The whole entertainment circle is my fan

Jing Tong cried again.

In the past two days, she seems to have shed all the tears for half of her life. If yesterday's tears were more about collapse and despair, then today's tears are more about venting and longing for redemption, and the person who can save her is Sheng. Miss.

The extreme contradiction and distorted heart put Jing Tong on the verge of collapse almost all the time. She could neither love nor hate others, and finally took this sin on herself.

Only when she feels that all this is the punishment she deserves, will she feel a moment of masochistic peace in her heart.

If there is no Ms. Sheng, maybe one day in the future, Jing Tong will really go to self-destruction in this kind of collapse. Fortunately, she met Ms. Sheng.

Miss Sheng, Miss Sheng.

What a smart and sensitive person Jing Tong is. When she first met Ms. Sheng, she could tell that this beautiful and indifferent person owed her all her heart, and she desperately wanted to make up for herself. .

As long as she still feels owed, she will never leave herself.

So why worry about the reason why she owes herself, knowing that someone will never abandon her and will always watch her is completely enough.

Maybe Jing Tong didn't realize it herself. At that time, she couldn't wait to grab Miss Sheng as if she saw a life-saving straw.

Seeing Jingtong's appearance on the verge of collapse, seeing her desperate past hidden under her bright smile, and seeing the worst situation of the person she cares about the most, at this time, Sheng Jinxiu suddenly felt that the past, she felt that she would never be able to do it for the rest of her life. It is not so difficult to say what has been said now.

Even if she is hated, she must be pulled out of the swamp of despair.

"There was one thing I never dared to tell you before." Sheng Jinxiu said softly, "Because you said you hated people lying to you the most... I'm afraid you'll never forgive me."

Jing Tong glanced at her, "Didn't tell me, it's not cheating."

Sheng Jinxiu said in a low voice, "To me, this is already a deception."

This smile is different from her previous calmness or sarcastic sarcasm, with a little bit of bitterness.

"You can see that when I first saw you, I felt guilty towards you..." Sheng Jinxiu gently wiped away the teardrops on the little girl's cheek with her fingers, "Then do you know why I feel guilty towards you? "

Jing Tong was leaning on the head of the raised hospital bed, her eyes were still red, and her voice was still crying, "My mother met you once before she retired from the entertainment industry, so you think she did it because she didn't want to spoil Miss Sheng. Did you resolutely break with Aunt Song because of your perfect family?"

"It's not just that." Sheng Jinxiu said softly: "Because your mother has experienced the worst evil in the world, for a long time, she can hardly see the so-called justice in her life, so she Deciding to be justice by herself... This is almost the only belief that keeps her alive."

Qin Wei can be said to be a saint who always practices justice, or she can be said to be a paranoid chasing absolute correctness. This kind of paranoia distorts her outlook on life and values, and strictly divides her life into two halves, right and wrong. correct.

It is conceivable that such an almost ascetic life is definitely not easy and pleasant, it is simply another hell of self-torture.

So, rather than saying that Qin Wei is a saint, it would be better to say that only by torturing herself like this can she feel that her life is correct and valuable.

However, in her paranoid and hopeless life, there were times when she was almost saved.

That was when Song Yunshu fell ill and was hospitalized.

Qin Wei may have really liked Song Yunshu. Qin Wei only had two options in his life, correct and incorrect. So after Song Yunshu's illness, he seemed to realize that there seemed to be another choice in his life.

But before she saw Sheng Jinxiu at that time, she first met Sheng Wenzhao, Sheng Jinxiu's father, in the Sheng family villa.

Judging from the bunch of illegitimate children and illegitimate children of this director Sheng today, his private life was quite complicated when he was young. After his business marriage with Song Yunshu, he didn't hide it even more, and he spent many years in the hot and romantic scene.

As for the matter related to Qin Wei, he finally had the courage to talk about it with his daughter because he realized that time was running out in the past two years.

The night Sheng Jinxiu saw Qin Wei, she went to Sheng's house, but Song Yunshu had already gone to the hospital, so she actually saw Sheng Wenzhao first that day.

Director Sheng had drunk some wine at the time, and when he saw Qin Wei coming over, he finally couldn't restrain some thoughts in his heart, "I probably know something about the matter between my wife and you."

Qin Wei was a little stunned at the time, "I'm very sorry..."

"Because of the relationship between the Sheng family and the Song family, it is absolutely impossible for Yun Shu and I to divorce."

The drunk man had a malicious smile on his face, "Of course, if you really want to be together, I have a way."

"You're all with me, everything will be fine soon, hahahaha..."

"In that case, you can do whatever you want."

Although the man was smiling, Qin Wei at that time could clearly feel that he was not joking.

He really had such an idea that made her goosebumps all over, and he really planned to put it into action.

In the dark life, it was rare for Qin Wei, who was ignited with a little light because of Song Yunshu, as if a basin of cold water had been poured on his head.

A tiny bit of flame was extinguished.

The distorted way of thinking once again gained the upper hand, Qin Wei really felt that he really couldn't step out of this correct line of defense, because once he crossed a little bit, the world would definitely return him even bigger mistakes.

Yes, absolutely.

Qin Wei, who has been upholding the correctness all her life, once again tilted the balance of life back to the original direction. She calmly rejected Sheng Wenzhao, then went to the hospital to draw a clear line with Song Yunshu, and then announced her withdrawal from the entertainment industry, and then went far south. What I heard later was the news of her death.

The world has never been gentle to Qin Wei, she has always insisted on being right, but the more she is like this, the more the world runs counter to her.

Jing Tong listened to everything silently, "Does Aunt Song know about this?"

Sheng Jinxiu nodded slightly, with a somewhat complicated look on her face, "Later she also knew, so she always felt sorry for you. At that time, she shouldn't have decided your fate on impulse."

The little girl smiled, "Auntie Song also has a share in the original capital of Xingyao Company?"

Sheng Jinxiu was a little surprised and nodded.

The original capital for the establishment and construction of Shining Star is roughly divided into two parts, a small part is a part of Qin Wei's inheritance from the past, and a large part comes from the Sheng family couple and Sheng Jinxiu.

Most of Qin Wei's inheritance has been donated to charitable organizations, and the rest is of course not enough to form Xingyao.

After Sheng Jinxiu finished speaking, she pursed her lips and lowered her head, "This is what I haven't told you all this time, I know I shouldn't ask you so much, but..."

She pursed her lips and lowered her head, "Don't leave me, okay..."

"It's really a complicated past of the previous generation..." The little girl was lying on the head of the bed, she scratched her head in distress, "Miss Sheng, you should know that I committed suicide by diving before?"

Sheng Jinxiu said: "...I know."

Jing Tong's expression carried a bit of reminiscence, "At that time, when I was rescued from the water, I was almost half unconscious. I could vaguely hear the sound of the water and the breathing of the person who rescued me ashore, but I saw I can't see what she looks like, no matter what..."

She paused, "Although I couldn't see clearly, I had a hunch at that time that the person who rescued me must be my mother. It's so strange. I had never seen her before...but I was so sure in my heart." Think it must be her."

Sheng Jinxiu raised her head and stared at the little girl with a faint smile on her face. At this moment, when she was talking about this, there was no despair on her face that was almost collapsed, nor was there that bright smile of nothingness on her face.

Everything is natural, flat and calm.

"But the village party secretary and the others told me that the person who saved me was actually my grandma, who tried her best to fish me out of the water." When he said this, Jing Tong's voice was somewhat Piao Miao, "It's probably been too long, I can't even remember who saved me."

She looked at Sheng Jinxiu, "Miss Sheng, who do you think saved me?"

Even though she was asking, she didn't seem to care about the answer anymore.

Sheng Jinxiu paused, "Whoever you want to be is whoever you want."

Jing Tong just laughed, "Miss Sheng still remembers what I said before, people who deceive me will never forgive her."

Sheng Jinxiu lowered her eyelashes, and nodded after a while, "Don't forgive me for the rest of your life, I deserve it."

Jing Tong waved to Sheng Jinxiu, "Miss Sheng, come here."

Sheng Jinxiu obediently stood beside the hospital bed.

"We've both concealed things from each other before, so it's evened out." Jing Tong said softly, "So, Miss Sheng, let's all forgive each other."

Suddenly, her heart was filled with indescribable warmth and soreness, Sheng Jinxiu suppressed the bitterness in her eyes back to the bottom of her heart.

She said, "What should I do?"

"You hug me."

Sheng Jinxiu bent down and hugged her.

"Miss Sheng."

Jing Tong held Sheng Jinxiu's face in his arms, and kissed her moist eye sockets lightly. The little girl looked at her lover's face like this, and suddenly laughed.

"This world is still very beautiful."

The author has something to say: emmmmm... Just like the matter of whether the person who rescued Jingtong was a grandma or a mother, the question of whether to let go of this matter is not the answer, but the choice.

In fact, the greatest pain before Tingting was that she could neither let go nor hate, but Miss Sheng made her feel that the world was somewhat beautiful.

This is a story of mutual redemption, which cannot be abused in three chapters.