I am him [Comprehensive]

With the hangover and the chaos in the morning, Kongphop's body was really uncomfortable, and he slept all day in a daze, but even his biological clock seemed to recognize that person. I became more and more awake, and I couldn't fall asleep even when I wanted to sleep.

And now, every second of his waking hours seemed to be painful.

Arthit must have noticed his absence, right?And maybe a great deal of relief from not having to see him.

And that Not is probably standing beside him at the moment.

When Arthit thought of this, he couldn't help but huddled into a ball in pain.

He got off the bed and searched like a wandering spirit, only to remember that he had already smoked out all his cigarettes yesterday, and it was only because M helped him clean up the ash before he left that he forgot about it.

These days, he's probably been smoking a lot more than he's ever put together.

Without the comfort of nicotine, he could only sit by the window and stare blankly at the empty balcony and window opposite.

It seems that these lifeless existences have become his only antidote at this moment.

Being awake is always difficult, and Kongphop felt as if it had been a lifetime before he suddenly heard a ding-dong from his phone.

He intuitively thought that this message was related to today's training.

Pair: "Kong, is your cold better?"

It's a pity that this content disappointed him very much. The news that Pair posted in the group has nothing to do with training.

But then, another page popped up in the group.

Ork: "You're not here today, M was fined so badly by himself, you escaped a catastrophe."

may: "(shuddering), by the way, do you think senior Arthit might be homophobic? Why have you been holding on to M and Kong since the beginning of school?"

Ork: "(Show hands) Don't you understand this? Have you ever heard a saying that homophobia means being in the closet! I think he has an affair with that Not senior. When I came back from training, I saw him sitting on a Not senior. on a motorcycle."

Arthit gripped the phone tightly.

He was not in the mood to read the next words in the group, he threw his phone aside, stood up from the window, plunged into the bathroom, turned on the nozzle, and poured himself a chill.

For Kongphop, Arthit who loathes him is like a dazzling sun, the more he wants to get close, the more he will be burned by the temperature he keeps away from others.

But if you really want to leave completely, you will lose even the brilliance of life.

Chasing someone who can't belong to you is painful, and at the moment when you want to give up, this pain will be multiplied several times in an instant.

In the next few days, Kongphop was like a walking dead in the crowd, and he didn't go to training for a few days.It's just that M has been covering him intentionally or unintentionally, and the others thought he was really unwell, so they didn't think too much about it.

Unlike M, he was originally a popular candidate sent by the School of Engineering to participate in the selection of campus students in the school. Treating training so negatively will definitely affect his image.

Kongphop is not in the mood to participate in any selections now, but Miss Mini, who is in charge of the Mr. Campus competition, is not willing to let him go. She went into battle in person within a few days and escorted him back to the training ground.

In the past few days, no matter whether he is in or out of class, Kongphop is lying on the table in a dazed state, and has almost no communication with the few people around him.

When I came to the training ground today, Ork and the others finally found a chance, and they kept angrily catching him and complaining: "Arthit has really gone too far recently. No matter how good M is, he has an excuse to call people up and punish him. Yesterday, I reached a new height, and I actually asked M to stand up alone to demonstrate the movements, and it turned out that I demonstrated there for more than half an hour!"

Ork was filled with righteous indignation, but Kongphop only heard Arthit's name at the beginning, and his mind was already buzzing for a while, and he didn't even bother to listen to what he said next.

He hadn't seen Arthit for days.

Kongphop thought that he could calm down in such alienation, but in fact, when he thought of meeting him later, his heart was still beating violently.

And what he wants to see is still that person's contempt for him, and his figure standing side by side with Not.

As long as he thinks of this, he has the urge to escape from this training ground.

Ork said a lot, seeing that he didn't respond at all, he stopped awkwardly: "Kongphop, what's wrong with you? My boyfriend has been bullied like this, and it's like sleepwalking."

Pair tugged at his clothes: "Alright, Ork, Kongphop has been in poor health recently, so let's not talk about it."

Kongphop finally came to his senses, but for a while, he didn't know what to say.

Seeing his appearance, M finally took a deep breath and said, "Don't say such things in the future, in fact, Kongphop and I have already..."

Kongphop's heart moved, and he turned to look at him.

At this moment, there was a sudden commotion at the door, and the sophomore standing in the front immediately ordered: "Seniors are here, everyone return to the team!"

Apparently, everyone is quite afraid of Arthit's hostility recently. When they heard what the senior said, no one cared what M was saying, and hurriedly sat down in formation.

Kongphop stood in the crowd, staring closely at the leader of the instructor team, his fists clenched tightly.

In fact, if possible, he would rather raise his hand and give himself two slaps.

Because seeing each other after so many days actually made him feel a subtle sense of relief.

It's like a traveler who has been trapped in the desert for a long time and finally sees the mirage ahead. Even if the comfort is false, it will always make people think for a moment that they have seen hope.

But the emotion was fleeting, and Kongphop quickly forced himself to look away.

Now that you have decided to give up, why bother with this mirage?

Arthit didn't expect to see him in the training team at all, and the moment his eyes swept over, he happened to see Kongphop look away with a sullen face.

His heart tightened, and the steps under his feet actually missed a beat at that moment.

Fortunately, they had already reached the front of the team, so Arthit simply stopped and turned to face the first-year team.

After announcing the start of training, Not remembered something, patted Arthit's shoulder from behind, and whispered something in his ear.

Seeing this scene, a jealous fire burned in Kongphop's chest again.

They had already kissed that morning, and now they can still get along like this, so, has Arthit accepted the Not now?

Obviously he has worked hard for a long time and decided to give up this relationship, but seeing Arthit and Not approaching, he still can't control his emotions.

Bright's gaze was patrolling the team pretending to be serious, and he saw the distinctive anger on Kongphop's face at a glance.

He frowned, and said directly, "0062, Kongphop, stand up."

Bright's words attracted everyone's attention to Kongphop, including of course Arthit and Not.

Kongphop's complexion hadn't had time to calm down, and when he met Arthit's gaze, his expression suddenly became more exciting.

Arthit just looked over subconsciously, met him, and quickly looked away.

Seeing his evasion, Kongphop felt more bitter in his heart.

Bright didn't notice the undercurrent between them, he only squinted at Kongphop and asked, "0062, after you've been absent from training for so long, you looked at the instructor with such angry eyes for the first time after returning to the team, what's the reason? "

For Not, Bright, a simple-minded guy, can really be called a pig teammate. Not just wished that Arthit and Kongphop would have nothing to do with each other. His words immediately connected the two of them together again.

Not sighed helplessly.

And Bright's question made the following first-year students explode.

"Did Kongphop come back to help his boyfriend get ahead?"

"Since he's going to be in his early years, why hasn't he come for so many days?"

"It seems that he is not in good health recently? I thought he was cowardly. I left M alone here to face the senior. I kind of despised him. I didn't expect that he would be so domineering when he came back!"

"So what is said in the forum is true, and Senior Arthit has also taken a fancy to Kongphop?"

"Even if you really like it, you should give up now, right? Kongphop never sided with M."

"However, I still feel that the rumors should not be fully believed. M will be targeted in this way, maybe he has done something shameful?"

"Who knows? It's none of our business anyway, and we're happy to relax."

"..."

The discussion below was rustling, and the originally quiet training ground immediately became noisy.

In fact, Arthit's attitude towards M is that most people still have an attitude that it has nothing to do with them and only talks about gossip.

I feel that Arthit will not find faults for no reason, and it also accounts for so much of it.

"Shut up!" Arthit growled, successfully interrupting everyone's discussion.

After everyone quieted down, Arthit raised his eyes again and saw Kongphop who was still standing in the middle of the team.

Kongphop met his eyes, and felt another dull pain in his heart.

"Report." He said.

Arthit looked at him quietly: "Say."

"After I apply, I will do 200 squats every time I train. Please, Senior Arthit, let innocent people go."

When Kongphop said these words, he actually deliberately opposed Arthit.

He's just fed up with the endless chatter.

Arthit would hate M, originally because of him, he wanted to escape with all his heart a few days ago, and hardly thought about M's situation.

Now that I heard everyone's words, I reacted.

Where should M bear all this for him?

What's more, if this matter continues to deteriorate, even Arthit may not end well.

Kongphop wanted to get this matter over quickly, but he ignored it. The few words he said now, to the ears of others, are actually no different from provocation.

Arthit smiled sarcastically, and asked, "Who are you talking about innocent people?"

Only then did Kongphop come to his senses, and was momentarily dumbfounded.

"But since you want to do it yourself, I have no reason to stop you, 0062, come out!"

Kongphop paused, but he walked out of the team obediently, and began to punish himself without saying a word.

After being decadent for so many days, his spirit is indeed a little weak. The punishment he has been used to in the past is actually a bit powerless today.

The training of others did not delay training because of him.

Kongphop squatted up, but his eyes still involuntarily fell on Arthit in front of the team.

Not didn't know how important it was, and from time to time, he leaned into Arthit's ear and whispered a few words, Kongphop's heart was burning with jealousy, and there was a faint murderous look in every movement.

After finishing 200 squats, he finally returned to the team.

Seeing that he was dripping with sweat, M couldn't help but quietly took out a tissue and stuffed it into his hand.

But the training just stopped at that time, and the field was quiet, so his movements were naturally extremely obvious.

Arthit squinted his eyes, walked to their side: "0062, Kongphop, stand up!"

Kongphop, who hadn't recovered from his breath, stood up again, even full of jealousy in his chest.

Arthit stared into his eyes, and asked word by word: "During training, can I pass tissues?"