The whole entertainment circle is my fan

After bringing Jing Tong back to Xingyuan Villa from Xiaqu Village, when Secretary Su saw the Party Secretary of Xiaqu Village again, the old man with a withered face was obviously a little uneasy at this moment.

He sat restlessly on the chair, and had many frightening guesses about the purpose of Secretary Su looking for him.

Obviously, it wasn't the strange surroundings that gave him such pressure.

This is a tea house in a city and county near the capital, Secretary Su invited him here to talk about today's affairs.

"I asked you to come here, the old man, just to talk about Jingtong's affairs."

The village party secretary immediately put down his teacup anxiously, "What's wrong with Xiao Tong? There is a computer installed in the village just now. I have seen her being scolded by others on the computer before? Does she want to stop being a star... No It’s okay to do it, we converted the money Xiaotong used to invest in Xiaqu Village into shares for her, and even if she doesn’t return to Xiaqu Village in the future, she can live a good life with these shares as dividends!”

The old party secretary doesn't understand the difference between computers and the Internet, and he doesn't understand that those tiny public opinions are commonplace for a star, but even if he doesn't understand anything, he has already prepared Jingtong's retreat in his own way.

Secretary Su froze for a moment, "That's not the case. I want to ask about Jing Tong's physical problems. Did she have any bad memories in the past?"

"Physical problems, bad memories..." The village party secretary muttered these words again, and stood up abruptly, "No, Xiao Tong has no problems, she is not sick, not mentally ill! She is just a child, the fault is I, it's us..."

Su Hui was a little surprised, and quickly stood up, "What did you say...?"

The village party secretary almost cried and fell to his knees in front of Secretary Su, "You should call the police...I knew it a long time ago, I knew it would be today."

Secretary Su hurriedly stepped aside and knelt down, and quickly helped him up, "What are you doing... Get up quickly, what happened back then?"

What happened to Jing Tong's mother back then, in fact, Sheng Jinxiu generally knew from his parents.

A person like Qin Wei has a beautiful appearance and elegant temperament. In the imagination of most people in the world, he should also have a tall, handsome, elegant and gentle husband, not a farmer in a mountain village.

She was kidnapped.

When Sheng Jinxiu heard about this from her mother, this normally strong woman was already so weak that she could hardly stand up. What is the emotion in my heart.

Although Xiaqu Village is not considered rich, it is not isolated from the world and deep in the mountains. In the past, there was no such custom of abducting women and children.

But Jing Tong's father, in order to find herbal medicine for his mother, that is, Jing Tong's grandmother, fell down from the mountain while digging up the mountain and broke his legs.

This fall, the future and the future are gone.

Since then, guilt has burned on Grandma Jingtong's heart like a branding iron. Seeing her son getting more and more depressed day by day, she gritted her teeth and handed over her life savings, which she planned to build a new house for her son, to the traffickers.

How Qin Wei was kidnapped is not very clear now, the only thing known is that she gave birth to a child a year later, and that child was Jing Tong.

After Jing Tong was born, Jing Tong's grandmother let Qin Wei go. She knelt on the ground and begged Qin Wei, who hadn't said a word since coming here, to scold her.

She asked Qin Wei to call the police, saying that she would please let her son and children go.

Qin Wei walked for a long time, until Jing Tong's father realized that his "wife" had disappeared. After committing suicide by drinking pesticide, Jing Tong's grandmother still couldn't wait for the police.

Qin Wei, who didn't call the police, whether she forgave them, or wanted these people to sink and struggle in a lifetime of guilt, her thoughts are now beyond her comprehension.

Grandma Jingtong, who was unable to wait for the police to arrive, almost lost all hope after her son's death. She told the village party secretary of all the ins and outs, and wanted to entrust Xiao Jingtong to him and surrender herself.

It was also at this time that the village party secretary discovered that in Xiaqu Village, someone had secretly hidden a woman at home, and now she had an extra child.

He stopped Jingtong's grandma and told her to raise the child first because there was no one to take care of the child.

Later, when Qin Wei came to the capital, she stumbled into the circle of group performances. Probably because some people were born suitable for this kind of rice, she gradually began to shine in group performances, and then she met Sheng Jinxiu's mother, Song Yunshu.

Their later partners were perfect, and several films they collaborated with won awards one after another, especially the last film "Broken Mountains and Rivers", which made the domestic film circle exaggeratedly praise that there were two rare geniuses in 50 years in China .

Not just acting skills, but also appearance, temperament, demeanor, the fusion of these indescribable things is the rare award in 50 years.

It would be smooth if they were good partners like this for the rest of their lives, but later Song Yunshu fell in love with Qin Wei, and this relationship would not end well from the beginning.

What kind of person is Qin Wei?

She is a saint who has come out of pain and suffering. Even a saint can't accurately describe her. It would be better to say that she is a righteous paranoid, a psychopath who was kidnapped by the right.

Because I have been completely hurt by sins, I have an incomparable desire for correctness and justice. If others cannot achieve this kind of correctness, then I will implement it myself.

In Qin Wei's eyes, probably this world is absurd, wrong and hopeless, and it is precisely because of this that she can never make mistakes.

Everyone else in the world can do wrong, but she can't, because if even she is wrong, then her survival is really meaningless.

Did Qin Wei like Song Yunshu back then?

Maybe she likes it, but it's wrong for her to destroy other people's families, so she can't tolerate herself who makes mistakes.

Sheng Jinxiu didn't know about the later things from her mother, but at this time, the information passed by Secretary Su clearly and cruelly revealed to her bit by bit, those things that she wanted to know but didn't dare to know. .

Xiao Jingtong grew up day by day, and under her grandma's doting, she became a bright and beautiful brat who was so naughty that he could almost go to heaven.

She led the children in the village to be mischievous every day. One day, after almost burning the back mountain, she thought that no matter what her grandma said this time, she would punish herself.

But still nothing.

Many years ago, Jingtong's grandma, she stood far away from the dilapidated house, under the silver moonlight and dim light, she didn't look at Jingtong, she cried so hard that her gray hair was messed up open.

"It's my sin...it's my sin, everything is my fault, I'm sorry for your mother, and I'm sorry for you..."

This scene later almost became the nightmare of Jing Tong's life.

Since then, Jing Tong has become serious about learning to be well-behaved and obedient, because she knows that grandma's kindness to her may not be due to love but guilt, and it is not her Jing Tong who makes her feel that she owes that person.

But why did grandma say she was sorry for Jing Tong's mother?Did grandma do something to offend my mother? Is it because of this that I haven't seen my mother since I was a child?

Jing Tong has been sad for several years because of this. At that time, she looked indifferent and isolated from the world because of this.

Children are much more sensitive than adults imagine.

indeed so.

Although only the village party secretary and grandma knew what happened back then, Jing Tong was a very smart person. She secretly got the key to her grandma's locked box, and saw her father's death certificate in it, as well as her grandma's confession document when she was about to surrender. .

Jing Tong was silent for a long time after reading these things. She lit the papers and burned them, and then went to Qianlongtan in the back mountain.

Because she has been going up and down the mountain with her friends since she was a child, she is actually very good at water, the kind of good water that can subconsciously float even if she is lying in the water.

So at that time, she tied her hands to death in a serious and calm manner, tied stones to her feet, and jumped into Qianlong Tan.

Later, when Jing Tong was rescued, some villagers saw her committing suicide by tying a stone, and wondered if she was mentally ill. , He said that Jing Tong was definitely not sick.

From then on, Jing Tong, who was as cold as ice, seemed to be in full bloom in spring. No one knew what kind of drastic changes she had experienced in her heart, but only knew that when the little girl smiled, she was really pretty.

The village party secretary was always worried that Jing Tong would get sick after knowing this, and felt that he had become one of the persecutors of her. Over the years, he felt relieved to see the head of a fan group turning into a flowery girl, On the other hand, I feel owed.

What he couldn't help but admit was that when he stopped Grandma Jingtong who wanted to surrender, he was worried that the children would be left unattended, and he didn't want such nasty things to happen in Xiaqu Village, which has always been upright.

Human beings are really complicated creatures that walk on both sides of good and evil, and it is precisely because good and evil are blurred and unclear, so there is also no way to separate one's love and hate clearly.

That's why Jing Tong is envious of Lu Qingcheng in "The Player".

"Lu Qingcheng? I actually envy her a lot, because she is very, very firm. Other people's good and evil loves and hates, and even her own good and evil loves and hates, these things can hardly affect her."

At that time, there was a bit of loneliness and a bit of complexity in her pretty smile.

Love is also chaotic, and hate is also chaotic.

Jing Tong, I really hate myself like this.