Crazy attack log

Sunny September 5

I really want to see him.

But that group of people has already sent more people, it seems that they must catch me, there is no way, I have to leave this city for a while.

But I still really want to see him, at least to see him one last time before leaving.

The three models came out, and the allusion test failed.

He was called into the office by the old class, and the moment he took the grade slip, Dian Yu looked in a trance, and the old class looked at him very sadly: "Look at your grades, this is the worst exam you have ever taken." Bad one."

Dian Yu lowered his head and said nothing, in fact, he didn't know what to say.

"I have noticed that something is wrong with you recently, but I didn't expect it to be so serious!" Lao Ban said bitterly, "Look at your appearance, are you broken in love? You have repeatedly emphasized that you should not fall in love in the third year of high school! Now it's okay Don’t you? Do you know the pain? If you don’t know the severity, your love and karma will leave you!”

The allusion seemed unheard of, and he felt a little uncomfortable for failing the exam, but he couldn't concentrate.This week, Dianyu was in a trance. He accidentally scratched someone else's car when he was riding to school. He shouldn't have made such a mistake since he was riding a bike to school since elementary school. Fortunately, the other party's car was nothing. Luxury cars, Dianyu used his small coffers to settle this matter.

Here, the old class is still nagging: "I suggest you go to see the school psychologist during recess and let him guide you, maybe you will think about it earlier, allusion, don't go on like this There are only three or four weeks left before the college entrance examination! Next, the school will not deliberately keep you in school, and even give you a vacation for the exam! If you are not sober, you will be in danger during the college entrance examination !"

Dian Yu is in a daze, in fact he has been in this state for a while, and he can only react after a while and let out a "hmm", the old class who is always paying attention to him is very angry, but he can only sigh helplessly : "Go out, I will also notify your parents about this! Don't try to escape!"

Back in the class, Li Xiangyang leaned forward gossiping: "How is it? What does the old class want from you?"

"What else can I do?" Dian Yu seemed very absent-minded, "It's just studying and so on. The old class also said that I was broken in love and told my parents or something..."

"Hey!" Li Xiangyang took a deep breath, and shook Dian Yu's shoulders vigorously, "I just said that something is wrong with you recently! It turns out that you broke up with that border shepherd! Oh my god, are you still known by the old class? Tell the teacher!?"

Dian Yu was still in a trance, but Li Xiangyang shook his head back and forth and barely regained consciousness: "...What are you talking about? That's old Ban's guesswork, he can't possibly tell my parents about his guesswork... ..."

"How is it impossible? Our old class is such a granny! It will definitely be... No, this is not the point!" Li Xiangyang came to his senses and stared at his gay honey, "Why did you break up with your partner? You were not abusive and single Dogs? Why did you guys break up so well? What did you do..."

"I dumped him," Dian Yu interrupted him, as if thinking of something, his tone was a little indifferent, "Forget about him, the points are divided, there is nothing to talk about! Study hard and improve every day!"

"What you said... Tsk tsk," Li Xiangyang looked at him with his arms around his chest, "Then why are you still so out of your mind, can you be more chic?"

"What a ghost!" Dian Yu refuted him like this, but then said with a sense of surprise, "I also want to be more chic, but I still feel very uncomfortable..." As he spoke, his voice became inaudible .

"Then don't break up!" Li Xiangyang said based on the principle of persuading reconciliation but not breaking up, "You see, you still have old feelings for him, so let's just reconcile!"

"What do you know? Why do you say that!" Dian Yu immediately rebounded when he heard these words, as if spikes had sprung up all over his body, and the original fragility was wiped away, but he realized that the tone of his words was too bad Then, he pursed his lips and adjusted his tone, "You have no idea what he did, don't get involved in it anymore, I won't forgive him."

"This..." Li Xiangyang wanted to say something else, but after thinking about it, he closed his mouth and changed the subject, "Oh, it's more important to study, you are not in a good state now, so forget about him sooner."

Dian Yu nodded, and suddenly fell silent.

Dianyu has been silent all day long, as if he didn't know what to say, he did what he should do, he said what he should say, but it just made people feel very silent.

When school was over, Dian Yu still felt that gaze, and he looked at him eagerly.But instead of looking around like before, he rode towards home like an arrow.

What should be broken should be broken clearly.

When he got home, as expected, his parents and sisters were waiting for him in the living room. Before Dianyu could speak, Yaya straight to the point: "What's the matter with your grades?"

"I..." Dian Yu opened his mouth, but found that he seemed to have nothing to justify.

"This is your worst test ever!" Dian's father was also not satisfied with Dian Yu's performance, "It's less than a month before the college entrance examination, your current grades are very dangerous..."

"Don't always blame Xiaoyu!" Dian's father was interrupted by Dian's mother while talking, "Although I lost this time, according to metaphysics, the college entrance examination will reach a new height!"

Allegory and elegance and classic father: "..."

"...Maybe it's the college entrance examination coming soon, and I'm under too much pressure recently," Dian Yu said casually, "I'm more prone to daze recently, and my spirit is not very good."

"Being in a trance is not a good thing, it's easy to cause accidents!" When Dian's mother heard this, she suddenly became a little nervous, and turned around and began to blame the father and daughter beside her, "Xiao Yu is under so much pressure, you are still putting pressure on Xiao Yu?! This It's time to encourage him more and let him go out more to relax!"

Elegant and classic father: "..."

Dian's mother thought for a while and then said: "How about this? Mom will call your class teacher and ask you to take a leave of absence to go out and have fun? Maybe the mood will improve, the state will return, and the grades will improve."

When Dian's father heard this, he couldn't help but said, "Study hard is the right way! Why don't you ask for leave!" As he spoke, his voice became softer, obviously conquered by Dian's mother's stare.

"...No need," Dian Yu stopped, "No one else in the class asked for leave to relax, so I won't make this special case."

"I don't care! Just pretend that I'm in a bad mood, and I want my son to accompany me for a walk?" Dian's mother began to mess around, "Anyway, today is Thursday, and I'll give you a day off tomorrow, so you can relax for two days in a row! "

"Mom," Dian Yu glanced at the faces of his father and sister, looking a little helpless, "Tomorrow our teacher will give the test paper, it would be bad if we missed it."

Dian's mother glared at the opponents: "Then you don't do too much in the whole set of papers, or do you make a lot of careless mistakes?"

"...there are a lot of careless people." The allusion is unclear, "It has nothing to do with what we are talking about now, right?"

"Of course it has something to do with it! It's more reasonable to ask for leave if you don't have less. You fail the exam because you can't concentrate. Go out to play and relax and you will recover!" Dian's mother said confidently, "If you don't know how to do it, you can do it every week. Ask your classmates for self-study in the morning! The important thing for us now is to bring your energy back!"

Allusion: "..."

"Just listen to my mother and ask for a leave," Yaya suddenly agreed, "I have one thing in mind, take time to go to the hospital with me for a check-up in the next two days."

"??" Dian Yu was a little confused, "What test? I'm not sick."

"Have you forgotten your body?" Yaya secretly reminded, but the air suddenly became quiet.

Dian Yu was taken aback for a moment, and looked up as if thinking of something, and saw Dian's mother looking at Dian Yu's eyes hesitating to speak, as if sad or regretful, while Dian's father lowered his head and said nothing, as if he wanted to twitch. The melancholy of a cigarette.

It seems they forgot too.Dian Yu thinks that he has treated himself as a boy for so many years, and so have his parents, and his sister, always remembering her responsibility, wants to turn her brother back to the path of normal people.

Normal people, but this word reminds Dian Yu of Bian Mu.He can't be like him, he wants to return to a normal life, he still has a family who loves him, and he can't lose everything Dianyu has because of a border shepherd.

Thinking of Dian Yu in this way, the originally blocked thinking became clearer, and the confusion in his head began to hide in the corner of his memory as if he was afraid of the sun. When he thought about Bian Mu again, the emotions in his heart also changed. Not so strong anymore.

It seems that I am not sad.

These days, because Dian Yu wanted to avoid the pain, he tried hard not to think about Bian Mu, and let his head become chaotic, as if he could forget this person and no longer be sad, but the pain was hidden in the veins. The throbbing hurt, but he lied to himself that it didn't hurt at all.

Now, Dianyu thinks about it a little bit, love is not the greatest in the world, he still has family and friendship, and he wants to return to the life of ordinary people.

Border Shepherd is just a memory, it can be kept deep in the memory, and it can be left alone when it is not necessary.

There is nothing better than forgetfulness, the antidote to pain.

After eating supper, Dian Yu returned to the room. He lay down and played with his mobile phone for a while, then stood up suddenly, walked to the window, and deleted the messages sent by those unknown numbers one by one, leaving only the phone number given to him by Bian Mu. Sent him a message -

"I didn't reply before, but now I reply together. I want to delete your mobile phone number, and I will forget you."

There was silence for a while, then came back and said, "I want to see you."

Dian Yu didn't reply to him, but looked up out of the window, as if looking for something, then suddenly paused, and looked towards a dark corner.

"You have seen it."

Dian Yu replied that he deleted the number, left the window, even locked the window firmly, and drew the curtains.

The phone flashed, Dian Yu looked down, and the number that was no longer signed replied: "I will come back to find you again."

Dian Yu pursed his lips and stared at the message, and finally pressed the delete button.