my joann

Chapter No.17

The smell of lavender on the clothes, mixed with the unique heat of summer, enveloped Joan's head.

At this moment, Joan made a decision.

He wanted to try again to heal himself.

This is not a sudden thought, it has always been there before, it's just a decision made at this moment.

He didn't want to see his parents sad and powerless again, unable to do even the simplest things.

I don't want to meet something I like, but I can't express my mind correctly.

I don't even want to be unable to say a word at an important moment.

Qiao An lowered his head, and he didn't dare to lift it up. Even if he made up his mind to change himself one second, he still didn't have the courage to expose his scars to others the next second.

Or think about it tomorrow, think carefully.

"Qiao An." Lu Yihang circled Qiao An and patted him on the back, his movements were a little rusty but gentle, "Dad will get better, don't be sad."

When Qiao An heard this, she felt even more uncomfortable to death.Under such circumstances, everyone, as usual, thinks that they are sad because of their family members. In fact, only they know that they are a selfish ghost, and they will always be there endlessly complaining about themselves.

For so many years, every time I didn't act, there was always someone who could find a reason for myself, and no one thought that I was abnormal.

Why are they always like this?Let yourself be so happy, and feel at ease in this area, hate your own cowardice.

After the hatred is over, he will continue to be favored by everyone.

You can never get out of this circle, and you will always be well protected.

Is it really worth being treated like this?Joan asked himself.

"Okay, it's cold on the ground, let's go in." Lu Yihang held Qiao An's arm, trying to help him up from the ground.Qiao An lowered his head, not daring to look at Lu Yihang, and stood up without any resistance.

Lu Yihang stared at the top of Qiao An's head, feeling very funny. Qiao An's current actions are like a child who has done something wrong, and is burying his head in repentance.

It should be because of my father's worry. After all, in Qiao An's house, it has been a long time since going to the hospital.Lu Yihang raised his hand and put it on top of Qiao An's head, but he didn't touch it for a long time. He looked at Qiao An's messy hair, and he didn't know what to do.

Should I touch his head to comfort him, or hug him directly?

Lu Yihang has to make countless decisions every day. Many people say that he is decisive, but it turns out that he also has the ability to do so.

But Boss Lu, who has always been confident, often doesn't know what he should do when he meets Qiao An.

With no love experience, Lu Yihang could only ask his friends, and the answers he got were different.

Some people say that you should not be too enthusiastic, but restrained, stable and mature.

That's why Lu Yihang seldom smiled. He didn't even show a smiley face when they met for the first time. He spoke clearly, as if he was discussing cooperation with a business partner.

As it turned out, it seemed to work. At least after that one meeting, Joan agreed to get married.

Lu Yihang was very grateful to that friend afterwards, so the other party said more, such as being more ruthless, being more domineering, and not sticking to the other party at any time.

Lu Yihang believed it to be true, but when it was true, he became more ruthless and domineering.

At least in the matter of sharing the same bed, he followed his own wish, and it was indeed a joy to watch Qiao An afterwards.

As for being indifferent and not being able to stick to the other party at any time, Lu Yihang said that it is really too difficult to do.

He tried going on a business trip after marriage, but he still couldn't help thinking about it every day, wanting to go home anytime and anywhere, and didn't want to stop chatting on WeChat for a second.

But this made him receive an unexpected joy. From this, he learned that Joan might also miss him, and even hoped that he would go home as soon as possible.

Not to mention how happy Lu Yihang was when he saw the news, anyway, the version he heard from the assistant was that pink bubbles appeared in the whole office, which was extremely unfriendly to single dogs.

Although it is a surprise, but the difficulty is still difficult.

Lu Yihang really didn't want to try the little Biesheng new marriage.He, who has always been restrained, couldn't stop his movements the moment he saw Joan, and stepped forward to hug him.

The moment he hugged Qiao An, Lu Yihang felt that everything that friend said was bullshit.

What is cold, what is stable, what is indifferent.

If he can do the same in front of his beloved, then Boss Lu said that he is willing to bow down.

So Lu Yihang asked other friends, and then summed up some of his own experience. Although there may still be some visible problems in the way of getting along now, Lu Yihang thinks this is within the acceptable range.

Isn't love the union of two different individuals, tempered by time and love?

Maybe Joan doesn't have love for him yet, but Lu Yihang is confident that one day they will love each other.

But before that, what I need to do is to approach the other party with the best and most Lu Yihang side.

Thinking of this, Lu Yihang made a decision, no need to think about it so much, just follow his own mind.If you want to do both, let's do it together.He embraced Joan, and gently placed his right hand on the other's head, touching it soothingly.

Qiao An still lowered his head, as unmoving as a stone statue.Lu Yihang slid along the back of his head to his chin, trying to lift Qiao An's head up. He thought the movement would be very smooth, but was resisted by the other party.

Joan is unwilling to look up, why?

Lu Yihang felt that things were not that simple, because in the previous relationship, Qiao An had always been very obedient, and it was basically difficult to hear the other party say no, and even if he wanted to refuse at the beginning, he would agree in the end.

This is the first time that I am so resistant to one thing.

Just looking up, why not?Lu Yihang thought for a while, then bowed his body and brought his head closer.

Since Qiao An didn't want to raise his head, it's the same to leave him alone.Thinking this way, Lu Yihang turned his gaze to Qiao An's face.

! !

"Qiao An, your face?!" Lu Yihang didn't care about being gentle or calm at this time, he hurriedly raised Qiao An's face, this time Qiao An's resistance didn't work.

Under the bright lights of the hospital, there was nowhere to hide the scars on Qiao An's face, the bruises were so horrible.

Joan tightly closed his eyes. There was a wall behind him, and it was impossible to retreat.Lu Yihang's exclamation was like a sharp knife, piercing Qiao An's heart with the sharpest force.

The embarrassment and pain made Qiao An's mind go blank. He tried hard to break free from Lu Yihang's arm that was confining him, but he couldn't compare to Lu Yihang due to lack of exercise.

Even if he wanted to bow his head, he couldn't do it. At this time, Lu Yihang was extremely terrifying in Qiao An's eyes.He wanted to escape, but the courage he had accumulated before disappeared without a trace in an instant.

The people in the ward also heard the voice outside the door, and Qiao's mother came out quickly. After seeing everything clearly, Qiao's mother raised her fist and threw it at Lu Yihang in shock and sadness.

"I can't even bear it! How dare you!"

Joe's father must have woken up too. He probably heard Qiao's mother's angry voice. He yelled a few words towards the outside in a panic, mainly asking what happened outside, but unfortunately no one answered him.

At the beginning, Lu Yihang's mood was no different from that of Qiao's mother. Before he had time to ask Qiao An what happened, Qiao's mother rushed out and beat him up.Lu Yihang was very helpless and didn't dare to fight back. Qiao An was still struggling to run away. He held Qiao An with his left hand and blocked Qiao's mother's attack with his right hand. He also had to protect Qiao An from being affected. The whole person was in a mess .

"Mom, stop hitting!"

Mother Qiao has always been a sociable person, and being kind to others is her first criterion, but once these things involve her precious son, nothing is important.

Angry mom with amazing fighting power!

"Then why didn't you stop beating An An! Look at how you beat An An! God damn, I handed An An over to you, a scumbag!"

"Mom, I didn't call it, I just saw it..." Lu Yihang straightened his crooked glasses and wiped his cold sweat.

Qiao's mother finally calmed down, and after looking at the state of Qiao An and Lu Yihang, she still frowned.

"say clearly."

Joan gradually calmed down when her mother came out.He doesn't want his bad side to be seen by his mother, but if he wants to take care of his father, he must be seen.

Lu Yihang's beating was unexpected, and he didn't even have time to stop it. Qiao's mother's attack was very indiscriminate, and Qiao An himself was hit twice.

Now the three of them were quiet, and Qiao's mother and Lu Yihang looked at Qiao An with doubts.

Joan's face turned red at a visible speed, burning.

In the end, he buried his head again, and told his mother and Lu Yihang in a low voice like a mosquito, that his face was actually dropped.

Afterwards, Joe's father's call was too scary, and Joan was pulled into the ward by Qiao's mother with black hair, and told the story in detail.

"Did you fall? How did you fall like this? Where did you fall?" Mother Qiao touched the bruise at the corner of Joan's mouth, her face was full of distress.

"When I was going down the stairs, I almost bumped into a kid..." Joan said embarrassedly, "I'm sorry, Mom, I made you worry."

"Know that I will be worried, so be more careful in the future." Qiao's mother pulled Joan to sit next to Qiao's father.

"My father and I are really in the same trouble!" Qiao's father leaned on the bed, looking at the gauze on Joan's head with appreciative eyes.

"Put away your schadenfreude smile." Qiao's mother reached out and pinched Qiao's father's face, and Qiao's father wrinkled his face instantly.

Domestic violence!It just doesn't hurt any more.

Joe's father was not seriously ill, and falling down the stairs was also an accident.The reason is that Joe's father wanted to smoke secretly, and finally took out one from a small box in his private possession, and planned to find a place to enjoy it, but Qiao's mother sensed something was wrong.

While you were looking for me to hide, Papa Joe fell down the stairs.

Therefore, it is also reasonable to say that like father, like son.Joan learned the habit of hiding secrets in small boxes from his father. As for why both of them fell down the stairs, let us laugh it off.

Qiao An was sitting on the small bench with her head down, and Joe's father was sitting on the bed with his head down. The two of them acted in exactly the same way. In front of Qiao's mother, they both looked like children who were wronged after making a mistake.

And Qiao's mother is a strict kindergarten teacher, standing in front of the two with her arms folded, her mouth can't stop talking.During the period, Lu Yihang tried to interrupt, but failed.

Half an hour later, Qiao's mother finally decided to take a rest due to thirst, and Lu Yihang very politely handed him warm water.Mother Qiao was finally satisfied, and sat on the sofa beside her humming.

After Lu Yihang put Qiao's mother in place, he dared to look at Qiao An. After a long period of mental attack, Qiao An's whole body was weaker than an eggplant beaten by frost. Lu Yihang felt distressed, but he was helpless.

"Mom, you've been tired all day too. Qiao An and I will stay with Dad tonight, why don't you go back to rest early?" Lu Yihang sat beside Qiao's mother, looking at Qiao's mother with concern.

Qiao's mother patted Lu Yihang's hand with a smile, and said, "You guys go back, you have to get up early for work tomorrow, I'll just stay with this bad old man."

"Mom, it's okay. There is nothing to do in the company tomorrow. It's too exhausting to live in the hospital. Let's take care of Dad. I have asked Uncle Li to wait outside. Let him take you back to rest, and then pick you up tomorrow Come here, let's take Dad home together. Is that okay?" Lu Yihang still didn't want Mom Qiao to take care of Dad Qiao in the hospital alone.

Qiao An listened to their conversation without showing it on the surface, but thanked Lu Yihang in his heart all the time.Because what Lu Yihang said was exactly what Qiao An wanted to say but couldn't say.

Qiao's mother took another look at Qiao An and Qiao's father. After seeing the expectant eyes of the two, she finally nodded and agreed to go back to rest.

Lu Yihang took Qiao's mother out, leaving Qiao An and Qiao's father alone in the ward.

The ward is a double room, and the other bed is empty and unoccupied.Joan was extremely grateful for this.

"An'an, how do you feel about this period of time? How is Lu Yihang treating you? If he bullies you in private, you have to tell Dad."

After Qiao's father waited for Lu Yihang to close the door, he pulled Qiao An aside to start the father-son communication.Joan also relaxed a lot, took off his shoes, climbed into bed and lay down with Joe's father.

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Lu Yihang: There are traces left by others on my wife QAQ.Kaisen!

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Notes of Lu's Beloved Wife 17

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