After memorizing the book, I am super strong

When I was in the third year of high school, it was a very ordinary and ordinary memory.

He will make bets with his friends to treat guests, he will also mark the inspection time of the grade director on the class schedule, and he will wait for the bell to grab the meal... Of course, the most important thing is to be exhausted for the college entrance examination.

Of course, there were times when she quarreled over the ending of the novel, such as the day of her 17th birthday——

Mansur, the protagonist of "Little Bomb League", witnessed the bloody death of his friends because of a terrorist attack, and he was the only survivor.

But the lingering shadow of death has always brought misfortune to his life.Until the final ending, he found that he had died as early as the day when the explosion came.

"A rare survivor, you can't live in the past - no matter what, you need to be positive - after all, not everyone can be a survivor, right?"

Xie Gongxuan remembered what she said.

"That's not right! How can the shadow of a lifetime be overcome as soon as it is said to be overcome—you don't feel back pain while standing up and talking~ Such a smooth life trajectory, how can reading this kind of book be from God's perspective?"

This sentence is answered by the outspoken "Jane Eyre"... Since she can't remember the name of her friend, she has been using the title of the book as a nickname.

They quarreled for a long time that day - until the end of the self-study class in the afternoon, Xie Gongxuan was so angry that she climbed over the wall and left the school gate, and went to the hot pot restaurant next door alone.

After getting rid of the shadow of school violence in junior high school, and getting rid of her parents who were obsessed with research and completely ignored her status——

In high school, everyone was gentle and kind, and after everyone got along well—she always felt that as long as she faced it, there seemed to be nothing insurmountable in life.

If Sanguan is so mercilessly denied, everyone will be angry, right?

……

Maybe it was also when I returned to the school gate and found that the school had been engulfed in flames——

When the friends who saved her from the shadows also died like Fa Xiao, the protagonist of "League of Little Bombs"...

Xie Gongxuan found that what the girl said was correct.

Her time... seems to have really stopped at her 17th birthday.

It was only after a long, long time that she realized it.

……

click.

Xie Gongxuan turned on the light in the room.

The end of the finger is still trembling slightly because of the beating pulse and the unstoppable heartbeat,

The following story is very simple. She gave up the college entrance examination and went to work as an assistant for her always busy parents in the study of time and space.

Then, using the research results, I went back to the day before my 17th birthday, and prepared a box of books——

suicide.

Now that time has stopped on that day... let us embrace death without regret.

However, the plan didn't work out.Xie Gongxuan, who has regressed to the age of 17, did not know why she came to this world, but was captured by a suicide enthusiast Osamu Dazai.

And then... until now.

She exhales.

It was also at this time that the field of vision suddenly brightened.Suddenly she saw a text message.

From Sakunosuke Oda.

He said: "There was an attack by criminals not far from the west, and two adopted children disappeared. I will go here to find them, and I hope to get your help if I can."

It's a group message, after all, signing the name without a title is not like what Oda Saku would do.

Her fingers curled up, as if mobilizing the strength of her body.

With the sound of the door closing, Xie Gongxuan rushed towards the location he sent.

……

"You all don't come here, or my hatchet may not go anywhere!" The bald man yelled loudly, "Go away, go away—quick!"

When he was yelling like this, there was a sudden burst of sound.

Under the night, his knife drawn away by a force cut a silver thread in the air——

"Who! Come out quickly! Or I'll strangle him to death!" The bald man tightly grabbed the neck of a little boy under his control after he lost his weapon.

He seemed quite confident until he was stabbed hard in the back.

The pain that ran through his body made his strength slacken, and he fell to the ground and began to cry out in pain.

"Sorry, I was in a bad mood just now."

Xie Gongxuan, who had just sent the boy back to Zixi, twirled her finger on the three-pointed knife, and then mustered up the courage to pull it out.

"who are you--"

The bald man screamed, but was stabbed again at the end of his words.

"Sorry, stop talking. I'm really in a bad mood right now."

Xie Gongxuan whispered, and took out the knife again.

"Transforms the trauma of life into a pearl of beauty."

After she said this, the hideous bloody wounds turned into round pearls, which fell to the ground and made a pleasant sound, reflecting white light in the dark night.

The bald man was completely scared, he shrank and didn't dare to speak, and took a long time to look at her cautiously.

"Next, I will send you to the police station. Can you communicate with the police yourself?"

……

After the neural link reported the crime remotely and sent away the extremely cooperative murderer, Xie Gongxuan continued to search.

There is a lot of fog tonight, and the entire attacked area is full of fire.It was impossible for everyone to gather together, so she could only search alone in an almost invisible environment.

There is also a little girl...

In the hottest place where the flames were burning, Xie Gongxuan suddenly remembered that letter.

"Dostoevsky. You'd better come out now."

Word by word, suppressing anger.

"Since the first day I saw you, you've been plotting against me—"

After she finished speaking rather heartbrokenly, the culprit finally walked out of the flames.

Beside him was a little girl who followed suit.The close distance between the two makes him look like a gentle big brother holding a little girl at first glance, but if you look closely...

But it is a gesture that can take away a life at any time.

"Are you doing this... for fun?" She lowered her eyes and asked.

"Sorry, my purpose is the same as before... just to create the world we want with you."

He tilted his head slightly, and the wind brought by the quiet flames made his black hair slant, but it couldn't cover the pupils filled with darkness.

"How should I put it...you are really arrogant."

Xie Gongxuan felt that she had a lot to say...but faced with such a face, she suddenly gave up again.

I have absolutely no desire to have any conversations with him.

"Turn into soil, turn into the earth, because this is the only aspect of life that is closest to my heart."

At the end of the sentence about [Incarnation of the Earth], her figure disappeared into the dark place.

Fyodor moved his gaze quietly, only the sound of burning flames exploding inside could be heard.

Almost instantly, the girl next to him followed the ground and was suddenly swept away.

When she reappeared, she was already beside Xie Gongxuan.

That girl who widened her eyes curiously, showing no fear at all...

where is wrong.

The moment he saw her face, Xie Gongxuan suddenly pushed the girl away and stepped back guardedly.

But it seems that it is too late.

……

When Osamu Dazai went out of the window, his fingers drew circles on the table because of unconscious worry.

If she completely entrusts this matter to herself...is it really okay?

Never had such a choice before.

Osamu Dazai, who was thinking wryly, also received a call from Odasaku at this time.

"It's Odasaku, because the staff in the agency didn't respond to your message—these children have been found."

Oda Sakunosuke who received the call paused for a moment: "I've found them all...but I can't contact Miss Xie."

……

That child... the ability to attack mentally...

Knowing this, Xie Gongxuan's mind was already in chaos, and she could only watch Dostoyevsky approaching her so close to her ear.

It seems to have said something, right?

It must have sounded like a demon whispering.

You can only see his open and closed lips, but you can't hear anything clearly.

There was only a buzzing in the brain, and it lost its perception of the outside world.

"I have a ecstasy and can't get it..."

She tried hard to squeeze out a voice from her throat, with her hands facing forward, it was a subconscious movement to resist his approach.

"When the rooster crows, the sky turns white—"

The invisible ripples began to expand, and the sudden impact shook Fyodor away beside him.

The part of his coat and hat with ear protection flew up in a restrained arc due to the momentum, but the man just retreated slowly with the soft sound of his boots falling to the ground.

"I will not be a tool for you to realize your ideals - stop your big dreams of spring and autumn!"

Xie Gongxuan, who finally returned to normal, just panted, and finally gave the Russian a complicated look.

If there's something wrong with this girl, then that little boy just now...

Also a pawn for Fyodor?

……

The flames were gradually extinguished, and the police had almost brought the place under control.

Fyodor, who calculated the time to leave here, bumped into a black hole at the last corner.

"What a coincidence, my phone buddy?"

Although Osamu Dazai greeted him with a relaxed tone, his whole person was like a silent night, full of undisguised guard and hostility.

"That's right. The chess game that was not finished last time is coming to an end."

Dostoevsky turned around with a smile, as if he didn't care about the gun in front of him.

"What a troublesome escape route. It took a lot of effort to find you—then, it's time to explain your purpose."

Osamu Dazai ignored what the other party said about the so-called chess game, and was not in the mood to chat slowly at all.

"Really, I don't think you will come here unprepared... How many have been found?"

Dostoevsky dragged the time with great interest, and began to speak in a speculative tone.

Osamu Dazai twirled the gun deftly, and then withdrew it from his hand.

The very fact of meeting Fyodor here proves a lot of speculation.

In that letter, I wrote "obsession with the past".

"The chat is over."

He probably knew—

Dostoevsky wants to make the world look like it was before Xie Gongxuan crossed over——

So the chosen method is to let her recall her regrets about that world, and then intensify this regret.

In the end, Xie Gongxuan, whose ability is out of control, will turn the things in his mind into reality, and finally realize his ideal.

"It's going to disappear soon—because you won't exist in the coming world."

Fyodor pursed his lips happily.

"Only I, who left her a hint in advance, will be left behind in this storm."

Osamu Dazai just put away his gun in silence, and began to speculate where Xie Gongxuan might be without replying at all.

"Because I didn't dare to interfere with her decision, because I didn't want to investigate what she didn't tell you... I missed the opportunity for such a trivial reason..."

Dostoevsky rested his index finger on his lips, his slightly squinted eyes were arcs of regret.

"Since we have already lost, let's bid farewell to this world first—"

With the sound of guns being loaded and moved around, the air also smelled of gunpowder.

Imminent death.

"what?"

"what--"

Accompanied by the shouts of surprise, there were only human sounds of falling to the ground one after another.

Those killers who were supposed to be hiding in the dark were all knocked down before the first shot was fired.

When the last person fell to the ground, Dostoevsky's hand unconsciously grasped the corner of his coat.

"Is that so—I have the opposite opinion." Osamu Dazai turned around, a small piece of backlight covered the silent shadow in his eyes——

"It is precisely because I want to protect her that I must be omnipotent."

Can't stay here any longer—

You must get to her as quickly as possible.

"Excuse me, Odasaku."

Before he left, he left such a sentence.

Accompanied by a tall man walking out from the corner, only Oda Sakunosuke, who had just subdued all the killers, and the defenseless Dostoevsky were left here.

Fyodor, who seemed to have the upper hand, just crossed his fingers regretfully.

"Ah, it's scary—but it doesn't matter if you kill me..."

He lifted his jaw, smiling expectantly, about to make his wish come true.

"After all, this world will soon cease to exist."

……

The smell of alcohol.

Since Osamu Dazai took away all the wine used for decoration in her house last time, she hasn't smelled such a smell for a long time.

Where did it come from?

Xie Gongxuan, who blinked and tried to make her vision clearer, saw the little boy. His face was like a piece of white paper with facial features drawn on it, without any emotion at all.The moment he raised his head slightly, he seemed to be a puppet controlled by the police.

"Don't hold the torch...it's dangerous, you have to leave it to my sister...huh?"

Before Xie Gongxuan finished speaking, she felt a sudden severe pain in her heart, accompanied by a contraction, as if being held by an invisible big hand.

The unexpected pain caused her to half-kneel on the ground, and her thinking began to become confused. The eyes that were supposed to convey the truth stuffed countless hallucinations into her brain.

It's [psychedelic drugs]——

That's it.

The brief period of unconsciousness during the confrontation with Fyodor was not a miscalculation...

Instead, he approached suddenly at that time and injected Xie Gongxuan with hallucinogenic drugs.

This is the ultimate goal of his series of actions.

She tried her best to overcome the great pain and swelling in her head, and wanted to make a sound, but she could only see the little boy throwing the torch in his hand to the ground when she raised her head with difficulty.

And what burned with the alcohol was the pile of books that should have been placed in his own home.

That box, the books that have been with me since I arrived in this world.

She seemed to want to shout something, but the blocked throat could only swallow the painful echo to the internal organs again——

Stop it, don't burn it again.

stop burning...

Obviously every book there represents her last bond with a dead person!

With such fetters to seek the destination of death, will I finally watch them leave like this?

Can not be done……

Can not be done!

boom!

The terrifying drug finally exerted its powerful effect of manipulating people. Xie Gongxuan, who was completely unable to think, felt that the power she had been controlling began to control herself——

The whole world, accompanied by the sound of the glass falling to the ground, is like a smashed mirror, turned into fragments still in the frame.

Reality began to twist, and everything around her began to crumble—

Just like a mirror full of shards, turning those shards one by one...

Transform the old world into a new world.

It was also at this time that the chaotic, out-of-control thinking world heard a person's voice.

"Gongxuan." Osamu Dazai also half-kneeled beside her, holding her soft and warm hand, "Sorry, I'm still late."

Xie Gongxuan's last self-control ability is gradually disintegrating, but she still wants to make some voice to respond to him.

It's just that she can't do it.

Unable to respond.

"It's okay, just listen to me next."

Osamu Dazai rubbed her head, behind her was the whole world that was gradually disintegrating and changing towards nothingness.

Even his own body was gradually disappearing, becoming more and more faint.

"The Osamu Dazai in front of you is really cowardly, just like what was written in the book No Longer Human."

Xie Gongxuan always likes to read the contents of that book, but every time she avoids the sentence about "a coward can even be hurt by happiness".

Because she knew that the current Dazai Osamu was still like this, approaching cautiously, so she never said it.

"I am so timid, I am afraid that the only time I mustered up the courage was to hold your hand that day——

Those past things that you avoided, those things you didn't want to tell me... The timid me just waited, waiting for the day when you got rid of them.

However, seeing Gong Xuan in such pain, I seemed to be in pain too. The pain almost surpassed the sum of all the misfortunes I have encountered in my life——

It turns out that my love for you has reached such a level. "

He chuckled, as if he had never said so many words so gently.It was just a word in her ear, firmly and truly existing...

At the same time, he himself has truly disappeared.

Because of Xie Gongxuan's out-of-control ability, she is changing the world to the way it was before time travel...

Although the figure gradually became nothingness, he still grabbed her hand again and again, telling him that he hadn't left yet.

"Sorry, I haven't told you. But I... really love you very much...

So, if you want to go to that world full of regrets, please keep me too——

Let me, a coward, once again muster up the courage to face regret with you—"

In the end, he gently kissed the forehead of the girl in front of him, and he was about to disappear at the end of light and shadow in the next second.

"Because my Gongxuan doesn't need to fight alone."

……

The mirror of the world began to flip, completely changing from the front to the back.

Xie Gongxuan hugged the young man in front of her at the end, and his body returned from illusion to reality——

She had been waiting alone all this time, and she just naturally took his hand before the sun went down.But sometimes, I was afraid of his approach.

In love, they are both passive and cautious.

But this time, the unprecedented impulse in her heart told her...

Be sure to catch the person in front of you.

She stood up and kissed him like this the moment she wrapped her arms around the other's neck.

The staggered breathing is accompanied by the beating of the heart rate, and the clock in my heart is ticking again.

The lover's taste and touch are too soft, like a dream.

Dazai's eyes widened in surprise as he slowly brushed his fingers through her hair, deepening their first kiss with such force.From the impulsive temptation to the inescapable addiction...all the tenderness and farewell swept along with the last madness.

Until finally, a dazzling light covered the whole world.

……

The result of this world change is the world of 16-year-old Xie Gongxuan.

During the noisy break, she leisurely turned her pen, waiting for the scented tea in the cup in front of her to slowly boil.

Just when she was a little bored waiting and was about to yawn and sleep on the table, the head teacher suddenly clapped her hands.

The moment the class fell silent, he said——

"A new classmate is here today, everyone welcome."

Who will come?

Probably a boy who came to face her obsession with her memories of many years later.

It’s just that the so-called new classmates didn’t enter the door for a long time. When the class teacher looked at the door in confusion, the 17-year-old miniature Osamu Dazai who couldn’t speak Chinese was also in a state of doubt.

Why did Xie Gongxuan keep him in her own world as a transfer student? ?

and--

He froze and waited at the door for a few seconds.

"Can you speak English?"

The author has something to say:——

Air tickets to China are arranged!I'm going to start chasing my wife

Gong Xuan is completely 16 years old. Dazai, who should not be here, and Maozi, who appeared later, have retained their memories.

But Tuosi learned Chinese in advance before implementing the plan! !

Dazai: ...

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I don't know if it's written clearly enough.It is the story of Mr. Tuo taking advantage of Gongxuan's regrets about the past, adding drugs to make her supernatural powers go out of control, and then successfully cutting the map.

Dazai finally guessed the plan, but he didn't know the details of Gongxuan's past~

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The skills used before are not cited in the text for the sake of word count.Such as the remote attraction, teleportation, and neural link in this chapter.

If you still need it, you can tell me in the comment area ~ Bixin

By the way, will it feel three-dimensional when cutting the map?

If I feel like it’s a drama, I’ll change it to the school where a certain anime character used to stay~.

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skill of the day

1. The unity of man and earth

"I really want to slowly turn into a real countryman, turn into soil, turn into the earth, because this is the only aspect of life that is closest to my heart."

San Mao "Night on the Barren Mountain"

2. Wounds become pearls~

Lin Qingxuan "Living Pearl"

"Transforms the trauma of life into a pearl of beauty."

3. Anti-psychic attack~

Li He "To Wine"

"I have a fascinated soul, but I can't attract it. The cock crows and the world is white."