special monster shelter

"It's only been a short ten years since I came to this world, but I feel as if my whole life is as empty as if it's gone."

"There is a huge barrier between this world and me, my feelings cannot be conveyed, and when I look at the world, I just feel dull."

"I know I'm not good enough, but I will work hard, so can you love me more?"

Negative, full of negative energy, and even a little self-pitying.Such words are not uncommon.For many people who live an "optimistic and open-minded" life, such hypocrisy means too little homework and too comfortable a life.

But in fact, for the real depressed patients, such hypocrisy is their way of trying to break free from the emotional cage that binds them and send out a distress signal.

In the Internet age, there is too much information, either true or false.

"I'm not sick, I dare not talk in the chat group" has become a popular meme.

And when depression, bipolar, anxiety, and even heart disease have been exaggerated countless times, or they have been taken out as a fig leaf as a different person.Those who are really suffering have no longer dared to speak out.

I once did a survey on the Internet, showing words like this to about ten ordinary people, and asking them how they felt when they saw it.

"Students still have too little homework! What is there to be tired of going to school? If you really become a social animal, the old and the young will not be able to do what you want."

"Just moan without illness! I also wrote this sentence in the second phase of middle school."

"No, I really have goosebumps all over my body. Why do you beg others to love you more? Isn't it enough to love yourself?"

About six or seven people said that these are people who are inexperienced or too boring to write such words.

After all, life is already very busy, and there may be small twists and turns from time to time.But in the end it's not about living or reading novels.How come there are so many dying and living?

But in fact, the people who said these three sentences have all died in mass suicide cases.

Among them, the owner of the second sentence is bipolar disorder, and the remaining two people are both depressed.

This kind of investigation has made many people fall into silence.And those who once defined it and evaluated it as "hypocritical" were even more speechless.

Because, everyone understands that human life is a very fragile thing, but no one would have thought that it would be so fragile.

What is even more unexpected is that hidden behind such words is the most secret but also the most urgent desire for redemption.

But it was precisely this kind of real blood that finally made them realize the true horror of mass suicides.

With just a few words, a patient who desperately wanted to live was pushed into the abyss of death.

What's even more frightening is that they did the same thing intentionally or unintentionally!

Man is such a creature that does not shed tears without seeing the coffin.If you don't put the bloody cruelty in front of you, you will always be able to turn a blind eye.

In the face of the group leader, they can easily curse out "animal, don't die", but how can they ensure that when judging everything, they can understand everything first, And then express your own opinion?

For a while, many people fell into silence.

Perhaps, after the silence, when the case is calm, the guilty are brought to justice, and justice is restored, they will gradually forget these shocks and continue to point out the country unscrupulously in the land of freedom.

But that doesn't matter, the seeds have been planted, and someday flowers will bloom.

Yuan Mu flipped through the follow-up comments on the Internet, sighed, and turned off the phone.

Days must go on.The general environment will also get better and better.

Pushing open the bedroom door, Yuan Mu walked into the yard, and the fellow who delivered food every day had already driven a car to the gate of his small courtyard.

"Little boss! The food is here!"

"Okay." Yuan Mu responded, and went out to pick him up.

There are a lot of guests here today, and there are more than a dozen waves in total.Yuan Mu had to prepare early.

The main reason is that the door was delayed for two days due to the case of the black beast, which made all the old diners unable to hold back.

Especially Wang Qi, who didn't slip away, even said that he was going to cry in front of Yuan Mu's gate.The reason is that without spiritual food, his whole body is about to wither.

After all, they were old friends, and Yuan Mu couldn't laugh or cry, so he could only promise that the gang would step up their arrangements.

Because there were so many people, Yuan Mu simply made a big pot of stew.

Someone joked that there is nothing that the Northeast people can't cook in one pot!But so is the fact.

Fresh silver carp, soft rotten old tofu, a spoonful of bean paste into the pot, and the crispy corn tortilla baked on one side is the most delicious bite.

The common corn, eggplant, beans and potatoes are only paired with fat and thin pork belly, which is another delicious meal.

As for the characteristic sauerkraut, which is indispensable in Northeast cuisine, it is the most versatile and casual.It doesn't matter if you use pork ribs or stick bones, pork or pork liver and blood, as long as it is stained with oil and water, you can make people want to eat soup and water for a whole winter.

The fresh and salty braised pork is stewed with dried beans, the sweet and sour crispy pot-wrapped meat, and two or three plates of stir-fried vegetables are left over, which is enough to satisfy people.

Yuan Mu's plan is good, but there will always be troubles if he can't bear it.

On the kitchen stove, while Yuan Mu wasn't paying attention, Huang-mao Fat Jiu picked up a piece of fried crispy meat and ran away. Bai-mao Fat Jiu saw it and immediately jumped over to try to snatch it away.

Both are fat dumplings, rolled into a ball in minutes.As for the crispy meat, it naturally fell into Xiao Mujin's mouth.

Little Hibiscus hasn't grown much these days, but her hair has grown a lot.All round from head to toe.Coupled with a pair of clear big eyes, the cuteness suddenly exceeds the standard, and everyone who sees it wants to steal it home.

Not to mention the two fat chirps who knew it early in the morning, even the later Hua Piao couldn't help but want to hug it, just like the group pet of the small courtyard.

Now seeing how delicious the little hibiscus was, he couldn't help but extend his sinful hand to the plate of crispy meat next to Yuan Mu, trying to coax little hibiscus to eat a piece.

"You are really..." Yuan Mu could understand their feelings.

After all, "stealing" always has a different sense of happiness than eating in a fair manner.

Shaking his head, Yuan Mu simply handed them the whole plate of freshly fried crispy meat, "Go eat outside, don't burn it."

"Okay." Hua Piao took it directly, and then walked out with the three little ones.

Halfway through the walk, Yuan Mu faintly heard Huangmao Fat Jiu reminding him, "Hurry up and get back into the water after you finish eating. Someone will come later, and I have to beg you!"

"..." Hua Piao was speechless.

However, Yuan Mu couldn't help laughing when he heard it.

Many of the people who come to the small courtyard now come to see Hua Piao.I just don't know if they really lost their hair after they paid homage to Hua Piao.

After all, what Xie Zhi, the "magic beast" said, must not be too far off the mark.And before that, I had never heard of Bai Huapiao.So Yuan Mu was curious about the final result.

So, when Wang Qi came over, Yuan Mu couldn't help but look at the top of his head twice.But it was discovered that Wang Qi was wearing a hat which was rare.

"What are you doing?" Obviously sensitive to the gaze of others, Wang Qi immediately covered his head, "Don't talk! I know what you want to ask."

"I'm not bald, really not bald! Absolutely not bald!"

But the more it is emphasized, the more it illustrates the reality.

Yuan Mu suppressed his smile and didn't expose him, but Huang Mao Pangjiu flew over and landed on top of Wang Qi's head.

"Chirp, chirp, chirp!" What are you doing, show your baldness to the men.

"My little ancestor, calm down, I'm broadcasting live!"

"Ahhh! I'm really broadcasting live, don't take my hat away!" Unable to wrestle Huang Maochuo's fuss, Wang Qi finally revealed his head which he had been hiding and didn't want others to see.

In an instant, the whole kitchen became quiet.

How should I put it, in fact, it doesn't look like it's really bald, but it looks like the barber cut it badly.

The sideburns are of different lengths, and the top of the head is very thin, but the sides are blown outward.I didn't know how to evaluate it for a while.

"Jiuuuuuuuuuuuu!" Hahahahaha, I really like this silly look!Huang Mao Pangjiu laughed so hard that he almost rolled off Wang Qi's head.

Bai Mao Fat Jiu couldn't help laughing out loud, even the most healing little Hibiscus bent his eyes, which shows how ridiculous Wang Qi's appearance is.

As for the fans in Wang Qi's live broadcast room at this time, they all laughed to death.

"Hahahahaha, Wang Qiu has completely turned into Wang Bald Ball, worthy of the name."

"I can't do it anymore, the platform's top three ignorant anchors, Erha Xu Youcai originally reached the top, but now I announce that Wang Bald Ball has become the real king with his amazing hairstyle!"

"Oh my mom, my stomach hurts from laughing."

These "fake fans" who are afraid of chaos in the world!

Wang Qi's face was expressionless, and his heart was full of emptiness and desolation.

Yuan Mu thought for a while, patted him on the shoulder and comforted him, "Don't be too sad, it's quite individual."

Wang Qi: Where is your personality?

Yuan Mu: Is there no other person like you?

Wang Qi burst into tears immediately, isn't this nonsense!It's not that they are full and have nothing to do, who would make their hair like this.

Fortunately, Wang Qi was not the worst.Xu Youcai who came in behind was even more miserable than him.

That's right, Xu Youcai followed suit and worshiped Hua Piao.Coincidentally, he also recently cut his hair and met such a skilled teacher Tony.

If we say that Wang Qi's hair is in a domineering "concave" shape.Then Xu Youcai's head is like a "convex" character that is lonely and independent.

However, Xu Youcai came in without wearing a hat, and immediately stole all the attention from Wang Qi.

Huang Mao Pangjiu stared at his head in a daze for a long while, and only said a word.

"Chirp, chirp, chirp!" Fuck!It's so awesome, this guy is actually jumping on top of his head.

After Baimao Fat Jiu reacted, he immediately covered Xiao Mujin's eyes with his short wings, "Be good, baby, don't look at such dirty things, be careful to become blind."