The Records of the Library

【1】

Hello, He Ai.

Long time no see. Do you still remember that classmate who held an umbrella with you and said to tell you his name next time?

It's me, I'm sorry I didn't have the courage to tell the truth last time, but I'm actually two years older than you, and I'm in college now.Maybe you and I are close to fate after all, so I delayed until now to clarify to you.I learned that you have been promoted to Class [-], Grade [-], and I hope I will not offend you by writing to this address.

I don't know how you are doing now, is your academic life going well?If there are difficulties, maybe my experience of being a few years older can be of little help.

By the way, you can call me L.It's not that I'm not going to formally introduce myself on purpose, because if I get the chance, I'd like to answer this question in person with the same sincerity as you did when you asked it.

good luck

your friend L.

【2】

Hello, He Ai.

It has been two weeks since the last letter. Maybe you haven't received it yet, or you are too busy to take the time to reply me. I don't mean to blame you. Everything depends on your wishes.I'm writing because I don't want to cause an unsolved case because of missing a chance. I want to say that I'm fine after the last goodbye.You have to listen to everything when it hits the ground, so that your heart can fall back into your stomach. Writing a letter can be regarded as making up for the lack of my failure to answer your questions in time.

If these letters bother you, I will stop here.If you are willing to reply, it is not convenient to write a letter to communicate. I did not think carefully. I wrote the contact information on the back, and you can use them to get in touch with me.

good luck

your friend L.

When Lan Ting received a friend request during dinner time, his first reaction was not excitement, but astonishment, and the chopsticks fell to the ground with two clangs in astonishment.

Write in the application column: I am He Ai.

He said yes without hesitation, then bent down to pick up the chopsticks scattered in the corner.

He Ai: [Which university are you from? ]

Lan Ting also forgot to eat the meal, stared at the phone screen intently, and replied: [It is a big one. ]

He Ai: [666 Xueba]

He Ai: [Are you a liberal arts or science?How much knowledge do you remember from high school? ]

Lan Ting: [Humanities, about [-]% of them are remembered. ]

He Ai: [I have too much homework, can you help me with some geography questions? ]

He Ai: [Picture] [Picture]

Lan Ting: [No problem, let me take a look. ]

Lan Ting looked at the questions, and some of them were wrongly written. He corrected them, wrote the answers and detailed explanations on the draft paper and photographed them, and even downloaded the electronic teaching materials from the Internet, attaching the page numbers of the knowledge points.

Sent it but did not receive a reply, Lan Ting took out his mobile phone from time to time to see if he had missed the message, but He Ai only replied the next day: [It's all right!Our teacher is so perverted!Obviously we are science students, and we must get a score of 90 or more on the geography test, thanks to you]

Lan Ting was also happy, and before he had time to reply, he saw He Ai and said: "Otherwise, I'll take a picture of the paper first, and send me the answer after you finish it, is that okay?" ]

Lan Ting replied hesitantly: [Not too good?I'm not sure I can get 90 points either. ]

He Ai: [In short, it is better than mine. I will correct it according to your answer after I finish writing it.

He Ai: [Don't you want to see me punish you for copying papers? ]

He Ai: [It’s fine if you don’t help, but call yourself a friend]

Is he mad?Lan Ting was a little apprehensive.But what he said is also a way of learning. As long as you have self-control, at least it is better than copying the answers.

Lan Ting quickly replied: [It is possible, but you have to finish it yourself and then watch me, okay? ]

He Ai: [Don't worry]

He Ai: [Picture] [Picture]

Lan Ting finished sending it back and asked: [Have you been running recently?We have to run 3000 meters in the physical test recently, can you give me some exercise advice? ]

It took a long time for He Ai to reply: "Don't run away, I don't have any suggestions, just go to Baidu yourself." ]

Lan Ting asked: [Why did you give up?Is something wrong? ]

He Ai: [What's the matter, don't run if you don't want to run. ]

I was too anxious to ask.Lan Ting thought that maybe He Ai would feel uncomfortable, so he said instead: [Well, then concentrate on studying. ]

He Ai suddenly asked: [Why did you write to me? ]

Lan Ting thought about his words for a long time, and replied: [Because I don't want to lose contact with you, in fact, I can also find out your contact information, but that might be a bit presumptuous, so I wrote to you. ]

He Ai: [Oh, at first I thought it was a love letter. ]

He Ai: [Does anyone still write letters in this era? ]

He Ai: [Is it a love letter? ]

Lan Ting blushed immediately, and said hesitantly: "That may be it, I like you a little bit." ]

He Ai was silent for a long time.

Lan Ting boldly asked: [Do you often receive love letters? ]

He Ai: [Ha ha ha ha ha of course]

He Ai: [A few days ago I received a love letter from a girl]

Miss?Is it a beauty?Turns out he likes girls.Lan Ting felt discouraged, and felt that this was perfectly normal, and asked him: [Then do you like her? ]

He Ai: [Definitely not]

There is also a grimacing expression on the back.

Lan Ting breathed a sigh of relief.

He Ai continued: [Otherwise, why should I chat with you? ]

He Ai: [Of course I like you. ]

Lan Ting was stunned for a while, his face flushed red, he recovered after being asked by his roommate if he had a fever, and typed in disbelief: [Really? ]

He Ai: [If you don't believe me, forget it]

Lan Ting: [No, it's just too sudden, a little unreal]

He Ai: [Do you have a photo?I want to see]

Lan Ting: [Wait a minute. ]

Lan Ting flipped through the photo album, he doesn't take pictures often, most of them are with other people, or the age doesn't represent the current situation, he now regrets that he didn't usually take a few good-looking pictures.After picking and choosing, he finally chose a group photo of the dormitory during the military training period. He was wearing a neat off-road suit and looked quite energetic. He cut out himself and asked his roommates for their opinions. Send it with confidence.

He Ai: [Why so slow]

He Ai: [Damn it? ]

He Ai: [Is this you? ? ? ]

Lan Ting asked anxiously: [Yeah, what's wrong?Isn't it ugly to be tanned? ]

Three or five minutes later, He Ai replied: [No.This one is not clear enough, the hat is too low to see your face clearly. ]

Lan Tingxin said okay, it should be because his appearance didn't satisfy him, if he made it clear, he would be even more disappointed.

He replied: [I don't have any other photos, I will send them to you next time I have clear ones. ]

He Ai: [OK]

He Ai: [I do my homework and see you later]

Lan Ting: [Come on, goodbye. ]

The two of them could chat three times a week, and most of the time, Lan Ting finished the paper and handed it over, He Ai replied a few words, and then had to be busy with homework again.Although He Ai was not curious about his real identity and only kept the relationship online, Lan Ting still felt very happy and waited for He Ai to come to him every day with his mobile phone in his arms.

But as the days went by, He Ai came to him less and less often, Lan Ting expressed his understanding for this, and his studies were indeed quite heavy in his sophomore year of high school.After the unified examination of politics, history, geography and cities this semester is over, science students will no longer need to study the content of liberal arts. He deliberately dug out his previous notes on politics, history and geography, sorted them out according to the examination questions, and sent a message to He Ai: [Are you free recently? ?Is the UEC coming soon? I sorted out the liberal arts notes and want to hand them to you in person. ]

It took two days for He Ai to reply to him: [Next Friday after school is free]

Lan Ting: [Shall we make an appointment?'Youjianshuwu' at the front door of No. [-] Middle School, can we meet there?I'll wait for you there after school. ]

He Ai: [OK]

Lan Ting was full of anticipation to get ready for the meeting. The clothes and shoes were all newly bought. She also specially went to get a refreshing haircut. The lenses were also polished and polished without leaving the slightest mark.On Friday, he arrived at the meeting place two hours early, picked a table in the back and sat down, reading a book absently, while looking up at the door from time to time.

When he first sat down, his anxious mood was calmed down by time, but after a while, when the school bell rang, he became nervous again when he saw a large group of people leaving school outside the window. Let go.

He waited for a long time, but he couldn't find He Ai among the crowd.At this time, someone pushed the door open and came in noisily. Lan Ting saw five boys. When he entered the door, he looked left and right in the store to find something. Seeing him, he immediately put away his hippie smile, spoke in a low voice, and occasionally looked in his direction .

What's wrong with me?Lan Ting looked at his attire, there should be no problem.He no longer cared about those people, and sent a message to He Ai: [Have you finished school yet?I'm sitting by the window in the study, so come and find me here after school. ]

A mobile phone beeped in the store, and the boys played a few times, and finally sat down diagonally in front of Lan Ting, from an angle where he could see his face clearly.

Lan Ting waited for He Ai's reply, calmed down and looked out, feeling a little nostalgic for her high school life.When he turned his head, he noticed that the boys opposite him were a bit weird. They were obviously sitting across from each other, but they kept looking at their mobile phones and typing away.

There is a minimum consumption requirement for the seats in the store. The waiter came to take the order for them. They picked up their bags and left without saying anything.

Lan Ting continued to wait for He Ai to come to the appointment, and when there were only a few people left at the school gate, he did not see He Ai coming out.It was getting dark, and the waiter asked him if he would like some more cake dessert.

Lan Ting smiled and said, "No need, the person I'm waiting for should be here soon."

He sent another message to He Ai: [Where are you?Any delays? ]

He thought for a while, and then said: [If you really don't have time, I can leave the notes in the mail room. Remember to pick them up when you go to school on Monday. ]

The roommate also called, asking where he was, whether the evening electives were still in session, and whether he should sign in for him.

Lan Ting looked at the time, it was too late to rush back, so he had to thank them first.

After hanging up the phone, he found that He Ai had replied.

[No, I'm afraid of getting sick. ]

[Dead gay, no one wants to see your ugly face]

[Do sows drink soda? ]

[Stop harassing me. ]

He saw himself, but he didn't want to come out to see him.

Lan Ting's joyful expectation for a week was shattered in an instant. It seemed that there was a shower of rain on the top of the screen, and the water droplets fell on the screen, blurring the words, and the words were like knives, deeply digging into his heart.

He looked back at the previous chat records, and He Ai only had some ambiguous or even coaxing words, more of his wishful thinking, and he plunged into it passionately.He read one by one, deleted one by one, and deleted the last one. He wiped away his tears, as if everything went back as usual.

No one around him noticed that his changes were gradual. First he took off his glasses, his beautiful and energetic eyes were no longer hidden under the lenses, then his posture, he had to straighten his waist at all times, and then his expression , always calm and gentle, making people feel very comfortable.

All these subtle changes add up, Su Yisheng said, you are so different from before.

Everyone thought it was due to going to college, but only Lan Ting knew it wasn't.

When he felt that he had come out completely, the so-called fate refused to let him off easily. He Ai's name appeared in the dormitory as a new student, and dusty memories flooded him back to that afternoon.

No matter how much he changed, he was still the same Lan Ting who shed tears in the study.