How To Say I Love You

After eating and drinking and being interviewed inexplicably, Xiao Jiashu spread his legs and sat under a tree, ready to squat for a while.Ji Mian walked to him with a medical kit and ordered, "Take off your boots, let me see your blisters."

Xiao Jiashu woke up immediately, grinning his teeth and took off his boots. Afraid of getting smoked, he pointed the boots to his nose and smelled it, and put his feet on Ji Ge's lap with confidence.Anyway, he has no image to speak of, so it's better to let himself go completely.

Ji Mian couldn't laugh or cry, "What do you smell, no matter how stinky you are, I won't dislike you."

Xiao Jiashu blushed and said, "But I don't stink, Brother Ji."

"Okay, okay, you don't smell bad." Ji Mian untied the gauze and looked at it, and said in relief, "The dried up blisters haven't peeled off the skin, it's okay. Don't peel off this layer of skin, otherwise you won't be able to walk tomorrow. I can’t walk.” He said as he patted the sand off his feet, and then applied complex iodine to the blisters.

"Don't wear shoes for the time being, let your feet dry for a while, so that the blisters will dry faster." He packed up the medical kit, and said, "Sit here, I'll go to the show to help you get a pair of slippers, and then ask other guests if there are any. Didn't bring extra hiking boots. You can't wear these boots anymore, or your feet will be useless."

"Will the program group allow us to change our shoes?" Xiao Jiashu raised his head with a bright smile.Brother Ji is a warm man!

"We are recording a variety show, not a survival challenge. We have to consider the health of the guests." Ji Mian was infected by the warmth he conveyed, and couldn't help laughing, "Just wait, I'll be here in a while." Within a few minutes He came back with a pair of slippers and hiking boots, and explained, "The ones Zhu Xiaolong gave you are brand new, and the tags haven't been removed. Take a look. His shoe size is the same as yours, so he should be able to wear it."

"Thank you Brother Ji." Xiao Jiashu took the two pairs of shoes, raised his arms and shouted at Zhu Xiaolong who was not far away, "Xiaolong, thank you! Go back and treat you to dinner!"

"Thank you, just put some water in the game." Zhu Xiaolong waved his hands carelessly.

Shi Tingheng immediately patted him on the back of the head and cursed viciously, "We still use them to release water? You are destroying your own prestige and boosting others' ambitions. Bring the leftover shells and make him kneel!" Everyone burst into laughter .

Xiao Jiashu put on his slippers happily, and was about to invite Brother Ji to go for a walk on the beach. Huang Yingxue walked over with her mouth pouted, "Captain, what do you think Liang Mingzhen and the others are eating? I want to eat too!" The two looked up and found The blue team found a few coconuts from nowhere, cut open the shell with a dagger and drank coconut juice in turn, and dug out the snow-white coconut meat and ate it with a happy expression.

Xiao Jiashu's mouth was immediately filled with saliva secreted at a high speed, and he was about to go along with Huang Yingxue, but stopped in time.Where do coconuts come from?Of course it was picked from a tree, but with such a tall trunk, who would climb it?There is no doubt that this matter must fall on Ji Ge again, because he is the captain.

No, no, this proposal cannot be passed, Huang Yingxue has to be persuaded to dismiss it.Thinking of this, he immediately put on a hesitant expression, "Coconut meat is very high in calories, with a fat content of 30%, and it is easy to gain weight after eating it. How about I pick bananas for you? I saw a few plants when I came down from the mountain. Banana tree." As he spoke, he was about to get up.

Ji Mian pushed him down, "Sit down, I'll pick coconuts and bananas." Once there is a first time, there will be a second time. No matter how frightened he is, some responsibilities cannot be shirked.

"I'll go too." Xiao Jiashu immediately put on his hiking shoes.He was worried that Brother Ji was alone.

"No need to go." Lin Leyang came out of the forest, holding a few coconuts in his arms, "I liked climbing trees since I was a child, and my skills are not bad. If you want to eat coconuts, you can find me in the future."

Huang Yingxue cheered immediately, and shouted loudly, "Xiuxiu, quickly bring the dagger, we also have coconuts to eat." Several people surrounded the coconut shell talking and laughing, and the girl ate one alone. The remaining two were shared by Ji Mian and the others.

Xiao Jiashu was not afraid of getting fat this time, took the coconut and handed it to Brother Ji first, and said with a smile, "Brother Ji, taste whether it is sweet or not first."

Ji Mian took a small sip, stared at his sun-baked face, nodded and said, "Sweet."

Only then did Xiao Jiashu aim at the small hole and drink, giving a thumbs up while drinking.so sweet!

They drank one sip at a time without distinguishing between each other, while Yu Baixiu and Lin Leyang at the other end held up the coconut and drank the juice from the air.Only people who are very close don't mind each other's saliva, and obviously they're not there yet.

When the last sip was left, it was Ji Mian's turn to drink, but he shook the coconut shell and said softly, "You drink, little tree."

"Brother Ji, drink." Xiao Jiashu pushed back the coconut that was close to his mouth.

"If you don't want to drink, I'll drink it." Lin Leyang held back and took the coconut as if joking.

Xiao Jiashu waved his hand and said, "Then you drink it." Ji Mian looked at Lin Leyang thoughtfully.

As we were tired all day and there were no entertainment facilities, we played some small games around the campfire and then lay down.Xiao Jiashu got into the sleeping bag and beckoned, "Brother Ji, come quickly." This is a double sleeping bag, and each other's bodies will be tightly attached to each other after lying down.

Seeing Xiao Jiashu, who was resting his head with one hand and shaking the other at himself, with a slight smile on his face, Ji Mian was stunned.He was neither up nor down, squatting at the door for a long time before crawling in, and said in a hoarse voice, "We are not too small, will it be crowded if we sleep together in sleeping bags? Why don't we just use it as a mat?"

Xiao Jiashu completely obeyed Ji Ge's instructions, and crawled out without saying a word, "Okay, this is also very comfortable as a mattress, and it's not cold at night anyway."

Ji Mian breathed a sigh of relief, and then lay down beside Xiao Jiashu.The camera is automatically turned off after eight o'clock, and will not be turned on until 07:30 tomorrow morning, so that the artist's privacy will not be exposed.He put his hands under his head and asked, "Are you tired today?"

"It's super tiring, especially when going down the mountain. I finally understand why the ancients said, 'It's easy to go up the mountain, but it's hard to go down the mountain'. When going down the mountain, if you are not careful, you will stumble, and it is easy to encounter life-threatening. I have had weak knees several times. , it all depends on Brother Ji to support me." Xiao Jiashu turned sideways to look at Ji Mian, and his scorching breath sprayed on his face.

Ji Mian's whole body was tense, and he said in a low voice, "If you're tired, go to bed early, don't talk."

Xiao Jiashu was full of things to say, but was blocked back, so he had to close his eyes reluctantly.Fortunately, Ji Ge's breath has been lingering around him, which made him feel at ease, so he fell into a deep sleep in less than 5 minutes.Ji Mian looked down at him, listened to his long and shallow breathing, and unconsciously fell asleep.

At four or five o'clock in the morning, Ji Mian was awakened by a strong sense of fear, and felt his forehead against Xiao Jiashu's for a moment. Only then did he realize that the other party had a nightmare. He couldn't help laughing, but fell into deep emotion after a while.

In the dream, Xiao Jiashu returned to the cliff, and Ji Ge was hanging under the cliff, dangling by the sea breeze.There was no one around, and the rope that kept Ji Ge's life safe rubbed against the stones and was about to break.Xiao Jiashu was so frightened that he grabbed the rope with his bare hands without even thinking about it, but his palm was scratched and his finger bones were broken.But he didn't care about anything, because Ji Ge fell, and the thick fog engulfed his figure, leaving only darkness and dead silence.

He yelled heart-piercingly for a while, and the wind blew away his voice and dried his tears.He lay on the edge of the cliff and couldn't stop crying, as if there were countless knives in his heart, smashing his flesh into pieces.He cried for a while, and seeing the thick fog slowly coming up from the bottom of the cliff, he jumped down desperately.

But in reality, he was curling up and crying, his mouth opened and closed slightly, and he could vaguely hear "Brother Ji" with a strong and mournful cry.

Ji Mian has no way to turn a blind eye to Xiao Jiashu like this, let alone abandon him.Because he fell off the cliff, the other party can also jump off without thinking, why?Xiao Jiashu, what are you thinking?

Ji Mian felt that Xiao Jiashu was simply the biggest problem in the world, which not only confused him, but also made him unable to resist exploring.He took him into his arms, put one arm around his waist, and gently patted his back with the other, whispering, "Shh, don't cry, you are dreaming. Little tree, wake up, wake up alright."

What kind of existence is he to Xiao Jiashu?Feeling the sadness and despair of the other party, Ji Mian suddenly wanted to find out the answer to this question.

Perhaps because of this warm embrace, or perhaps because of Ji Ge's patient comfort, Xiao Jiashu who jumped off the cliff no longer had to face another level of despair, but instead fell into a warm lake.The water waves gently pushed his body, causing him to sink to the bottom of the lake, where he reunited with the living Ji Ge.He was looking at him with a smile, and stretched out his hands to greet him.

Xiao Jiashu immediately swam into his arms, opened his mouth to speak, but he lowered his head to give him a mouthful of oxygen.Their lips and tongues were pressed together, slowly stirring and intertwining, a pair of big hands slowly stroked down Xiao Jiashu's back, the touch was extremely hot... the lake seemed to be boiling...

Ji Mian, who was hugging and patting Xiao Jiashu, stopped at this moment, his hands left the opponent's body, and froze in mid-air.He stared at the top of his dark head with disbelieving eyes, his thoughts were in a mess.Isn't this a nightmare, how could...

The dream was still deepening, but Xiao Jiashu's pale face had turned crimson, and there were a few crystal tears in the corners of his eyes. While twisting his waist, he raised his nose slightly, and let out a sweet, low-pitched moan.

Ji Mian was as stiff as a rock, and it took him a while to realize that he should get out of the tent, or simply interrupt Xiao Jiashu's dream.But he immediately denied the second thought, because he knew how embarrassing Xiao Jiashu would be when he woke up.He couldn't bear to embarrass him, so he could only choose to leave, but Xiao Jiashu's hands hugged his waist tightly, making him dare not move.

There was a provocative moan beside his ears, a beautiful and hot face under his eyes and a look of spring in the corners of those crimson eyes, even if Ji Mian was a saint, he couldn't stop his reaction.He slowly arched his back, kept his lower body away from Xiao Jiashu, and then stared blankly at the tent above his head.

When he felt more and more suffering, the person in his arms finally moved.He immediately closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.

Xiao Jiashu woke up in a daze, the heat in his body was still burning, which made him feel very thirsty.He licked his lips and rubbed his eyes again, only to realize that he was lying in Ji Ge's arms, with both hands tightly around his waist and his legs tightly clamping his legs. The posture was very indecent, and even more so The bad thing is that the thing between his crotch is still hard, if Ji Ge didn't arch his back slightly and lean back, he would definitely poke him.

Fuck!Fuck! Fuck!Xiao Jiashu suddenly opened his eyes wide, and only then did he realize what was going on in the previous dream.What happened to him and Brother Ji in the lake... Damn it!

At this moment, the thing finally softened, but it was not frightened, but it was too full so it vented.He was stunned again immediately, clearly feeling that his three views and integrity were being broken into pieces.Why?Why would I dream of having sex with Brother Ji?Brother Ji treats me so well, but I have such nasty thoughts about him, I'm not a fucking human, I'm a beast!

He immediately wanted to escape, but he was afraid of waking Ji Ge, so he moved out of the tent stiffly, slowly, little by little, and then ran away rolling and crawling.There was already a gleam of white light in the sky, and the blue sea water gently slapped the rocky shore, making a distant sound of waves.

He stood by the sea for a long time, so long that it was almost dry.If Lin Leyang's footsteps hadn't woken him up, he might have continued to stand.

"You woke up really early." Lin Leyang stared at his blushing face.

"Ah, I'm used to getting up early." Xiao Jiashu stared back at him blankly, with a hint of spring in his eyes.

Lin Leyang frowned fiercely, and was about to continue to test, but saw him running into the sea in a hurry.

Fuck, the crotch is still wet, and the smell is so strong, even a man can guess what happened just now.Hurry up and destroy the corpse!Xiao Jiashu's back is very happy, but his face is crying against the wind.For some reason, he thought of a sentence - when things don't happen, you will never know what kind of terrible devil is imprisoned in your heart.

Xiao Jiashu, what have you been thinking all day!He picked up the water and patted his red face, feeling like crying without tears.

After a while, Huang Yingxue, Yu Baixiu and others also woke up and went to the beach to watch the sunrise one after another.Ji Mian waited until the physiological reaction completely subsided before going out, just in time to hear Huang Yingxue say with a smile, "Look at how much fun Xiao Jiashu is having, he's so grown up and like a child, jumping around in the water."

Xiao Jiashu felt bitter, in order to wash his pants thoroughly, could he not thump too hard?

Ji Mian was a little embarrassed at first, but when he saw this scene, he suddenly laughed lowly.Xiao Jiashu, will you not be stupid one day?But soon, he stopped laughing and shouted loudly, "Little tree, come up quickly, don't soak your feet in water."

Xiao Jiashu stood in the water for a long time before reluctantly walking ashore. The heat that had just been blown away by the sea breeze began to condense and float on his cheeks the moment he saw Ji Ge.He bowed his head to say hello, "Morning, Brother Ji."

"You got up really early." Facing such a stupid and cute Xiao Ershao, Ji Mian couldn't feel embarrassed at all.He wanted to laugh but held back, and urged, "Wipe your feet clean and put them on the fire to roast them. I'll help you see if the soles of your feet are soaked."

Xiao Jiashu obediently sat down by the fire, seeming to concentrate on beating the sand.When Ji Mian held his ankle and helped him check the blisters, he stared at his incomparably gentle side face, and suddenly became enlightened—why would I have such a dream?It's not dirty, it's not abnormal, it's because I love Brother Ji, right?

It's not liking, it's love... I cried my heart out for him, jumped off the cliff for him, and opened my body for him without reservation. If this is not love, then what is it?No wonder I think about him all the time, as soon as I heard that he was coming to film this show, I wanted to follow him desperately.As long as I can stay with him, I will not be afraid of hardships and hardships, and I will be happy in my heart...

Xiao Jiashu, are you stupid? How come you only figured it out now?He pulled his heart hard, and then slapped his forehead hard. Just as a smirk opened at the corner of his mouth, he quickly suppressed it.He didn't think it was unacceptable to fall in love with someone of the same sex, but the question was what would Brother Ji think?Does he like men?

Xiao Jiashu recalled it quickly, and found that Brother Ji had no scandal with anyone, so he had no way to refer to it.What should I do if I rashly confess my love and scare him?At that time, I'm afraid I won't even have to be friends.But if you don't confess your love and just endure it all the time, how uncomfortable will you be?Shouldn't you work hard to fall in love with someone?

He was thinking east and west for a while, and his face was red and white alternately.

Ji Mian seemed to be dealing with the blisters seriously, but in fact his palms were sweating.Hearing Xiao Jiashu's heartfelt voice, he was a little unexpectedly surprised and a little bit moved as expected, but he had just ended one relationship and was not ready to start another one.He was thinking about whether to alienate Xiao Jiashu temporarily and let him calm down, when Lin Leyang asked, "Brother Ji, we have finished our food, what should we do for breakfast?"

"Is there any coconut?" He immediately cleared his mind.

"Then I'll pick some." Although Lin Leyang said so, he stood by the fire without moving.He felt that something must have happened last night, otherwise Ji Ge and Xiao Jiashu's expressions would not be so strange.

Ji Mian glanced at him, then looked at Xiao Jiashu, who was blushing with his head down, and was speechless for a while.

The staff came over just at this time, holding a task card in his hand, "Adventurers, this is the second day you have come to the island. Starting today, you will officially enter the survival mode. You provide tents, food and water, and it's up to you to find everything."

"Oh my God! No way? Are you trying to play us to death?" Zhu Xiaolong jumped angrily.

The staff put down the task card and left, leaving only a grim back.

Everyone had no choice but to look around for something to eat for breakfast.Ji Mian took out a telescope from his bag, carefully observed the surrounding mountains and forests, and pondered, "There are monkeys on the mountain, they must drink water. Follow the monkeys and you should be able to find the water source."

"Let's have a full meal before setting off, or we won't have the strength." Huang Yingxue held her empty stomach, and Yu Baixiu immediately raised her hands in agreement.

It doesn't matter to Xiao Jiashu, anyway, he just needs to be with Brother Ji.How do you say something?Oh yes, the sentient beings are full of water!He is full now!

Ji Mian paused for a moment when closing the telescope, and then rubbed the center of his brows vigorously.He finally understood what brainstorming is.

"You four come back from finding some fruits, and I'll go to the beach to see if I can catch some fish." He ordered.

"Brother Ji, I'll go catch fish with you." Xiao Jiashu immediately raised his hand.

"Your feet can't soak in water, be obedient." Ji Mian stared.

Xiao Jiashu was stunned for a while, and then he humbly agreed.The look just now startled him, Ji Ge's expression was too severe, and he was a little bored.He really wants to be with Brother Ji, but he doesn't want to be too sticky to make Brother Ji disgusted.It seems that if you have a crush on someone, you have to keep a proper distance, otherwise they will hate you before you start pursuing them.

The more Xiao Jiashu thought about it, the more depressed he became, and he followed Huang Yingxue and the others away dejectedly.

Ji Mian stared at his back, his eyes changed several times, and he walked towards the seaside after they disappeared into the forest.He is no longer young, he has long lost his impulse and enthusiasm, the more beautiful things are, the less he dares to approach them, because he is afraid of breaking them...

Xiao Jiashu walked with his head depressed, but he didn't forget to take care of Huang Yingxue, helping her from time to time, and even put his hat on her.Lin Leyang followed him step by step, and suddenly said, "Xiao Jiashu, there are a few coconut trees ahead, why don't we pick coconuts, and let Yingxue and Baixiu pick bananas, which will save time and energy."

"Okay." Huang Yingxue and Yu Baixiu agreed without thinking.

Xiao Jiashu hesitated a little, Lin Leyang smiled again, "You help me pick it up below, I'll go up and pick it."

"Okay, let's go." Xiao Jia nodded immediately.

The two went into the dense forest to pick coconuts. Not long after, Lin Leyang sent the PD away on the pretext of "convenience", and said in a deep voice, "Xiao Jiashu, brother Ji and I are lovers, do you know?"

Xiao Jiashu, who was earnestly helping him to guard against the wind, suddenly turned his head, his face pale.

"Look, this is our group photo." Lin Leyang took out a plastic bag from his close-fitting pocket, and there was a photo wrapped in it. Ji Mian hugged Lin Leyang from behind, and put his lips next to his ear, smiling warmly and tenderly. ambiguous.The two were still wearing couple outfits with the words "forever love" printed on their chests. They looked directly at the camera with bright eyes.

Xiao Jiashu was still in a daze, Lin Leyang turned the photo over again, and asked him to read the words on the back: [Ten years later, what will happen to us? 】

There is no doubt that this is Ji Ge's handwriting, and Xiao Jiashu will never admit it wrong.He took two steps back subconsciously, but his eyes were glued to the photo, and he couldn't take it back even if his eyes were bloodshot.

Lin Leyang approached two steps, and continued, "It seems that you don't know, so may I implore you to stay away from Brother Ji? You will cause us a lot of trouble if you always pester him."

Xiao Jiashu opened his mouth only to realize that his throat was so blocked that he couldn't speak at all.He seemed to have seen something terrible, and was forced to retreat by the photo, and then fell to the ground, with a buzzing in his ears, as if something had split and shattered into pieces.

Lin Leyang helped him up, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I didn't want to say it at first, but I can see that you are in love with Brother Ji. For your own good, you should give up as soon as possible." After saying that, he took off his coat and put Coconut wrapped and fast out of the jungle.

Xiao Jiashu panted for a while with his head down before recovering his hearing. He looked up at the sky, and two lines of tears fell from his eyes at some point.The tears were blown chilly by the sea breeze, which made him very uncomfortable. He wiped them away with his sleeve, and then he realized in a trance: Am I in love with someone I shouldn't love?It's all false to say that if a sentient being is full of water, and if he loves, he should work hard to fight for it, right?In the end, I was just a shameful third party, but I almost moved myself...