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Wang Lianqing put the teacup on the table, cleared his throat without making a fuss: "Let me talk about Lin Zhujin first. Everyone thinks that Lin Zhujin, the proud son of heaven, is arrogant, willful and unscrupulous. The Lin family is arrogant and domineering, and it looks as if they are being pampered, but in fact Lin Feisheng ignores him, and once the freshness wears off, he can't remember having this son at all, and An Mingxin raised him as a girl since childhood, and he is a boy. But she has to wear the pink dress that An Mingxin likes, and braids that she likes. For a long time, he is just a higher-end doll in her hands, but An Mingxin will do her best to make any request from him. As much as she can, she never taught him. You all think that Lin Zhujin is nothing to do, but in fact, his original position is to exist in the Lin family as a high-level plaything. Half of Lin Feisheng's blood is flowing in his body. , but no one has ever put him in the same position as Lin Zhusong."

"He is used to being naughty, and he has made his brother dislike him since he was a child, but no matter how much he dislikes him, after Lin Zhusong took over the Lin family, even for the sake of the Lin family's reputation, he would not really ignore him, but why didn't he At that time?" Wang Lianqing asked Li Chenyin.

He refers to the time when Lin Zhujin fell into the quagmire after Guan Shan passed away.

Li Chenyin didn't answer him. He leaned back on the sofa behind him, with one breast folded on the other leg, waiting for Wang Lianqing to continue talking. In fact, he rarely talked with people in such a posture.

"Later, I thought about it. You could come to me at that time, so you might not have reached an agreement with Lin Zhusong behind the scenes."

Wang Lianqing had a suddenly realized expression on his face: "Oh~, now it seems that Gu Chengying and Mu Ke have arranged for both Gu Chengying and Mu Ke at that time?"

Wang Lianqing hooked the corners of his mouth and raised his tone: "Good sir?"

"I just liked someone and made some efforts." Li Chenyin looked back at him, as if Wang Lianqing had guessed that these were not things that could affect his emotions, and this answer was tantamount to acquiescing.

"That's why I said that sometimes Lin Zhujin is really naive. He has lived with you for so long, and he never thought about why it wasn't Rong Qiming or Rong Qiming who took him away from the auction that day. What about other rich men who covet his looks? Obviously at that time, he seemed to be able to step on anyone, why is it you, Mr. Li?"

"If Lin Zhujin was the prey, you had already woven the cage at that time. Although he hadn't entered at that time, everyone saw your cage, so no one dared to touch him again."

"But when you really take him to your side, maybe you still have expectations for him at the beginning, hoping that he can forget Guan Shan, you give him time, you treat him well, and hope he can love you, but people always Greedy, after a few years, your patience is exhausted, he can't forget Guan Shan, not only did he not learn to cherish, he even hurt you more, squandered and trampled on your feelings for him, so after he pissed you off again, you decided to push him out , Let him understand what he will go through without your protection." Wang Lianqing said here, as if recalling something, the smile on his face faded a little.

Li Chenyin shook his head, and said, "Part of it is right."

"I used to think that I could make him forget Guan Shan, but that's not the case."

"He is the person who has been chasing after Lin Zhujin since he was 14 years old. They have the same soul and love dance. They have the same thing in common. They create art together, and even show it on the stage, becoming art itself, but I don't understand. Apart from making money, I don't know anything about this." When Li Chenyin said these words, the inferiority complex in his tone made Wang Lianqing think that he was hallucinating.

"After Lin Zhujin moved out, I paid attention to his movements. I knew he went back to dance, but the dance hall would not let him come back so easily, but he did go back. Gu Heng later told me that it was Guan Shan donated all his inheritance to the dance hall before his death, and he left a message for the old director, so even if Guan Shan has been dead for seven years, as long as Lin Zhujin still wants to dance, the door of the dance hall will be open for him at any time."

"Lin Zhujin once said that Guan Shan is not dead, and it is not my turn. I got angry with him that time. In fact, I thought about it later. What he said was the truth. He is Lin Zhujin's lifelong lover. Dead, he is the perfect white moonlight that is eternal and insurmountable." Li Chenyin stated a fact that he could hardly accept but had to admit.

"I pushed him out this time. The reason you said accounted for half of the reason, and I really wanted to give up, which also accounted for half."

"Why is this so?" Wang Lianqing looked at Li Chenyin's expression and said, "Whether it's Wen Ding, who has a temperament similar to Guan Shan, or the boy who has undergone plastic surgery to look like Guan Shan, if Lin Zhujin is willing, they can become Guan Shan's substitutes." , but he didn't choose, didn't he choose you among them?"

"That boy, you deliberately led him to see it." Li Chenyin didn't show it on his face, but his tone showed some imperceptible displeasure.

Unexpectedly, Wang Lianqing replied undisguisedly: "Not only that, I paid for the boy's plastic surgery, tsk, it turned out to be blind."

"I'm different from you guys. I only give him what I can, what he wants most. After Guan Shan's death, he seems to be half dead. He is willing to live in a drunken dream. I just watch him live in a drunken dream. He hurts others to vent. , if I can live happily, I will watch him hurt others."

"It's like Lin Zhujin went crazy one day and wanted to stab everyone. You might tie him back and not let him stab you. If you feel sorry for him and see him in pain, you might say let him stab you. But I am different. I will let him stab you." He does what he wants, even if he wants to stab himself."

Li Chenyin looked at the smiling and foolish young master in front of him, and felt that he had regarded Lin Zhujin as a friend too simply.

"Hey, don't look at me with such eyes." He raised his eyebrows at Li Chenyin: "When I was a child, I was naughty and mischievous, and I took half of the blame for him. I am his best friend, an eternal accomplice, and sincerely pass the knife. people."

He said this in a tone that sounded extremely gentle.

Then he said, "Let's make a deal." He clasped his hands together, and tapped twice: "Look, don't you always think that Guanshan is a perfect white moonlight that cannot be surpassed?"

"What if it isn't?"