bury my love with your smile

"All the books are here." Lian found all the books of "SAMNAMU" from the library and placed them in front of Bisen.

Bi Sen picked up the books Lian put in front of him, and flipped through them one by one.

"Where are you going, Bisen?"

"Go home." Bi Sen didn't answer more than that, and his eyes still stayed on the pile of books in front of him.

"Then I'll take you back. It's not convenient for you to take so many books back by yourself."

"no need."

If you don't want to have more relationship with a person, you just don't let the other person know more about yourself, so Bisen never tells outsiders his phone number or home address.

Bisen stacked the books on the table, and moved them out of the studio. Lian quickly ran up to help Bisen carry half of the books and said, "I'll take you downstairs and call a taxi."

There was no sound from the two people in the elevator, Bi Sen just held the book in his hand and stared in a daze, Lian stared at Bi Sen who was in a daze, unable to guess what was going on in his heart.Why did Bi Sen suddenly come to look for the books of "SAMNAMU", and all of them, for these books of his, he could even break the agreement with himself, and rushed to the publishing house to pick up the books without even eating.

After getting out of the car, Bisen took a lot of effort to move all the books back to the room. These books are nothing to ordinary people, but Bisen is always used to sitting quietly by himself. I don't like sports, so my physical strength is much worse than that of ordinary people.

What makes me so depressed The shadow of time flies like the wind

The figures in the waiting room are gradually disappearing, I get used to letting myself not care about it

Indulging is what I do The only one who knows the truth is not you

You got hurt when nothing happened

Behind you is full of your endless love, but the sun is far away on the edge

see through what it tells me, how long can you hold on

Obviously knowing that Ai Lang can't shine on the shadow of happiness on the opposite side

Indeed, if I had paid attention to the smiling face, it would not have disappeared

The smile will only be in the happiness on the other side

When Bi Sen came back to his senses again, he realized that he had been sitting at the desk reading a book all day, and now it was pitch black outside.It seems that only the "rustling" sound of Ye Hanyu cooking in the kitchen can be heard.Looking down at the book in his hand again, the story deviates from my own. My own story is due to the parting of others, while the story of "SAMNAMU" is indeed my own departure, which is exactly the opposite of Bisen's story.But despite this, Bisen still felt that the people in the story were very similar to himself. He had never read such a book, a book that could fully reflect his own mood.Because of this, these books are very important and meaningful to Bisen. When I read them when I feel sad, I always feel that there is someone who understands me better than myself to comfort me...

"Brother?" Ye Chenxuan walked to Bi Sen's door and asked.

"What's the matter, brother?" Bi Sen closed the book in his hand and turned to look at Ye Chenxuan at the door.

"I see you've been sitting all afternoon, are you reading a book?"

"En." Ye Chenxuan walked to Bisen's side, and glanced at the pile of books in Bisen's hand.

"So many, all bought?"

"No, I borrowed it from the publishing house."

"Big brother's publishing house?"

"kindness."

Ye Chenxuan picked up the book on the top and flipped through it.

"Brother, when did you change your pen name?" Bi Sen was startled by Ye Chenxuan's sudden words.

"I didn't change my pseudonym." Bi Sen hid his surprise with a smile.

"Oh, I thought you changed your pseudonym, I thought 'SAMNAMU' meant you."

"It's just a coincidence..."

"Is that so? I think this style is quite similar to yours, so I thought it was written by you... Bisen, do you know the author?"

"I don't know, what's the problem?"

"...The publication date of the book coincides with your birthday."

"What?!" Bisen had never paid attention to the small number at the back of the book. When Ye Chenxuan mentioned it, Bisen flipped through the remaining books on the table. There were three dates in each of the nine 25-format books. They are March [-]th in each of the three years.Three years... is when the story begins.Bi Sen frantically searched for the last book published by "SAMNAMU".

The last page: All the above stories are dedicated to my forever favorite Beesen, no matter where I am in the world, no matter what time, as long as my soul is alive, I will still love you till the end of the world.

Bi Sen slowly squatted on the ground without making a sound.

"Brother..." Ye Chenxuan felt really uncomfortable seeing Bi Sen like this. What he didn't expect was that since he was destined to love each other, he was destined to be able to hear each other's heart. The other's experiments and promises, although everything has come to naught , but as long as there is one day who is alive, he will guard for one more day.

Bi Sen hugged Ye Chenxuan in front of him tightly, finally the tears could not stop falling down, crying out loud might be able to vent the pain in his heart, only Bi Sen's painful cries were left in the silent night.Ye Chenxuan could only hug Bi Sen tightly, and now he could only comfort him in this way.

I don't know how long it took, but Bi Sen's voice seemed to have become hoarse from crying, and there was no heart-piercing cry, just sobbing non-stop.

"Brother." Ye Chenxuan stroked Bi Sen's head to comfort him. "It's okay, you can't cry, you know? Since he wrote this to you, he just wants you to be strong, don't cry, if he sees it, he will say that you are like a child, and you still cry when you are so big."

"En." Bi Sen replied sullenly.

I don't want to hear you say you're happy cause I know you're sad right now

Don't force yourself to smile in front of me I know your heart is crying

when can we drop that disguise we want to share it with you

Do you know that at this time we are secretly sad and crying for you

These memories are terrible to look back on and see if you escape from the terrible nightmare

Can you forget all the things in the past that make the world clear

When we saw you hurt, our hearts were all red

Everyone is far away from you, but tears can cover the earth

I pray that God will give us the opportunity to turn back time and space to the past

Go back to the carefree and happy past, discard your disappointed and sad eyes

I don't want your eyes to blur like a homeless child

Don't let the tears blind your eyes and remember our sincerity to you

There is only one sentence to convey to you

You are the eternal pain in my heart

is also my eternal love

Don't forget when you're sad

I will stand behind you and guard you

give you strength

The MV of Xingdi's latest single "Calling for the Reborn Soul" was played non-stop on the TV. The lyricist was sung.

Since that day, Bisen has gradually changed, although it is not obvious on the surface, but in the words he wrote, you can feel that a small place in Bisen's heart is emitting light, that is because of a word; a name; A word; a promise; a heart.Bisen's sunshine is just like this, a word, a name, nothing more.

"Brother, sister-in-law, it's time to get up." Bi Sen knocked on the doors of Ye Chenxuan and Ye Hanyu's rooms.

"Got it." Ye Chenxuan's lazy voice came from the room.Bi Sen smiled understandingly.

I don't know why I am in a particularly good mood today. I have never been so clear. Maybe it is because I have been reading "SAMNAMU" books for the past few days and released all the suppressed things in my heart.

After returning to the restaurant, Bi Sen finished drinking green tea and packed up his textbooks to go out when he saw Ye Chenxuan coming out of the room.Go to the table and pick up the food.

"Brother, when did cooking become so delicious?"

"Could it be that my cooking was unpalatable before?" Bi Sen approached Ye Chenxuan.

"No, I did a good job before, but I just feel that today's is special."

"It can be seen that you are in a good mood today."

Bi Sen smiled, it was a smile from the heart.

I remember "SAMNAMU" has a book called "KIOKHADA" (remember), there is a sentence in it: Baby, please remember, I was born for you, in my world, I live only for you, and I will always be in the world. Hugging you, always by your side, loving you with everything I have, I want to see your happy smile because of me...

"Maybe." Bi Sen gave Ye Chenxuan a bright smile again. "Brother, I went to class."

"Well, be careful on the road and watch the car."

"It's not a child who knows how to pull me."

Looking at the porch closed by Bi Sen, Ye Chenxuan smiled: Brother, when did you not look like a child, you will always be a child who needs protection in front of me, I am really happy to see you so happy brother.

Lin Sen, thank you for always loving my brother so much. Until the end, even though you have left, you are still the one who comforts him. I am really happy that my brother can be guarded by you so silently.

"Xuan? What are you doing standing there stupidly?" Ye Hanyu, who suddenly appeared, approached Ye Chenxuan and asked.

"Ah, no, I was thinking about him..."

"What, who do you want?!"

"No, you're thinking wrong, I'm thinking about Bisen and the others."

"What's wrong with Bi Sen?" Ye Hanyu walked to the dining table and asked while eating.

"It's about Lin Sen." b

When Ye Hanyu heard this name, he suddenly raised his head and looked at Ye Chenxuan in surprise: "What's wrong with Lin Sen?"

"I didn't expect that Lin Sen has been comforting Bi Sen until now."

"But Lin Sen is not..." Ye Hanyu did not continue.

"Well, but I didn't expect it to be like this. Isn't there a lot of books in Bisen's room, all of which were written by Lin Sen for him."

"what?!"

"From their encounter to the end."

"I didn't expect... Lin Sen didn't say anything to anyone."

"Maybe he thinks everything is preordained, maybe he believes that Bisen will find out one day."

"kindness……"

"I really hope that this time Lin Sen can completely cheer up Bi Sen, and I believe he can do it."

"I think so."

Bisen didn't see Xingdi until after school, presumably because he didn't come to school because of work.Although I am in a good mood today, but after leaving school, I really don't know where to go alone, and Bisen is afraid of being lonely after all.

"Beeson." Someone seemed to be calling him.

Bi Sen looked around, and finally landed on Lian not far away, watching Lian walking in front of him.

"Is Beeson free now?"

"kindness."

"The president said that I will take you to the art exhibition held today."

"Oh?"

"Will you go? That's what the president said."

"Well, let's go."

"Beeson continued to read the book of 'SAMNAMU' along the way. From the time he knew who 'SAMNAMU' was, his book became something that Bisen carried with him, just like a talisman, but it protected his. Heart.

"Beeson, you really like his books."

"Well, because...he is a very important person."

The moment Lian turned her head, she saw the happy smile on Bi Sen's face...

For the first time, I saw Bi Sen's expression like this.

"A very important person? Do you know Bisen?"

"right……"

"Oh." Lian didn't know that there was a strange feeling in his heart, which made him restless for no reason.

When we arrived at the gate of the exhibition, we happened to meet An Yimo.

"'Sister-in-law' why are you here?"

"How can I not be at the art exhibition held by your elder brother?"

"Brother did it?"

"Well, go in, he's waiting for you."

"Okay." An Yimo looked at Bi Sen and Lian who walked into the exhibition hall and smiled softly, but she was a little helpless.

"Brother." Seeing Harajuku Hitosuke Bisen standing not far away, he called.

"Brother, Lian, you are here."

"Brother, why do you suddenly want to hold an art exhibition?"

Harajuku Hitosuke didn't speak but smiled meaningfully.Open the closed door behind you.

"Today is the first day, just for you."

"Really? Brother, thank you."

"You're welcome, let's go in."

"En." Bisen stepped into the door excitedly...

The moment he entered, Bi Sen's footsteps stopped, his breathing seemed to stop, his heart also stopped beating, the air seemed to condense, and time stood still.Even Lian seemed to be shocked by such a scene, and was speechless for a while.

"Beeson..."

Bi Sen didn't respond to Lian, but suddenly turned his head to look at Harajuku Hitosuke.Harajuku Hitosuke seemed to understand Bi Sen's meaning, walked to Bi Sen's side, looked at the painting on the wall of the hall and said, "This is the last gift he asked me to give you."

Bi Sen frowned tightly, something in his eyes was fighting with his heart.

"Bi Sen...you can't cry, he doesn't want to see it." Harajuku Tongsuke hugged Bi Sen to hide his tears.

"En...en..." Bi Sen nodded, but the tears still fell uncontrollably.

Lian didn't know what to say at this time, the paintings hanging on the walls of the entire exhibition hall were Bisen and another person.The facial expression of Bi Sen in the painting is exactly the same as that of Bi Sen when he said "SAMNAMU".Lian walked in front of a painting, the author marked under the painting - SAMNAMU, the name of the entire exhibition is "YAKSOKHADA" (agreement).

Presumably the other person on the painting should be "SAMNAMU" himself. I didn't expect Bisen to know him, and the relationship with him... It turns out that Bisen always hides something in his heart. It really is the first time I saw him. The fleeting despair in his eyes.Unexpectedly, the person hidden in Bisen's heart has passed away, and Lian suddenly regrets that Bisen was jealous of the smile of "SAMNAMU" before. It kept circling in my mind, becoming more and more intense...