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Smelling the smell of disinfectant, I opened my eyes, stared at the ceiling, and then slowly realized——

It turns out I'm not dead yet.

My wrist has been bandaged, and the medical facility is delivering blood to me. Looking around the room, I found that I have no patients, and this ward looks very high-end.

The sound of the door opening was particularly abrupt in the silent room. I saw Kanrui walking in with a plaster cast in one hand and food in the other. His right eye was covered with gauze, and bruises were faintly visible.

His eyes met mine, and both of them were in a daze for a moment, but after that moment, he walked to my bed, put the food on the side cabinet, and said calmly: "You're awake."

"What's wrong with your injuries?" I asked him.

Kanrui looked at me wordlessly, obviously not wanting to answer.

"How did you find me?" I asked him.

"On the third day after you disappeared, I started following A Leimin." He said very briefly, but let me quickly guess the cause and effect.

"Your injury was caused by fighting with Alemin." I asked him.

I got his silence again, but I don't need to answer, I already know the answer.

"...How do you feel now?" Kanrui's face was expressionless, and his tone was as steady as ever, but it was reassuring.

I bent my lips and smiled: "Not sure."

"Why did you do that?" Kan Rui frowned this time, and his tone was urgent.

I know what he's talking about.

I looked down at my wrist, not knowing what mood I was in, but actually... I wasn't that desperate, more of it, it didn't matter.

"I don't know," I said.

"Have you considered our feelings!" Kan Rui's question made me at a loss.

I kind of knew who he was referring to by "we"—those who really cared about me, and then I thought of Eli, which shouldn't be in that category.

"I want to stay for a few more days for you, but I really don't want to have that operation." I said softly.The voice seemed weak, as if the experience of those few days had exhausted all my strength.

"What surgery? What does that guy A Leimin want to do?" Kan Rui suddenly grabbed my bed sheet, and when he mentioned A Lei Min, Kan Rui showed unabashed disgust.

"Ah... so you don't know." I said.

"Answer me Ke Yao." Kanrui said slowly.

Just as I was about to speak, the sound of footsteps entering the room stopped me. It was A Leimin.

He stared at me blankly, as if it was a miracle that I was still alive. There were obvious bruises on the corner of his mouth, which should have been done together with Kan Rui's injury. I didn't want to look at him, let alone face it. Him, talk to him.

Kanrui turned his head and stared at A Leimin, then he stood up and told me: "I'm going first, come back next time."

Kanrui and A Leimin staggered without communicating.Obviously, the two of them dislike each other, but it seems that they have agreed silently-not to fight, not to fight here.

Kanry closed the door behind him as he left.

A Leimin sat by my bed, looked at me, and didn't speak for a long time, and I also looked at him, feeling unexpectedly calm in my heart.

After a while, he said stiffly, "...I'm sorry."

I want to laugh, how difficult it is to force this sorry from Alemin.

As if waiting for my reaction, he looked at me, then avoided my gaze, and it seemed to be difficult for him to say something that didn't hurt: "...why don't you talk?" he asked me.

"I don't want to say." What else can I say.

"...do you hate me?" he asked.

I felt like I heard a joke: "So what if you hate or don't hate? Do you care about any other people's feelings?"

The atmosphere condensed into a thick depression again.

A Leimin gave me an angry look, but he seemed to be hurt by my words.

But he didn't stab me with words again, "If I didn't care about your feelings, what would I do?" He just asked me back.

"Forget it." I closed my eyes.I don't want to communicate with him anymore, "I want to sleep."

"Ke Yao, forgive me." A Leimin's voice was choked with sobs.

I didn't speak any more.

"Ke Yao!" He was like a child who made trouble for no reason but wanted to win forgiveness.

"Ke Yao, I love you." I felt his body cover the light on me, and his fingers caressed my face.

"Ke Yao, don't open your eyes." His voice was very soft, and two drops of cold liquid hit my face.

I was amazed.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." He hugged me who was lying on the hospital bed, his voice was hoarse, and he apologized stubbornly, as if he wanted to get an answer, completely unlike the usual A Leimin.

As he wished, I didn't open my eyes.

I don't know if I should be lucky, but I didn't have the operation that A Leimin arranged for me.

During the hospitalization, A Leimin would come every day and bring meals. It was an honor that only a few people in the entire federation could eat the meals cooked by Colonel Diss.

A Leimin had very little communication with me, and I found that silence was more useful than scolding. This experience made A Leimin a lot gentler.

Accompanied by Kan Rui, I was discharged from the hospital, and my optical brain was sent home by A Leimin the next day.

"Why do you still live together?" A Leimin asked me with a frown.

I knew he meant that I was still at Kanrui's house, so I crossed my arms and said blankly, "Is there a problem?"

The way A Leimin looked at me made me inexplicably afraid. In fact, I have developed this kind of psychology towards him since then, but I restrained myself from showing it.

"Ke Yao...you..." A Leimin stood in front of me, hesitating for a while, but he couldn't make out a complete sentence, "Forget it," he frowned, as if he was annoyed, "I'm leaving. "

I close the door.

Since then, life has entered a repetitive track.

Every time I turn on the optical computer and enter the URL habitually, I finally find that the website cannot be accessed.

It seems that the network communication between the Federation and the Empire has been completely cut off.I was thinking about escaping from prison, but then, a voice rang in my ear——Ke Yao, why bother?

Yeah, why bother?

Even if you can't forget it, you must learn to let it fade away. Don't cling to the memory, sometimes it's really tiring to deceive yourself and others.

I stared at the optical brain page for a long time, until I heard Kanrui calling me for dinner.

The ordinary days passed day by day.

In the past two years, the frequency of my going back to the Ke family has increased. Although I declined the invitation to live in the Ke family, gradually, I have a sense of belonging to the Ke family.

The relationship between A Leimin and me has returned to a normal cooperative relationship. Since that incident, there has been basically no quarrel, and occasionally supervised him to take medicine, or went to the doctor with him for a physical examination.

Alemin's sharpness has been restrained a lot.

Although I was marked by Alemin, I still have no feelings for him.

Every day, I go to Kanrui's house with vegetables, and Kanrui cooks for me, and the living expenses are basically divided equally.

Although Kan Rui is quiet and sometimes boring, he never feels tired when he is with him.Although I offered to move back next door, Kanry told me to stay:

"Anyway, you'll come to eat in the end, and those here and there will be troublesome." He squinted at me, showing disgust beyond words.

I have no plans to find another partner. Anyway, I am doing well now, and I don't want to just find someone to make do with.

I feel like I won't have another relationship that can be so deep, but unfortunately I couldn't be with him in the end, I thought regretfully.

Kan Rui and I were very surprised to receive the return notice from the Federal Military Department again——

Why are you fighting again?

This war was caused by interstellar pirates, and the incident was originally minor, but this time because the new emperor of the empire took office, he needed to make a contribution to the war.So the empire quickly provoked the war.

Maybe I can meet Eli this time, I thought.

Once again, I was assigned to a special position—A Leimin's spiritual comfort object (this kid's second stage of treatment has not yet ended), but at the same time, I was also a mech warrior.

When I met Alemin at the command center, he glanced at me and said, "I've brought the medicine, you don't have to follow me all the time."

As if I was eager to follow him every day, I rolled my eyes at him, "Then you have to remember to take the medicine. If you don't have enough, I have it here." Prepare for a rainy day.

He nodded, and I didn't know what to say, he stopped me when I said hello and was about to leave.

"It seems that you are in a good mood." Alemin said.

I smiled wryly for a while: "Otherwise? You can't cry every day, right?"

"Don't come to me without my order." A Leimin emphasized again.

"Of course." I said.

battlefield.

The offensive and defensive battle that lasted for several days passed, and I found that the imperial army was much braver this time, but within three days, the federal army retreated several star boundaries.

Since I went to the battlefield, I have rarely rested. This is the first time I have gone to the battlefield as an official federal mech fighter, so I must be cautious.

A month later, I received the order to merge the military regions, and the military regions where Kanrui and I belonged merged. On the new battleship, I saw Kanrui. Although it was only a short-term eye contact, it was obvious that we all went through life and death together again. feel happy.

It wasn't until A Leimin's soldiers came to me in a panic that I realized that I was too involved in the battle during this period of time, and I didn't notice it until I met A Leimin.

Something happened to Alemin.

Out of breath, I ran to the general command cabin, Alemin was already lying down in the built-in lounge, and the dozens of alphas who replaced him were fully committed to commanding the mothership.

"What's going on?" I asked the military doctor who was checking on A Leimin's condition.

The military doctor shook his head solemnly and put away the inspection device, "The mental power is too disordered to be controlled by external force."

I guess that guy A Leimin forgot to take his medicine, I stretched out my hand and asked the military doctor, "Where's the medicine?"

The military doctor said: "Usually the general keeps it by himself, no one knows where the medicine is, but if you come, you should be able to control it slowly."

Just as the military doctor was talking, he suddenly felt his hand being held by a cold force.

It was Alemin's hand.

I couldn't help frowning, and looked at A Leimin, who was lying on the bed with an uneasy expression. Beads of sweat had already oozed from his forehead, and his lips were pale.

After waiting for a long time, there was no further response. The military doctor left, and I could only wait here quietly.

I do not know how long it has been.

Hearing him call my name, I opened my slightly sleepy eyes and found that he was just raving.

I sighed, "A Leimin, it's time to wake up."

Unexpectedly, he opened his eyes the next moment, and those pitch-black eyes stared at me for a long while, the doubt and shock in the eyes did not dissipate for a long time.

After touching for about a minute, he let go of my hand, then sat up quickly, looked down at the folds of the cup, and said nothing.

"Is there any more medicine? Why did you just fall down like this?" Seeing that he didn't speak, I preemptively struck.

"I obviously took the medicine on time." A Leimin seemed incomprehensible.

"Let's contact the doctor later. Your physical condition should be connected to his optical brain before the expedition." I said.

Suddenly, A Leimin chuckled: "Can you stop talking to me like this every time?"

What's wrong with me?How did I mess with him again?I couldn't understand his tone, which seemed to be an outburst after enduring it for a long time, "What's wrong with me?" I asked him.

"A businesslike look, no matter what I become..." A Leimin held his forehead with his hands, his hair drooped, and swayed slightly with the shaking of his body.

I don't know what to say, for a moment I wanted to ask: Otherwise, what else do you want from me?But reason tells me that if you don't want to quarrel, it's best not to.

"I'll stay here tonight and contact the doctor by the way." I said.

"Who the hell wants you here! Get out!" Alemin scolded.

"I don't even want to be here, but this is an order from above. I can't leave until I figure out what's going on with you." I stood up and looked at A Leimin who was sitting on the bed and refused to communicate with me. If so.