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Lin Zhujin was the product of Lin Feisheng's one-night fling with a foreign woman when he was young.

The woman put Lin Zhujin in the Lin family, took a flimsy check and left.

Lin Feisheng's private life was very chaotic at that time, and Lin Zhujin was not the only one of his illegitimate children, but Lin Zhujin was indeed the only one brought back. Light, thick eyelashes, blinking like a small fan, not at all like his wrinkled children.

On the spur of the moment, he thought it was novelty and fun, but he was not the kind of person who could take care of children.

In the end, it was handed over to his wife An Mingxin, whose eldest son was already five years old at that time.After that son, An Mingxin wanted a daughter very much, and Lin Feisheng took care of his Yingying and Yanyan outside all day long, without being at home.

In the end, An Mingxin stared at the little Lin Zhujin, and in the end, this young lady, who came up with an idea, slowly put on an innocent smile on her face.

Before Lin Zhujin was in the second grade of elementary school, she wore women's clothes and had long hair.An Mingxin braided his hair every day, and read him fairy tales about princes and princesses at night, and the decoration style of a room was too pink.

He was originally half of Western descent, his eyebrows and eyes were naturally deeper than others, his skin was fair, and he had big and moist eyes, curled and thick eyelashes, long flaxen hair scattered behind him, and he wore small prints. Strawberry dress.

He has always been the prettiest kid in their class.

An Mingxin's eldest son, Lin Zhusong, was taken away from Lin Zhujin when he came to their home.

He watched his mother helplessly, hugging the doll-like child who didn't know whether it was a brother or a sister, and whispered a story to him while winking him to keep silent.

Obviously the child didn't feel sleepy at all, and was still smiling provocatively at himself.

When Lin Zhujin grew up a bit, Lin Feisheng looked at the little girl in his family, wondering when he had another daughter brought into the family, and after much deliberation, he found out if it was true or not.

Then look at the child blinking his eyes, grabbing the corner of his skirt and calling out to him in a low voice as if aggrieved.

Lin Feisheng made a big fuss that day, and directly locked Lin Zhujin's pink princess cabin.

Changed a bedroom for him, and asked the nanny to buy him boy's clothes again, and originally wanted him to cut that long hair.

But An Mingxin cried bitterly in the bedroom as if she had been deprived of her daughter, and finally fell seriously ill.

In this way, Lin Zhujin's long flaxen hair that she took care of was preserved in the end.

Since then, Lin Zhujin has changed from a girl to a boy, for which he even changed schools once.

As the young master of the Lin family, Lin Feicheng didn't expect him to take over the Lin family, so he spent some time on the eldest son's studies.

In Lin Zhujin's body, he could almost be regarded as a stocking, and with An Mingxin doting on him, Lin Zhujin was almost a lawless bully at that time.

All day long, he intentionally played with Lin Zhufeng while he was doing his homework, laughing loudly on purpose, making Lin Zhufeng's eyes red from anger.

Lin Zhujin's academic performance was not good at that time, and no one scolded him for anything, but An Mingxin had always cared about the piano since elementary school, and never let it go.

An Mingxin has always liked him sitting in front of the piano stand, with his hair loose behind him, in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows of the living room at home, facing the moonlight or the setting sun, the light shining on him faintly, looking beautiful and divine.

So she thought that her Lin Zhujin should become a pianist in the future, on the red stage in the auditorium, attracting everyone's attention.

Lin Zhujin has been half-coaxed and half-coaxed by An Mingxin to learn piano until she was 14 years old.

That year he met Guan Shan.

When Lin Zhujin was 14 years old, he was at the age of flamboyance, and his whole body was covered with the words "I am the best". Wang Lianqing played with him at that time, and later met his cousin Mu Ke at a birthday party Except for Gu Chengying, both of them are older than him.

Wang Lianqing adores his brother very much, just in time for a weekend, he asked Lin Zhujin to go with him to play with Mu Ke.

At the age of seventeen or eighteen, Mu Ke took them to a dance academy. Lin Zhujin saw that it was a school, and would say that it was boring.

Mu Ke said that Gu Chengying was watching his dream girl inside, so we picked him up and went to an interesting place to play.

Mentioning the lover in their dreams, the two became excited. Stretching their heads, they were both excited and booed, asking one after another: "Who is it, who is it?"

Mu Ke stopped the car and turned around and said, "I can see it now, who was yelling just now that it's boring."

When several people reached the fifth floor, they saw Gu Chengying lying on the glass and looking in with his butt pouted. Mu Ke made a "shh" gesture to Wang Lianqing and the others, and quickly went up to kick his butt. He let out a scream and quickly covered his mouth, fearing that he would disturb the people inside if he made a sound.

While covering her mouth, Gu Chengying slapped Mu Ke on the back of the head.

After all, the sound outside was disturbing the people inside, and a very polite and gentle voice came from inside: "Students outside, please keep your voice down, and don't disturb other students."

The few people outside heard the sound, stopped their voices immediately, and approached Gu Chengying in a low voice: "Which one is it?"

Gu Chengying pointed along the glass, it was a boy who was pressing his legs, his waist still had the slenderness of a teenager, his legs and insteps were stretched straight.

Mu Ke was still calm, but Wang Lianqing cried out in surprise: "Isn't this a man?!"

Wang Lianqing was surprised and poked Lin Zhujin to let him take a quick look, but after poking it a few times, he found that Lin Zhujin didn't respond at all.

He turned his head and saw that Lin Zhujin was staring straight at the people inside, looking fascinated.

"Hey, Lin Zhujin, what are you doing? That boy is good-looking, so what are you doing?"

Before Wang Lianqing finished speaking, Lin Zhujin turned directly to the door, opened the door and went in. He said to the dance teacher who stopped and shouted the beat: "Hi teacher, I want to learn how to dance with you."

The 22-year-old Guan Shan looked at the boy in front of him and couldn't help laughing. This is a handsome young man from some family, and he is quite cute.

So he asked, "What's your name?"

14-year-old Lin Zhujin didn't want to learn piano anymore. He knocked all the keys of the expensive piano An Mingxin bought for him at home. The one who taught him for a long time and praised him for his talent The piano professor from the famous school never came again.

Lin Zhujin struggled with An Mingxin for three days, and he got his wish. Amid An Mingxin's weeping, he went to report to Teacher Guan Shan.

At that time, Guan Shan was a talented dance artist who was in full swing. He just went to help a teacher he knew acquaintance with. The unforgettable mixed-race boy, Guan Shan finally let go after several calls from Teacher Guan Shan.

Guan Shan was 22 years old at the time, and Lin Zhujin was 14 years old. That was the first year they met.

Lin Zhujin confessed his love to Guan Shan on his birthday. Guan Shan was arranging a musical that year, the last performance of his solo tour.

Let Lin Zhujin dance the finale.

Before playing, Guan Shan asked Lin Zhujin: "What are you dancing?"

Lin Zhujin said, "Guess."

What Guan Shan guessed was "Sheng Hai", in fact Lin Zhujin practiced it

Jiujiuwu is not, but how could he let his teacher Guan Shan guess wrong.

When he danced on stage, he was not familiar with the second half of "Sheng Hai" at all, and basically improvised.

The finale dance was a mess, but there were so many art and entertainment circles who came to support at that time.

Lin Zhujin's face was caught by some entertainment company executives.

After the performance, Lin Zhujin bought the theater under Guan Shan's name.

In the theater where all the people had dispersed, Guan Shan stood in the center of the stage, illuminated by the charming lights, and he stretched out his hand to Lin Zhujin.

They danced one last pas de deux, entangled at the end, and sweated profusely on stage.

That was their first sex.

At that time, Lin Zhujin was officially in the prime of his career, and his career had just started. Even though he was criticized as worthless by those old artists in the dance industry, his face and figure alone won him many fans.

At that time, he came out with great vigor, and spent a lot of money to buy a theater directly to send to Guanshan. At that time, the Lin family had already separated from him and cut off his source of income.

In addition, Lin Feisheng passed away, and Lin Zhusong took over the Lin family. He and his elder brother have always had a bad relationship. He was determined not to get involved with the Lin family. At this time, he would not ask the Lin family for help.

In the end, due to financial difficulties, Lin Zhujin accepted an invitation from an entertainment company and entered the entertainment industry.

During that time, Lin Zhujin lived a very reckless life. His career started, and his teacher Guan Shan let him indulge him in almost everything in love. They could have lived like ordinary couples.

If Guan Shan hadn't been sick, they would probably be able to live like this forever.

Lin Zhujin still remembers that when Guan Shan found out, he didn't hide anything and told him without reservation.

Lin Zhujin still remembers that evening, when he finished recording a variety show that was not nutritious, when he returned home, only one wall lamp was turned on in the living room, and Guan Shan was sitting on the sofa like a silent statue.

He told Lin Zhujin about his illness.

Pancreatic cancer.

Lin Zhujin's expression changed suddenly, and he was almost at a loss to get his mobile phone. At the same time, he said in a panic that he would help him find a doctor, make the best treatment plan, and have a chance in the future.

Guan Shan looked at him with a smile, the same smile as when he first met him and asked his name.

He didn't answer Lin Zhujin's words, shook his head, then got up and walked to a bronze ornament that Gu Heng gave him in the living room, it was a globe.

Guan Shan stretched out a finger and moved the huge sphere. He said, Ah Jin, let's go out and play.

The sound of the globe rotating and rubbing against the central axis still reappeared in Lin Zhujin's dreams after many years. It seemed to be the sound of Guan Shan's life passing by.

They set off on a round-the-world trip.

In the heavy snowfall in Switzerland the following year, Guan Shan closed his eyes in Lin Zhujin's arms.

Before leaving, Guan Shan told Lin Zhujin to live a good life.

Lin Zhujin agreed.

After returning from Switzerland, I still work normally, to participate in programs, to audition for a movie casting, to shoot commercials.

The incident happened at Guan Shan's funeral. There was a huge dispute between Lin Zhujin and Lin Zhusong. No one knew the reason for the fight between the two.

But from that day on, Lin Zhujin changed. All his performing arts activities were suspended, and he didn't go to his personal dance drama that was originally arranged. It was choreographed for him by Guan Shan himself when he was still there.

He started to hang out with a group of well-known playboys at that time, drank heavily every day, went to some chaotic parties, and changed male partners frequently.

Liquidated damages and negative news overwhelmingly poured on this rising star who debuted less than two years ago.

That day, Lin Zhujin lost a lot of money in an underground casino. This casino has a membership system, and outsiders who are not inside the circle cannot enter at all. It is a manor with a hotel, entertainment facilities and services, which is exclusively for a group of wealthy children to enjoy.

Below is a casino with a group of waiters who might as well not wear clothes. The waiters there are both male and female, wearing thongs and bunny ears.

At that time, Lin Zhujin didn't have a penny on him, so he was brought by those friends to play, and he coaxed him twice.

After losing the money, it was said that Lin Zhujin was about to leave, and a group of bodyguards in black suits came up, and a few of them made a move. The group of people who brought him looked like quails. They dare not make a sound, because the boss behind the scenes here is simply not something they can afford.

The last person-in-charge manager came over, squatted on the ground, stretched out his hand to lift Lin Zhujin's chin, who was pushed down on the ground, looked at it for a moment, stood up, clapped his hands and said that since he didn't go up, he would be in "Thesecret" List it.

The expressions of the people around changed suddenly, and a malicious and malicious smile appeared on their faces at the same time.

Li Chenyin brought Lin Zhujin back at that time, and he added two zeros after Lin Zhujin's price tag.

But of course he didn't buy Lin Zhujin for one night, his request was to get married.

As for Lin Zhujin, Lin Zhujin at that time, without Guan Shan, he didn't really care who he was with.