bear child development notes

"You go, I will take care of her, and tell her that you are dead by the way." Luoluo was stunned, sighed, turned and walked into the room, without looking at her again.

She probably also understood that Shui Xinzi was in a state of confusion now, and it was embarrassing for her. She who had always been calm had lost her composure, and she who had always paid attention to her image, even did things like yelling.

Let her go back to calm down and calm down the stormy waves in her heart.Lu Wuxian also needs comfort now, to comfort all the fear in her heart, but she is not the kind of person who is willing to tell others what is in her heart, so she can only go back by herself, calm down slowly, and think about it slowly Clear.

Shui Xinzi wiped his face with his hands, made a tactic, and left with the sword. When he reached the back mountain, Aunt Mo also chased after her on her golden-winged roc, and followed Xiao Jin not far or near. behind her.

Xiao Bao was still in a coma.

"Your Highness, we're here." Aunt Mo saw that she was already directly above the palace, and Shui Xinzi didn't intend to stop, so she hurriedly reminded her.

"Ah!" Shui Xinzi just woke up, took a look, and hurriedly made a tactic, and landed on the ground.

"My son, I'm relieved that my son has returned safely." Ever since he learned that Shui Xinzi was about to break through, Lu Tianning felt very uneasy.

Especially the astrology showed that Shui Xinzi was doomed to die this time, and it was not until last night that there was a slight sign of survival, but there was a flood in the south and he had to deal with it himself, so he couldn't help it.

"Mother, my son is tired, I want to go back and rest for a while." Shui Xinzi's eyes were a little dull, he was clearly facing her mother, but none of his eyes fell on her.

"Okay, okay, as long as you are safe and sound, come and send Her Royal Highness back to the East Palace to rest!" Lu Tianning nodded hurriedly, without any scruples about violating the rules of etiquette, and asked his palace servants to carry the emperor's exclusive sedan chair Send Shui Xinzi back.

"Master, you don't want me anymore, right?" Shui Xinzi opened his eyes, and saw Xiaobao standing at the door of his room.

The child lowered his head, unable to see her expression.

"No, how can I bear you as a teacher!" Shui Xinzi softened his heart when he heard the child's pitiful tone.

"You just don't want me..." Xiaobao raised her head, but her back was facing the light, Shui Xinzi couldn't see her expression, but could only feel that she was sad, so sad that Shui Xinzi couldn't help but want to Go hold her in your arms and coax her as before.

"You are so obedient, how can I not want you as a teacher, you are my only little treasure!" Shui Xinzi hurriedly stood up to chase, but the child had already turned around.

"Don't lie to me. If you really care about me, why did you leave me behind! Why did I tell you that I like you, but you still want to leave! I know, you never took me seriously, Nothing compares to your face, your reputation! I'll get out, I'll get out, I will never show up again, and I will never annoy you again!" The child's voice suddenly became incomparably indifferent, and Shui Xinzi ran towards her with all his strength. , but found that he couldn't get out of this room anyway.

Xiaobao's back became farther and farther away until he disappeared.

"I am your master, I can't be with you..." Shui Xinzi watched her go away blankly, and muttered.

"Such a cute little guy, can you be my apprentice?" Shui Xinzi turned her head and saw that she was still a child on that day, wearing a little novice suit, with a round face and big eyes blinking. It was very cute, at that time, my heart softened, and I said softly to her.

"Little Treasure..." Shui Xinzi opened her eyes and sat up, staring at the golden bed curtain, which made her fascinated for a while.

It was only in a daze that she remembered that she had already returned to her bedroom, and it seemed that she had slept for several hours.

The lamp outside the sleeping hall was still burning, and his mother was sitting by his desk, looking at him.

"Boundless, I'm a little worried about you. When you come back this time, you look very wrong." When there were only two of them, Lu Tianning would never call himself Zhen, but was like an ordinary mother.

"Just now you slept very restlessly, I feel very distressed, I also know that you have suffered a lot for so many years, but, you are my child, I am your mother, what is sad about you, You can talk to your mother." Lu Tianning got up, walked to Shui Xinzi's bed and sat down, and gently pulled her into his arms.

"Mother can give you advice, even if I can't help you, at least you can cry in my arms, don't hold back, it will ruin you, mother loves you." Lu Tianning gently patted her back Back, coaxing her like she was when she was a child.

Shui Xinzi's body trembled slightly, but he didn't speak. He just silently fell on his mother's shoulder, but tears suddenly flowed out.

She didn't know why, but when she thought of Xiaobao and the dream just now, she felt sad for a while, so sad that she wanted to suffocate.

"My mother is so endless. Since you have come back, you should rest first. There is no rush to supervise the country. You will rest for a few months before starting. Do you want mother to accompany you here tonight?" After waiting for a long time, Lu Tianning I sighed silently in my heart, this child, after all, has been away from home for too long, and has become separated from me.

When she was young, although she was as calm and rational as a young adult, she never kept her thoughts from her.

Shui Xinzi hummed lightly, and lay down. Lu Tianning took off his coat and lay down beside Shui Xinzi, holding her in his arms.

"My son, my obedience is endless, and my mother is here..."

"Her injuries are healed, she should have woken up earlier!" Luo Luo didn't know how many towels she had changed.

After Shui Xinzi left, Xiao Bao started to have a fever, and it lasted for three days, but he couldn't find any reason.

On the fourth day, the fever subsided, but the child still did not wake up.It's just that in the dream, the brows were tightly furrowed, and there seemed to be something still muttering in his mouth.

But Luo Luo couldn't hear clearly.

"Let me come." Miaomiao turned into a one-foot appearance, and leaned close to Xiaobao's mouth, her big ears trembling slightly from time to time.

After a while, Miaomiao shook her head and said softly, "She's still dreaming about that day."

Luo Luo was stunned.

Such a timid child, that day, I'm afraid it will leave a shadow on her...

Luo Luo was suddenly afraid that she would wake up. This time, it should be Shui Xinzi who came to coax her, not herself.

She didn't know how to comfort the child.

Shui Xinzi was relieved, he left and left the most difficult things to himself.

She didn't know how to tell this child so as not to make her feel sad. Shui Xinzi simply threw the hot yam to her!

"Tell me, does Xiaobao know that Shui Xinzi is gone, so he doesn't want to wake up?" After accompanying Luoluo back to her small courtyard, Miaomiao said hesitantly.

"You obviously cured her injury. She is in good condition. She should wake up within half a day. How could she still be sick?" What Miaomiao didn't say is that most practitioners can't Ill, Xiaobao is too sick.

"I think that maybe it stimulated her too much, so she didn't want to wake up. Just like leaving carefully, she didn't dare to face the reality." Luo Luo said softly.

"Well, I guess so." Miaomiao nodded, sighed, and said nothing.

She didn't know how to tell the child after he woke up so as not to make her sad.

So the next day, Luoluo and Miaomiao walked into Shui Xinzi's room where Xiaobao was resting, and when they saw her just sitting on the bed, they were taken aback by surprise.

"Are you awake? Is there any discomfort? Tell the uncle, and the uncle will show you." Luoluo rubbed her nose in embarrassment and said softly.

"Master Uncle... that day, I heard... She won't let you tell me where she is, I know, don't worry, I won't ask." Xiaobao forced a smile, shook his head and said.

"You..." Luo Luo's eyes suddenly widened, and she looked at Xiao Bao with an uneasy expression.

"Since she doesn't want me anymore, how can I...make things difficult for her again." Xiao Bao said softly, "I'm just... a little sad."

"I... It's okay, uncle, you can go back first, the one-year period has come, and the younger brother is probably coming back from Medicine Valley, that kid is much more troublesome than me. I said I would blow up the yard , I’m just playing tricks, that kid might really be able to do it.” Xiao Bao got up, looked around the room in only his coat, and his eyes dimmed.

She was so cruel that she didn't even keep her thoughts to herself.

All that's left... is the clothes on her body.

The smile on Xiaobao's mouth since he woke up slowly disappeared, and turned into a faint bitterness.

She suddenly remembered what Qiuqiu said back then but she didn't take it to heart at all.

Whether you save her or not, you will suffer physically and mentally.No matter how you think about the tone of Qiuqiu's voice when he spoke, it is obviously very serious.

Now it seems that the time is not too long, just three and a half years from that year.

Luoluo saw Xiaobao in a daze in the yard, but it didn't look as bad as she imagined, and she was relieved, and then went back to her small courtyard. She didn't know that Xiaobao's current appearance was because of tears in front of him. For a few days, it all flowed away in a dream.

"It's broken, you should go to Xiaoxin and tell her that Xiaobao has heard it, so ask her what to do." Back in the yard, Luoluo felt uneasy no matter what she thought, and grabbed Miaomiao's ears to hold her back. The little lazy cat sleeping on her shoulder was woken up.

"Ah... so far away..." Miaomiao flicked her tail unhappily, seeing Luo Luo's expression changed, she hurriedly jumped down, turned into her body, and flew away.

"My lady has her life... Oh, I'll go, I'll go..." Luo Luo rolled her eyes angrily when she heard the jade raccoon's voice.

It's been three days since Luo Luo realized that something was wrong with Little Treasure. The child just sat on the top of a tree without sleep, looking at the damp and slightly dirty clothes. Even if it rained last night, she never went back to the room to avoid it. , the rain fell on the tree and stained her clothes.

"Come down!" Luo Luo suddenly lost her temper. Didn't this kid just fail in his confession?

Isn't it just... loving someone who shouldn't be loved?

As for what, so toss yourself.

"Even if you torture yourself to death, she will never come back." Seeing that she ignored her, Luo Luo was so angry that she simply stood on the stone table, her eyes staring directly at her.

"You're just for a while. After a few years, when you meet someone you really like, you'll know the difference. It's not too pretentious for a child to fail just once." Luo Luo pointed at Xiao Bao's nose and cursed.

"Uncle, do you have any interesting pills? I want to learn." Xiao Bao then opened his mouth and looked at Luo Luo calmly.

"Do you want to learn Duoshi Pill?" Luo Luo rolled her eyes.

"it is good."

"If you want me to say, it belongs to your human race. It is the most troublesome. There are so many rules and regulations. What kind of master and apprentice are like mother and daughter. When they are together, they are out of order. If you like it, you like it. If you are not together, it will be fine." , that child is over there because you are out of your mind, and I don't think you feel any better when you are here. If you like it, we are together, it's a grind, years have passed, wasting time on a relationship that stands and talks without back pain, It doesn't hurt." Miaomiao nestled on Shui Xinzi's desk, watched her drinking tea, stretched impatiently, and stepped on the air with her little paws.

"I only have a teacher-student relationship with her." Shui Xinzi's hands trembled, the cup almost fell, and his voice was very calm.

"I said, Shui Xinzi, you have been cultivating all day and your brain has been damaged, have you never eaten pork or seen a pig go away? Everyone around me can see it clearly. Tell me that you love her Boring? Why don't you protect others so much, I've never seen you care so much about my wife before." Miaomiao knocked her head on the desk, and looked up at Shui Xinzi with disgust.

"Could it be that you have never been tempted before, so you don't even know the feeling of being tempted?" Miao Miao felt a little inconceivable.

"Probably..." Shui Xinzi put down the cup in his hand and looked out of the window in a daze.

So many days have passed, but as soon as she closed her eyes, she saw her bloody hands and the child's painful expression.

No matter what, there is no escape.

It's been so long, and I don't know how she is now, how she feels.

I'm afraid...it's very sad.

But, I...I can't coax her anymore, I can't.I can't let her go wrong, and I can't let myself continue...

Shui Xinzi was shocked, why did he think that way? !

No, I shouldn't have this kind of thought, it's too...

"Your Highness, the things you want are ready." After a long time, a palace servant came in with a package in his hand.

Master, I seem to... like you, from the day I first saw you.Shui Xinzi's eyes fell on the package, her body trembled, and she recalled what she said that day.

"Put things down, get back." Shui Xinzi nodded, the palace maid put the package on the table, saluted, and backed out.

"Half a month, you have been with me long enough, if you don't go back, Luoluo will be in a hurry, help me bring this to her, this is... I promised to give it to her." Shui Xinzi stood up, walked to the window.

But Miaomiao knew that she was referring to Xiaobao. "Then I'm leaving, you can think about it slowly, alas, in the past ten days since she came out, I don't know what's going on with that child now, and I don't know what evil she did in her previous life. Toss to death." Miaomiao carried the package, disappeared from the bedroom in a few vertical jumps, turned around a corner, turned into her original shape and flew away.

Shui Xinzi froze there suddenly, opened his mouth, but had nothing to say.

The author has something to say:

If you don't admit it, you don't feel it?

Can you hide from your own heart if you escape from reality?

How long does it take before you are willing to let go of everything and be together.

There are too many things that cannot be let go, but these too many things mess up my thoughts

Can you still see your true heart?

If it is really ruthless, Luo Luo's calmness is normal. It is just that one person saved his life. Although the price is a bit high, it is enough to find ways to make up for it.

If it is ruthless, why do you want to escape, why are you so nervous.

Isn't it because I found out that I did something "out of line" and fell in love with someone I would never allow myself to love.

Like a guy who calls himself straight finds out he's crooked, 2333

I have to let Master Master get over the knot by himself. In fact, it is good not to meet each other at this time. If we meet, I am afraid that I will not be able to remember the bear from my family. If there is no concern, more things will happen instead.

Not seeing each other, longing with anxiety, intertwined with heartache and nervousness, will impact her heart even more and make it easier for her to see herself. In fact, her running away is the best god assist for the bear child.

Master, you pushed yourself into the pit, hahahaha

May everyone be able to be with the one they love without hindrance, without a trace of sadness, without a trace of hesitation.