long thoughts

Later, Cai Yujing went home alone, and after a few days of school suspension, he returned to school to attend classes as usual.It’s just that I haven’t seen Zheng Kexin in the past few days. At first I thought Zheng Kexin was avoiding us. Later, Liao Hua told me that Zheng Kexin had transferred to another school.

I asked Cai Yujing if he knew about this, but he just nodded his head, unable to tell if he knew.At first I was always worried that Cai Yujing would give up on himself, but it turned out that he was not so weak, he continued to laugh and laugh in class as usual, and even got better grades.That's it, I think.

After the third year of junior high school, we changed the campus, from the sub-campus of the first and second year of junior high school to the main campus to prepare for the sprint of the senior high school entrance examination for the third year of junior high school.Teacher Liu no longer served as our head teacher, nor did she stay as a class teacher. That incident made the dean have a lot of opinions on her, and she was assigned to teach freshmen in the branch campus.

The new teacher and the new environment did not have much impact on us, and the freshness was quickly worn away by the endless homework.Suddenly one day, Cai Yujing said to me:

"Xu Changnian, I'm in love."

I was surprised, and at the same time there was a slight sourness.Since Zheng Kexin left, Cai Yujing has never accepted other girls' confessions or hints. Everyone thinks that he can't forget Zheng Kexin, and I am no exception.I also once wondered whether Cai Yujing would wait hard for this, but I didn't expect him to start a new relationship so soon.However, Cai Yujing must have completely let go and walked out. In this case, I am also happy for him from the bottom of my heart.

Of course, he had to put on a show first, and only after a few words of scolding was not enough to talk about, he also dealt with it with a playful smile.Finally I said, "Bring me some time to meet you?"

Cai Yujing was unnatural for a moment, but he quickly came to his senses and replied softly, "Okay."

……

On the weekend, Cai Yujing asked me out, I kind of guessed that he was bringing someone, so I gladly went to the appointment.After meeting, I was even more surprised. The girls only looked pretty, not too pretty.Moreover, she was very nervous the whole time, stuttered a bit when speaking, blushed extremely, and looked a little obedient and cute.

There are so many beautiful girls chasing Cai Yujing, probably they would never have thought that Cai Yujing prefers the inside. My evaluation of Cai Yujing has quietly raised another level, although it was already very high.

Cai Yujing was very gentle to her, seeing her nervous, he kept telling jokes, until the girl finally couldn't help laughing, Cai Yujing gently hugged her and laughed together.But I finally realized something was wrong, I knew why Cai Yujing was with girls: the way she smiled was somewhat similar to Zheng Kexin.

Time divides people into two types. One type loses vigor and enthusiasm in the infiltration, and is willing to let go of the past and move forward lightly; the other type fades away the obscurity and obsession in the cleansing, revealing the original persistent heart, becoming more paranoid and heavy .

I thought Cai Yujing was the first type, but I didn't expect him to be the second type.He silently buried the scars in his heart, ignored them, and refused to be treated by others. He allowed the pain to take root in his heart, nourished it, took root and sprouted, and bloomed extraordinarily beautiful flowers.Those who were attracted by the flower wanted to pick it off, but were stung by the dense blood of the flower, even so, they were not willing to let go.

I tried my best to talk to Cai Yujing, trying to imitate his nonchalant appearance, but maybe I wasn't very good at it, so Cai Yujing could still see it.After seeing off the girls, we found a place to sit down and talk again.

"You're treating her unfairly." I looked at Cai Yujing with a tone full of disapproval and accusation.

Cai Yujing lowered her head and played with the spoon, "I know, but I can't help it. Seeing her smile, I feel like I'm still with Zheng Kexin. There's nothing to worry about, we can see each other, talk every day, and be together every day."

"But she's not Zheng Kexin! Did you watch too many TV dramas and still find a substitute? Have you considered her feelings?" I unconsciously raised my voice, only thinking that this matter was ridiculous.

"Xu Changnian, calm down and listen to me." Cai Yujing sighed, "I admit that I was wrong to start chasing her. I took her for Zheng Kexin. After getting to know her, I found that they are completely different. I was looking for some steps to give up slowly. , but after getting along for a long time, it seems that I really fell in love with it..."

I guessed the beginning, but didn't guess the ending, what a bloody script.No wonder it is said that art comes from life, and my predecessors do not deceive me.I suppressed the slight sourness in my heart, "I think you should clarify this matter with her in advance, in case she finds out later, it will be difficult to explain." This matter is too complicated, and I can't control it.

Cai Yujing wailed and covered his face, lay down on the sofa listlessly, and replied depressedly: "How can I tell, do you want me to tell her that I chased you because you look like my ex-girlfriend? It will be broken every minute." Rhythm."

I sneered, "You deserve it, I've just said so much, what you do is up to you." Hearing this, Cai Yujing waved to me to show that he knew, but his face still looked distressed.

Although I'm leaving my words here, I still have some doubts about Cai Yujing's remarks.At this moment, he is like an actor walking on a tightrope. Halfway through the performance, there is no way to retreat, so he can only concentrate on the moment.

If you are not careful, you will be smashed to pieces.

And I can only be a spectator, no matter how anxious and worried it is, it will not help.

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QAQ If you sell cute, will there be comments? I hope someone can comment on the bad writing. Wow, I will work hard QAQ

Changed the title, I originally wanted to have a new life, but I felt that it was easy to cause misunderstanding, so I changed it