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During the years with Li Chenyin, Li Chenyin rarely mentioned Guan Shan's name.

This is the second time.

The first time was when Lin Zhujin was brought back by Li Chenyin. It was the first time for them. Lin Zhujin's expression was distorted in pain, his body was extremely stiff, and he kept uttering provocative words from his mouth.

Li Chenyin couldn't hold it back at that time, it was the first time someone provoked her like this, so she blurted out and asked, "Are you doing the same on the Guanshan bed?"

Lin Zhujin suddenly turned over at that time, and the hot breath from his mouth rushed to Li Chenyin's ear. He lowered his voice and said, "I was always on top of Guanshan. If you want to know what I am, why don't you let me be on top?" You come to try?"

Of course Li Chenyin didn't let...

Li Chenyin believed this, because in the days to come, Lin Zhujin sometimes got drunk and couldn't get up on top of him, calling Guan Shan, and really went to grab his legs to fuck him.

The quarrel between Lin Zhujin and Li Chenyin brought the relationship between them to a freezing point.

Li Chenyin didn't live in the bedroom these days, and Lin Zhujin ran out of patience and went out.

When Wang Lianqing opened the door, seeing the expression on Lin Zhujin's face, he let out an unkind laugh.

"Your good man finally kicked out your vicious stepmother?" Wang Lianqing teased, he thought it was Lin Zhujin and Li Sichen who had some trouble.

Lin Zhujin was really not in the mood to joke with him at this moment. He pushed Wang Lianqing away, sat on the sofa, leaned back, and sneered: "Good sir? You haven't seen him get angry. People are so boring."

"What's the matter?" Wang Lianqing sat opposite him and asked.

"Isn't it because..." Lin Zhujin stopped talking halfway through, as if he had remembered something, he turned to stare at Wang Lianqing: "You have to be responsible for this matter, he didn't you insisted on me Go to the bar to see that boy, and I won't be sued to go to Li Chenyin."

"The problem between you and Li Chenyin is whether you're going to see that boy?" Wang Lianqing looked at this unreasonable face, and immediately began to clear it up.

"Li Chenyin hasn't been good enough to you these past few years? What do you do every day, have you cared about his hard work? It's been so many years, and it's inevitable that he will be disappointed." Wang Lianqing's expression was earnest.

"Tsk, you don't understand, he is good to me, but how to put it, he doesn't have any trust and respect." Lin Zhujin thought for a while and added: "And, their family treats me the same way."

Wang Lianqing said as if he had heard some joke: "Respect? My Mr. Lin, when Li Chenyin brought you back from that auction site, he hugged you. You took medicine and yelled at him. With you at least 200 million overnight, how can you make people respect you?"

With a click, Lin Zhujin put the teacup he had just picked up on the table heavily, with a slight anger in his voice: "I'll say it again! I didn't know that there was something in the glass of wine that Mu Chen gave me!"

The sky outside suddenly became gloomy, and a gust of wind came in, bringing a bit of coolness.

Wang Lianqing stood up and went to close the window. Lin Zhujin's voice sounded from behind: "Don't you believe me?"

"I believe, of course I believe you." Wang Lianqing turned around, and put away the playful and joking expression on his face.

"Have you ever thought that you actually like Li Chenyin more than you imagined." Wang Lianqing changed the subject and said, "You didn't realize that you came out to play with us and mentioned Li Chenyin's name more and more in recent years. Is it?" Although most of them are complaints.

Moreover, even that one is as similar to Guan Shan when he was young.

The similar faces didn't make Lin Zhujin fluctuate much.

What did Lin Zhujin say?Can Lin Zhujin say he found out?In fact, he regretted talking to Li Chenyin like that and hurt the old man's heart. He couldn't bear to beg for mercy and apologize?

In fact, if Lin Zhujin recalls the past few years of getting along, he can clearly feel that the focus of his life is gradually shifting under the shadow of Guan Shan. He keeps annoying Li Chenyin, and then coaxes him and seduces him , go to bed with him, mess with him after coaxing him, then coax him, seduce him...

Repeatedly, and reached the point of never getting tired of it.

Lin Zhujin could say that in the past few days, every time he heard Li Chenyin gritted his teeth and called his name, his lower body was so hard that it ached.He could say that every time he saw that Li Chenyin didn't want to be led away by him, but would still be seduced by him in the end, with that obsessive look in his eyes, despite the disdain on the surface, he was actually very complacent in his heart.

Lin Zhujin didn't say anything, he took a pack of cigarettes from Wang Lianqing's desk, walked to the balcony of his house, watched the light rain falling outside, and smoked one after another.

When the sky darkened, it rained heavily.

Wang Lianqing fell asleep in the bedroom, and when he came out, he found someone stuck on the balcony, and he hadn't left yet.

Lin Zhujin heard the sound and came out from the balcony, where there were cigarette butts all over the balcony.

Lin Zhujin said: "I will quit smoking in the future."

Wang Lian cleared the light spots of cigarette butts on the balcony behind him that were still on and off, and did not speak.

Lin Zhujin said again: "I have thought about it. The reason why I have no family status is because I have no independent financial ability and can only rely on him to support me. I have decided that I want to work again. Please help me to contact Gu Heng."

Wang Lianqing was in a daze, his legs almost went limp, and he wanted to beg Lin Zhujin to stop tossing. The man had already opened the door and left aggressively. of.

Ten minutes later, there was another loud ringing of the doorbell.

Wang Lianqing opened the door with a headache: "What's wrong!"

Lin Zhujin sniffed and said, "He smells like cigarettes all over his body. He doesn't like it. I'll take a shower before going back."

While talking, Lin Zhujin started to take off her clothes. She lifted up half of her clothes and put them down again. She went to the bathroom before continuing to take off her clothes.

When Lin Zhujin left, he took another umbrella from Wang Lianqing, saying that it was raining outside.

Lin Zhujin held an umbrella in front of Guan Shan's tombstone, staring at the horse's soft smiling face for a long time.

He squatted down, stretched out his fingers, and touched Guan Shan's name engraved on the tombstone: "Teacher, I told you last time that I'm married, you know."

"Oh, you don't even know how annoying he is, I have to button my clothes to the top, I'm not allowed to swear in front of him, I'm not allowed to smoke in front of him, I'm not allowed to take off my clothes in the living room, the clothes I used to wear, I passed in front of him once or twice, and he set fire to me in the yard angrily, and let me watch the burning. Do you think he is a person in the 21st century? Who can suffer like him? Living together? Now you want to break up with me, do you think I will be afraid of breaking up with him? I can't wait for it."

"And his son, the whole old-fashioned old-fashioned gave birth to a little old-fashioned. Every day, he would tease me with anger and provoke me, or sit in the room doing math problems, and even asked to enroll in cram schools. You said that I was studying every day at that time. He didn’t want to attend, and he asked himself to add extra classes, what do you think he thinks?”

Rainwater slid down the tombstone all the way, Lin Zhujin's index finger was red, and the rain slid all the way to the palm of his hand. His hand finally stopped on the stone carving and slid down heavily.

The black umbrella enveloped his whole body inside, and he squatted there, the raindrops hit the umbrella, making a dull sound.

Time paused for a long time before he continued like a child who did something wrong: "I'm sorry teacher, I lied, he's actually... He's actually not that bad."

"I don't want to let him go." He raised his eyes and added.

Probably more than a little.

"I promised you to live a good life before, but I didn't. How about I do it in the future?"

Li Chenyin glanced at the sky outside, and there was a muffled thunder outside.

He frowned, glanced at the butler and asked, "What time did he leave?"

The housekeeper replied: "I left in the morning, I have been out for a day."

Li Chenyin was a little restless, and suddenly asked: "What's the number today?"

"November 11."

Li Chenyin stood up and told the driver to go out.

November [-]th, Guan Shan's death day.

When Lin Zhujin saw Li Chenyin's car, he had just walked out of the cemetery.

Lin Zhujin held an umbrella in his hand, and the headlights of that black commercial vehicle brightly illuminated the road ahead of him.

He suddenly dropped the umbrella in his hand, and stood there staring at the car in a daze.The clothes on his body were soon soaked by the rain and stuck to the clothes. In the winter of November, Lin Zhujin's hands and feet were instantly cold.

He counted silently in his heart, one, two, three...

Counting to the seventh number, I finally got my wish and heard the sound of the door opening.

Li Chen disappeared.

Only children who have umbrellas will throw them away on rainy days.