Solitary

The nurse came in to change Lin Shu's medicine, but was frightened by the two crying in their arms, and hurriedly left the ward with the medicine in hand.

The people inside kept crying.The nurse waited for a few minutes, watching the movement inside through the observation window. The people inside changed their hugging positions. The beautiful man carefully hugged her patient, still crying.Unlike women's cries, men's cries are restrained and dull, making people uncomfortable.

Nurses have seen too many people cry, but they have never seen this kind.Disputes between homosexuals are not common.What's more, one of them is really like a character in a novel.

In the end, the nurse took the medicine and temporarily returned to the operating room.Another younger nurse asked her, "Why did you come back after the medicine didn't work?"

The nurse shook her head: "It's not convenient for now."

The young nurse started to gossip and deliberately teased her: "Why is it inconvenient? That tall man is so handsome, distracting you?"

In just half a day, He Jiqing has become a celebrity among doctors and nurses, hospitalized his homosexual injuries, and his appearance and temperament are superior to ordinary people, no matter which one is the best material for spreading.

The nurse gestured for the two to hug each other and cry bitterly, "It's very sad to cry, there must be something really difficult, I'd better not disturb others."

The young nurse opened her mouth wide in surprise, as if to look.The nurse stopped her, "Don't go, this is their business, what's so interesting about it."

The young nurse pouted, and she said the same thing.

The two people in the ward cried silently for a long time.Until He Jiqing found that the person in his arms was often out of breath and uneven breathing, he put the person back on the bed, held his face, and said in a hoarse voice, "Good boy, don't cry."

He told him not to cry, but his tears did not stop.

Lin Shu sobbed and called him, "He Jiqing—"

He replied: "Well, I am here."

"Don't cry either." Lin Shu grabbed the hand on his face and held it firmly.

"Okay." He Jiqing tried his best to hold back his tears.

The two of them intertwined their fingers and held it like this. You looked at me and I looked at you, and couldn't help but burst into tears.

"Sorry." The two said in unison.Knowing what the other party was sorry for, Lin Shu laughed first, followed by He Jiqing.

The nurse came again to change the dressing.

The two had already wiped away their tears, Lin Shu's eyes and face were also red, he was too white, and his whole body turned red when he got a little excited.

He Jiqing was even worse, half of his face was still swollen.He made room for the nurse.

While changing Lin Shu's medicine, the nurse told He Jiqing: "When the medicine is about to run out, remember to call me. I will do another medicine later."

He Jiqing replied seriously: "Okay."

After changing the medicine, the nurse said to Lin Shu, "Don't get too excited now, cry less and sleep more!"

Lin Shu stared at He Jiqing silently with red eyes, He Jiqing responded calmly: "Thank you nurse, I will pay attention in the future."

The nurse looked at He Jiqing and smiled angrily: "Your face, do you want to find some medicine to reduce swelling?"

He Jiqing shook his head: "Not for now."

Lin Shu said, "Yes."

The nurse looked at He Jiqing and then at Lin Shu, "Who do you listen to?"

"Mine." Lin Shu actually said.

He Jiqing's heart felt warm, and his eye sockets swelled up again.He turned his head and looked at the window, the curtains were drawn and light came in.He stepped forward, opened the curtains, and the hot sun surged in, carrying a scorching temperature.

The nurse smiled and left satisfied.A few minutes later, another younger nurse brought the ointment, which was opened for their own use, and was given to He Jiqing for free.

Lin Shu envied: "You are still like this, no matter where you go, you are welcomed by people."

He Jiqing lay on top of him, looking at the scar on his chin: "I just want to be welcomed by you."

Lin Shu blushed and smiled.

"What did the doctor say about your scar?" He Jiqing asked him.

Lin Shu touched her chin with her uninjected left hand. There was no bump on it. "It has faded a lot. The doctor said that if the recovery is good, it will grow and fade in the future."

He Jiqing rubbed his face against his leg under the quilt, "That's good."

"What if it's been there all the time?" Lin Shu tilted his head and asked him intentionally.

He Jiqing also imitated him, deliberately frowning and thinking, and said with a look of embarrassment: "There is no other way, we can only make do with it!"

Lin Shu lightly touched the left side of his face that had been medicated with his fingers, "It's great to see you again."

He Jiqing closed his eyes, feeling the movement of his fingers on his face.This time it's real, not a dream.The thorns stuck in the bottom of my heart have sprouted and bloomed, and the fragrance of flowers is overflowing.spring is coming.

Three days later, Lin Shu was discharged from the hospital.His uncle never came again, only his cousin made a special trip to see him on the day he was discharged from the hospital. Seeing that He Jiqing was still there, she left satisfied.

Lin Shu rents a house in Xiamen and lives in Jimei.He Jiqing sent him to Jimei, and when he entered the room, he frowned.The room is clean and tidy, but small, facing the shade, and the lighting is not good.At noon, only a ray of sunshine can be seen.In this kind of place, not to mention taking good care of your body, you are afraid that you will suffer from other diseases.

He's got scars all over him, he's not having a good time.He Jiqing's heart felt sore, he wished he could beat himself up.What right does he have to hate Lin Shu?He is even more hateful because of his self-righteous cowardice.

"You raised?" He pointed to a small pot of Chlorophytum on the windowsill and asked him.

Lin Shu boiled water, ready to make tea, looked back, and replied with a smile: "Yes, I picked it up on the side of the road. When I picked it up, it felt dead, but after soaking in water, it came back to life. It's only been two months No, it has grown so big! The plants in Xiamen can grow very well."

He spoke carefully, with the same tone as before, as if the two had never been separated.He hasn't changed.He Jiqing stepped forward and hugged him from behind.

"Where's your family?" he finally asked.

The body of the person in his arms stiffened instantly, but he quickly returned to normal.He asked him, "What kind of tea do you drink? Dahongpao, cinnamon, or narcissus? That's all I have here, and my cousin gave it to me."

"It's fine." He Jiqing hugged him tightly.

He broke his hand: "You are like this, I can't take the tea."

He Jiqing let go of him, and watched as he dug out a bag of tea from the cabinet next to the refrigerator, and dug out a low glass table from under the desk with a set of simple tea sets on it.

"Tea is indispensable in the daily life of Hokkien people." Lin Shu found a low stool for him to sit on.

He Jiqing sat down obediently, and watched him come over with boiled water and slowly make tea.He was skilled in technique, He Jiqing had seen it before.

He pushed the cup full of tea soup in front of him, and He Jiqing took a sip from the cup. The tea soup was full of flavor, bittersweet.

"Is it good?" Lin Shu asked him.

He said yes, and Lin Shu smiled: "My cousin works in the Cultural Bureau, and the office is full of good tea from others."

"Your cousin is very nice." He Jiqing said.

Lin Shu nodded silently.

"Your room is not big." He Jiqing looked around, it was about 15 square meters.

"It's enough for one person." Lin Shu was quite satisfied.

"The lighting is not good." He Jiqing said again.

Lin Shu looked at him while drinking tea.

"Come with me." He Jiqing said.

Lin Shu's eyes widened, looking surprised.

"Okay?" He Jiqing put down his teacup and grabbed his hand.

"I have a scar." Lin Shu said.

He Jiqing shook his head lightly: "It's okay."

"My legs are not good." Lin Shu said again.

He Jiqing squeezed his hand tightly: "It's okay."

Lin Shu covered his eyes with one hand, his eye sockets were dry, and in the past year and a half plus the previous few days, his tears had almost run out.How many times, when he couldn't bear it any longer, he secretly hoped that He Jiqing would come to him and take him away from the sea of ​​suffering regardless of everything.How many times have I dreamed of going back to midnight, and I always do this kind of drama.When all this became reality, he was panicked and timid.He is no longer the former Lin Shu, he has nothing but love for him.

He shook his head, unable to agree.

He Jiqing didn't continue talking, he pointed to the teacup and said, "Let's have another cup."

Bitter and sweet tea, drink more to quench your thirst.

In less than a week, He Jiqing returned to the set, and Lin Shu was also the most important artist in the art team, and he was needed for many props and scene layouts.

He Jiqing avoided Lin Shu, and secretly met the boss of the art group, a middle-aged man in his 40s, with a kind face, from Fuzhou.He asked him how Lin Shu got into the crew.

The boss told him straightforwardly: "It was recommended by a friend from the Cultural Affairs Bureau."

He thought it should be due to his cousin.

The boss said again: "This kid is good at his job and obedient. Everyone likes him."

The relationship between He Jiqing and Lin Shu has already spread among the crew.After all, on the day of dinner, most people were there.

"He is not in good health, so I need to trouble you to take care of him." This is He Jiqing's purpose for meeting the boss.

The boss was very embarrassed, and repeatedly responded with "must, must".

He Jiqing was very grateful.He will no longer be like before, always waiting for others to approach him.This time, he wants to take the initiative, approach Lin Shu actively, protect him from the wind and rain, and become his most solid backing.Let him, there is no reason to leave him again.

After He Jiqing returned to the crew, he was in excellent condition.Within three days, the revised script was smoothed out.Lin Hai almost knelt down when he got the revised script.

"You really saved a lot of us," he said.

He Jiqing said: "There are still details that need to be considered."

If the script is smooth, it will not affect the subsequent shooting process.Lin Hai felt a lot more relaxed after unloading the big stone in his heart.

"The details come slowly."

He Jiqing was noncommittal, it was common practice to change the details while filming.He said to Lin Hai, "Thank you."

His sudden thank you made Lin Hai puzzled.It stands to reason that he should be the one to say thank you.

"What are you thanking?" He asked seriously.

He Jiqing smiled: "Thank you for finding me to help you change the script."

Lin Hai waved his hand: "I'm at a loss, and I'm looking for you to put out a fire. Most people don't want to take it!"

If it wasn't for Jiang Shiran and Li Dongyao, how could he have invited He Jiqing.He never thought about it.

"Without you, how could I meet him again." He Jiqing sighed.

Only then did Lin Hai realize what he was thanking him for.He was even more embarrassed, "This actually doesn't have much to do with me."

People who are destined can always meet when they should meet.It's just a matter of time.

"How are you doing now? I heard from my uncle that Lin Shu seems to have fallen out with his family." Lin Hai mentioned.

He Jiqing frowned: "Having a falling out?"

"You don't know?" Lin Hai was surprised.

He Jiqing shook his head, there were many things he didn't know.How did the car accident happen, why did his uncle come to the hospital instead of his parents, why did he drop out of school suddenly...

"He wouldn't tell me that."

Lin Hai thinks about it too, but it's not something worth bragging about.

"My uncle only mentioned a little bit, and he didn't know the details. He just said that the child is pitiful, so let me take care of it."

"He needs to take care of his health first." He Jiqing said.

Lin Hai nodded: "Fortunately, most of the art team's work is prepared in advance, and now most of the time he doesn't use the set."

"Thank you." He Jiqing thanked again.

Lin Hai hammered his shoulder: "Don't look outside, I am optimistic about you."

Going around in a circle, you can still find the love you once loved. Since the fetters are constantly being cut, why not treat them with respect?

He Jiqing smiled lightly, as long as he was by his side, everything would be easy.

It was already eleven o'clock in the evening when the film crew finished work. He Jiqing followed Lin Hai on the set for a day, adjusting the script at any time according to the actors' status.After work, Lin Hai and the others went to drink, and He Jiqing went to find Lin Shu.The art group rented a temporary office by the sea for office work.

He just arrived, and his colleagues who have seen him many times are very active in showing him the way: "It's inside, drawing the scene."

He Jiqing bowed and smiled at everyone, and entered the inner room.

Lin Shushu fell asleep on the half-flat office chair, with his face pressed against the back of the chair, his mouth slightly opened, and the saliva flowed out.He still holds a pressure-sensitive pen for drawing in his hand.

He didn't wake him up, but sat aside and watched him silently.Look at his brows and eyes stretched in sleep, look at his drooling saliva, look at the scar on his neck.Little by little, like a treasure, keep it in my heart.

Someone rushed in suddenly, shouting, "Lin Shu, I'm off work."

Seeing He Jiqing beside him in a blink of an eye, he immediately covered his mouth and kept silent.

Lin Shu on the chair opened his eyes in a daze, got up in a daze, and looked back.

The man pointed to He Jiqing next to him, smiled apologetically and left.Only then did Lin Shu see He Jiqing beside him, looking at him with a gentle smile.

"When did you come?" Lin Shu leaned over to the computer to check the time.It was already past zero.

"Just came." He Jiqing looked at the saliva at the corner of his mouth, which reflected the light of the computer screen, shining brightly.

Lin Shu noticed it and hurriedly took out a tissue to wipe her mouth.

He Jiqing smiled, Lin Shu curled his lips: "I accidentally fell asleep."

"very tired?"

"The past two days have been tiring, and I've been working overtime. Your script has changed a bit, and the scene has to change accordingly." Lin Shu saved the scene he had drawn, and turned off the computer.

"It seems that I'm guilty." He Jiqing said.

"Well, you are guilty. The crime is serious. The whole art team has to work overtime." Lin Shu pretended to be angry.

He Jiqing apologized respectfully: "Yes, yes, please treat your group to dinner another day."

Lin Shu was amused by him, He Jiqing looked into his bright eyes, and thought, his boy seems to have changed a lot, but at the same time he seems to have changed a lot.

"Go, go home." He Jiqing pulled him up.

The two stood on the side of the road waiting for the bus, facing the sea.There are freighters on the sea, with lights on, moving slowly.There are not many cars on the road, and occasionally a private car speeds up and whizzes by.

Lin Shu held He Jiqing's hand and shook it back and forth.

"Are you going to Jimei again?" He said.

"Why, I'm not welcome?" He Jiqing asked back.

Lin Shu didn't say anything, the place was too small and dilapidated, he felt wronged by He Jiqing.

"Since you won't come with me, then I will go with you." He Jiqing said against the sea breeze.

"You did it on purpose." Lin Shu squeezed his palm.

He Jiqing rubbed his head and scolded: "Fool."

Lin Shu leaned close to his side, and their arms touched each other.He Jiqing's body temperature was higher than his.

"My mother is gone," he said suddenly.

He Jiqing was very calm: "Yes."

"Uterine cancer." Lin Shu said in a low voice, "It was already at an advanced stage when the operation was performed."

"When?" He Jiqing asked.

"last year."

"March?"

"Ah."

It was the time when Lin Shu left suddenly, and He Jiqing held his hand tightly.

"You don't tell me anything."

Lin Shu looked at the little lights of the cargo ship in the distance, and it seemed insignificant from a distance. Only when he stood on the ship, did he realize that those little lights could also illuminate the surroundings.

During the time with He Jiqing, it was the light that briefly illuminated him, making him happy and happy.He came on his own initiative.He voluntarily walked into the light, and voluntarily returned to the darkness.

He didn't know what to say to him.Tell him, was everything planned in the first place?