I am him [Comprehensive]

Kongphop stared at her blankly, as if he didn't understand what she meant.

Seeing his expression, Minute thought that he couldn't accept it, and couldn't help showing a bit of unbearable expression on his face.

She stopped talking, and said helplessly: "I told you not to ask, but you must listen."

Kongphop shook his head and whispered: "No, it's not true."

Minute felt even more sympathetic, and couldn't help but excuse Arthit: "I know this kind of thing must be difficult for you to accept, but when you think about it, Arthit was only 20 years old at the time, and he couldn't blame him if he chose to escape. He is not wrong, but such a person really does not deserve you to love him as much as before."

Kongphop didn't seem to listen to her words.

He shook his head, then raised his head suddenly and asked, "Who told you these things?"

Minute was stunned for a moment, thought about it seriously, and then said: "It's... M. When you were hospitalized for surgery, we received the news to visit you in the hospital. He was afraid that we would mention Arthit and make you sad. And you The mood was really low, and Arthit really never showed up."

Is it M again?

Kongphop clenched his fist unconsciously.

Regarding his illness, Kongphop still has no memory in his mind.

Because a benign tumor in the brain was suddenly detected, and a little carelessness might cause nerve compression, so an operation had to be performed.

The operation was a success, but the memory of two years was inexplicably lost.

At the beginning, he only thought that such a result was not bad, at least he didn’t explain it on the operating table, and now he is recovering well, no different from ordinary people, so Kongphop didn’t pursue the illness too much, and only listened to his family. Sentence with.

But now, he feels that the situation at that time may not be as simple as he imagined.

Hearing that Mihit would break up with him because of the operation, of course he didn't believe it.

He's not a fool, since the reunion, Arthit's performance has shown that he probably didn't even know that he was ill.

Arthit just thought he had empathized with someone else and abandoned him.

"Kong, what are you thinking? Kong!" Minute couldn't help raising the volume.

Only then did Kongphop react.

He hurriedly stood up, took out a few banknotes from his wallet and pressed them under the cup: "Thank you, Minute, I'll treat you to dinner next time, I have something else to do, so I'm leaving first."

"Are you okay, Kong! Kong—"

Kongphop had already rushed out of the coffee shop, leaving Minute's worried voice far behind.

He took out his mobile phone, found the second sister's phone number from the call log, and dialed it directly.

The second sister quickly picked up: "Kong, why did you call again so quickly?"

"Second Sister." Kongphop took a deep breath and asked, "Tell me honestly, was I seriously ill at the time?"

The second sister was stunned for a moment, and said falteringly: "It's been so long, why are you asking this all of a sudden?"

"This is very important to me!" Kongphop gripped the phone tightly, "Please tell me the truth."

The second sister hesitated for a while, but said honestly: "Actually, it's nothing. Anyway, it's all right now. It's just that my parents didn't tell you because they were afraid that you would be afraid. Although the tumor is benign, it can't be treated after surgery." It was very urgent and the risk was great, and it caused me to cry secretly for a long time. But fortunately, our family is very lucky, and everything is over."

Kongphop was a little confused: "Didn't it say that the probability of success of the operation is 80%?"

"Actually, it's the other way around." The second sister said with a guilty conscience.

"That is, only..."

"20%." The second sister said the frightening figure for him, "It's really a life-and-death experience, so you know why the whole family has been so concerned about your body for more than a year , you should pay more attention to yourself, although the doctor said that the chance of recurrence is not high, you can't be willful, you know?"

It seems that the second sister has really broken free from the original fear, and her tone sounds much relieved.

But there was nothing but chaos in Kongphop's heart.

The second sister was still chattering, but his hand holding the phone had slowly slipped down.

At this moment, he could hardly imagine how he felt at that time.

It seems that there are often such plots in dog-blood dramas. The couple who have gone through untold hardships to get together, but the last one suffers from one or another disease, and the hope of survival is slim.

Kongphop often can’t help complaining when watching it. Since we all know that our life is not long, why can’t we make good use of the remaining time and be together?

But when things happened to him, he couldn't help feeling hesitant.

From the acquaintance to the falling in love with Arthit, he should not have experienced any difficulties and obstacles in TV dramas.

But he still couldn't imagine that he, who was with Arthit, would have the courage to tell Arthit the truth if he suddenly had a great possibility of dying on the operating table.

At least it will be a painful struggle, he thought.

Kongphop still doesn't know the specific way of getting along with Arthit at that time, and he can't weigh which result he prefers at that time.

But judging from the results, he should have chosen to hide the truth from Arthit at that time, right?

Kongphop tapped himself hard on the head.

He has never been so eager to recall the past like this moment.

Why didn't he choose to tell Arthit the truth?With his personality, the possibility of doing so is clearly greater.

But he still cowardly chose to escape.

Kongphop couldn't help but despise himself at that time.

If Arthit knew the truth, it would be even harder to forgive him, right?

Kongphop sat on the side of the road in a daze, watching the people coming and going on the street, his heart was full of confusion.

When he left in the morning, he was full of confidence and wanted to go back to Arthit with the truth.

But now, he doesn't know how to ask Arthit's forgiveness.

Because of the lack of memories of those two years, he had felt lost countless times, but never once had he felt unspeakably helpless like now.

Why did he just forget the two years with Arthit?

He is even willing to trade all other memories.

Sitting foolishly on the side of the road for a long time, Kongphop's cell phone buzzed suddenly.

This time it was Tim who called.

As soon as the phone was connected, Tim said anxiously: "Kongphop! Where have you been! Check the school forum."

"Forum?" Kongphop was still wandering, and he was a little dazed when he heard his words.

But when he realized it, his nerves tightened again: "Did something happen to the senior again?"

Tim hesitated for a while, and finally gave up on himself: "You'll know it when you see it!"

The two quickly ended the call, and Kongphop quickly opened the school's forum without thinking about it.

Compared with other popular software, the traffic of their campus forums has always been not very good, but recently, I don't know what evil has been caught, and it will set off a bloody storm again and again.

This time, the homepage of the forum floated up a post that had built more than 1000 floors in just one afternoon.

"Seeing that a certain senior was framed by a white lotus and ran to the playground in the rain, I really can't swallow this breath. Do you really think that no one knows what you did back then?"

Just seeing this topic, Kongphop's heart couldn't help but move.

He opened the post quickly.

There is only one photo in the main building of the post.

The protagonists of the photo are him and Arthit at the entrance of Z High School. The students coming and going around are all wearing the uniform of Z High School. Only his school uniform is different from the others, and he looks out of place.

At that time, he didn't know what he was talking to Arthit, and his face was beaming, but Arthit was full of impatience, and his brows were tightly frowned.

"Have you forgotten the days when your boyfriend was chasing after the senior all day long? Bai Lianhua even bit her ex-wife back after becoming a mistress. She's really shameless and invincible."

The landlord's name was chosen very casually, called "An Insider Who Can't See It", and in just a few minutes, there were more than a dozen floors below.

"Damn it, you haven't finished eating the melons from last time?"

"Is the matter in the School of Engineering going to be reversed?"

"It feels like a big show!"

"The bench is wide and popcorn is falling, the landlord abandoned the building and there is no little JJ!"

Kongphop looked at the photo, and didn't even think about the meaning of those few words.

This is the first time he has seen them so intuitively.

In that photo, the love for Arthit in his eyes seemed to overflow from the flat image.He couldn't remember what he was talking to Arthit at that time, but he seemed to feel his happy mood at that time.

After a day of separation, we finally saw him again.

At that time, he didn't know if it was because of this that he was so happy.

Kongphop flipped down, and quickly flipped to the next paragraph posted by the host.

"The host himself is a bit gossip, otherwise he wouldn't have noticed the matter of the senior. After all, the senior himself is not high-profile in this relationship, but the host is at least a bit principled. The last time the forum exploded like that, seeing the senior himself He didn't mean to clarify, so he held back and didn't say anything, but now that junior Bai Lianhua is really too bitch, the senior was fined to run around, and he pretended to be pitiful? Excuseme? Is it Bai Lianhua? After a long time, do you really think that you are the protagonist who has been bullied? Open your innocent big eyes and take a good look. You are the mistress who intervenes halfway to influence other people's feelings! I know that a bitch always matches a scumbag, but I have never seen a scumbag After the man cheated on him, he dared to bring mistress back to the victim to show off!"

Seeing others describe himself as a scumbag with such indignant tone, Kongphop strangely didn't feel much.

Probably because he was so eager for that memory, so eager that he no longer cared from which angle he understood the situation at that time.

From the blurred picture in his mind, to the description in Minute's mouth, to the guesses brought to him by the second sister's words... all the fragments are sporadic, and when pieced together in his mind, they are still incomplete.

So, even this post that looked like a gossip bystander even guessed, he greedily wanted to see clearly.

This feeling is actually very bad. Everyone has their own unique memories of the past. He tried every means to inquire about their memories, but he still couldn't piece together the complete one in his heart.

But besides this stupid method, he couldn't find any other shortcuts.

The landlord's remarks sparked a long discussion.

"So the teacher senior and the junior who was rumored to be hooked up by him are the original CP? Is the white lotus junior involved by a third party? I can only silently say that your circle is very chaotic."

"I said long ago that Senior Arthit would not target him for no reason, the poster will continue!"

"The most annoying mistress in my life, if it's true, I can only curse their couple @#%#￥..."

"Can you hit the hammer, I can still say that my idol Singto and Krist have secretly dated, is it useful?"

"Upstairs at the same station SK hold a claw!"

"Hold high the banner of KS without wavering!",

"As the saying goes, if you don't dismantle it, you can reverse it. The cult is BE. Let's talk about the problem of attacking and accepting in another post, please don't go wrong!"

"Don't bring me SK out in this kind of post, right? Take it away."

"..."

The reply speed of this kind of gossip post is often astonishingly fast, and the content of the reply is even more varied.

Kongphop didn't have the patience to look at these miscellaneous things, and quickly scrolled down.

After venting for two floors, the host finally got down to business under the urging of everyone.

The next time she spoke, she posted another photo of the two of them at the school gate, but this time Kongphop was turning his head and looking away, while Arthit was standing behind him holding a glass of pink frozen milk, looking at him with corners of his mouth bent back.

The reviews for this photo were surprisingly unanimous.

"Oh my god, is this our devil instructor?"

"To be honest, if the protagonist in the photo is changed, I will definitely feel that I saw true love in this photo."

"The love in the teacher's and senior's eyes...God!"

"I never thought that the two of them could open up like this!"

"Secretly speaking, in fact, I have always believed that the two of them love and kill each other... As for the other, I will not comment."

Kongphop looked at the love in Arthit's eyes in the photo, and his heart couldn't help beating wildly.

He had never seen such Arthit before, let alone imagined that Arthit would face him with such an expression.

Ever since he realized that the person he had dated with might be Arthit, most of his cognition came from other people's narration and his own guesswork. He seemed to still have a feeling for his own feelings for Arthit at that time, but Arthit didn't know much about Arthit. It was the first time he felt his liking so intuitively, and the touch in his heart can be imagined.

"Senior was very good when we were in high school. I'm embarrassed to say that I paid so much attention to him at the time because of my crush...Of course, out of the ten girls around me, seven or eight probably regard him as a male god , Mr. K from the school next door has just started the senior year of senior high school, and he will wait for him at the school gate almost every day (I am very curious about their school's work and rest system), but the attitude of the seniors towards him is not very good, so most No one thought in that direction. At first, I thought they were just friends, or K was unilaterally pursuing the seniors, until I accidentally took this photo... I know that this kind of behavior is disgusting, but, How should I put it, if it weren't for the current situation, these photos I took would probably never be seen by the second person. Even if the seniors would blame me, I would go all out. Probably no one would understand my feeling. From that day on, I discovered more and more details. For example, every time the senior turned his face away impatiently, he couldn’t help laughing. For example, every time he was approaching the school gate, the senior would actually hold back Don’t sneak a peek at your own image in the grooming mirror. For example, the various fruit teas that the seniors used to hold in their hands when they were in the first and second grades of senior high school were replaced by a single pink frozen milk at some point... I think It's actually quite funny to me, obviously at the beginning, I really hated K, I thought he suddenly monopolized the male god senior of all of us, but looking at it, I couldn't help but feel that they were together again The picture is actually very beautiful, because only when he is with K, the senior will show the kind of happiness that he has never seen in front of others."

Looking at the landlord's words, Kongphop only felt that his heart was beating wildly.

Although the memories of the past are still blurred to him, he seems to be able to feel that even he at that time never knew everything that this girl said.

He certainly didn't know that Arthit couldn't help sniggering when he turned his impatient face, and he certainly didn't know that Arthit cared so much about every meeting with him...

He didn't know how other people would feel when they read these words, maybe for them, it was just a common gossip, but in Kongphop's view, the past described from the perspective of a bystander brought Give him an indescribable palpitation.

The fate of people is always wonderful. If he hadn't suffered from that illness, if he and Arthit had really gone smoothly to the present, then this post would never have appeared. He might not have known it all his life. Loved him in such a clumsy way.

This can probably be regarded as an extra generous compensation given to him by fate in addition to the ups and downs.

He will not be grateful for the ruggedness, but it will give birth to a lot of courage to overcome difficulties.

"I was passing by as a junior high school girl from Z, and I helped the landlord to get a certificate, but I was naive at the time, without the landlord's careful observation, I really thought that K was waiting at the school gate every day, just out of wanting to invite the seniors to go to the Internet cafe to play games Brotherhood... emmmmm... Should I pity myself?"

"This can only prove that they have been together in high school, and it doesn't prove that the coach is the original partner, right? Doesn't it mean that M and K are childhood sweethearts? Or maybe K was a scumbag at the time and turned back to M?"

"Upstairs, I just want to say that it looks like K is chasing the senior. Even if he was with M at the time, the senior is an unknowing victim, right?"

"But in this case, K seems to be the most scumbag? It's a bit embarrassing to be reluctant to punish K and keep targeting M."

"Both of them are not good things, and it should be targeted at either one."

"Okay, okay, don't tear it up yet, I beg the landlord to continue to pick it up, so far it's just a little fresh story of two people pleasing each other, okay?"

I don't know if the host is reading the replies below in real time, every update happens to be the focus of everyone's attention.

This time, what she posted was a screenshot of a long-time Moments. Looking at the time, it happened to be the summer of two years ago. Kongphop is also very familiar with the dynamic profile picture.

Because that was the avatar he had been using for his own LINE account all the time.

The content of the picture is a group photo of a group of people.

Among them were M, Minute, and two other friends who were friends with him in high school, and Kongphop stood in the middle with his arms around Arthit's shoulders, his chin resting on Arthit's shoulders, his eyes smiling, Instead of looking at the camera, he looked at the person in his arms.Standing at the front and taking a selfie with their mobile phone was a girl he didn't have the slightest impression of. She also had a smile on her face and looked very happy.

There is also his accompanying text before this photo: "Best friend, the person I love the most."

"I know that some people will doubt the relationship between K and Bai Lianhua in high school. This screenshot is contributed by a kind person. As for who it is, it has no influence on this post, so there is no need to explain. I just want to say that if the senior was a third party at that time, No matter how stupid K is, it's impossible to introduce him to Bai Lianhua on purpose, right? In this photo, it's clear at a glance who is a friend and who is a lover, and it's still hard to tell, so I can only suggest you to see an ophthalmologist."

"emmmmm... I want to say that a nymphomaniac once secretly turned Kongphop's circle of friends upside down, but didn't find anything related to seniors, so it probably has been deleted, but the next to this one is indeed in his I have seen it, this hammer is very solid. As a freshman in the same college, I have been standing on M, and now I only have one sentence in my heart, MMP, which I must say.” This reply was sent by a newly registered trumpet, since it has been added A good friend, probably also a classmate who met Kongphop.

Not to mention her, even Kongphop never remembers any clues about Arthit in his circle of friends.

He thought that since the second sister never knew about Arthit's existence, he must have never posted it on social software.

But when I saw this floor, I realized that with my own personality, I couldn't bear it. I must have set the group permission when posting.

It's just that now, all the news related to Arthit has been deleted, and he no longer has to guess, and he knows who the person who did these things is.

"It can't be said that M is the mistress, right? It's normal to have a romantic relationship. Maybe it's because after the breakup here, the childhood sweetheart suddenly sees each other again."

"I agree with the upstairs, otherwise, after cheating, I will deliberately get admitted to a disgusting predecessor in the academy. This kind of method is too indecent."

"If this is the case, why would the coach target them so much?"

"So the instructor has become an absolute victim with just one post, right? Maybe he is just a narrow-minded person who can't see the happiness of his ex?"

"Did the white lotus send it upstairs? Is it too late for Keke to think about whitewashing at this time?"

The host did not discuss it with other people, but quickly posted the next article: "If you want to wash Baibai Lianhua, let's take a break. I was admitted last year. At that time, the senior was just a sophomore. Anyone who is familiar with the senior knows him. At that time, I had a particularly decadent experience, and what were Bai Lianhua and the scumbag doing at that time?"

Below this floor, the landlord posted another screenshot.

This time it was a post posted by M, and the picture only showed a pair of hands clasped with ten fingers, looking intimate.

There is only a very simple sentence above.

"Don't be afraid, I will accompany you."

He also tagged Kongphop's name on that photo.

After Kongphop woke up, he didn't deliberately look through M's past updates, and of course he didn't have the slightest impression of this photo.

But he always knew his own hands.

Immediately afterwards, there was another screenshot. This time, it was a group photo of M and him. He was sleeping peacefully on the bed, looking a little tired. M's face was close to him, and the picture was taken.

"I hope you can have me in your dreams."

Kongphop looked at the time when M was released.

It was a few days before his operation, and he was supposed to be in the hospital at that time, but the photo almost only captured the faces of the two of them, and it was completely impossible to tell that he was in the hospital bed.

If someone who does not know the truth sees this photo, it is really difficult not to misunderstand.

Below, the landlord posted a few more screenshots in a row, and the content is similar to these two.

Judging from the tone of the poster, she should be just a fan girl like Ma-plang who has some admiration for Arthit. Such private and old screenshots are definitely not something she can get by herself.

Kongphop thought of what Gant said when he left in the morning, and immediately understood who the insider who helped her, who couldn't reveal his name, was.

At the end of the post, almost everything that needs to be explained has been explained, and the reply below has already exploded.

I don't know who posted the photos that Arthit took secretly when he was in a state of despair last year, which aroused a group of people's sympathy.

Everyone's curses on Kongphop and M are getting worse and worse.

I don't know who posted the information of the two of them in the post. From reading the post to now, Kongphop's phone has been buzzing with a bunch of cursing messages, and it has hardly stopped.

Kongphop didn't care about what happened to him, but when he saw Arthit's photo that was posted secretly, his heart couldn't help but ache.

I remember that when Sister Mini told him the situation at that time, he couldn't help but feel distressed. Now, knowing that Arthit's sadness is more and more caused by himself, his heart hurts even more.

He didn't even have the position to rejoice that the person Arthit loved was himself.

And it wasn't until now that he realized that, with Arthit's character, if he knew that his scars were suddenly laid out in front of everyone, it would probably be worse than killing him, wouldn't it?

Kongphop anxiously dug through the post, found the private message of the moderator, wanted to copy the address of the post, report and delete the post, but when he found it again, the high-rise building that had been flipped through just a few pages in just one afternoon could no longer be found .

It appears to have been deleted by the moderators.

But this post is so popular, how could it not reach Arthit's ears.

Kongphop was in a hurry, and he didn't care about other things, he stopped a taxi and rushed to the residence without stopping.

Along the way, the notification tone of his mobile phone's information has almost never stopped, not only the information from strangers, even the classmates in the class couldn't help sending messages to ask.

And Ma-plang was even more angry, and directly sent a sentence: "I didn't expect the truth to be like this, Kongphop, you really let me down!"

Then he angrily withdrew from their small group.

Kongphop didn't know whether to thank her for not posting this sentence in the group, but chose to chat privately.

It's a pity that he doesn't have the heart to explain now.

Besides, he couldn't explain it.

Even he himself couldn't tell the truth from the fake in that post, so what could be explained?

There is only one thought left in Kongphop's mind now, and that is to rush to Arthit's side immediately.

Though Arthit probably didn't want to see him.

Under his urging, the driver drove the car to the maximum size allowed, and it didn't take long before he drove to the downstairs of Arthit.

He paid the money in a hurry, and rushed to Arthit's door in one breath, but he hesitated infinitely while touching the key in his pocket.

Arthit's room was very quiet, presumably the seniors were still in class and couldn't stay by Arthit's side.

But even so, Kongphop didn't know how to face him.

After hesitating again and again, he still stretched out his hand and knocked on the door in front of him.

But there was no answer from the door.

At this moment, it was difficult for Arthit to even get out of bed, and of course it was impossible not to be there.

It's just that now he probably doesn't want to see anyone, so he doesn't answer the knock on the door at all.

Kongphop's heart couldn't help twisting into a ball again.

He took out the key, ruthlessly, and unlocked the door.

Sure enough, as soon as he heard the sound of him unlocking, Arthit's voice came from inside: "Kongphop, I didn't allow you to come in."

But things have come to the present, how can Kongphop listen.

With a heartbroken heart, he directly pushed the door open, and he also walked through the hallway, appearing in front of Arthit.

Arthit seemed to have expected that his words would not be able to stop him, and as soon as he saw him appear, he picked up something and threw it at him.

He was holding a mobile phone, and it slammed into Kongphop's face with a bang, before bouncing back to the bed.

Kongphop felt a burning pain from the bridge of his nose, and then, a hot stream flowed out of his nasal cavity.

He subconsciously covered it with his hand, and sure enough, he had a nosebleed.

But now Kongphop doesn't care much about his own situation. He only thinks that since the phone is in his hand, it means that he may have been looking at the phone just now, and he has probably seen the content of the post.

He covered his nose and asked anxiously, "Arthit, are you...are you alright?"

Arthit seemed a bit broken: "Kongphop, how can you let me go?"

I don't know if it was because of the hit just now, Kongphop's nasal cavity suddenly became so sour.

His eyes were red, he stared at Arthit closely, his voice was not loud but extremely stubborn: "I didn't mean to hurt you, I'm sorry."

Arthit raked his hair vigorously, lay back on the bed suddenly, and covered his head with the quilt.

For Kongphop's stubbornness, he is always powerless.

But now, he was really exhausted.

If he could, he really wanted to just sleep like this and never wake up again.

As long as you don't have to keep facing the fucking world.

Seeing his rejection-filled posture, Kongphop felt a pain in his chest.

He walked into the bathroom silently and washed his face.

Arthit's blow was not heavy, and the nosebleed only flowed out and then stopped.

Kongphop came out of the bathroom, walked to the bed, knelt down and sat beside Arthit, gently stroking his back through the quilt.

"Warm and warm."

Arthit's spine stiffened.

Kongphop smiled wryly: "I know I'm not qualified to call you that now, and I also know that I should explain many things to you, but you may not believe it, but the fact is that, I don't know how to tell you Explain, because even I am at a loss for all of this."

Arthit held on to the quilt tightly, and a deep voice came from inside: "I don't want to listen to your explanation, and I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore, so just do me a favor and let me go? The biggest joke, isn't that enough? Do I have to risk my life when I fall in love? "

Arthit's tone was very calm, as if he was talking to him about something very ordinary.

But this kind of dead-hearted silence sounds even more distressing.

Kongphop's heart twisted hard again.

He wished he could explain everything to Arthit now, but unfortunately he couldn't answer any of Arthit's questions.

"You're not a joke, never have been." Kongphop sighed.

He even had the urge to tell about his amnesia.

But before he figured everything out, he recklessly expressed his helplessness, as if he was shamelessly asking Arthit to forgive him.

After struggling in his heart for a long time, Kongphop finally only asked one question.

"Arthit, back then, you also saw those photos that M sent, didn't you?"

His words made Arthit's figure visibly stiff.

This performance alone made Kongphop unable to ask any more questions.

"I'm sorry..." He murmured softly.

"Stop talking!" Arthit interrupted him violently, "I'm tired of hearing these three words, what can you change if you say I'm sorry? If you really feel sorry for me, just let me go."

Kongphop reached out and hugged him through the quilt: "Okay, don't say it, I won't say it, give me a little more time, let me figure everything out. Nuannuan, I won't let you go again, this time, I want to be with you forever. I mean it."

Arthit clutched the quilt tightly: "Get lost!"

Kongphop knew he wouldn't believe it, but he couldn't help but say it.

"You are waiting for me."

He gave him a firm hug before turning around and leaving Arthit's apartment.

Seeing this side, knowing that Arthit is still fine, he is already satisfied.

Next, he squinted his eyes and looked at the sun that was about to set in the sky. He must ask M for clarification.