bury my love with your smile

That day Wei and Lian came to "Ye" very early, as if they were waiting for Bi Sen to appear, but what was placed on the tea table was not wine, but fruit juice.

Maybe they were afraid that they would do something to hurt Bisen again when they were drunk again.

A person who he pays attention to and likes unilaterally, if he is dragged into other people's world inexplicably, he will not feel very comfortable, but Bi Sen never seems to get angry with them, such Bi Sen makes them even more uncomfortable Have the heart to hurt.

That night they kept studying Bi Sen's story, which made Wei Helian feel particularly depressed and heavy.

What makes me so depressed The shadow of time flies like the wind

The figures in the waiting room are gradually disappearing, I get used to letting myself not care about it

Indulging is what I do The only one who knows the truth is not you

You got hurt when nothing happened

Behind you is full of your endless love, but the sun is far away on the edge

see through what it tells me, how long can you hold on

Obviously knowing that Ai Lang can't shine on the shadow of happiness on the opposite side

Indeed, if I had paid attention to the smiling face, it would not have disappeared

The smile will only be in the happiness on the other side

Lian took out a stack of things similar to pictures from the briefcase and put them in front of Wei.

"Sent to the publishing house today."

Wei picked up the picture in front of him, looked at it and said, "I can't really see anything other than sadness."

"It's the same with me. There is nothing too special about it, but I don't know why I just fell into it."

"Or because we don't know him?"

"Well, it can only be explained by this reason."

"Ah, Bisen is here." Wei suddenly noticed Bisen appearing in the corner.

Bi Sen was still sitting in the corner as usual, facing the notebook, with Ye Chenxuan and Ye Hanyu sitting next to him.

Bi Sen kept typing on the keyboard of his laptop, without any intention of raising his head. Ye Chenxuan and Ye Hanyu just sat quietly with him, looking at Bi Sen beside him with complicated expressions.

Because of the relationship between Ye Chenxuan and Ye Hanyuzai, Wei Helian didn't go to say hello to Bisen.

Ye Hanyu slowly turned his gaze from Bisen to Ye Chenxuan, frowning as if asking Ye Chenxuan what, Ye Chenxuan just shook his head helplessly, they all knew that as long as Bisen decided No one can change it, his will has always been firm.

Lian and Wei suddenly felt that there was something wrong with the atmosphere today, so they had to watch quietly, and kept staring at the notebook in front of Bisen. They really wanted to know what Bisen kept writing in the notebook, maybe they wanted to All the answers you need are here.

"I'll go get the wine." Ye Hanyu finally broke the silence.

"En." Ye Chenxuan answered very simply.

After Ye Hanyu left, Ye Chenxuan sat next to Bisen, patted Bisen's head as if comforting a child, and said, "Brother, is this okay?"

Hearing Ye Chenxuan's words, Bi Sen stopped his movements, turned his head to stare at Ye Chenxuan, and told Ye Chenxuan that Bi Sen's answer was "yes" with firm eyes.

"But, if you go on like this..."

"Brother, don't worry too much about me." Bi Sen interrupted Ye Chenxuan.

"How can you not worry me like this?" Bi Sen saw a trace of pain in Ye Chenxuan's eyes.I can only bow my head.

"Brother, I'm sorry." e

"Why are you apologizing?"

"Every time, every time I always do things that worry you."

"You don't want this yourself, don't you? But, this world always likes to play with people's fate like this, brother, can I not be sad to see you like this and I can't do anything for you? I look at you every day I always sit here quietly and write letters with this notebook. Do you know how disturbed Hanyu and I are? I don’t want to see you who are so quiet. The happy Bisen from the past is getting farther and farther away from us, and the quieter you are we The more restless you will be, the more worried that something will happen..."

"Brother, I'm sorry, there is nothing I can do. My elder brother told me to let me go with the flow. I have been trying my best to make myself like this, but there is still no way."

"Then promise brother, be good, do you hear me?"

"En..." Bi Sen smiled slightly at Ye Chenxuan, as if comforting Ye Chenxuan, and faced the screen again and tapped the keyboard.

"By the way, brother, I heard that Di has signed a contract with the record company?" Bi Sen said suddenly.

"Ah, yes, Di also worked very hard."

"Yo, why am I working so hard?" Xing Di suddenly appeared out of nowhere, followed by Cui Yuhan who was smiling.

"While talking about your signing with a record company, you just popped up."

"What just popped up, obviously you were hiding behind and eavesdropping." Cui Yuhan interjected.

"Hey kid, itchy skin? I see that the atmosphere is so tense and I don't want to disturb you. It happens to be about me. Of course I have to come out and make a cameo appearance."

"It's still a cameo, let's go."

"Yo, who should go aside?"

"Okay, sit down, the two of you are really arguing." Ye Chenxuan said angrily and amusedly to the two who appeared suddenly.

"Bi Sen..." Xing Di, who was sitting down, suddenly became serious.

"kindness?"

"smile."

Bi Sen was a little overwhelmed by Xing Di's sudden words, can he laugh now, should he laugh?

"Beeson... I don't want to see you like this."

"..." Bi Sen didn't know how to answer. Although he knew that everyone was doing it for his own good, did he really want to let them down in this way?

"Forget it, I can't help it..." Suddenly the surroundings became very quiet.

"Xingdi, Yuhan, come here." Ye Hanyu came over with a drink and broke the silence.

"Well, it's not long since I came here."

"By the way, Bisen, didn't you say you want to give the lyrics to Xingdi?" Ye Hanyu put down the wine and asked while drinking.

"Yeah, it's finished, show me." Xing Di said and ran towards Bi Sen.

"Hmm, wait a minute." As he spoke, he found the file in his notebook, and clicked on the file that said "Looking for Reincarnation".

Xingdi read it carefully and said "leave for a while" before leaving the seat.

Bi Sen closed the file and continued to write the letter Ye Chenxuan said.

Suddenly, the original music in the bar was turned off, and it seemed to be replaced with new music, which was a song that had never been heard before.

"I've been thinking about the past we had..." Bi Sen was stunned, and the voice belonged to Xing Di.

"But there is nothing. We have no past and no future. My dear, why didn't I discover my heart until after you left, why didn't I know your wish until after you left. Ask God to give me reincarnation I don’t want to miss the opportunity to lose you again, so I have the courage to look forward to the future and hope to meet you again. Everything is a sin intertwined with fate, making me ignore you who have always been by my side, always dreaming that one day, you Will suddenly appear in front of me, smile at me lovingly, just want to see you once, that ring bears, my eternal oath to you. Do you feel lonely after sleeping in hell? I can hardly support you , from the moment we understand, we are doomed to go to hell. At this time, I hope you will take me away. A world without you is worse than hell, because there is everything there. No memory or no future, I have long No chance, my ignorance made me lose the whole world. Please let me reincarnate with you forever, never forget you and never leave you again..." Listening to the lyrics written by himself, Bisen said, Listening to the sad tone, I really really want to cry. Bisen once told himself that he would never go back to read the things he wrote and drew, and always hoped that he could forget them after telling them. , but he can't, he can't forget a lot of things, and he can't forget, he's afraid that when he sees the past he wrote, he won't be able to hold back the tears, but the tears seem to be gone, the rest of the feeling It was as if something was piercing my heart constantly, it was very painful.

"Sen, this is what you wrote for your heart, and I sang for you, I hope you can be happy, although I know it's hard, but don't forget that you still have us." Xing Di walked to Bi Sen's Side said.

"Yes Sen, you still have us." Suddenly Harajuku Tongsuke's voice sounded, and everyone's eyes shifted to Harajuku Tongsuke and An Yimo who had just arrived.

"Di, you sing really well haha." An Yimo said to Xing Di, holding Harajuku Tongsuke's arm.

"Thank you, of course because Sen's words are good."

"Bi Sen, think about it, everyone loves you very much, and we will never leave you." Harajuku Hitomi said pointedly.

Bisen was silent for a while, then put on a smile and said to all the people in front of him, "En!" This smile is a happy smile from the heart. There are so many people who love me, and I should be content, and I can't hurt you because of one thing. All the people who love themselves, because why don't these people love themselves?Why not be happy for their own sake?

This day Lian came to "Ye" alone, and after everyone had left, only Bi Sen was left sitting in the previous position, did not continue to write anything, just arched his body, with his arms propped on his legs and straight Staring at the screen, motionless.

"Bi Sen." Suddenly someone pulled back Bi Sen's consciousness.The moment he raised his head, it seemed that something rushed out of Bi Sen's heart.The person in front of him had never observed him carefully before, but the moment he looked directly at him, his heart beat violently.Bi Sen turned his head in a panic, he didn't want the person in front of him to see his expression, and he didn't want people to know what he was thinking.

"Is there something wrong?" Bi Sen asked while closing the open documents one after another in the notebook.

Lian looked at Bisen's actions very curiously. He really wanted to know what was in Bisen's notebook, but this was Bisen's privacy after all, so it was not easy to find out.

"I want to ask if you are free tomorrow. I want to treat you to a meal and apologize for what happened before."

"I still have class tomorrow." Bi Sen replied lukewarmly.

"It's okay, I'll pick you up when you finish class."

"..." Bi Sen was silent, should he agree?When Bi Sen recalled the moment just now, he still couldn't calm down, he was a little surprised, a little flustered, and a little... scared.

"By the way, Sung is you, right?"

"Why do you know?" Bi Sen turned his head in surprise and stared at Lian who was sitting beside him at some time.

"It was your elder brother, my boss, who told me."

"Why did my brother tell you this?"

"Your elder brother said that I am not capable enough to test me now, so I used your book as a tool to test me. Although I don't know his intention yet, I read your picture book very seriously."

"Then what did you see?"

"Well, I just keep wondering whether your stories are what you think in your heart. Every author always likes to write his own wishes into his own stories or draw them into pictures, so I'm curious, Although I know it's not good, because we don't know each other well after all, and it's not good to inquire about other people's privacy."

"Then what do you think is on my mind?"

"It's sad and depressing."

"only these?"

"That's all I know right now."

"Really..." Bi Sen suddenly smiled, but Lian couldn't understand that Bi Sen's smile was just laughing at himself, and he still didn't know what Bi Sen was thinking.

"Tomorrow at 1:[-] noon, see you at the gate of Sangmyung University." Bi Sen still kept smiling.

"Okay! Come on time." Lian didn't expect Bi Sen to agree suddenly, and her joy was already written on her face.Perhaps it was because Lian saw Bi Sen's smile so bright for the first time, she suddenly had some doubts that Bi Sen's stories were just because of his creativity, and Bi Sen might not be as melancholy as she thought.

"By the way, Bisen, how did you create those stories? I often hear that people who engage in art are more emotional. Is it because of this reason that your stories seem so real?"

"Maybe." Lian didn't notice the flash of loneliness in Bi Sen's eyes.

"Ah, that's really the case. I thought you were really as described in your story. Now I'm finally relieved."

"why?"

"Because that's always scary, like you're fighting death all the time."

"Really, it turns out that it makes people feel this way, but I didn't realize it myself."

"Well, that's really worrying."

"Don't worry, I'm fine." Bi Sen turned around and comforted Lian with a smile.

"What do you like to eat, Bisen? I'll think of a place today so I can take you there tomorrow."

"Well...then take me to the KyoChon fried chicken restaurant in Gangnam."

"Ah, there, no problem. Bisen, do you like fried chicken?"

"Well, Xingdi and I both like it. In the past... I often bought it and ate it at home. I don't know why, but I always feel that eating fried chicken at home is very warm..."

"So this is ah……"

Bi Sen looked at the laptop screen, and what appeared in his mind were some very beautiful pictures in the past, but unfortunately, everything can't come back...