Solitary

Finally a taxi came and the two got in.

When the car drove onto Yanwu Bridge, He Jiqing looked at Gulangyu Islet, which was still brightly lit on the sea, and said: "I have stayed in Spain for several months, and it is also a small island on the sea, as big as Gulangyu Islet. There are many colorful houses on the island, and the sunshine is particularly good. , with only 3000 residents, everyone knows each other."

Lin Shu didn't ask why he was going to Spain.

"Shall we go together in the future?" He Jiqing said.

Lin Shu looked out the window, Gulangyu Island looked resplendent in the lights, it was not like this before.

"I don't have a passport," he said.

He Jiqing smiled: "Then do one."

"Look, that's Zheng Chenggong." Lin Shu pointed out the window and said, "It is said that it can help Xiamen block the typhoon."

He Jiqing smiled helplessly.

"That round dome seems to be the Bagua Building. Have you ever been to Gulangyu Island?" Lin Shu asked him.

"Been there a long time ago."

"Me too."

"What a coincidence."

The two huddled together and laughed.

"Let's go together some other day." Lin Shu took the initiative to invite.

Of course He Jiqing couldn't wish for it.

When they got home, the two washed up and lay down.Lin Shu nestled in He Jiqing's arms as before.

"You smell so good!" He said it every day.

Those who have lost and regained do not know what method to use to fully express the joy in their hearts.

He Jiqing smelled his freshly washed hair: "You smell nice too."

Lin Shu arched and arched in his arms, like a puppy.He found the most comfortable position and lay down firmly.

But He Jiqing turned slightly sideways, grabbed his hand and put it under his body: "Touch it for me."

Lying with the lost and found, every night is torture.

"Are you sad?" Lin Shu asked him while touching.

He Jiqing pinched his ears, and let out a patient moan from his throat.

"I don't want you to go to the hospital again," he said.

The lower hand froze slightly.

"Actually, it's okay." Lin Shu said.

He Jiqing kissed him on the mouth: "That's good."

Lin Shu kept clapping his hands, desperately kissing back.It seems that there is only so much he can do for He Jiqing now.

When He Jiqing was released, he hugged Lin Shu tightly and whispered in his ear: "Don't leave me again."

Lin Shu lay on his chest, breathing in the smell of him desperately.How much he thought, if time could flow back, and when the two of them first met, he would definitely love He Jiqing with all his heart.

Does the current him still have the qualifications to be He Jiqing?

The two slept until nine o'clock.The light in the house is poor, and even without the covering curtains, it looks like it's just dawn.He Jiqing got up first and entered the bathroom to take a shower.When he came out of the wash, he found Lin Shu lying on the bed in a twisted position with his left leg hugged.He frowned, looking pained.

He Jiqing threw the towel onto the bed, helped him straighten his left leg, and asked him while massaging, "Why are you cramping again?"

He has been living here for half a month, and he has seen Lin Shu cramp many times.

Lin Shu gritted her teeth: "The doctor said, this is normal, and it will be fine in a while."

He Jiqing silently rubbed his legs, following the direction of the muscles, one stroke at a time, slowly smoothing it out.He also learned online a while ago.

A few minutes later, Lin Shu said, "Okay."

He kicked his legs.He Jiqing hugged his leg tightly. He looked at Lin Shu's sweaty head and soaked T-shirt, as if he had been fished out of the water.

"May I take you to America to see your legs?" He Jiqing said again.

Lin Shu sighed: "Doctors say the same thing, domestic doctors are no worse than foreign ones."

He Jiqing continued to gently rub his calf, the scars from the surgery were obvious.The doctor showed him the film, which showed four nails.

"I used to be in a wheelchair, but now I can walk by myself," Lin Shu said.

He Jiqing touched his scar, from ankle to knee.

"It's slowly getting better." I just don't know how much better it will be.Lin Shu overheard the chatter of doctors by accident. Even if he is cured, it will be harder when he gets older.

"I'm sorry to see you like this." He Jiqing bowed his head and kissed his toes.

Lin Shu shrank back in surprise, and he grabbed his ankle.

"Is it dirty?" Lin Shu shrugged her toes in shame.

"I don't think it's dirty if it's you." He Jiqing kissed the sole of his foot again.

The soles of the feet are sensitive, and the soft lips stick to it, a little itchy and warm.In Lin Shu's heart, there was a boiling ocean.How lucky he was that He Jiqing could still love him.

He Jiqing looked up and found that Lin Shu's eyes were red.He put down his legs and helped him take off his wet clothes: "Go take a shower."

While Lin Shu was taking a bath, He Jiqing made several phone calls, all of which were to foreign countries. He urged the other party to send over the treatment plan as soon as possible.

After Lin Shu finished washing, the two went to work together.He Jiqing sent Lin Shu to the office first, and then he rushed to the set by himself.Since he came, Lin Hai's filming has been getting smoother and smoother, and even the newcomers brought in by the investors have gradually found their way from the ignorant and ignorant at the beginning.

In a blink of an eye, it was another half a month.Xiamen has entered June, and the weather is completely hot.

He Jiqing soaked in the film crew every day, and got a little tanned.Today, he asked Lin Hai for leave: "I won't come tomorrow."

In fact, the script has been largely revised, and some details can be changed by Lin Hai himself.Lin Hai knew that he was willing to follow the crew every day because of Lin Shu.

"Go to Gulangyu Island." He Jiqing seemed very excited.

Lin Hai didn't need to ask, he knew he was with Lin Shu.Recently, the art group is relatively free.

"It's fun." Lin Hai said

After more than a month of getting along, He Jiqing has become friends with Lin Hai. He likes this open-minded and simple young director. He grabbed his shoulder and said, "Thank you."

Early the next morning, Lin Shu got up early, leaned on the window and looked out.

"It's not raining!"

The two of them checked the weather forecast last night and said it would rain today.

Lin Shu leaned out half of his body and looked up at the sky, wanting to see if there were cumulus clouds in the sky.When He Jiqing came out of the bathroom, he saw half of his body outside, with both feet padded up.He hurried forward to grab him: "What if you fall!"

Lin Shu pointed to the sky: "There are not many clouds, and it won't rain."

"It doesn't matter if it rains." He Jiqing dragged him from the window back into the room.

Lin Shu pouted, not daring to tell him that his legs would hurt in the rain.

The two took a boat at Dongdu, there were many tourists, they lined up in the line, Lin Shu was in front, He Jiqing was behind, Lin Shu was half embraced by him.

Seeing so many people, Lin Shu felt a little regretful.

"Do you think there are too many people?" He asked the expressionless He Jiqing wearing sunglasses.

He Jiqing moved the sunglasses to the top of his head before answering him: "Don't think too much."

He rubbed his head, Lin Shu cared too much about his feelings, he didn't want him like this.

"We haven't been to many places together." He Jiqing put on his sunglasses again.

Lin Shu became much quieter all of a sudden.The trip to Tibet was what he missed the most and also the saddest.

He Jiqing seemed to sense what he was thinking, put his hands on his shoulders, and pushed him to follow the team.

"We will go to many places in the future, and some places will have more people than here." He said.

Lin Shu looked back at him, even through the sunglasses, he could feel the heat in He Jiqing's eyes.

"Be careful, get on board."

He Jiqing put his arms around him halfway, exerted all his strength with both arms, and he was carried onto the boat.

"Kids, don't always look back, but look forward." He made a pun.

Lin Shu understood and bowed her head silently.He also wanted to move on.

He Jiqing took his hand: "Let's go up."

The two were too close, and many people looked sideways.Both of them didn't care, He Jiqing held Lin Shu generously, and Lin Shu looked at those curious eyes calmly, this was a skill he had trained for a long time alone.The two walked to the rear, found a seat and sat down.

The electronic bell rang and the ship started.The sea breeze rushed in from all directions, Lin Shu turned his head to look at the white waves rushing out of the air current at the stern.

The sea breeze messed up his hair, He Jiqing reached out and brushed the hair covering his eyes back.Lin Shu doesn't seem to be tanned, even if he often walks under the sun without any cover, his face is still white and transparent.

He leaned down and kissed the corner of his mouth lightly.

Lin Shu was frightened by his actions, and he soon saw the surprised eyes of a pair of young people on the left.He smiled, pulled He Jiqing's head, and quickly kissed back.He can do it too, above board.

He Jiqing stared at him, feeling overwhelmed.

Lin Shu was still a little embarrassed, her face was flushed red, she turned her head away and continued to look at the rolling waves at the stern.

He Jiqing held his hand and smiled contentedly.

The two finally landed on the island.There are more people on the island. A tour guide leads a group of people, shouting through loudspeakers, and the dense crowd squeezes around.

Lin Shu and He Jiqing looked at the crowd, looking at each other in blank dismay, at a loss.

"It wasn't like this before!" Lin Shu said. He came here in 2003.

"It's not like that." He Jiqing came earlier.

"It's scary." Lin Shu frowned.

He Jiqing held his hand: "If you come here, you will be safe. You can always find a place where there are few people."

The two chose places with few people to go, and finally found a place with few people, Gulangyu Christian Believers Cemetery.Weeds are overgrown in the cemetery, dotted with white wild flowers, and ivy and bougainvillea are dense and dense on the gable wall in the distance, occupying the site.

The two stood in front of a tombstone, looked at each other, and laughed.

"There are quite a few people here." Lin Shu said.

"Better than the people outside, much quieter." He Jiqing smiled.

The two had already walked a lot. Although He Jiqing took care of Lin Shu all the way and did not dare to walk too fast, he was still worried about him after a long time.

He simply sat down in front of a tombstone, took out mineral water from his bag, and twisted the bottle cap to Lin Shu: "Sit down and have a rest."

Lin Shu sat down next to him, just when a gust of cold wind blew, he looked back several times: "Don't you think this place is eerie?"

"The plants are luxuriant and it's shady, so it's not spooky?" He Jiqing has never been afraid of these things.

He doesn't believe in ghosts and gods, Lin Shu already knew it.He Jiqing took out another towel from his bag, told Lin Shu to turn his back to him, and stuffed the towel into his back.This is what he learned by reading books on purpose. People with weak bodies are most afraid of catching cold on their backs.

Lin Shu curled her lips: "Children are like this."

"No matter how many years older I am than you, I can give birth to you." He Jiqing spread the towel on his back.

Lin Shu looked back at him, and He Jiqing raised his head to meet his eyes.There are many things in the eyes of the two of them.

"I also have something to be afraid of." He straightened Lin Shu's body: "I am also afraid of getting old, of having no money, of becoming ugly suddenly, and of the person I love not loving me."

"I'm not perfect." He Jiqing held Lin Shu's face in his hands: "You are the first person who approached me without hesitation, do you know that?"

The sudden confession made Lin Shu flustered, he rolled his eyes, not daring to look at He Jiqing.He is guilty.He didn't hesitate, he put all his eggs in one basket.Even if you have given your heart, it is not pure.

Seeing his evasive expression, He Jiqing sighed and rubbed his face: "What are you afraid of?"

Lin Shu simply lowered his eyes and remained silent.

He Jiqing hugged him into his arms: "Don't be afraid of anything, just loving me is enough."

He didn't know how to tell him how much he needed his love.His love is the light of his life.