxi driver couldn't help but reminded him while driving: "What are you doing there at night, now the school has moved away, and that area has also been demolished, it's nothing People smoke."
Holding the phone, Singto just urged anxiously: "Please hurry up, please."
Seeing that the driver persuaded him not to move, he stopped talking nonsense and galloped all the way.
Finally, the car stopped at the gate of a school.
It's just that the school looks a little desolate, but the gate is in disrepair, and the name of the school on the top is already incomplete.
As the driver said, the nearby buildings were all in disarray, and there were no people living there.
Perhaps it was because there was no one, even the street lights beside the road were broken. I don't know how long it had been broken, and no one came to fix it.
But Singto didn't bother to look around, he hurriedly took out some money from his wallet and threw it to the driver, then got out of the car and ran towards the school.
The driver shouted persistently behind him: "Hey, what are you doing? Do I need to wait for you?"
And the only response he left to Mr. Driver was the sound of footsteps fading away.
The driver shook his head helplessly, restarted the car and left.
Without the illumination of the headlights, the only thing left in the school at night is the sky full of stars.
It's just that the starlight above this dilapidated school doesn't make people feel very romantic, but instead adds a bit of inexplicable fear for no reason.
Nuan Nuan's courage is actually very small. If she really hides there, she doesn't know how scared she will be.
When Singto thought of this, he became even more anxious, and couldn't help but quicken his pace a lot.
This is a mixed school with a large campus. Singto ran for a long time before finally arriving at his destination.
It is an air-raid shelter hiding behind the grove beside the playground.
This air-raid shelter was left over from World War II and is much older than this school.
It is also because of this that there were always rumors that it was haunted among the children, not to mention this air-raid shelter, and even the grove by the playground, everyone generally hid far away.
Singto didn't know that Nuan Nuan was afraid of ghosts, but now that he knew it, his heart hurt even more.
How desperate is a child to always hide in this kind of place alone and refuse to come out.
Singto is not afraid of ghosts, but he is afraid of the dark, so this air-raid shelter...he has never been in it.
Looking at the dark hole, Singto took a deep breath, turned on the flashlight in his mobile phone, and finally walked in after seeing the light in front of him.
It was only after he walked in that he realized that the air-raid shelter was rather deep, and at the end of his flashlight, there was still a dark and rugged road ahead.
He has always been afraid of this kind of place where no light can be seen. Even though he is holding the phone now, he still feels a little out of breath when he thinks of the darkness in front of him.
"Nuannuan--"
He tried to call out, but apart from the hollow echo, nothing else could be heard inside.
Singto hesitated, but at this moment, Top's voice seemed to ring in his ears again: "His mental state is very unstable, if we find him a minute later, he will be more dangerous."
His warmth... may be inside.
Thinking of this possibility, Singto seemed to suddenly feel infinite courage.
He took another deep breath, and his pace quickened a lot.
Just after walking a dozen steps, the phone beeped.
It's a notification sound for low battery.
Singto's heart trembled, and his footsteps stopped.
While hesitating, the flashlight had been forcibly turned off due to battery power, leaving only a faint light from the phone screen in front of his eyes.
This little light is almost useless in the pitch-black air-raid shelter.
Looking at the darkness around him, Singto unconsciously covered his oppressed chest with his hands, and a familiar panic grabbed his heart precisely.
His heartbeat was almost uncontrollable, and his breathing became much faster involuntarily.
This is the first time he entered this air-raid shelter, and the way ahead is unknown.
But the entrance of the cave...is just over ten meters away.
Nuan Nuan's timidity actually started when she left.
Before he left, he was accompanied by Arthit all the time, and he never had to sleep alone at night, and of course it didn't matter whether he was afraid or not.
And that time, he walked awake all night alone in the dark, and what impressed him the most was probably the hideous tree shadows on the side of the road.
After eating and sleeping in the open, he had to face every terrible night alone, but for a child, getting used to such darkness is actually not an easy thing.
But he still had to let himself get used to it.
Otherwise, what can I do?
But later, every time he came to hide in the air-raid shelter, he was really scared in his heart.
It's just that he really needs such a place where no one will disturb him, where he can stay alone.
Fear is often less scary than despair.
But today... Nuan Nuan didn't feel any fear at all.
Alone in this empty cave, his mind was a mess, mostly lingering self-loathing.
Obviously, as long as he persisted for a while, he could get on the plane with Singto, but in the end, he still couldn't resist the clamoring demons.
Today, Nuan Nuan contacted Jay all day, but she couldn't get through the phone.
Jay's abnormality, in fact, further confirmed the suspicion in Nuan Nuan's heart from another aspect.
Singto is hiding things from him, it seems that even Jay knows about it.
Yet he was still clueless.
Singto has been staying by his side, as long as he insists on asking, Singto will definitely say it.
I will definitely say it...
But this certainty is just from his self-hypnosis.
Nuan Nuan understands that he should have this kind of persistence, but in fact, deep down in his heart, he only has uncertainty that is so deep that it is about to overwhelm him.
Singto's easy-to-follow oath never actually made him feel a real sense of security.
He is such a person... who has such low self-esteem that he can't easily trust each other.
However, in Nuan Nuan's view, this inferiority complex is also his fault.
Obviously the source of everything is Singto's concealment, but if it wasn't for his illness, the relationship between them could actually be resolved.
However, he didn't even have the ability to control his emotions.
Because he was really scared, afraid that everything Singto brought to him was nothing but illusions, and afraid that every word of love Singto said to him was just a lie.
He really didn't have the energy to bear the possible consequences.
The cave is very dark, and you can't see your fingers.
But Nuan Nuan no longer has the heart to be afraid of the darkness.
All his fears have been occupied by the "possibility" in his mind.
"Nuannuan—are you there?"
Suddenly, a voice came faintly to his ears.
Muscles all over Nuan Nuan tensed immediately.
"Nuan Nuan - Nuan Nuan Nuan Nuan..."
It was Singto's voice, but it sounded weak.
But... how is it possible?
How could he know here?And... the cave is so dark, how dare he come in?
However, that impossible sound was still getting closer and closer, accompanied by his heavy panting, in this silent cave, it gradually became extremely clear.
"Nuan Nuan-you, are you there..."
Hearing his voice, I was almost out of breath.
Nuan Nuan stood up abruptly, subconsciously responded: "Singto?"
Hearing his shout, Singto's breathing became more rapid, but the quickened footsteps were still staggering: "Nuannuan——"
It sounded like he was about to faint at any moment.
A strong worry suddenly hit Nuan Nuan's heart.
In this situation, how could he care about those self-pity, turned around and ran out: "Singto—"
His eyes had gotten used to being in the dark for so long.
After running not far, he saw Singto's crumbling figure.
If he hadn't held on to the wall, he might have already fallen to the ground.
As soon as she got close to him, Nuan Nuan was hugged by Singto, with such strength that she wanted to rub him into her own flesh and blood.
What Nuan Nuan listened to was still the sound of Singto's heavy breathing.
"Nuan Nuan... It's okay, it's a good thing you're here... It's okay..." It's a good thing you're okay.
Singto panted heavily, and there was a bit of choking in his voice.
Nuan Nuan carried him helplessly, and the place he could touch was full of damp——Singto was covered in cold sweat.
He only knew that Singto was afraid of the dark, but he didn't know that he was so afraid.
An indescribable emotion surged up in Nuan Nuan's chest.
He stroked Singto's back, and said in a voice like a gnat, "How are you?"
Singto shook his head self-consciously, he didn't speak while he was panting heavily, but he still hugged Nuan Nuan tightly.
Knowing that the darkness in front of him was the main cause of his situation, Nuan Nuan reached out and pushed him, reminding him softly, "Go out first."
Singto still refused to let go of the restraint on him.
His chin rubbed back and forth on Nuan Nuan's shoulder, and his voice was a little calmer than before: "With you
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