Crazy attack log

The first day I left you, I miss you

cloudy on October 5

I kind of regret not taking him away, it's hard, it's hard to leave him.

Even though he says he hates me, I still love him and I miss him crazily within 24 hours of leaving him.

Miss his smile, miss his breath, miss his tenderness, miss playing with him, miss everything about him, miss every minute and every second with him.

I never thought I loved him so much, missing him is driving me crazy.

I just want to get back to him, and God can't stop me.

Today is also an ordinary day for a senior high school student, but Dian Yu's mood cannot be calmed. He may never forget what he has experienced in the past week or so, but the most frightening thing is not this, the frightening thing is the loss in Dian Yu's heart .

He didn't really hate that person, he habitually looked outside the door during his lunch break, Dian Yu suddenly came to his senses, what was he expecting?The rapist?Does he have Stockholm Syndrome?

He wanted to get rid of that idea and force himself to do the problem, but he couldn't continue after writing two steps with the nib of the pen; he took out a blank paper to draw, and drew a male face while drawing, allusively surprised , vigorously painted out the face that hadn't been painted with facial features; he forced himself to think about some unimportant things, but why would that face pop up in his mind, would he die?

Let that person die!This issue has nothing to do with him, Dian Yu advised himself, but he kept thinking about this matter in his mind.

Why would you want to?Why would you want to?Dian Yu hates his soft heart!Yesterday he wanted to sever ties with Bian Mu, so he made that call, but the call was fake, Dianyu didn't have Sun Liancheng's business card at all.

He was forcing Bian Mu to leave quickly, he didn't want to see this person again, but he still couldn't bear to see him die in front of him, but because Sun Liancheng arrived in time, the lie was confirmed, so why should he feel lost ?

Falling in love is real, wanting to break up is real, thinking about it is real, and pain is even more real.It turns out that no matter how clearly he resists and loathes psychologically, his subconscious mind will still express his true feelings frankly.It's hard, really hard.

Dian Yu took a deep breath, threw away the pen in his hand and prepared to go to bed, he was really tired of the Bian Mu constantly appearing in his head, maybe he would only find peace for a while in his sleep.

But wanting tranquility is not that simple. Just as Dian Yu was lying on the table, someone patted his shoulder, and Li Xiangyang came to harass him again: "What's the matter? Are you so restless?"

"Are you annoying?" Dian Yu realized what was wrong as soon as he spoke, he opened his mouth and said, "...Sorry, I'm in a bad mood recently."

"You bastard!" Li Xiangyang wanted to pat Dian Yu's head, but was blocked by his backhand, "What's wrong with you recently? You asked me what I would do if I made you angry yesterday, it's too strange!"

"...Really?" Dian Yu realized that this might be what Bian Mu asked when he pretended to be him, and he repeated, "I ask you, what do you do if you make me angry?"

"That's right!" Li Xiangyang recounted yesterday's conversation again, "To be honest, we two, Xiao Ling, have no good results together."

Dian Yu's mood was a bit complicated, he didn't expect Bian Mu to ask this question, but it won't help the matter if he said it now.

On the other hand, Bian Mu was also in pain.

Originally, he just wanted to hide from the limelight somewhere in this city, but the eyeliners of the Demon Hunting Association are all over the city, and they have special skills to find a trace of his breath, Bian Mu changed his form and hid in the city In the corner, leaving breaths everywhere to confuse their sight, but the amount of work is huge, and there are so many people on the other side, he will not be found for a while, but it is difficult to get rid of them.

In fact, there is another way, which is to escape to other provinces or even overseas like Mu Xuehan, to hide from the limelight.Bian Mu originally thought that something unexpected happened to Mu Xuehan, but after a phone call, she found out that she had gone to Hawaii to avoid the limelight. She was very embarrassed when she fled, but after changing a few identities and going overseas, she felt at ease. Many, there are many monsters like her overseas, not just shapeshifters, they all blend in the crowd like a fish in water.

Of course, the number of demon hunting associations abroad is also large, but it seems that demon hunters and monsters have reached some kind of agreement, and the siege and hunting like this in China has basically never happened.

But Bian Mu was reluctant to leave, he didn't want to leave Dianyu, he wanted to see him very much after less than a day away, probably because he had a premonition in his heart that they might be separated for a long time.

Bian Mu couldn't hold back his thoughts at noon, and quietly hitched a ride past the school, only to find that there were quite a few eyeliners from the Demon Hunting Association there. And after three days of torture, he held back again.

Wandering around until Dian Yu finished school, Bian Mu stood quietly somewhere outside the school, seeing his sweetheart wearing earphones with a gloomy expression, and riding a bicycle out of the school gate.

But for some reason, he seemed to slow down, looked somewhere, and then sped up and galloped away.

Bian Mu felt a little comforted and a little sour in his heart. His sweetheart did feel his existence, but why... he left so quickly, as if fleeing.

When Dian Yu returned home, the house was brightly lit, his heart warmed, and he remembered what happened yesterday.Seeing him come back like that last night, Ya Ya didn't behave wrongly, probably because he was completely brainwashed by the border shepherd, he was a little bit disappointed in his anger, and he didn't know what happened to him at all.

When he entered the living room pensively, he suddenly realized that something was wrong. Normally, Yaya would only leave him a light in the entrance hall at night, but now all the lights in the room are turned on.

Dian Yu called out tentatively: "Sister?"

Yaya came out of the kitchen: "It's just in time, come in quickly, there is supper."

Dianyu entered the kitchen without hesitation, and two fireworks bloomed above his head, and a pair of excited men and women rang out: "surprise!"

Dian Yu was taken aback, and said in surprise, "Parents? Are you back?"

"Of course! Do you want Mom?" Dian's mother stepped forward and rubbed her son's face habitually, "Mom and Dad brought you gifts! But let's not talk about that, let's eat first!"

"You have the college entrance examination in one month, can you not come back!" Dian's father sat at the dining table and drank the soup in the bowl, "I heard that you are about to pass the exam, take the exam! This score is before the college entrance examination, the template !"

"Why did you drink it first?! This is for your son!" Dian's mother knocked Dian's father's hand off at once, turned her head and smiled at Dian Yu, "Don't listen to your father's nonsense, you just need to study hard and try your best. Just do your best, Mom and Dad won't put pressure on you casually!"

"Speaking of..." Dian's mother looked out of the kitchen, and whispered in Dian Yu's ear, "Have you found out that your sister has any good friends of the opposite sex? With her personality, she will have to move back within two days." Her apartment is gone, and it will be even more difficult for us to know if your sister will find someone, so sad, why is your sister so big and still a single dog?"

Elegance who just entered the kitchen: "..."

She pretended not to hear and said, "What are you doing with fireworks? It's dirty the floor again. I'll get the robot vacuum over here."

Dian Yu also said helplessly: "Mom, I'm so busy in my third year of high school that I didn't find anything. Don't push me, falling in love is not that simple."

Dian's mother didn't know which nerve was touched, she looked straight at Dian Yu and said, "So...you have experience?"

Allusion: "..." It's amazing, it can be noticed like this.

Dian's father: "...I don't agree with you falling in love now, you can talk about it after you go to college."

Dian Yu deliberately twitched the corner of his mouth, and said with a black line: "How can I, what kind of love am I talking about? What experience do I have? I have to study hard and focus on the key points!" After finishing speaking, he focused all his attention on the delicious food Come on—this supper is really rich.

After returning to the room, Dian Yu lay on the bed to digest food. The return of his parents diluted his negative emotions, but when he was alone in the room, it might be an illusion, Bian Mu's breath came over his face, He felt like he couldn't breathe.

Dian Yu got up and opened the window to ventilate. When he stood in front of the window and looked at the scenery outside, he was in a daze. Dian Yu shook his head vigorously and went to the bathroom. He wanted to take a shower to calm his mind.

When he was lying on the bed, his head was also groggy, but he was a little insomniac and couldn't sleep. It was also like this last night. Dian Yu wondered if he slept too much a few days ago, but hid in the bed and was alone quietly. Sometimes, I always touch my side unconsciously, but there is nothing.

Dian Yu was startled by his subconscious actions, he hurriedly got out of bed and took back the sailor girl's body pillow, he lay on his side on the bed, his legs were sandwiched between the pillow and hugged tightly, as if having it could eliminate the previous All traces, but the moment I closed my eyes, that face still appeared in my mind, like a shadow.

Dian Yu tossed and turned for a long time, it was really painful to sleep but couldn't sleep, he was in a daze and suddenly felt that the body pillow in his arms was taken away, and a warm body was pressed against it... Dian Yu suddenly opened his eyes in surprise Only after looking at her did she realize that the pillow in her arms was still fine, it was just a hysterical dream.

The wind was blowing outside the window, and the curtains were blown up high, as if to say something, Dian Yu also noticed something, but he got up and closed the window pretending to be calm, not daring to take a second look out of the window.

The person not far away looked at the closed window with nostalgia, as if the figure of his sweetheart would appear there again, but the good times didn't last long, and within a few minutes someone suddenly appeared under the dim street lamp, turned his head and shouted to the companion behind him Said: "I have a hunch, he is nearby, it is right for us to guard here!"

Bian Mu, who was hunted down, took one last look at the window, and left quickly without any hesitation.

The author has something to say:

It's a bit Calvin, it took a little longer

Thanks to Lan Xuan for throwing mines!Thanks for the nutrient solution of truncated oak tree +5 and small building seed +1!I just saw it two days ago, ashamed