Can't let go

Nanjin didn't want Geng Jie to stay at home, Geng Jie was also afraid of intensifying the conflict with him, and he wanted to bring up some irrelevant matters, so he went out according to his wishes and asked Aunt Hua to take good care of him.In fact, Geng Jie was full of worries and was not in the mood to go to work at all, so he drove straight to Li Jingyang's place.

Li Jingyang personally brewed tea for him, the curling heat brewed the fragrance of the tea, and he carried the demeanor of a connoisseur among the flowing clouds and flowing water.Qin Lie sat beside him and asked him: "How is it? Do you still need to contact He Jian?"

Geng Jie didn't speak, just looked up at Qin Lie, Qin Lie understood, and said: "Then we have to find a way to get rid of your family. Hey, why didn't the original doctor invite you to see him? I remember it was a very good doctor." She's a nice little girl, and she's Mr. Fang's favorite student." Mr. Fang was the doctor who was in charge of treating Nanjin at the beginning, but when he got old, he pushed Zhong Tong up.In fact, Zhong Tong was already in his twenties after finishing school, but in Qin Lie's place, probably any unmarried woman with good looks could be called a "little girl".

Geng Jie snorted coldly and said, "You are young, I don't know what it means."

According to Geng Jie's temperament, this is already a very obvious expression of emotion.He was raised in a strict family since he was a child, and no matter whether he was sad or happy in his heart, he never showed it on his face.Now that he is older and has experienced many things, he has become more and more calm.When other people come into contact with him, they only feel that his heart is as deep as water, and he is not angry and pretentious. Only those who are very close to him know that Geng Jie's temper is really not good.It's just that when others are angry, they will jump and curse, but when he is really angry, he is extremely quiet. Only people who are proud and self-controlled to a certain extent will be like this.

Qin Lie didn't mention this doctor any more, knowing that she had offended Geng Jie somehow, so it was completely useless.

"Actually, it shouldn't be that serious. I think Nanjin was in good condition yesterday." Li Jingyang poured a cup of tea for each of them, and said leisurely, "His disease...is difficult to cure, the most important thing is to coax He's happy."

Geng Jie remained silent.

Li Jingyang continued: "You should let him go out more often, he is always bored at home, and normal people would be bored to death, not to mention that he is...not in a good mental state. How long has he been graduating, why don't you ask him to come out? Looking for something to do? It’s good to meet more people. You’re busy yourself, he’s so boring at home alone, don’t you want to think about it?”

Geng Jie waved his hands impatiently, and said: "He doesn't like to see people, even you don't like to see them. You don't know him, and he has never experienced the mess outside. Aunt is with him. He likes to stay at home, read a book, and stay with close people."

Qin Lie interrupted and said, "Aunt Hua—is she a nanny after all, so how can it be the same." The demeanor of a classy person was revealed inadvertently.If Nanjin was here, he would immediately feel bored and wanted to pull Geng Jie's sleeve and tell him to leave.

Aunt Hua...Geng Jie thought of some trivial things in the weekdays, and he had already sent a message, and Nanjin couldn't help but look at Aunt Hua's face, which shows how close the two of them are.Nanjin is easy to rely on others' temperament. When he is not around, he gets along with Aunt Hua every day, and his relationship with Aunt Hua has long been extraordinary. Even if he goes up to compare with Aunt Hua, he must weigh it carefully.

"Nanjin has been taken care of by her for so many years, and she has long regarded her as an elder. It's okay, I'm not here, there is someone who can comfort and take care of him."

Qin Lie saw Geng Jie's expression, but felt that it was not the same as what he said, and looked at Li Jingyang, intending to keep silent.

Li Jingyang said jokingly: "You are no better than doting parents."

Qin Lie leisurely leaned back, half-lying with lowered eyes, keeping silent.He has been by Geng Jie's side all these years, and he has seen this appearance a lot.In the business field, Geng Jie is very wise, and he can listen to anyone's advice, as long as it can create the ultimate benefit.It won't work here in Nanjin, just like a self-willed and mediocre gentleman.

Geng Jie only said, "He is different from others."

What is the difference?

Qin Lie played with his fingers, and suddenly raised his head and asked, "Hey, let me ask you, when Nanjin called you, would he say 'goodbye'? Or would he hang up after finishing talking?"

Geng Jie frowned subconsciously, and looked at Qin Lie suspiciously and slightly scrutinized, not understanding why he would suddenly ask such a question.Just as he was about to speak, a call came from Aunt Hua, and Geng Jie immediately lost face: "What?"

Not to mention Li Jingyang, even Qin Lie had never seen such an ugly expression on Geng Jie's face. Seeing Geng Jie standing up hastily, the two of them didn't understand why.

Nan Jin entered the hospital.

In the morning, Aunt Hua went up to ask Nanjin to eat, but she knocked on the door for a long time, but no one answered. As soon as she opened the door, she saw Nanjin lying on the ground.Afterwards, Aunt Hua was always a little scared when she recalled it. Nanjin lay there, as quiet as dead. She didn't understand how she could think of death so naturally at that moment, as if it was something that had been foreshadowed.

Nanjin opened his eyes in a daze. He knew that he hadn't fallen asleep because his blood sugar was too low.

"Bring me a glass of sugar water." Still dizzy when he stood up, Nanjin simply went back to bed and lay down. Aunt Hua followed closely behind, helped him cover the quilt, and asked worriedly: "Did you catch a cold? Do you want to call the doctor?" Come check it out?" Aunt Hua is afraid that he has eaten too little recently and his body has been damaged.

Nanjin raised the corner of his mouth to smile, but he didn't know if he could laugh: "Just let me sleep."

Aunt Hua sighed, and quickly brought in the sugar water, which was slightly hot to the mouth. Nan Jin sat up, barely drank half of it, and said, "Let's put it here, let it cool down, and I'll drink it later."

"I'll accompany you." Aunt Hua said.

"No, I'll just lie down." Nanjin said.

Aunt Hua thought well, even if she didn't call the doctor, she still had to call the doctor.

The white porcelain bowl was on his bedside table.

Within half an hour, Aunt Hua heard something going on upstairs and hurried upstairs to have a look.The door was locked, but Aunt Hua had the key.This villa is too big, and there are many rooms. Aunt Hua was anxious for a moment, and after searching for a long time, Nanjin shouted in the room: "Aunt Hua!"

Aunt Hua quickly responded, "Hey, I'm here! What's wrong?"

"I broke the bowl, it's okay..."

At this moment, Aunt Hua had already opened the door and went in. Nan Jin was sitting on the carpet with half-raised hands. The carpet was dark and wet, whether it was soaked in sugar water or blood.

Nanjin continued: "It's just a little injury on my hand, please help me get something to wrap it."

He behaved very calmly. Seeing that the base of his palm was cut in a mess, Aunt Hua was about to scream immediately, and hurriedly went to the medicine box to help him bandage. While disinfecting and wrapping Nanjin with gauze, she held her breath, Tears will flow.Nanjin comforted her: "It's just scary, it doesn't hurt."

Aunt Hua didn't say a word, and said, "Go to the hospital."

Nanjin looked up at Aunt Hua, his expression seemed to say "it's not that serious", but in fact he didn't say a word for a long while.

In the end, he just murmured: "I was just not careful...don't make Mu Xian worry."

So on the phone, Aunt Hua euphemistically said that Nanjin's wrist was cut by a piece of debris, but Nanjin had a previous record of suicide, and Geng Jie couldn't understand it better.

That was the saddest time in Nanjin. At that time, Nanqiao had just died——Nanjin was an orphan who had no one to rely on since he was a child. There was only such a sister who grew up with him in the orphanage. The two were dependent on each other.In order to make up for Nan Qiao's medical expenses, Nan Jin got into Geng Jie's bed by accident, but Nan Qiao still died.

When Nan Qiao just died, Nan Jin almost lost his mind. At that time, he was not yet twenty, which was the time when people liked him the most.Nanjin was beautiful in appearance and pure in temperament, crying alone in the ward.Geng Jie had never seen a person grieving like that, as if he could cry half his own life, and he saved him as soon as his heart softened.

At the beginning, Geng Jie placed him in a nursing home, raised a few people to take care of him, and invited the best psychiatrist to treat him, and took time to see him every few days.

After Nanjin's emotional breakdown, he was foolish all day long, but when he got better, he began to confront the medical staff, refusing to eat or drink.The doctor said that he had completely lost his will to survive and was determined to die.

At that time, Geng Jie had just received his grandfather's order to completely resolve this unspeakable affair, so he was going to leave Nanjin alone and just go to see him one last time, at least to give him an arrangement.Unexpectedly, when Nanjin attempted suicide, a group of medical staff surrounded him, and he himself was lying on the bed with a gloomy and numb expression. Only when Geng Jie came in, his eyeballs turned slightly, watching Geng Jie.

He recognizes himself.Geng Jie thought with a little surprise at the time.

The author says:

Ha, I'm so happy that I didn't save the manuscript(?)