my joann

Chapter 36

Lu Yihang operating company adheres to the principle of combining work and rest, and has always done a good job in terms of welfare.

After the Mid-Autumn Festival, Lu Yihang and Qiao An started to plan the seven-day National Day holiday.Lu Yihang meant to go out to play, but due to various reasons, the specific location has not been decided yet.

Qiao An was resistant to this matter in his heart. He didn't want to go out, and he didn't want to leave normally, let alone when it was crowded with people like National Day.

But seeing Lu Yihang's high-quality appearance, Qiao An couldn't say anything if he refused.

"Don't you like this place too?" Lu Yihang sat on the head of the bed, looking at the tablet.

Joan shook his head, feeling more and more sad.He knew that he was just delaying time and hurt Lu Yihang's enthusiasm, but it was as difficult as going to heaven for him to stop hanging out.

Lu Yihang put away the tablet, turned to look at Qiao An, "An An, don't you want to go out and play?"

Qiao An's expression froze, he opened his mouth twice, and then slowly said, "No..."

"If you don't want to go out, just tell me, we don't have to go out." Lu Yihang said.

Joan hung his head, a little at a loss.

"There are so many people on National Day, we'll just play at home." Lu Yihang pulled up the quilt and tugged at Qiao An, "Go to bed early, aren't you going to find your friends tomorrow?"

Joan recovered and lay down.

After lying down, it has been difficult to fall asleep.

Lu Yihang was very kind to him, and he hadn't been able to do anything for him all the time. It was hard to see that he was so interested in one thing, but he couldn't accompany him to support him.

It's really uncomfortable.

After a sleepless night, Qiao An went downstairs to make breakfast the next morning.Whether it was out of guilt, Joan was extremely disturbed all night.

It took nearly an hour to cook yam and carrot pork ribs porridge. During this time, the season is approaching and the company is also busy.Qiao An found that Lu Yihang's appetite was not as good as usual, and this porridge was just good for appetizing and strengthening spleen.

Afterwards, they made pine nut pancakes, and when they were almost done, Lu Yihang came down.

"An'an, what are you doing?" Lu Yihang walked in looking for the scent.

"Breakfast." Joan picked up the last piece of cake and put it on the plate.

"When did you get up? Why did you remember to make breakfast?" Uncle Li is usually doing the cooking. Today, Uncle Li saw Qiao An in the kitchen, so he didn't come in to disturb her.

"Try it, this porridge tastes good." Joan didn't answer, and he couldn't explain why he made it.

They divided the porridge and sat down to enjoy it.The pine nut pancakes are as delicious as ever, and the ribs have only a small amount of oil, which is not too greasy. They are paired with vitamin-rich carrots, tangerine peel and Chinese yam, etc., which are sweet and delicious.

"It's delicious." Lu Yihang likes sweets, and this porridge suits his taste.

"As long as you like it." Qiao An also likes this porridge, but after eating it, the diarrhea may be even worse.

After dinner, Lu Yihang drove Qiao An to Ren Youning's side.When they parted, Lu Yihang didn't ask Qiao An anymore, and called him before going home, because Qiao An didn't listen to him.

A rebellious little villain.

This is the third time that Qiao An has done psychological counseling here with Ren Youning. After returning after each time, Qiao An found that his mentality would indeed be much better, but what he should be afraid of is still afraid.

Since the beginning of the consultation, Ren Youning has never communicated with Qiao An in private, and the only communication time is fixed.

"Qiao An, good morning." As before, Ren Youning leaned on the sofa and greeted Qiao An.

Joan smiled at him as a reply.

"You look a little unhappy, did you encounter any trouble?" Ren Youning opened the notebook, his tone was gentle and calm, reassuring.

Even so, Joan was still taken aback. Is his unhappiness really that obvious?Didn't Lu Yihang also see it...

During the last conversation, Ren Youning already knew the fact that Qiao An was married. Although the first reaction was a little surprised, the subsequent congratulations made Qiao An feel a little bit of joy mixed with shyness.

"He wanted to go out for the National Day, and he seemed to be looking forward to it. Yesterday he seemed to see that I didn't want to go, so he gave up this plan." Joan said.

"Then how do you feel now?" Ren Youning asked.

Joan thought for a while and said, "I feel bad, very sad. I don't feel relieved at all."

"Why do you feel this way?"

Joan's expression became a little puzzled, "Well..."

Ren Youning didn't remind her, the role of a psychological counselor is not to tell the other party what to do, to control the other party, so that the counselor must live according to the counselor's advice, and the counselor is not omnipotent.

What a psychological counselor should do is actually to accompany, guide, and help the other person to explore themselves.

All he needed was for Joan to trust him, be willing to open up about his difficulties, and then face it with Joan.

Man's salvation cannot depend on others. In the end, the only salvation is self-salvation.

This is why Ren Youning basically waited for Qiao An to say something when he faced Qiao An.

The protagonist of this consultation is Qiao An, not him, Ren Youning.

"I don't want to disappoint him, it's something he loves," Joann said. "If it's because I can't go, it makes me feel like it's my fault."

"Have you figured out what to do?"

Joan shook his head, he didn't know what to do, "What do you think I should do?"

"Do you want to go now?"

"I don't want to, but I don't want to make him sad." Joan said, "I'm afraid to stay in a crowded place. Even if I go, he won't have fun."

Ren Youning stopped writing, and then asked, "Are you unwilling to go because you are afraid, or do you really not look forward to traveling at all?"

Joan was taken aback by this question.

He understood what Ren Youning meant, and to his surprise, when he really started to ask himself this question seriously, he found that the answer made him a little uneasy.

Today's consultation was over soon, and Qiao An left with a new round of examination of herself. Before leaving, Ren Youning gave Qiao An a suggestion, and it was Qiao An's business whether to do it or not.

"Go and talk to Lu Yihang, don't be afraid, if you are nervous, then secretly silently count ten times. Remember, every sound is the courage you have added for yourself."

When I got home, it was still early for lunch, and Qiao An went back to the room to catch up on sleep. When I was with Ren Youning, I didn't feel it, but as soon as I left Qiao An, I started to feel extremely tired, and I wanted to lie down and rest immediately.

So far, Ren Youning has not prescribed any medicine for him, and Qiao An has been eating what he left from before.Originally, I wanted to ask why I didn't prescribe medicine for him, but after thinking about it later, I decided to forget it.

The process of switching to new medicines is really painful.

When he woke up again, it was Lu Yihang who woke him up.Joan's head was still groggy, and he was a little confused.

"An'an, are you feeling uncomfortable? I'll take you to the hospital." Lu Yihang began to change Qiao An's clothes.

Joan struggled away, shook his head and said, "I'm fine, I won't go to the hospital."

"He said it's okay. Uncle Li said that you've been asleep all day, and you shouldn't be called to eat at noon." Lu Yihang pinched his clothes in his hands and looked at Qiao An with a frown.

"Noon..." Joan couldn't remember what happened at noon at all, "I may have fallen asleep, I'm really fine, I just didn't sleep well last night."

Lu Yihang sighed, and went forward to hug Qiao An.

"An'an, I'm worried about you."

Qiao An buried her nose in Lu Yihang's shoulder, unable to speak anything.He slowly raised his hand and patted Lu Yihang on the back twice.

"Are you hungry? Let's go down and eat." Lu Yihang straightened up and ruffled Qiao An's hair.

Joan shook his head again. His hair was very smooth, and it could be roughly restored to order with a flick. If he grabbed it with his hands, he didn't need a comb.

"it is good."

After the meal, Lu Yihang didn't go to work, he chose to lie under the blanket with Qiao An and watch a movie on the tablet.The two people's bodies are touching, head to head, as if their souls have merged.

Although Mr. Lu didn't eat ice cream, the atmosphere was sweeter than Oreo sandwiches. The movie was very interesting. They laughed and laughed, and there was no gap between them.

At the end of the movie, Lu Yihang put his arms around Qiao An and listened to the ending song together, watching the cast and credit list pass by.

In Joan's ears was the sound of Lu Yihang's heartbeat, strong, young and full of passion.Listen, listen, what comes out of your mouth comes out.

"Do you really want to go out and play?"

Lu Yihang moved a bit, Qiao An couldn't see what he was doing, but he could guess that Mr. Lu must have looked at him in surprise.

"You couldn't sleep because of this yesterday? Little fool, no, I don't want to go out to play, I just want to be with you and play with you."

Qiao An lay on Lu Yihang's chest and did not dare to move.

He didn't expect that what he heard was this answer. It was obviously not enough to describe his feelings with the word "moving".

After the ending song ended, the tablet became pitch black, and Joan saw himself through the black screen, very clearly, and he even saw his own eyes, which were extraordinarily shining.

So bright and so happy.

Qiao An closed his eyes, counting Lu Yihang's heartbeat.

One, two, three... nine, ten.

"There are too many people on National Day. Let's find a time with few people and go play together. Let's go to the beach, the two of us." Joan said.

Then he felt Lu Yihang sitting up, because he was sliding down following Lu Yihang's movements, and slid onto his lap.

"An'an, is it true?" Lu Yihang asked.

Qiao An opened his eyes, and Lu Yihang was buried above him and looked at him, "Well, it's November or December, when there are fewer people, the seaside is also warmer."

"Okay, everything is fine." Lu Yihang was very happy, "An'an, do you know? This is the first time you talked about it, and what we will do in the future."

Qiao An opened his mouth, he didn't expect Lu Yihang to remember it so clearly.

"Are you blaming me?" Joan asked.

"Why, I'm just so happy." Lu Yihang possessed himself and kissed Qiao An's lips.

Joan blushed, and quickly got up and said he was going to take a shower and go to bed.

The author has something to say:

Lu Yihang: Happiness came so suddenly, I was so scared!

Joan: Shh, don't set the flag!Someone will hear it!

Notes of Lu's Beloved Wife 36

As long as I am with you, everywhere is the most beautiful scenery.