I am him [Comprehensive]

Kongphop's eye sockets turned red, and he seemed to have never shown such a fierce look in front of Arthit.

But his fierceness was not aimed at Arthit.

What he hates the most is his own powerlessness.

Seeing Arthit's kiss, his heart was so painful that it was about to burst, every cell in his body seemed to be screaming, he couldn't kiss him, he couldn't!

But he couldn't refute every word Arthit said.

His love came out of nowhere, and there was no place to accuse Arthit of his dislike for him.

Rationally, he clearly understands it, but Kongphop still feels a heartache that he can't help but let him watch Arthit approach another person like this.

The raging anger in his chest urgently needs to be vented. After being stunned, Not subconsciously stood in front of Arthit, probably because he was afraid that he would hurt Arthit.

But he didn't understand at all, no matter what the circumstances, Kongphop couldn't move Arthit's finger.

Not's action of blocking Arthit's body made his heart full of unwillingness burst out instantly, Kongphop let out a low growl, and slammed his fist heavily on the wall beside him.

boom--

It was surprisingly loud.

How could the hard wall be afraid of his fist, no matter how hard the blow was, the only person who would hurt was himself.

It's just that the current Kongphop really needs some pain to force himself to wake up.

A faint red mark was left on the clean white wall. Because of too much force, Kongphop's knuckles were scratched, and some red blood oozes out.

But he didn't seem to feel it, he didn't even look at it, he just stared at Arthit who was guarded by Not: "Do you hate me so much? To force me to go, even this kind of thing can do it?"

Arthit smiled contemptuously: "What do you mean you can do this kind of thing? Did I go too far? In front of you, I think these are far from enough!"

Arthit's original intention was to satirize the fact that he was with M behind his back, but to Kongphop, this remark was clearly another threat.

If he doesn't leave, maybe Arthit will do something that he can't bear at all.

Kongphop nodded emphatically: "Okay, I'll go! Is it okay if I go! I understand how much you bother me, and I won't come back to obstruct your eyes with a thick skin in the future!"

After Kongphop finished speaking, he turned around and rushed out of the apartment that had left him in a trance half an hour ago. Even if it was only from the back, one could feel that his anger had not dissipated.

Arthit originally wanted to force him to leave with all his heart, but when he really heard him say these words, an indescribable feeling surged in his heart, which made his nose hurt a little.

There was only one person missing in the originally chaotic room, and it suddenly became silent.

The remaining two people faced each other, but there was only embarrassment in the air.

It wasn't until this moment that Arthit realized what he had done.

He scratched the back of his head embarrassingly, and gave Not a stiff smile: "I just... you know, I just wanted to force him to leave early, this guy didn't know what he was talking about, he thought everyone was like him, You can also get entangled with friends."

Not looked at him silently, with deep eyes.

The kiss that Arthit gave him was really hasty, and he could feel the carelessness in it, but this kind of contact, which he rarely even expected, still made his heart beat wildly until now.

There is still warmth on his lips even now.

At this moment, he really wanted to say, Kongphop is right, I just have other plans for you.

But looking at the embarrassment and timidity that was almost written all over Arthit's face, this confession was so choked in his throat that he couldn't get it out.

If Arthit was really interested in him, why would he have such an expression.

But now he was already feeling uncomfortable, so why should he make trouble.

Not suddenly hated his empathy.

But while hating, he still smiled at Arthit understandingly: "I understand, don't worry, I'll treat it as if I was bitten by a dog at worst, there is always some sense of loyalty."

Hearing what he said, Arthit relaxed, and the stiffness on his face finally disappeared.

"Fuck you, you're the dog!" He punched Not on the shoulder.

When he faced Kongphop just now, he was only thinking about the person in front of him, and he didn't even think about the meaning of Kongphop's words. After Kongphop left, he met Not's eyes, and at that moment he suddenly realized that this paragraph Over time, the strange feeling in Not's eyes may be due to something.

Thinking that what Kongphop said might be true, he was at a loss for what to do.

In the more than two years since he met these two, he has never only regarded Not as a friend, buddy, no different from Plame and the others.

If Not really has such thoughts for him, he really doesn't know how he should face it.

And this tension disappeared soon after Arthit heard Not's response.

He knew it was Kongphop's cranky thinking,

Fortunately, he was just thinking wildly.

Not looked at his relieved look, and didn't know whether he should cry or laugh.

But in this case, it seems that he can only continue to hide his true side in his heart.

"Anyway, you have to treat me to dinner after class today. This is my first kiss! It was just taken away by a dog." Not raised his eyebrows at him.

Arthit smiled helplessly and nodded: "Please, please, eat whatever you want, Dad loves you so much."

Such a tense morning disappeared under the deliberate moderation of the two of them.

However, the sky in Kongphop is still not clear.

All the way out of Arthit's house, there was a low air pressure that made people shy away from him.

Back at the door of the apartment, he saw M waiting in front of his door.

After taking a bath last night, Arthit was not in the mood to help him dry his hair. When he woke up this night, his hair was also messy. Coupled with his gloomy face, even if he said that nothing happened to him, no one would believe him, let alone It is M who knows him deeply.

M almost didn't need to think too much, and he already guessed who his appearance was related to.

Besides that person, who else would make him sad?

Although he was like a bright mirror in his heart, M did not show it.

He grabbed the strap of his backpack and asked, "Where did you go? You hung up after sending the video."

Kongphop didn't answer.

In front of M, he didn't want to bring up any topic about Arthit.

What's more, he didn't want anyone to know what happened today.

The image of Arthit grabbing Not and kissing him played repeatedly in his mind, as if someone had set a loop mode.

If he could do it all over again, he really wished that Arthit could have just thrown him on the street last night.

Even if he became a drunk on the street that made everyone laugh at him, he didn't want to see that scene with his own eyes.

Unwilling to continue thinking about it, Kongphop quickly stopped the thought in his heart and asked, "Are you okay?"

Seeing that he didn't pay attention to his question at all, M couldn't help pinching his palm.

But he still said to Kongphop with the usual expression: "Didn't the materials of the project we did together last time be placed here with you? Tiw let me remind you not to forget to bring them today. If you didn't answer the video, I will come over directly." , it’s not far anyway.”

Kongphop has already forgotten what subject is not subject.

He nodded, and took a look in his pocket, only to realize that the key he took out last night had been lost by him.

Think about it too, if he could find his key, why would Arthit bring such an annoying person home.

Realizing that his thoughts had turned to Arthit again, Kongphop felt irritated again, stretched out his foot and kicked the door heavily.

M watched his actions in shock. You know, since he was a child, it was the first time he saw Kongphop vent his anger with such childish behavior.

He felt a pain in his heart, and asked, "What's the matter? Didn't you bring the key?"

Kongphop took a deep breath and nodded hastily.

M was silent for a while, then reached out and took out his bunch of keys, took one of them off, and handed it to him: "It just so happens that you still have one with me, and I haven't had time to return it to you."

Kongphop was stunned for a moment, with some doubts in his eyes: "Since you have the key, why don't you go in directly?"

The corner of M's mouth slightly bent: "We... broke up, I'm afraid it's inconvenient for you."

Kongphop looked at him with mixed feelings.

Even before he lost his memory, there was no such relationship between M and him.

He really didn't know what he had done these days to make everything into such a mess.

Kongphop took the key over, and didn't say hypocritically that there was no need to be so particular about their relationship.

M is no longer a buddy friendship with him, what's the point of him saying this to himself again?

Especially after discovering Not's covetousness towards Arthit, he realized that it is impossible for a person to keep a friend's distance from you with liking.

He is, Not is, how can M be an exception?

In the past, he was too stupid to make the relationship with M into such a mess.

Entering the room, M saw the quilt that was still neatly folded, and the ashtray by the window was also full, but the smell of smoke had almost dissipated.

All indications are that Kongphop didn't come back to live at all last night.

His heart sank, and he couldn't help clenching his fists a little more, his nails hurting his palm.

But what made him feel even more heartbroken was the words that Kongphop uttered suddenly.

"M, I don't want to keep the secret about our breakup anymore."