Clear and Muddy Loss of Love

I just want to start over with you

Ji Ya looked at Qi Yan in a daze, and suddenly understood: This person never thought of leaving alive...

Thinking about this, a wave of respect rose in Jiya's heart.

In 11 years, although this person's temperament has been turned upside down, the blood of the supporting Li royal family is still flowing in his bones.

Blood debts are paid in blood, and revenge must be avenged.

Jiya, who has also studied the Wei culture, is very clear about how difficult it is to win the "two yuan and one flower".

He has become what he is today, and he has experienced many unknown sorrows, and he even became unfamiliar with his mother tongue and lived as a Wei native.

Qi Yan said again: "Turn it lightly, don't kill the old Nangong thief."

Jiya replied: "Isn't this your ultimate goal?"

"Now is not the time to let him die. I want him to experience the feeling of losing his loved ones. Even if he dies, he will die at my hands."

"As far as I know, he loves you the most, but what about your pillow?"

Qi Yan's fingers moved subconsciously: "She is the last one."

"It's up to you, what do you need me to do for you?"

A sternness flashed across Qi Yan's eyes: "Nangong Wang's thoughts on you are extraordinary."

Ji Ya laughed: "You really dare to speak."

Qi Yan's expression was indifferent, as if what he was looking at was not a living person, but a tool.

Being watched by such eyes, Ji Ya slowly restrained her smile. Although there has been a tradition on the grassland since ancient times that the new Khan king married his concubine, she has seen Qi Yan's determination to take revenge.

This person will not let go of all available resources, and he will use all means to achieve his goals. With this vicious heart, he may really be able to pierce the sky.

"Okay, but you have to promise me one thing."

"Go ahead."

Jiya said seriously: "Without my permission, you can't touch Nangong Shunv for the time being."

Although Qi Yan was a little puzzled, Nangong Shunv was not in her immediate plan, so she nodded in agreement.

Jiya got up to leave, she didn't ask for more details, and she didn't ask Qi Yan how to contact, so they both had a plan in mind.

……

Jiya left the Huxin Pavilion and walked towards the direction where Lu Zhongxing and Nangong Shunv left. After walking for a while, they didn't see them, and her steps quickened.

She wasn't familiar with the terrain of the Princess Mansion, and she didn't ask any of the servants, she just searched randomly based on her intuition.

Fortunately: Hearing the sound of arguing outside a secluded courtyard, Jiya secretly breathed a sigh of relief and walked into the courtyard.

Nangong Shunv was blocked behind a rockery by Lu Zhongxing, she was furious and didn't know what to do for a while.

After all, the other party is Emperor Ji, he can't exercise the power of her husband's family like an ordinary family, even if Nangong Shunv committed the seven rules, she still has to report to His Majesty for separation and reunion.

No matter what, Lu Zhongxing would never do such a thing, and it is well known to the world that the Taiwei Mansion's face and his dignity will be put away.

Nangong Shunv has restrained the panic in her heart, their relationship is already like this, and she doesn't need to explain anything to him.

The two were deadlocked like this, and Lu Zhongxing asked, "Didn't Your Highness say something to me?"

Nangong Shunv rubbed her painfully pinched wrist: "What does the son-in-law want me to say?"

"You... are flirting with men in broad daylight, shouldn't you say something?"

Ji Ya heard Nangong Shunv's sneer and Lu Zhongxing's angry scolding: "You have no sense of shame!"

Ji Ya cleared her throat, Lu Zhongxing's body froze, and he turned around: "So it's Empress Yafei."

Those amber eyes were slightly curious: "Shouldn't you salute when you see me?"

One sentence choked Lu Zhongxing, he held up his arms and bowed: "Lu Zhongxing sees the concubine Ya."

Ji Ya easily passed Lu Zhongxing, because of the difference in race and eating habits, Ji Ya's strength is much stronger than that of ordinary women.

Nangong Shunv didn't expect that Jiya would follow, at least when she asked her for help, the other party didn't intend to make a move. Looking back, Jiya had already held her hand and pulled her out of the rockery.

The muscles on Lu Zhongxing's face twitched. A nation that was defeated by his father, what right does it have to be domineering in front of him?

"My lady, please stay."

Jiya pulled Nangong Shunv to her side, turned her head and asked, "What's the matter?"

"Your Majesty, I haven't finished talking to His Highness Zhuohua."

Ji Ya still had an innocent expression, and asked Nangong Shunv curiously: "Do you have anything else to say?"

Nangong Shunv shook her head, Jiya said nothing else, pulled Nangong Shunv up and left.

Lu Zhongxing's face turned pale, but he could only watch the backs of the two disappear from sight.

After walking a long distance, Jiya stopped, raised Nangong Shunv's hand, and opened her sleeve. There was a clear fingerprint on her wrist.

"Does it hurt?"

Nangong Shunv let go of Jiya's hand: "Thank you, Ma'am."

Jiya took half a step forward and almost stuck to Nangong Shunv, who took a step back and Jiya stuck to her again.

"Miss?"

Jiya asked softly, "Are you angry?"

Nangong Shu wanted to distance herself again, but Jiya wrapped her arms around her waist.

She exclaimed, and met a pair of clear eyes.

"Young lady, you... please let go."

"You haven't answered my question yet."

"Your Majesty is worrying too much, how could Shu Nu be angry with Your Majesty?"

Only then did Jiya let go of her arm, and looked at the hairpin on Nangongshu's head: "Why didn't you fight back just now?"

Seeing Nangong Shunv's silence, Ji Ya blinked: "If there is another time, pull out the hairpin and stab him, and if you don't get it through, stab him in the eye..."

Nangong Shunv couldn't help but shuddered, she didn't expect such vicious words to come from such a beautiful mouth.

She realized that after getting along for so long, she didn't know this concubine Ya at all.

Jiya didn't seem to notice Nangong Shunv's search, she still had a harmless and innocent expression, as if she hadn't said anything just now.

Nangong Shunu took a step back silently: "It's getting late, is Madam Yafei going back to the main hall?"

"The scenery in this mansion is good, I'll walk around, you go back first."

"Sister-in-law leave."

……

On the other side, grass has grown in Ji Ya's heart since she left Nangongwang, and finally found a reason to "exit Gong" to leave the main hall.

After wandering around to the garden, he happened to see Qi Yan who was about to return to the main hall.

Qi Yan saluted respectfully, then said seemingly unintentionally: "Why did Your Highness come out? Just now I also met my second sister, second brother-in-law and Empress Yafei."

Nangong Wang felt itchy, and asked, "Where did you go?"

Qi Yan pointed to the direction Jiya left: "Go along this road, there is only one side courtyard over there."

Nan Gongwang left in a hurry, Qi Yan pondered for a moment, turned around and went back to the Huxin Pavilion, which is the only way to go back to the main hall.

It's a pity that Nangongwang ran into Lu Zhongxing first, and he greeted with some disappointment, "Where did the second brother-in-law go?"

Lu Zhongxing arched his hands: "Third Highness."

"Why don't you see Second Sister?"

Lu Zhongxing snorted coldly: "Please trouble the Third Highness to tell His Highness Zhen Zhen for me, I'm overwhelmed with alcohol and go back home first." After speaking, he cupped his hands and left without looking back.

Sitting in the pavilion in the middle of the lake, Qi Yan saw Nangong Shunv and Lu Zhongxing passing by the lotus pond successively, her eyes became deeper and deeper.

After a long time, Jiya walked quickly on the stone road in front of the lake. When she passed the lake pavilion, Jiya suddenly turned her head and looked at Qi Yan from a distance.

A quarter of an hour later, Lu Zhongxing staggered over with a dazed look, and Qi Yan came out of the Huxin Pavilion, walked quickly across the small bridge and came to Nangongwang: "Your Highness?"

"Ah!" Nangong Wang was so startled that he jumped back, and he relaxed when he saw clearly what was coming: "It's you?" After speaking, he subconsciously rubbed his right cheek.

Qi Yan noticed this detail, but after careful observation, she didn't find any abnormality on Nangong Wang's cheek.

"I saw that the second brother-in-law and the second sister had gone back, so I knew that His Highness should not wait for you here on purpose."

"Yeah." Nangong Wang nodded, hesitant to speak.

"The lotus pods in the lake are very ripe, but they have a special charm. How about your Highness follow me to the pavilion to enjoy them?"

"it is good."

After entering the Huxin Pavilion, Nangong looked down and sat down on the stone bench, covering his right face in cold sweat: "Qi Yan, I seem to have gotten into trouble."

……

It turned out that hard work should never fail someone with a high heart. Nan Gongwang finally found Jiya.The moment I saw her, I just felt dry mouth.

Resisting the throbbing, he stepped forward to say hello, but Jiya asked him, "Did you look at me just now?"

Nangongwang had never seen such a bold and straightforward woman, and in his opinion, Jiya's words were more like an invitation and a hint.

Due to his status, Nangongwang hesitated for a long time but failed to say a complete sentence. Jiya couldn't help but look at Nangongwang's heart again.

He stepped forward and looked at Ji Ya obsessively: "Miss Ya, I..."

Ji Ya smiled brightly, raised her hand and tapped Nangong Wang's shoulder: "What do I want to ask you?"

Nangongwang nodded, but the smile on Jiya's face suddenly disappeared, she raised her hand and slapped Nangongwang, turned and left.

That slap didn't hurt, it was more like a caress, which made Nangong Wang's heart itch unbearably, and he could not stop rubbing his cheek, wishing that Jiya would give him a few more slaps.

Looking back, Jiya's figure had disappeared, and he remembered that Jiya was not an ordinary woman.

When you return to your senses, you will know how to be afraid.

Nangong Wang grabbed Qi Yan's arm: "She seduced me!"

Qi Yan sneered in her heart: "Your Highness...this?"

Nangong Wang let go of his hand: "What should I do? If the emperor finds out about this matter, this palace will be ruined."

"Your Highness...you to Empress Yafei, you?"

Nangong Wang opened his mouth and sighed softly: "Now I won't hide it from you. Ever since I saw her for the first time, my soul has been hooked by her."

Qi Yan sat across from Nangong Wang, and after a long silence, he said slowly: "Are there other people around at that time?"

"The maids are all serving in the front yard, which is remote and never seen..."

"It's easy to handle this way, Your Highness, please don't mess up. In my opinion, the Empress Yafei may not tell His Majesty, and if His Majesty asks, please bite her to death and refuse to admit it."

There was hope in Nangong Wang's eyes, and Qi Yan said again: "At that time, Your Highness can push this minister out, and tell you that the main hall has been with you all the time, and I will try my best to prove 'innocence' for Your Highness. As the saying goes, family ugliness should not be publicized." , even if His Majesty knew about it, he would not make a fanfare inquiry, let alone investigate. Your Highness is a prince, and without solid evidence, His Majesty will not do anything to you."

"Okay, Ben Gong listens to you! My brother-in-law saved Ben Gong again!"

"However, I dare to ask Your Highness to put away such thoughts from now on."

Nangong Wang nodded hurriedly: "Don't worry brother-in-law, I will never..."

Qi Yan interrupted Nan Gongwang's words: "Your Highness misunderstood what I meant."

"What does brother-in-law mean?"

"The concubine Ya is beautiful in the country, and it is natural for His Highness to be tempted. Even the minister is amazed by the beauty of the concubine Ya..."

Nangong Wang was startled, but he calmed down a lot.

As if some kind of viciousness had encountered an "accomplice", the guilt and uneasiness in my heart dropped sharply.

Qi Yan continued: "Your Majesty is fifty-one years old this year, but Empress Yafei is a few years younger than His Highness. If His Highness can finally reach that position..."

The two reached a happy consensus and walked to the main hall together.

……

Lu Zhongxing has already left, and Ji Ya and Nangong Shunv are still sitting on the case together.

The fourth prince and the second prince sat together and chatted happily.

And the sixth prince Nangong Lie sat on the main seat, beside Nangong Jingnv.

The two brothers and sisters pushed cups and changed cups, very happy.

Nangong Jingnv and Nangong Lie raised their heads at the same time, looking at the same person.

Qi Yan paused, although her expression didn't change, her heart was surging.

Nangong Jingnv was drunk, her pretty face was flushed, and her eyes were blurred.

With a hint of sadness in his eyes, he stared straight at Qi Yan.

Nangong Lie was also slightly drunk, and his eyes were aggression, as if he wanted to swallow the person in his eyes alive.

Nangong Jingnv's heart aches and her eyes are swollen: she thought Qi Yan had left.

She withdrew her gaze and touched Nangong Lie: "Sixth Brother, let's come again."

"it is good!"

With a sound of "ding", the two wine bottles collided and both of them drank in one gulp.

At some point, Nangong Jingnv's wine glass was replaced by the same wine bottle as the others, and she knew it was Nangong Lie's bad idea.

Qi Yan frowned, clenched her fists hidden under her wide sleeves, and silently sat back in her seat.

Nangong Jingnv's smile was a bit bitter: Sure enough, she drank so much that she didn't even want to give a nagging word.

After Qi Yan left the banquet, Nangong Jingnv changed to a larger wine bottle. She wanted to get drunk, but the more she drank, the more energetic she became.

Picking up the wine glass, Ji Ya suddenly said, "I like you, sister." Before Nangong Shunv could react, she had already got up and walked towards the main seat.

Jiya picked up the wine glass: "I toast the princess."

Nangong Jingnv squinted her eyes, seeing Jiya's amber eyes, she was stabbed somewhere in her heart.

"Please!" Nangong Jingnv took the lead to drink the wine in the bottle, and Ji Ya also drank it down.

Ji Ya wiped the corners of her mouth with the back of her hand, and sat next to Nangong Jingnv. The next food table sat three people, which was a bit crowded.

Ji Ya simply put her arms around Nangong Jingnv's shoulders: "The princess has a straightforward temper and a good drinker, I like it."

Seeing this, the two frowned at the same time.

One is Nangong Shunv, and the other is Qi Yan.

Seeing that her younger sister was already so drunk, Nangong Shunv was worried that if she drank any more, she would hurt her body.

And Qi Yan stared at Ji Ya's hand on Nangong Jingnv's shoulder: This woman is too dangerous, and she has not even figured out the purpose of her coming to Wei... I followed Jiya's advice.

Nangong Lie: "Miss Ya, I offer you a toast."

With a sound of "ding", the cups of the two collided in front of Nangong Jingnu, and each drank.

Nangong Jingnv chuckled lightly and said, "What do you mean? Why don't you bring me with you?" As she spoke, she scooped wine into the wine bottle.

Nangong Shunv stood up, but saw a figure ahead of her, walking quickly to the main seat.

"Your Highness."

Hearing the familiar voice, Nangong Jingnv's heart skipped a beat, her bitterness spread: Are you finally willing to come?

She took a deep breath in her heart and did not respond to Qi Yan.Pick up the wine glass and hit Jiya's empty glass...

A bony hand blocked the wine bottle, Qi Yan's index finger had three or four small wounds, new and old.

She held Nangong Jingnu's cup: "Your Highness, I can't drink any more."

Nangong Shunv sighed softly and sat back.

Ji Ya looked at Qi Yan meaningfully, Nangong Lie swayed up, pressed Qi Yan's shoulder and squeezed: "Brother-in-law, don't disappoint."

Qi Yan remained motionless, all her attention was on Nangong Jingnv, and she did not let go of the wine bottle.

Nangong Jingnv raised her head slowly: "Why do you care about me?"

Nangong Lie laughed, Jiya also smiled, Nangong Shunv frowned, even the three princes looked at this side, and the hall fell silent for a moment.

Qi Yan's eyes were still so deep, and he let go of the hand holding the wine glass.

Nangong Jingnv already regretted it after she finished speaking, she was just drunk and her emotions were magnified and out of control.

This person's face is so thin, if she wasn't drunk, how could she be willing to embarrass him in front of outsiders?

Just when Nangong Jingnv was about to change her words, Qi Yan lifted her robe and knelt down under everyone's gaze.

"My lord, please stop drinking."

Ji Ya's eyes showed astonishment, Nangong Shu wanted to get up to make a rescue, and the other princes had different expressions, some looked contemptuous, and some were lost in thought.

With a sound of "bang", the wine bottle in Nangong Jingnv's hand hit the food table, she stood up suddenly, regardless of the dizziness, stepped on the food table and stepped beside Qi Yan, holding Qi Yan's arm: "Get up!"

"Yes."

Although Qi Yan was silent, she let Nangong Jingnv pull her. Seeing Qi Yan's forbearing expression, Nangong Jingnv felt her heart was about to break, and tears rolled in her eyes.

Even though Qi Yan broke her heart, she never thought of embarrassing him, let alone Qi Yan.

Feeling that Qi Yan was about to pull out her arm, Nangong Jingnv panicked, and grabbed Qi Yan's arm tightly: "Come with me."

……

After the two left the hall, Nangong Lie broke the silence: "Bring me a new case."

The servant girl took orders and went, Nan Gonglie said again: "Is there a singing and dancing girl in the mansion?"

Qiu Ju knelt down and reported back: "Beiyuan raised a theater troupe..."

Nangong Lie was quite disgusted: "Who listens to that?" He took off the jade pendant around his waist and threw it to Qiu Ju: "Find a servant with fast legs and feet to come to my house and ask Ruyan to come over."

The second prince persuaded: "Sixth brother, I think today is about the same. Why don't we go..."

"Second brother, you want to spoil the fun? It's rare that we are all brothers today and there is no palace ceremony, so we can have a good time."

……

Nangong Jingnv dragged Qi Yan to the bedroom, she vomited once on the way because she walked too fast.

Spitting and spitting blurred her vision, tears flowed out, she was afraid that Qi Yan would wipe it with her sleeve indiscriminately before she got up.

Unexpectedly, Qi Yan squatted in front of her: "Your Highness, please go back."

Lying on Qi Yan's back, Nangong Jingnv's tears flowed out again, and with the movement of her footsteps, Nangong Jingnv's tears flowed more and more fiercely, from silent tears at the beginning to sobbing, to crying loudly at the end .

Qi Yan's heart also throbbed with the sad cry, she didn't say anything, and walked steadily towards the bedroom.

The sound of crying floated all the way, and all the maids and servants in the place where the two passed turned their backs.

Nangong Jingnv sat on the Babu bed and was still crying, Qi Yan brought mouthwash and a basin, the crying stopped for a while, after rinsing her mouth, she started again, Qi Yan wrung out a wet cloth to wipe Nangong Jingnv's face, the crying continued continue.

The tip of Nangong Jingnv's nose was red from crying, her tears were rolling, she lost all shame and dignity.

The grievances accumulated over the past few days exploded under the stimulation of drunkenness, Qi Yan sat on the bed and wiped away the tears for Nangong Jingnu: "Your Highness, don't cry."

With a "pop", Nangong Jingnv opened Qi Yan's hand.

"Wow... who allowed you to kneel? Who made you kneel! Why are you kneeling?"

"minister……"

Nangong Jingnv sniffed, fumbled in her sleeve, took out an ingot of old ink and threw it on the bed: "You asked me about my birthday a month ago, why did you give me such a gift! Wow...you just dislike me. My handwriting is ugly, so it’s fine to send it privately! Why do you still send this on such an important day!”

"minister……"

Nangong Jingnv threw herself into Qi Yan's arms, her snot and tears rubbing against her chest: "Why are you doing this all of a sudden? If I accidentally did something wrong, you can tell me. I can apologize, and I can also change it. You Please don't do this to me."

Qi Yan threw away the clean cloth, and wrapped her arms around Nangong Jingnv's delicate body tighter and tighter, her chin rested on the top of Nangong Jingnv's head, her eyes were red.

Nangong Jingnv hiccupped and changed her wailing to sobbing.

Nangong Jingnv grabbed the cloth on Qi Yan's back: "I... just said angrily just now, when did you persuade me to drink less? I didn't listen? If you don't like me in the future... hiccup, just drink less. You, no You can stop kneeling, my heart, my heart...is like being stabbed by a knife."

"En." A full teardrop overflowed from the eye socket, across the scar on the right face, along the chin and disappeared into Nangong Jingnv's hair.

"Qi Yan..."

"Ok?"

"Today is my birthday, can you grant me a wish."

"Okay." When saying this word, Qi Yan even thought impulsively: even if there is no redemption, she will recognize it.

"Can we be like before, just pretend that nothing happened these days, I forget you and forget it, okay?"