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I didn't know where he took me, and then I thought vaguely—shouldn't it be Kanrui who came to pick me up?

When I was put on the bed, my mind was dizzy, and my blurred vision didn't have time to identify where it was. I only knew that a figure enveloped me, and then the touch of my lips pressed against me.

A kiss that smelled of wine, this kiss was different from any kiss I had with Eli before, probably reunion after a long absence, this kiss contained special emotions, I think.

I don’t know when the shirts were unbuttoned one by one. His hands caressed my body inch by inch. Accompanied by unsteady panting, I tried my best to open my eyes to see his face. He seemed to be aware of my intentions, so he Without a word, I covered my eyes with a piece of cloth.

In the whole room, there are only my slurred words and the sound of fabric rubbing.

His silence made me uneasy for no reason, but I resisted only when I felt that I was about to be invaded, and then I was suppressed mercilessly, with dull pain and despair crawling all over my limbs.

How I wish that the person close to me at this moment is Eli. I keep numbing myself, telling myself that this person should belong to Eli.

But that very different feeling reminded me time and time again—it wasn’t.

It came from someone else, this rare awkward tenderness, from someone who wasn't supposed to be there tonight.

I am familiar with the breath of this alpha.

On the night I found out that Eli was about to get married, I got drunk at the bar, and A Leimin took me home and had sex with him.

After gradually realizing this fact subconsciously, I collapsed and wanted to escape, but was pulled back by my body again and again.

I heard him call my name softly, with a tenderness that has never been seen before.

I heard him say: "Ke Yao, let's get married."

Waking up again, the moving arm made the sound of the chain being dragged.

The headache was splitting, and the eyelids were swollen and hot.Vaguely thinking about what happened last night, his body trembled involuntarily.

Small windows hang high on the wall near the ceiling—this is a dark room, but it doesn’t feel cold and mechanical. It’s obviously well decorated. The warm yellow light illuminates this spacious room. Not a place to spend the night last night.

Alemin has left.

But at this moment, with my limbs in shackles, I was unexpectedly calm. I thought that someone stabbed me hard in the heart at this moment, and I wouldn't even cry out in pain.

I will not drink again in the future.Never again.

Dragging a whole body of chains to the bathroom, the mirror reflected his body, which was full of bad marks and stains.

Undoubtedly, last night, I was marked by Almin, without exception, in the glands and in the body.

A metal dog leash was hung around his neck.The ring worn on the dog chain is a ring. This ring should be very valuable, after all, the shiny stone is so big.

I couldn't help pulling up the corner of my mouth that was bitten, and smiled in my heart: What does A Leimin mean?

After a simple wash, I sat on the side of the bed I had been lying on before, looking at the ground, not knowing what I could do.

Eli has already decided to get married, and the sliver of hope left for me has finally been cut off. Maybe I can still live in peace and stability in the Federation...

But if I think of him occasionally, the sharp heartache will erode me crazily again.

What's more, I have become what I am now.

Getting along with A Leimin all day like this is better than dying.

I don't know how long it took until A Leimin appeared in front of me, but I still maintained the previous posture.

He picked me up very naturally, put me on his lap, and began to kiss.

I turned my head to avoid the kiss, and was about to get up, but was firmly pressed on my leg by him.

After staring at each other for less than ten seconds, he pushed me down on the bed, kneading my genitals in his hands, and he also responded.

I want to throw up.The body is also very uncomfortable.

"A Leimin, let me out." This was the first sentence I said consciously, and I realized that my voice was already unbearably hoarse.

"Be good, Ke Yao." A Leimin said coldly, focusing on his work.

"Get that off my neck," I said.

"Unless you break them." A Leimin chuckled and bit my earlobe, "But they are made of the most indestructible material in the Federation."

"A Leimin, your stubbornness is hopeless."

"I'll make you forget about him." He whispered in my ear, spraying enthusiasm on my ear, sticky and hot.

"Impossible." Only this, I am absolutely convinced.

"Ke Yao, the memory in the human brain can be extracted." He gave up touching my soft penis and slid his thing between my buttocks, "Eli can do it, and you can do it too."

My fists were clenched in pain, and my body was trembling involuntarily, "You dare! You dare!" Tears flowed out of my angry eyes unconsciously.

For some reason, I would rather live in the pain of being forgotten by him than forget him.

This is me asking for trouble.

In the fight with A Leimin, I was defeated again. When he stood up and entered me, the discomfort in my body had reached the extreme, and my whole body was in pain as if the bitter flesh had been torn apart.

A Leimin galloped on top of me, leaning over and licking my tears again and again, "Ke Yao, don't cry... forget it, and you won't be in pain."

"We will be very happy together."

Self-deceiving oblivion, false happiness, I would rather not have it.

After A Leimin left, I shrank to a corner of the room, trembling unceasingly, almost lost consciousness in pain, but I didn't know exactly where the pain was... Even if I had suffered bloody wounds before, it was not as good as this time one-thousandth of.

I thought I was going to die here, but the moment I lost consciousness, I actually felt—forget it, just die like this, it's really boring.

If a person despises life, I cast aside it.

I started to despise myself.

Kan Rui will also spurn me. If Eli still remembers me, he will be very sad. If Mr. Ke knows that I died like this, he will be disappointed.

Living well is the task my mother left for me.

Maybe now I don't deserve to die, I can hold on a little longer.

Opening my eyes vaguely, I saw the floor, and A Leimin's footsteps came into my field of vision.

I was carried back to bed by him.

他 说:

"It's too cold on the ground, don't look for death."

"I told you this morning, about the memory erasure operation, I have arranged for people to start preparations."

"A Leimin, don't force me." I think my empty eyes probably frightened him, he looked at me, was stunned for a while, and then said:

"This is not the first time I've forced you. If you weren't so stubborn, you wouldn't be like this."

"But it's okay, you will be so loyal to me in the future."

If possible, I would like to kill him, but I know that he is recognized as a "Federal Killer" by the citizens of the Federation. He is the only son of the Marshal and the Princess...he is also a task left to me by the Marshal and the Princess.

I don't know if this task has been completed so far.

So, I can't kill him.

That night, Alemin’s movements were gentler than before, but more lingering, like a dark torture, the scorching whip whipped inside and outside my body...

Since then, almost every time I came back to this place, Alemin would tell me about the preparation process for that operation.

I tried to escape, but I was finally caught. I don't want to contact Kanrui and Ke's family. I don't want anyone to know my current situation.

It's this time, and I'm still trying to save face.

This is me.

"Do you fucking want to die!" Aleimin grabbed my neckline, his dark eyes, ferocious red bloodshot eyes, he was furious, and he stared at my neck.

There's the mark of me trying to cut off the dog's chain, I don't know what happened to my neck, maybe a whole circle of bruised flesh, I haven't seen it, but so what?

"Ke Yao, let me tell you!" A Leimin grabbed my hair and pinched my chin with the other hand, "Unless your head falls off, you will never take it off!"

That night, the scene in the room was horrible, and I didn't know how my body was tortured.

When A Leimin entered me, he was merciless. I thought, what qualifications does he have to have such eyes?

The desperate despair, the deep-seated grief.

Me or him, who is more pathetic?

……

On this day, A Leimin told me that next time he came back, he would take me out—to the operating room he had been preparing for a long time ago.

I just struggled slightly and he took my hand, I looked into his eyes, he was the same as me, pale and haggard.

He kissed my eyes, "It will be fine, it will be fine...we will be happy."

I looked at the tiny window near the ceiling, what day is it?

Alemin, why are you doing this?

He always thought that the painful days would come to an end, and he moved forward in the direction of his ideal, defiantly and without hesitation.

In this regard, he is quite similar to Eli, but with less tenderness and more aloofness, making people feel that he never needs sympathy because he never cares about others.

After A Leimin left, I went to the bathroom, put a tub of hot water for myself, and planned to take a bath.

After washing, he put another jar of clean hot water, and then handcuffed him to grind his pulse.

The blood is oozing at the beginning, then it becomes a flow, and finally it is a gushing.

I looked down at the bleeding wrist, my body gradually became cold, and then I gradually realized that it was not enough.

I smashed the handle of the bathroom door and scratched hard with the gap.

I soaked in the blood pool again, looked at the water vapor in the room, and thought:

I still haven't found a cure for Alemin.