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Lin Zhujin was still in a daze when he walked out of Gu Heng's house. He pushed down the brim of his hat and recalled things about Li Chenyin while walking.

In fact, right now, he doesn't have that much confidence in Li Chenyin, even though he behaved like this.

But in fact, he was a little uncertain in his heart. If he really had the confidence to do whatever he wanted in front of Li Chenyin like before, he wouldn't have found the door of his office that day. Pushing open the door to question, he doesn't have to dye his hair black to ask others if it looks better.

In fact, he has no idea. How long can a person's sincerity be trampled on?

What if he really changed his mind?If he is really scared by his willful thorns all over his body, he will find a gentle and sensible person who is younger than himself and soft to accompany him, or because of his obsession with Guan Shan, he really Did he sleep with that boy out of curiosity or revenge?

As long as he thinks of this, his heart will start to go crazy with jealousy.

He understood too well that Li Chenyin was so young when he met him for the first time, he had never slept with any other man at all.

Li Chenyin's bed skills have been trained by himself over the years.

Li Chenyin like this, looking at him with obsession, how could he touch others.

But now he has no position to question him anymore. In any case, he was kicked out by Li Chenyin.

He is not afraid of the old man's temper. Over the years, he has always been able to firmly accept Li Chenyin, and he can always coax him back when he is on the verge of breaking out.

However, this time is different.

From Lin Zhujin to now, he recalled that Li Chenyin looked at him and said that he didn't want to see his eyes again, and his heart was swayed.

It was a despair crushed by a heavy disappointment.

But what Gu Heng brought up today rekindled some hope in him.

It turned out that Li Chenyin had already started to like herself so long ago.

It was already late when Li Chenyin came out of the company.

He raised his hand to look at the time, and the phone rang.

He answered the phone, his expressionless face finally became turbulent, his brows were slightly frowned, and he walked towards the underground garage.

When he walked in, he saw the tall and slender Lin Zhujin, who was half leaning on his car, and when he saw him coming, he raised his eyebrows and smiled calmly at him.

The driver standing next to him had a bitter face, looked around and saw his own face, as if he was about to sweat: "He is in front of the car, blocking him from leaving, he insists...he wants to find you .”

Li Chenyin didn't speak, and raised his chin slightly at him, and the driver immediately disappeared with a sigh of relief. He felt that if he heard the conversation between the two, he would easily lose his job.

"What's the matter?" Li Chenyin said in a calm voice.

"It's something, I miss you, and want to see you." Lin Zhujin raised the corners of his mouth, stood up and moved closer.

"Then we're done seeing each other now, you can go." Li Chenyin walked around him, as if treating an insignificant stranger, and then really went to open the car door and get in.

Lin Zhujin obviously didn't expect that Li Chenyin had such a cold and decisive attitude after not seeing him for so long, which made him uneasy and a little angry.

"What? This is a newcomer, so you don't want to talk to the old one at all?" Lin Zhujin stared at Li Chenyin's indifferent back, as if to stare at the slim black suit two times. Like a hole, he kept sneering: "Just such a thing, I just poked his heels softly after being teased twice casually, how sincere can you say to you? You even go to such a person now." Stay with me?"

Li Chenyin originally told herself to walk quickly, to walk quickly, and not to talk to him.

However, he was still provoked by Lin Zhujin's three or two sentences and turned around. He tried not to show his emotions and replied coldly: "Then what does this have to do with you? You think it's your turn to deal with me now." Intervene!"

"He approached you with such a face, don't tell me you can't see his purpose! Just like this, you let him stay by your side, and even allowed him to freely enter and exit your office! Are you blind!" Obviously...Obviously now I have been stopped outside the door, and I have to squat in the underground garage for so long to see you.The more Lin Zhujin thought about it, the more wronged he became, and the more he felt wronged, the more unforgiving he said: "At the beginning, he showed so much sincerity to me, kicking me out of the door with his front foot and his back foot can be so disingenuous Impure people can lead to the bed, what do you want to do? Take revenge on me? Play your temper and feel unhappy? Or can this make you feel accomplished? I hurt you and you have to pay it back? This is yours Really? It doesn't look like much..."

"Shut up!" Li Chenyin growled, the veins on his forehead popped out, his fists were clenched tightly, trying to suppress his anger, even his breathing became a little rough.

This is really going to turn heads and turn right and wrong.

Even though Li Chenyin tried his best to keep his voice down, it still seemed to be a very violent roar in the empty underground garage.

Lin Zhujin was taken aback by the yelling, and he realized what he had said indiscriminately just now.

He was stunned for a while, and then seeing Li Chenyin's out-of-control look, he found his voice intermittently in a panic, and softened his tone: "Don't be like that...don't look at me like that, I didn't, I didn't mean it. "He felt that he had messed up again, and he couldn't help but took a few steps forward, wanting to touch him.

But Li Chenyin dodged it. He stretched out his hand to open the car door. He tried his best to calm down his emotions, as if repeating a natural fact. He said, "Of course you didn't do it on purpose, you're used to it."

You are used to hurting people with your words, and it's not that you don't know that this will make me sad. On the contrary, it is precisely because you know too well that what you say will hurt me, so you stab people's hearts when you don't like it.

This is Lin Zhujin, he can't bear the slightest grievance, and he is only satisfied when others suffer twice as much.

Listening to the sound of Li Chenyin closing the car door, Lin Zhujin felt as if he was nailed in place by a nail.

The car brushed past his clothes, bringing a gust of wind, and the people in the car didn't seem to want to see him again for a second.

He stood there in a daze, looking at the rear of the car, but he didn't dare to stop him.

When Lin Zhujin returned home, she was cold all over. After turning on the heater for a while, her hands and feet were still cold.

So he filled a pool of hot water and lay down in the bathtub. There was a white bandage on his left wrist, and blood overflowed from it after wrapping it around a few times.

He lay on his back in the bathtub, raised his wrist, and put it on his lips, a strong smell of medicine and blood poured into his nostrils.

He took off the bandage, and the wound inside had partly healed, and some cracked, and bright red blood overflowed, but it had already clotted.

He raised his hand and turned his wrist. This movement stretched the blood-clotting wound open again, and a tingling pain burst from his wrist.

But it was useless, Lin Zhujin's heart was beating very fast, he purposely opened some wounds without giving up, and the blood flowed a little larger.

But it was still useless, a heart seemed to have fallen into a bottomless black hole, and there was no way to land, but he couldn't get peace from this way.

He will stay up all night, living in eternal restlessness.

It was as if he was the only bird left in this dense forest. He was so frightened and restless under the shotgun, and there were still dense leaves to cover him and allow him to shelter, but because he didn't cherish it, this All the leaves in the dense forest fell off, leaving only dry branches and barrenness, and he was alone and helpless from then on.

He looked at the incandescent lamp above his head, closed his eyes, and murmured in a low voice: "God, help me." His tone was not strong, like a sigh. He was clearly asking for help, but there was despair.

Lin Zhujin took a bandage and rewrapped the wound to prevent himself from losing too much blood. He got up from the bathtub that was almost completely cold, wiped himself clean, and went to change his dressing.

After changing the medicine, he stood in front of the sink, stared at the face in the mirror for a while, then suddenly moved closer, smiled, and smiled at himself in the mirror.

The person in the mirror has exquisite eyebrows and eyes. Because he is of mixed race, his face has deep contours. When he is cold-faced, he gives people a very glamorous feeling, but once he smiles, his eyebrows and eyes are full of affection, his complexion is porcelain white, and his lips Bright red, extremely glamorous, like a goblin specially here to seduce people's souls.

Lin Zhujin pushed back her dyed black hair, tied it with a rubber band, and picked up her phone.