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"Master, Uncle Master said that you might hurt Xiaobao, I am not afraid, I will definitely save you, I am not afraid of any pain, and I am not afraid of death." The child's voice came to his ears, and he obviously closed his eyes, Shui Xinzi could still "see" him putting Xiaobao on the bed, and the child was smiling and looking at him.

"I just hope that Master can get better soon, Master, you... are my everything." The child's eyes were a little blurred, did he take some medicine?

This face also gradually took on an abnormal blush, and her demeanor was also indescribably charming.Her cultivation has reached the Qingxuan Realm, and it is basically impossible for her to get sick, unless it is caused by the power of medicine.

It's just the medicine that can make her behave like this... Shui Xinzi was a little terrified, why did she take that?

"I know that you are a bit old-fashioned, Master, so I don't even dare to think about some thoughts, because Master can know. But Master Luo Luo said that Master is not wise at the moment, and it is also possible that I I will die today, so I don't want to hide anymore, I want to tell you, even if you don't know, even if I may die later." The child's voice forced Shui Xinzi to open his eyes again.

Even though she could see her every move, hear her words and see her demeanor even with her naked eyes closed, she suddenly wanted to open her eyes and look at her.

"Master, I seem to... like you, from the day I first saw you." Xiaobao's voice made Shui Xinzi stunned.

this kid...

Shui Xinzi looked at his hand and reached out to her.

"Ah!!!" Luo Luo was outside the room estimating the time when the effect of the medicine would take effect, when he suddenly heard Xiao Bao's miserable scream.

"That's not right, the medicine will obviously arrive at the right time in half an hour!" Luo Luo was stunned.

"This kid won't be in a hurry to start now!" She hurried to the door, ready to go in and see what was going on.

"Girl, please back away." Aunt Mo appeared in front of the door without a sound, and stopped Luo Luo with her hand.

"Didn't you hear Xiaobao shouting?" Luo Luo anxiously wanted to push Aunt Mo away.

"Saving Your Highness the Empress Dowager is more important than her screaming for pain." Aunt Mo stood in front of Luo Luo without moving a muscle, without any expression on her face, as if she really didn't care what happened inside.

"Little Treasure is still a child! Such a small child! How can you be so cruel? You can see her on that cliff. After so many years, you have no affection for her, only care about your princess?" Luo Luo couldn't help but her eyes turned red, and stared at Aunt Mo.

"At least she's still alive, isn't she? Girl, please back off, otherwise if you force me to hurt you, it will be difficult for Her Royal Highness to explain after waking up." Aunt Mo still stood there expressionless, refusing to give in at all. , and even put one hand on the sword at his waist.

"Senior, she's just too worried about Xiaobao, don't worry about it." Miaomiao knew that the person in front of her was at least above the Qingyin Realm and could be sent by the emperor to protect the safety of the crown prince. If she came alone, if she really wanted to fight, she and Luo Luo would have no chance of fighting back.

"What she has done for Her Majesty, the royal family will repay her. If she is seriously injured, I will ask His Majesty to send someone to send the best healing medicine to treat her. Please read that you have known Her Majesty for more than 20 years, For the sake of being together for more than ten years, don't disturb her. If you fail again this time and you can't save Her Majesty, His Majesty's anger will not be appeased. Thousands of people... Please put the overall situation first, Miss Mo." Aunt Mo's face softened a little, but she still refused to give in a single step, and just stood guard in front of the door, refusing to give in a single step.

Luoluo's expression lost a little, she shook her head, and was pulled away by Miaomiao, Xiaobao's screams seemed to be right next to her ears, and she had developed feelings after getting along with this child for several years. Yangzi's master-student relationship is even deeper.

Speaking of which, Xiaobao is Shui Xinzi's apprentice, but the person Xiaobao has followed the longest is Luo Luo who has taken care of her for more than five years.

However, Shui Xinzi is also her good friend. They have been together for so many years, and she really can't watch Shui Xinzi die slowly and silently like the few obsessed people she has seen.

She could only pray that Shui Xinzi wouldn't really hurt Xiaobao, and that the medicine on Xiaobao's body would take effect soon.

Xiaobao felt that she was restrained by Shui Xinzi's arms, unable to move a single bit. What she just said made her heart beat a lot faster, but seeing that Shui Xinzi's dark eyes did not change at all, she only felt a burst of pain. lost.

After all, she couldn't hear what she said.

Shui Xinzi turned over and got on the bed too. Before Xiaobao could feel nervous, he saw Shui Xinzi put his fingers into his mouth and bit them, and then forcefully opened her legs, twisted his two fingers together, and stabbed her between her legs. .

Xiaobao remembered that he seemed to have seen this appearance before, in the book that made his face blush after reading it.

"Ah!!!" Before she had time to think about it, severe pain pierced through her, Xiaobao couldn't help but shouted, but fearing that Shui Xinzi would be angered by this, she clenched her teeth and closed her mouth.

However, the tears still couldn't help flowing out.

It hurts so much, it hurts even more than being beaten to the bone and tendons when I first started practicing the Jin Xing technique!It was almost as painful as using the Golden Body Pill back then, so much so that she was in a daze!

But Shui Xinzi's movements never stopped because of her screams, the hand was still piercing her body one after another.

"Ah! It hurts! Master! It hurts! Don't!" Xiaobao couldn't help crying, but he was thinking of Luo Luo's words in his heart. , clenched so tightly that the joints rattled.

Because she was afraid of offending the mindless Shui Xinzi, she didn't even dare to use her true energy. Gradually, a trace of blood oozed from her palm and stained the corner of Shui Xinzi's clothes.

Although he has passed the coming-of-age ceremony, he is still a child who has not grown up.Xiaobao also fixed his appearance as her 17-year-old appearance, who had just experienced human affairs, without any prelude, and was completely defenseless, but Shui Xinzi could not control himself at all now, and had no sympathy for her...

Shui Xinzi's bound soul closed his eyes in despair.

I... am her master!

But he was doing such a thing to her, and he was still torturing her!Even though Yuanshen closed her eyes, her naked eyes did not. No matter what, Shui Xinzi couldn't avoid the scene that made her feel guilty!

It was me who was mercilessly attacking my apprentice, her blood stained my hands red!I am deliberately taking more of her blood, because her blood is more dazzling than the Big Dipper in the night sky to my body at this moment!She didn't need to be rational at all, her instinct would be to plunder the antidote that appeared in front of her.

All this, everything that broke Shui Xinzi, happened right in front of her eyes!As for her, she couldn't even stop it, she couldn't even avoid it!She could only watch helplessly, watching herself torturing her apprentice, but she couldn't make any resistance at all!

Who made me feel arrogant because I have only reached the Qingtian Realm in a few decades...

As soon as a trace of blood stained Shui Xinzi's hand, it turned into a golden light, resisting the spread of the black air, and slowly, the golden light began to bite back, forcing the black air back step by step.

As soon as the blood decreased, the movements of the hands became more exaggerated. Regardless of the child's screams, the immature body was torn apart again, and more blood was released, and it was plundered frantically.

The black air was slowly pushed to the knees and ankles, and gradually disappeared from the body, fading from the primordial spirit.

Next to his ears, there was Xiaobao's intermittent screams; in front of his eyes, was the child with tears in his eyes, who was obviously afraid of pain and forced himself to endure it.

Although he was saving himself, for Shui Xinzi, what he was watching was clearly no different from hell.This is not saving her at all, but torturing her, using the method she fears most.

"She's still alive, it's good that she's alive, at least you can help her heal her wounds, it's good that she's not dead. She cares so much about Shui Xinzi, if she can save her, Xiao Bao will be able to let go of tonight's affairs slowly. At least for now , Shui Xinzi is still alive, she is not dead, this is not that bad, is it?" Miaomiao couldn't bear to see Luo Luo's face full of tears, and buried her head in her chest, He reached out and covered her ears.

After half an hour, the scream finally gradually weakened, and gradually turned into a low moan, Miaomiao breathed a sigh of relief, the medicine, it can be regarded as an attack.

Shui Xinzi watched in dismay as she was still torturing the child. Although she no longer complained of pain, Shui Xinzi also knew why it was not in pain.

Except for the time when Jinshen Dan was tortured by Zhang Wuliang, the child had never shed so much blood, nor had he been tortured for so long.

She is so afraid of pain, how terrified and helpless she must be, but she forcibly endured and did not escape, but has been obedient from the beginning to now, allowing herself to do what she wants.

In particular, the person who hurt her was herself, the one she once smiled and said was her last relative in this world, the one she had just carefully said she liked... Shui Xinzi suddenly felt that she would rather be a little girl at this moment. Bao couldn't save himself, and he didn't want to see her like this.

Shui Xinzi couldn't imagine how to face her after he recovered.

She could no longer treat Xiaobao as an apprentice, a child.

Especially, the child just said that she likes herself.

It was his own fault, he treated her too much without the proper sense of a teacher and apprentice, and made her have absurd thoughts about him, but he didn't realize it, and he couldn't help her cut it off as soon as possible.

It's me, let her get bored with herself, let her only take herself as everything, and let me be greedy for this child's unscheming dependence on me, and satisfy my desire for pure care...

It is also me who is hurting her now, even if she is willing to use her own blood to save her Shui Xinzi.But Shui Xinzi was still regretting, it was her repeated mistakes that led to today's consequences.

However, it's too late to regret it. Now, I can't restore the current situation at all.

She couldn't even let herself go, it's ridiculous that she still vowed to help her check it out and let her avoid the fate of deep love and immortality.

But in the end, the only one who hurt her was her current self.

The night was getting darker.

When the sun gradually rose, the room was completely quiet. Luoluo's eyes were red and she wanted to go forward again. This time, Aunt Mo didn't stop her. She had already noticed that the two people in the room had passed out.

Shui Xinzi is in good condition, judging from her aura and the golden light that just shot up into the sky, she is not only safe and sound, but also successfully broke through to Qingyang Realm.

Luoluo pushed open the door, and saw Shui Xinzi laying on the naked Xiaobao in disheveled clothes. Her hands were still in Xiaobao's body, and there was still a trace of blood oozing out. On the bed under Xiaobao, It was stained with blood.

Fortunately, she is fine, and Xiao Bao is still alive, although his breath is very weak, at least his life is still there.

Luoluo breathed a sigh of relief and closed the door, walked to the bed, moved Shui Xinzi away, thought for a while, found a medicine bottle from Shui Xinzi's bookcase, and fed the medicine inside into Xiaobao's mouth, Stretch out your hand to release the air of the water to help her heal.

Shui Xinzi opened his eyes suddenly, glanced at Luoluo, then at Xiaobao, and then remembered what happened last night.

"You shouldn't have asked her to save me." Shui Xinzi blushed, and pulled his hand out of Xiaobao's body, but it brought out a big puddle of blood.

"You think I want to, but the Qingyang Pill is broken. Except her, no one can save you at that time. Do you really want me to watch you die? Then His Majesty went into a rage and slaughtered thousands of people in Liuhe Temple?" Luo Bai glanced at her, but his hands didn't stop.

When the bleeding stopped, she breathed a sigh of relief: "Fortunately, you still have some conscience, you didn't kill her, and there was no unnecessary injury."

"I... I don't know how to face her anymore." Shui Xinzi looked at Xiaobao complicatedly, finally couldn't bear to see her miserable state again, stretched out his hand and pulled the quilt to cover her gently.

"It's just that she saved you. Where did you go? She's just your life-saving elixir, no different from the elixir you took in the past." Luoluo rolled her eyes: "Why, she saved your life, You are grateful to Dade, so you want to make a promise with your body?"

"If she's just an ordinary fellow student, or even my brother and sister like you, then it's okay to say, or a stranger, it's okay to say, I can promise to be a prince and general, rich as an enemy, in return for this life-saving But, she is my apprentice." Shui Xinzi looked at Luo Luo faintly, his voice was very soft, as if he was worried about waking Xiao Bao up.

"But, after she woke me up with the blood on the tip of her tongue, she said that she likes me." Shui Xinzi's eyes were lost, and she couldn't forget, she couldn't forget the cautious look of the child when he spoke.

"If someone else is willing to save my life because he likes me, I can directly report to the Queen Mother, Concubine Xu Yizheng, and give me the throne when I ascend the throne in the future. I, Lu Wuwu, will never bear this sincerity." Shui Xinzi closed Eyes closed: "But, she is my apprentice, master and apprentice are like father and son, mother and daughter, this is..." Shui Xinzi still couldn't say those two words.

"Although I can't help myself, it is indeed me, not someone else, but I can't..." Why is there a trace of loss?Shui Xinzi didn't understand, and didn't dare to think about it.

"I'm back to the palace. Now that I have broken through the Qingyang Realm, I'm going back to return to my mother's life, and she will leave it to you." Shui Xinzi was silent for a long time, and opened his mouth with difficulty.

"Don't tell her where I come from, she doesn't know, or you can tell her that I was not rescued, my time is running out, and I was taken away by my family." Shui Xinzi stood up and looked at the sleeping man on the bed. Xiao Bao, resisting the pain in his heart, turned his head to look at Luo Luo.

"I am destined to be unable to repay her life-saving grace in this life. If there is an afterlife, I will not be so related to her. I will definitely repay her and never let her down. I have only one disciple under my sect, and there will be no second one." Now, this yard will be taken over by her. She is destined to be a dragon and phoenix in the future. Luoluo, you take good care of her. With her here, Liuhe Temple will be safe for the next 800 or even a thousand years. She may be unhappy in the first few years. It's been a long time, and it will be fine when she forgets about me." Shui Xinzi no longer hesitated, packed up his things, burned all the things he couldn't take away with fire, and carried out the whole thing from the next room. Tan drank half of the plum wine and was ready to leave.Neither of them noticed that Xiaobao, who was still asleep on the bed, moved his fingertips slightly.

"You just plan to leave like this? She saved you, but you didn't say a word? You didn't even wait for her to wake up? Shui Xinzi, you are too ruthless, right? I have been wrong for more than ten years." You?" When Shui Xinzi summoned the Wuliang Sword and was about to leave, Luoluo was sure that he had completely healed Xiaobao's wounds, and chased out of the room to look at Shui Xinzi coldly.

"What can I do? What do you want me to do? She is my apprentice! What else can I do?!" Shui Xinzi turned his head and roared in embarrassment, and Luo Luo realized that she was crying.

They met when they were babbling, and they have been with each other for more than ten years since they graduated from the teacher. This is the first time Luo Luo saw her cry.

The author has something to say:

Shui Xinzi is also in a mess now.

The little guy who I have been raising as a child has been bullied by me, and even said that I like me.

In this old-fashioned guy's heart, although she was trying to save herself, she did what she did, whether her little baby was eaten by him or abused.

Shui Xinzi wholeheartedly wanted to be a mother of a child, but was confessed by that brat.

It's still the kind of confession while raw rice is being cooked, but when I have no ability to resist.

Although it was involuntary, but she did it, not someone else, and in her rigid heart, it was not something she could let go of involuntarily.She is the kind of person who negligently causes death and also thinks that she has harmed others.

It was very painful, two things that she couldn't even imagine collided together, the excitement was too great.Full of ethics and morals, he eats up his apprentices or abuses them. The apprentices who he regards as children say they like him.

No matter how calm he was, he lost all his ability to judge and think.

If you can’t accept it, just run away, it’s okay, you are still Lu Wuwu, my serious and gentle Lu Wuwu, the fair but can’t help but protect our shortcomings, Lu Wuwu, who knows right from wrong but would rather give up his own rules just to pamper his good little treasure Lu Hentai.

You are also human, when faced with unacceptable things, you will subconsciously escape, human.

After all, you're not a god, it's just your normal human reaction.