world without empathy

After being beaten up by that girl named Shi Yishu, I took a day off.

I locked myself in my room and didn't answer anyone's calls, ignored anyone, and I needed to sort out my mixed feelings without my grades being affected.

"Dong dong dong."

After hearing the knock on the door, I checked the time on my mobile phone, and it was only 10:30, not yet lunch break.I ignored the knock on the door decisively and covered myself with a quilt.

"Open the door."

Although it was separated by a door, I still recognized the voice, it was Shaonan.I shivered instinctively, not daring to make a sound.

After that, there was no sound from outside the door for a long time. I was relieved and put down the quilt again.At this time, the sound of the key turning the lock cylinder suddenly sounded, and the door was opened before I could react. I immediately covered my head with a quilt and pretended to be asleep.

Shaonan didn't say anything, and after a few minutes, she patted my shoulder and said, "It's time to eat."

I did not speak.

"sorry......"

I still didn't speak.

"Does it still hurt?"

...it doesn't hurt anymore.

"I... am I a jerk?"

So you know it yourself.

"Who told you to leave without saying a word."

What... what? !

"One month as agreed, and only two weeks have passed, and the people are gone."

......

"I don't cling to people very often."

......

"I didn't participate in the competition because I didn't want to compare with you."

......

"You may not remember that you told me your home address... I followed the address to find a nearby school with a girl with the same name and age. I'm lucky, and you will be in the second school."

......

"I think I like you, not like my friends."

......

"I don't know what you like to eat, so I packed some Kung Pao Chicken."

......

"Are...are you crying?" Shaonan looked at my trembling shoulders and asked me cautiously.

I tried hard not to make a sound, but I couldn't restrain my shoulders shaking with the loss of moisture.Shaonan stretched out her hand and gently hugged my body wrapped in the quilt, her hand was very warm, and her embrace was gentler than any time before, I said sullenly.

"I'm scared to see you holding grudges so much."

"You can try the feeling of finding someone for four years, it's so sour."

"I'm not lying. I walked so fast because my mother called suddenly at night and booked the bus ticket in the morning."

"Actually, you can see my door as soon as you open the door."

"Hey, I know I was wrong, can't I? I was beaten and scolded, and I was scolded. Can you stop holding grudges?"

"No."

I can't help but feel like crying.

"Let me kiss and I'll think about it."

"..."

I silently turned my head and closed my eyes, saying 'Come on! ' The funny Shaonan laughed 'puchi'.

She held my head in one hand and raised my chin with the other to kiss me, gently pried open my teeth with the tip of her tongue, teased my tongue and lips gently and skillfully, and put her hands on my chest in circles Knead.I don't know how long it took, she let go of my lips, and after seeing my blushing cheeks and slightly closed eyes, she whispered in my ear with a smile: "Have you not enjoyed enough? Have a meal?" Bar."

I blushed and said angrily, "So that's how you kissed Shi Yishu."

Shaonan said somewhat unnaturally: "Ahem, I will break up with her."

"No, lest someone come up and call me 'bitch' again."

"I'm sorry..." She lowered her head and looked like a child who was found out for doing something bad.

"Forget it, it's over, let's eat."

"Yeah." She took a piece of meat and stretched it out to me and said, "Ah~ Open your mouth~"

I opened my mouth cooperatively, um, the taste is a bit worse than Wei Qing's.Um......?Why did I suddenly think of Wei Qing at this moment?Shaking his head, he heard Shaonan say: "I haven't seen you for four years, and your breasts have grown a lot."

"puff!"

I spit out what I just ate intact, and at the same time I heard a 'bang', as if something hit the door.I turned around and saw that it was Wei Qing carrying a plastic bag, and inside the bag was a white foam lunch box.

"It seems that I was just worrying about it." Wei Qing seemed to be talking to me, but he stared straight at Shaonan.

Seeing her turn around and leave, I quickly chased after her.

Seeing Wei Qing leaving behind, Shaonan raised his hand and said lazily, "Go." Then he ate on his own, expressionless.

I hurried over and grabbed Wei Qing's arm and said, "Wei Qing, what's wrong with you."

This is the first time I've seen her show such an expression. She doesn't smile at all, like the ice in December, cold to the bone.I began to understand why she was always smiling before, because her non-smiling appearance made people afraid to approach the haze.

I took the bento in her hand and opened it to see that it was boiled fish fillets.

"Hmm~ It's delicious!" I opened my chopsticks and picked up a piece of meat and ate it right away.

Seeing that I was satisfied with eating, Wei Qing calmed down and sighed, "Let's find a place to sit and eat."

"Ok!"

In fact, Wei Qing herself couldn't explain why she was so angry just now, she only knew that she didn't like Shen Ru's roommate.Especially after seeing the two of them being so intimate, her emotion towards the girl named Shaonan changed from disliking to hating, or even jealousy.

Why doesn't she want to become like that girl, who can approach Shen Ru without fear and occupy Shen Ru's body and mind as she pleases.

However, it may be that to be friends is to be friends for the rest of your life. For the first time, she regrets that she knew Shen Ru too early.The way of approaching failure may be destined to face the result of failure. Although she is not reconciled, she does not have the courage to give it a go.Because she was afraid, afraid that she and Shen Ru would not be able to be friends at the moment when she told her sincerity.

Whether to take a daring gamble or settle for the next best thing, she may still need to think about this complicated subject for a while.Of course, she knew that the only thing she could do now was to try to keep that girl named Shao Nan away from Shen Ru.

However, what she didn't know was that Shaonan on the other side also had the same idea and had put it into action.

"Squat~little zombie squat~little zombie squat~squat again~little zombie~"

I was still eating fish seriously when I saw my phone ringing, I stopped swinging my chopsticks vigorously to stop the little zombies squatting around.

"Hey?"

"Shen Ru, your mother came to the dormitory to look for you."