[Earthbound Boy Hanako-kun] It's too difficult for me to raise a cat

"You have forgotten me," said the girl in the mirror, "but I still suffer."

"...Don't say that, I always remember that time, every time I had a nightmare scene, it was the same day at the other end." I gently stroked myself in the mirror, "However, I also met later. Very good thing, isn't it?"

The poisonous child who sneaked into the park at night to photograph the night sky gave me a candy.

When planning how to kill them, I met a kind teacher - he said, "If you continue like this, you will destroy yourself." Because this teacher seemed to see through the future, he was afraid, Resulting in failing to pull the knife out of the school bag, only to realize how stupid it was when I calmed down.

I chose to study ghost stories as a hobby to relieve loneliness and resentment, and then found that those who bullied me were all unlucky at the beginning, and even said that they saw the legendary weirdness, became nervous, and finally transferred schools one by one.

And after this incident, I also recognized the reality, recognized myself, knew how to do what I can, and no longer have expectations for things that are impossible to achieve.

"No one bullies me anymore." I said.

But Baxun Yangyue was still crying, she sobbed and said, "You just deliberately forgot the pain."

"Besides, you still refuse to admit it now," the girl who only lived in the past wiped away her tears with her scarred arm, and showed me a mocking smile that was uglier than crying, "Coward, you abandon me!" me."

"You're afraid of me," she blatantly exposed all the hypocrisy between us, "You're afraid of your past self."

"..."

I am silent.

She's right at all—Mirror Hell is at the end, and just showing her is enough to illustrate the point.

But, but, isn't this a normal thing?

"You're so annoying, it's all because I look like you, that's why I'm being bullied..." The hypocritical warmth was exposed, and I stopped hiding myself, "Do you know how afraid I am to become you again? ?”

Nails rubbed against the mirror, making a screeching sound.

"I don't want to understand the ugliness under their skin at all, I don't want to understand the pain at all, I just want to be an ordinary person who has a weak sense of presence in the class but is happy every day It's just a student. If it wasn't for you, if it wasn't for me... at least that kind of thing wouldn't happen to me!"

Baxun Yangyue in the mirror said: "What a coincidence, I hate you too. Why did you become like this?"

"And you're so naive," she said, "this kind of thing must happen to you. Because you are so stupid and incompetent...you can never change, accept your fate, you will never be worthy Living garbage."

It wasn't until I came here that I realized that words can also hurt people.

Baxun Yangyue suddenly smiled softly again, and she also stretched out her hand, touching my hand through the mirror, as if comforting me: "Actually, I know, I have struggled so hard until now, and gradually found myself in the world." The Yangyue of the way is really hardworking, and she really wants to get my approval."

She changes really fast, but...

I lowered my head, even knowing that this is the seven incredible realms, what I want must be difficult to achieve, but I still couldn't help but let out a "huh".

"It's disgusting," the girl in the mirror withdrew her hand, looked at me with disgust, and whispered mockingly, "Don't even think about it, how could I approve of you, a trash who has forgotten the past. You have no It got better, and even got worse... What have you been doing these past few years? Not only have you forgotten me, but have you also completely forgotten what you said at the beginning?"

is the expected answer.

But I'm still sad, very, very sad.

——What I am afraid of is not only becoming the past self again, but also being completely denied by the self at that time.

When the nightmare-like days finally passed, I said to myself, I don’t want to be like this anymore, I want to become powerful, and no one can hurt me, and I want to become what I sincerely envy at this time.

I never knew if I made it.

But now, I was rejected.

The past me told the present me that she didn't agree with me, she hated me.

"When I think about becoming like you in the future, I think it would be better to kill myself," Baxun Yangyue smiled brightly, but her words seemed to be stained with poison, "but it's okay, you're going to die too— ——It’s better to die early, and don’t turn into some weird ghost to live in the world after death. I really don’t want to see you again for a second—”

There was a broken sound of "哗啦哗啦".

"Let's stop here," the familiar boy smiled and pulled out a bird-like monster from the broken mirror, and then slammed it on the ground, "Don't bully people."

The strange bird—the third of the seven inconceivables, the magic mirror Hell let out a shrill cry, and then completely fell silent, and there were bloodstains on the ground.

"Asi...?"

"It's me," the boy threw down the strange bird, blinking, "Has Yang Yue been frightened?"

Blood dripped from the boy's hand through the lens.

After noticing my gaze, Yukiji noticed his hand. He looked at his right hand and murmured, "Ah... ah... the mirror cut my hand..."

"...Don't be so reckless again," I walked over and gently grabbed the boy's wrist, "Does it hurt?"

Yu Musi tilted his head to look at me, showing his small canine teeth.

The boy who will never grow up said to me coquettishly: "It hurts to death! I want a kiss from Yangyue."

I really had no choice but to kiss his hand as promised.

Said it was a kiss, but it was more like a touch of water.

I smelled a faint smell of blood.

The corners of Yukiji's mouth turned up, his eyes sparkled, and he stared at me without blinking.

Resigned to my fate, I blew lightly on this little ancestor's hand a few times, and then asked, "Does it still hurt?"

Yukisi smiled and rolled his eyes: "It doesn't hurt."

"It's fine if it doesn't hurt," I said, "Asi, I reviewed what happened a few years ago in the magic mirror hell. Then I suddenly had two problems just now."

"At that time, you were the one who helped me." I said.

Yukiji nodded, and said aggrievedly: "It's me~ I finally escaped from the seal...but I was sealed again before I played enough."

I:……

It was unexpected but within reason.

"I was brought in by the magic mirror hell, you arranged it." I said again.

This incident was really too sudden. Your Magic Mirror Hell is not the ladder of Misaki. How could you find me who is protected by someone without any warning... After thinking about it, I can only think that it was Yuji who deliberately For that.

Yu Musi nodded again, and he said as it should be: "It's very simple common sense - the wound can heal better if the carrion is cut off. Yangyue has been unwilling to face me and is very troubled."

"This time, treat him well."

The boy gave a big smile.

……

It's really dancing on my bottom line.

I really wanted to get angry, but when I saw Yukiji's smile, the anger was deflated instantly like a balloon poked by a naughty child, and then deflated softly.

"whatever."

In the end, my reprimand shrank into such a dry sentence.

The author has something to say: Although there are quite a lot of discrepancies with what I thought at the beginning, the mirror hell dungeon finally ended relatively smoothly_(:з」∠)_

The dialogue between Yangyue in the middle and Yangyue in the mirror made me confused (…)

All in all, Yang Yue has such a strange and contradictory mentality (do not want to face the past, hate the past + hate the past self, but in her heart hope that the past self agrees that she is indeed better now).Asi thinks this is not enough, he wants Yangyue to accept her past self and reconcile with her past self, so he made this matter to let Yangyue face her fears directly, and help Yangyue to better understand her heart.

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If you don’t understand, just know that Asi did something to help Yangyue (please forgive the author’s low expressive ability, I tried my best qaq

ps: The following is a copy of Miss Sidao's canvas world!

-ooc small theater-

Magic Mirror Hell: md Yukiji, obviously you told me to bring that woman in so she could look in the mirror, but then you were so distressed that you broke my furniture (referring to the mirror) in my realm and almost killed her My master, not to mention forcing a hero to save the beauty, you are still showing affection at my house! ! !Let me tell you, even if I die, I will shout out with a corrupt voice: Yukiji, you are shameless——————! ! ! (Crying Blackbird Head.jpg)