Can't be chased

The three-time limit Song Li set for Sheng Ming in his heart has not been broken, and the two of them can't take care of him when they are there. In the end, Song Li reconfirmed that Anfan is fine under Sheng Ming's angry glaring, so hurry up Say goodbye and go home.

Sheng Ming didn't dare to relax at all. He used to be like a half-blind man with his eyes covered. There was clearly a big fire in front of him. A large area of ​​houses was almost burned down. He stood on the edge and thought that someone had set up a fire. He was very happy. keep warm there.

Now that the cloth that blocked his view had been torn off, even though the fire had been brought under control, he still couldn't help but be afraid when he looked at the charred ruins in front of him, and searched tremblingly, even if it was a small spark, he had to go there and stamp it out.

And An Fan's mentality is also difficult to straighten out for a while, although on the surface the two have talked about their relationship, but An Fan has been putting himself in a humble position of unrequited love for more than two years. He also thought that his kindness was due to the child's favor, and he took a lot of horns on his own.

He burned a fire, maybe fighting poison with poison, the reaction during pregnancy has improved a bit, and he can barely swallow half a bowl of porridge, but his sleep at night is still very poor, it is difficult to fall asleep, even if he finally squints for a while, he will frequently wake up from inception dreams .

His heart couldn't be put back in its original place. On the one hand, he was shaking happily, on the other hand, he seemed to be standing on the edge of a cliff, tightening a thread all the time, guarding against a possible fall at a certain moment.

It's not that Sheng Ming didn't notice his flinching, but it's just that no matter how much love is said, it seems powerless. He is willing to open his mouth and stop covering up those so-called feelings, but that can only be used as a icing on the cake, and the more important thing is to act .

He became a brown candy sticking to An Fan's side, and he had to have physical contact with people 24 hours a day, 23 and a half times a day to feel at ease.

An Fan saw Sheng Ming's uneasiness in his eyes, he was a little distressed, and he also blamed himself.

When he couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, he looked at Sheng Ming's calm and peaceful eyes, and went through these years in his memories little by little. Knowing Sheng Ming's awkward personality and looking at the past, Sheng Ming was indeed very kind to him.

At the very beginning, An Fan couldn't accept sex/things, and Sheng Ming didn't touch him once in that six months; Sheng Ming's personal consciousness is actually very heavy, but he quickly adapted to An Fan's existence , I got used to him being by my side when I was working in the study; more and more easy-to-read books appeared on the bookshelves full of obscure professional books, and the wooden chair in front of the small desk that Anfan used to used was replaced by Comfortable soft chairs, Sheng Ming's presence in the kitchen that never had a fire when he lived alone, all the household items are in duplicate, engraved with the traces of their lives, Sheng Ming is sometimes very gentle ...

It's just that the two of them are not smart in their relationship, one is dumb and the other is blind, they love themselves, and they don't care about how the other party reacts or whether they receive it.

An Fan's heart relaxed, if Sheng Ming could change his original self for him, open the hard shell and show him his soft belly, why would he have any reason to shrink back?

What he used to hold was a hopeless heart, even if he fell again this time, it would be nothing more than that, it would not be worse than before.

It's just... there is one more thing, he doesn't know how to tell Sheng Ming.

An Fan was so preoccupied with his thoughts that he kept his eyes fixed on Sheng Ming's face, but he didn't notice it for a while after Sheng Ming opened his eyes.

"What are you thinking about?"

Sheng Ming's voice was not like someone who just woke up, it was clear and calm, which startled An Fan.

"Why did you suddenly wake up?"

Sheng Ming Xu hugged his waist, half-closed his eyes, and took some scrutiny: "I've been awake for a while."

"..."

"It's time for me to ask you." Sheng Ming glanced at the clock on the wall, it was three forty, "Can't sleep?"

An Fan wanted to shake his head, but when he shook his head halfway, he stopped when he saw Sheng Ming's frowning eyebrows.You have to be honest when you agree, if you keep doing this, it will not be fair to Sheng Ming.

He bit his lip and spoke again after a long time: "Some insomnia."

During this process, Sheng Ming waited patiently, and after he finished speaking, he asked again: "How long has it been?"

"Half a month."

Sheng Ming continued to stare at him.

"One month."

Sheng Ming still didn't move, as if he was probing the truth of his words.

"...almost two months, that's... when you can see it at the very beginning..."

An Fan avoided his eyes, Sheng Ming withdrew his gaze, and suddenly sighed.

He moved his upper body forward, put his chin on top of Anfan's head, and completely embraced Anfan.

An Fan heard a muffled voice from above his head, and he could feel a little buzzing vibration above his head as Sheng Ming spoke.

"Comrade An Fan, congratulations on escaping a spanking."

The tense atmosphere dissipated, An Fan smiled and said, "What?"

Sheng Ming still said in the tone of a big patriarch: "For the sake of your honesty this time, I will reward you for a night of chatting with you about business."

An Fan scratched his chest: "You haven't gone to work for several days, is it okay?"

Sheng Ming was silent, An Fan wanted to raise his head strangely, but Sheng Ming held him down again: "Well, I'll confess, but let's say it first, you can't be angry."

Sheng Ming talked to him in this tone, and An Fan felt that even if Sheng Ming said he wanted his life, he would have to give it to others, so there was no way he could get angry.

"I called Jiang Tang back and asked him to take over the company's affairs first."

The company was actually co-founded by Sheng Ming and Jiang Tang in the early days. Neither of them wanted to rely on the family's twister to hit it off and start their own business. It was only later that Jiang Tang was arrested by his family and the company was handed over to Sheng Ming.It has been more than half a year since Jiang Tang came back, Sheng Ming has long intended to let him return to the company, but Jiang Tang has been procrastinating and saying that he wants to be happy for a while, and there is some embarrassment between the two of them, so Sheng Ming let him go, but now Without saying a word, he directly dragged the person back, and became the shopkeeper himself.

An Fan thought for a long time before he understood why Sheng Ming told him not to be angry. He laughed and was touched at the same time. He remembered what he said casually at the beginning.

"After all, Mr. Jiang has been away for several years. Don't you need to help watch during this time?"

Seeing that he really didn't care, Sheng Ming breathed a sigh of relief, but was a little disappointed: "So Jiangtang will be a regular visitor to our house from now on."

Before An Fan could speak, he said distressedly with half truth and half falsehood: "He will definitely make a face when he comes tomorrow, then you just leave him alone and let him get angry on his own."

An Fan felt the childishness from him again, and giggled.

Sheng Ming lowered his head to look at his bright eyes, with a moist smile inside, and a slight arc at the end of his eyes.

Before An Fan finished laughing, he stopped speaking with a bang, and arched his body slightly.Sheng Ming's heart tightened, and he immediately realized that the little guy might have been woken up and came to torment Anfan again.

An Fan's hands grabbed the quilt.Sheng Ming usually doesn't force him, but occasionally when he finds him in a good mood, he tries to hold his hand and talk to the baby in his belly. After a few times, Anfan is indeed not as resistant as before, but he still doesn't want to do it. He made a gesture of straightening his waist and supporting his abdomen, but now he just bent his body and tried to carry this wave.

A big warm hand was placed on it, stroking gently, the little bastard seemed to know who to kiss him, he liked Sheng Ming's tricks, and he would calm down after coaxing him for a while.

There was a thin layer of sweat on Anfan's forehead for a while, and after it subsided, he was already a little tired from the trouble.

Sheng Ming wiped off his sweat, got out of bed, poured a glass of warm water, and fed him to drink.He went to bed again and hugged him, his voice was full of pity: "Thank you for your hard work."

An Fan shook his head, feeling a little sleepy in Sheng Ming's arms, the hour hand was almost pointing to five, but the sky in winter still had a long way to go before dawn.

The breathing of the person in his arms gradually stabilized, Sheng Ming kept holding him still, watched for a long time, kissed his slightly cool forehead after sweating, and then tapped lightly on his pale lips .

His expression was in pain for a moment, and then gradually returned to calm.

"Sleep, Fanfan, I'm here."

An Fan looked back at the past and found many details that he had overlooked, but there are actually many things that An Fan didn't know.

For example, Sheng Ming forced him to resign because it was raining heavily that day, and when Sheng Ming went to pick him up, he heard his colleagues scolding him behind his back.He is clumsy and clumsy, knows nothing but works hard, and his colleagues think he is trying to curry favor with his boss.Sheng Ming didn't know why he was so angry, he thought viciously why he was so stupid why he was asked to come out to work?But Sheng Ming didn't explain anything, and just asked An Fan to resign with a cold face. An Fan always thought that he came to pick him up on a whim, and he was half upset.

For example, Sheng Ming wrote down all the occasional physical problems in An Fan's life, and often called Dr. Wu, only to turn the page when he got an accurate reply that there was nothing serious about it. Then Anfan will have to undergo a so-called "routine inspection" in two days.

For example, Sheng Ming's business trip was planned for ten days. On the sixth day, he received a call from An Fan, who said cautiously that the weather forecast said that city B would cool down tomorrow. Don't forget to wear more clothes. I hung up the phone impatiently, but listened to the wind in the night to and fro in the middle of the night, always imagining An Fan's expression when he was talking on the other end of the phone, and hung up the phone by himself. When Tian returned home, he felt relieved when he saw An Fan's normal expression.

Many An Fan didn't know about the anticipation, irritability, longing, and tenderness he had.He awkwardly hid himself tightly for fear of being seen, and he couldn't tell what his psychology was.

But it doesn't matter, Sheng Ming carefully stretched out his hand to tuck An Fan in the quilt, they still have a long way to go.There will be countless events and emotions along the way, and he will learn to share those things with Anfan little by little.

Lost because of love, how can you not get out if you have love?