my joann

Chapter 32

At four o'clock in the morning, Joan woke up.

Lying on the ground for a long time, even in the scorching summer, I was still freezing cold.Joan took a long time to stand up.

While awake, he went to the toilet to take a shower, shaved, and took good care of himself.He planned to go back after finishing it, and didn't want to appear in front of them in such a bad state.

The medicines were properly packed into some unpackaged bottles, and Joan packed up his things and went home.He was very calm along the way, getting in and out of the car calmly.

During the period, the taxi driver tried to chat with Joan, but Joan ignored them.

The eyelid fight is Joan's biggest feeling. He really wants to sleep, really wants to.When he arrived downstairs in the community, he carried his bag and walked upstairs slowly.

It's not that he wants to walk so slowly, but because after taking the medicine, he really can't walk fast.Another name for anti-anxiety drugs is diazepam, and one of its effects is to relax muscles.

To be honest, the bag in his hand might feel like nothing at ordinary times, but now it is a big burden for Joan, so that he has to change his hand every few steps.

At the door, Joan put down the bag and put his hand in the fingerprint slot.

The room was very quiet, Qiao An took out his phone and checked the time, it was six in the morning, Lu Yihang probably hadn't woken up yet.After carrying the bag, Joan walked to the bedroom and opened the door lightly.

There was no one inside, and Joan was a little puzzled. After he went in and put away his things, he felt exhausted, so he decided to sleep first before looking for someone.

The quilt was very cold, probably didn't sleep here last night, Joan took off his clothes and lay down, and soon fell asleep.

Qiao An disappeared for four days, and only left a short WeChat message before disappearing. Lu Yihang is not worried?No way.

No one knew where he had gone, and no one could contact him at all.

So when he opened his bedroom early in the morning after experiencing such four days, and suddenly found Qiao An lying on the bed intact, Lu Yihang really couldn't express his feelings in words.

Lu Yihang walked over quickly, many thoughts flashed through his mind, but in the end he sat quietly beside him.

Joan slept soundly and peacefully.

Lu Yihang didn't wake him up, but just looked at Qiao An with extremely distressed eyes.After a long time, he began to speak, his voice was very low, as if he was speaking to himself, or as if he was asking Joan.

"where did you go?"

After a pause, Lu Yihang spoke again.

"I can't find you anywhere."

He twisted a strand of Joan's hair and played with it in his hand, "You didn't go to any of them, and you didn't contact any of them. I've been waiting for you, but you didn't contact me either."

"Should I be happy that I have the same status as them, or should I be sad."

Lu Yihang looked at Qiao An, his fingers trembling slightly, "Is it because we pushed you too hard, shouldn't you listen to him? I hope you are happy, just like you used to be, but I also have the ability to protect you all the time, so you can You don't have to suffer so much."

"Joan, what are you thinking?"

"When will you be willing to tell me and accept me?"

After Lu Yihang said this, he buried his body and lay on Qiao An's side.He took a deep breath, even his back looked so tired.

……

The next day they were supposed to go to Qiao's father and mother's house. Qiao An woke up after four o'clock again, with a dull headache, but her mind was relatively clear.

Lu Yihang was not in the bedroom, and Qiao An didn't find him in the study, so he went to the toilet to wash up, and then took medicine.

After everything was done, it was still early and he was still awake, so he simply took out his phone.This time, he finally calmed down and read the WeChat messages.

Joan thought for a long time, but decided to reply later, now is bedtime, not everyone is like Joan.

I don't know where Lu Yihang has gone. If he is not around later, should I go to my parents first?

Joan just sat in the room for a few hours. After taking the medicine, his whole body was soft, but he didn't want to sleep anymore, afraid that he wouldn't be able to wake up at all.

He didn't go downstairs until seven o'clock.As soon as I went there, I ran into Uncle Li, who said hello to Qiao An.

Qiao An also returned early, and then he saw Lu Yihang.

Lu Yihang sat at the dining table and waved to him, "Good morning, Qiao An."

Qiao An felt that something was wrong, but he didn't know what was wrong, as if nothing was wrong, he walked over with a little hesitation.

"We'll go to Mom's place after dinner, do you have anything else to prepare?" Lu Yihang asked.

Joan shook his head, very puzzled.

Why do they have no doubts about their departure and return?It's as if he's still there these days.

Even so, don't you usually say something like, you're back, when you come back?And where did Lu Yihang come from...

Weird, so weird.

Qiao An broke open a bun and found it a bit off-putting.

He looked at the stuffed bun and felt extremely sick.Logically speaking, Joan should feel sad about this. He likes to eat this bun, but he feels sick to them because of the medicine.But Joan's heart was calm, which was the powerful effect of the medicine.

He has no anxiety, no fear, no depression.

After a long time, the disease is under control, maybe he can return to normal.

Like the previous doctor said.

Qiao An opened his mouth and took a bite of the steamed stuffed bun. It had the soft texture as usual, and the meat was greasy but not greasy. Normally, Qiao An could eat more than one basket by himself.

But now it's really hard to swallow.

"An'an, what's the matter? Isn't it delicious?" Lu Yihang asked suddenly.

Joan shook his head quickly, then took another bite.He doesn't want Lu Yihang to worry, let alone his parents, so from now on, his words and deeds must be controlled properly.

"It's delicious, but I may have a cold." Joan said.

The purpose of his saying this is to prepare if he wants to sleep very much later, or if he is not mentally prepared. Of course, this is not a lie. After sleeping on the ground for so long, he really feels a little cold.

But he didn't dare to take cold medicine, because he was afraid that it would conflict with the medicine he was taking now. He didn't know much about these medicines, and he didn't want to ask a psychiatrist.

"Have a cold? Have you seen a doctor?"

"I'm taking medicine." Joan said, and then stuffed a bun into his mouth.

The smell of scallion oil rose from his stomach to his mouth. Qiao An resisted the urge to vomit, and his hands began to tremble slightly.

"Is it serious? Let's tell mom if we're really uncomfortable?" Lu Yihang asked.

Qiao An shook his head, he took the medicine because of this banquet, and secondly, he felt that he should really try hard, maybe he could really interact with people normally?

"I'm fine. You can eat quickly, and we'll go there after we finish eating." Joan said.

Lu Yihang was so concerned about his body that he didn't even notice that Qiao An talked more than usual today.

Qiao An ate two buns and didn't eat any more. He excused that he had a cold and lost his appetite, which made Lu Yihang even more worried.

For this, Qiao An was both guilty and determined.

They are so kind to themselves, even if it is for them, they have to survive. If they want to get better, they must get better.

Lu Yihang drove Qiao An to Qiao's father and mother's house. It was still early when they arrived at the place, and no one came except the two of them.

But they also agreed to arrive early so that they could help with something.Qiao An helped her mother cook, of course, she cooked ordinary dishes, not medicinal meals.

Lu Yihang and Dad Qiao cleaned up together, and arranged a fruit plate and the like.

Comedy sketches were playing on the TV, although no one was watching them, but the sound was quite loud, and you could hear the liveliness inside wherever you went.

Joan and her mother were in the kitchen, chatting and listening to cross talk, making complaints or laughing.

Lu Yihang was cleaning outside. Hearing Qiao An's laughter, he wanted to go in several times, but he didn't finish the work in hand.

Qiao's father had already seen Lu Yihang's impatience, but he was so helpless that he didn't say anything, and watched secretly.

After Qiao An's hand was almost done, he began to prepare to make mooncakes.In their family, Mid-Autumn Festival moon cakes are never bought outside, and they are all made by themselves.

Ever since there were snowy mooncakes on the market, Qiao An followed suit, and they made them well.

After making mooncakes every year, Joe's parents and Joe's mother will take the mooncakes to give away, and the feedback they receive is particularly good.Everyone likes different flavors, but no one likes Wuren mooncakes, except Qiao An.

So whenever eating moon cakes, Qiao's mother and Qiao's father would always despise Qiao An's taste.

Joan doesn't care so much, he just likes Wuren.

And every year he secretly puts two five kernels in the pancakes he gives away.

"You made Wuren again. I told you that no one likes it. You have to eat it yourself." Qiao's mother stood aside with her chest folded, watching Qiao An's movements, "Be careful that you will become fat if you eat it, no one will like it."

Joan snorted softly, "Don't you like fat Joan?"

"If you're talking about the fat Joan under three years old, then I really like it. Over three years old?" Qiao's mother looked disgusted, "Do you know that some people have pet pigs at home? Those pigs were very small when they were young." Just, very cute. But when I grow up, I eat more and more, and I get fatter."

"In the end, no one likes it anymore, kill and eat it!" After finishing speaking, Qiao's mother lay on Joan's back, and bit Joan's shoulder hard.

"Hey! Mom, bite lightly. Have you ever watched "Spirited Away"? The parents of the little girl in it turned into pigs because they ate meat like you just did. Do you think it's scary?"

"Old pig!" Qiao's mother jumped down, stood on the ground and shouted outside, "Your son called me a pig!"

Qiao's father came in with a very serious tone, "An'an, how can you do this?" Qiao's mother stood beside her and nodded.

"Really! What nonsense are you talking about!" Dad Qiao put his hips on his hips, "Isn't my old pig's wife a pig's wife?"

"Qiao Zhu!" Qiao's mother put her hands on her hips, "What did you say?!"

Joan held the mooncake in her hand and leaned aside to watch her parents fight.At this time Lu Yihang came over, wrapped his arms around his waist, and whispered into his ear, "Daddy Pig and Mother Pig gave birth to two little pigs, a sister pig and a brother pig."

"Sounds familiar," Joan said.

"My older sister's name is Peggy, and my younger brother's name is George." Lu Yihang continued to tell the story.

"Ah, Peppa Pig." Joan said, he had seen this cartoon, it was very cute.Joan likes the color inside very much, it is very warm.

He even imagined that he could be as outgoing and sunny as Page and George, and have so many friends.

Of course, Joann hates jumping in mud puddles.

"But our family doesn't have an older sister pig, but luckily we have a younger brother pig." Lu Yihang said.

Joan stopped what he was doing, and after thinking about it, he said, "Is everyone's surname Joe? Haha."

"Haha, there seems to be nothing wrong." Lu Yihang also smiled, then leaned over and kissed Qiao An on the face, and asked, "I wonder if brother Zhu Qiao An has found his Mr. Dinosaur?"

Qiao An turned to look at Lu Yihang.

If he met another person's eyes for more than three seconds, Joan would panic, his heart would beat rapidly, and he would have difficulty breathing.But the current Joan doesn't know how, he is a super Joan with a potion buff.

"Mr. Dinosaur is green," said Joanne.

Lu Yihang didn't react.

Joan's eyes bent, "Are you going to bring your own green?"

The author has something to say:

Lu Yihang: Mr. Dinosaur can't speak, but he is always by George's side.

Joan: George can only say one thing most of the time, which is the dinosaur~~

Lu Yihang: It's true love.

Joan: Isn't this animation for children? ?

Lu Yihang: That is, what do you think is going on in your mind?

Joan: ...

Notes of Lu's Beloved Wife 32

I would like to be Mr. Dinosaur who will always be by your side.

The kind of Mr. Dinosaur that will move someday.

There is a movie called "The Line of Happiness Behind the Dark Clouds". I like this name very much. My writing has always been in this style, and I firmly believe that after going through hardships, the feelings will be deeper.

Everyone hopes to have smooth sailing, but how can life be so smooth?To add to Mr. Hemingway's words, the world is so beautiful, and of course it has its bad side, but no matter what, he is indeed worth fighting for.

Talking a lot, in fact, I just want to say that the content of the article is very depressing these days, but don’t give up on me~ I will warm back, don’t you see that it will warm back =3=~