weightlessness

When Li Chenyin first took over the Li family, he obeyed the family's arrangement and got married.

He doesn't want anything in particular, he just needs to do what the family requires.Maybe I had my own preferences for something before, but then I don't know why it was slowly worn away.When he looked back again, his heart was no longer agitated, and he was no longer interested.

Let him recall his childhood, all he can remember is the endorsement, the formulas, the tutor who came and went without remembering the real face, the mother's indifferent and strict teaching, and finally the dead goldfish, like his childhood Also died in the same frame.

Later, when he grew up, he was still alone, walking on a paved road, making no mistakes, taking over the Li family, and meeting the family's expectations, so he could go on forever.

He has a wife and a son, watching him cry, seeing his face similar to his own, seems to have seen the life he and himself seem to want to repeat.

It was actually a coincidence that he went to see Lin Zhujin's dance, because everyone went to see Guan Shan that time, and they went for the name of Guan Shan, a talented young dance artist, and it was the last show of his personal tour. The limelight is booming, and tickets are hard to come by.

His appreciation of these arts is actually very superficial, but after the cooperation was negotiated this time, his business partner sincerely invited him.

He was sitting in the first row at the time, with his business partner on the left and a young dance artist on the right, who was said to have taken Guan Shan before.

Guan Shan's dance is really good. Even someone like Li Chenyin who doesn't know much about dance art can feel that Guan Shan has a solid foundation, full of skills, and a sense of aura.The whole body movement is completely integrated into the music background. Whether the expression on his face is extremely happy or extremely sad, it is very substituting. Every movement of his limbs is telling his own emotions, accompanied by lingering The hazy lights around him like mist completely showed the audience a stage work of extremely high artistic level.

Guan Shan does have the capital to outshine those dancers of the same period by a large margin.

When Guan Shan left the stage, Li Chenyin also applauded sincerely. At this moment, Li Chenyin just felt that today's match was not in vain.

When Lin Zhujin appeared on the stage, Li Chenyin hadn't opened his mouth yet, but a business partner next to him came up to him and introduced him: "Lin Feisheng's youngest son has a pretty face, and now he is learning to dance with Guan Shan, tsk tsk, look That figure..."

Lin Zhujin came up to dance for the first time, and she was not proficient in dancing in front of a vast audience, and she was stunned without any stage fright.

I recalled "Sheng Hai" at a half-baked level in the first half, but I couldn't remember it at all in the second half, so I just improvised.

On the stage, he turned over a few steps one after another, added bouncing, and showed off a difficult move from one end of the stage to the other. Some audience members thought it was an adaptation of "Sheng Hai". In fact, at that time, Lin Chasing brocade is very wanton, if you ask him to come down and dance again what he danced in the second half of the stage just now, he may not even be able to recall it himself.

Some spectators were even taken aback by the next few difficult movements, saying that they are indeed apprentices brought out by Guan Shan.

Lin Zhujin smiled brightly towards the front at the last finishing move, his eyes were full of youthful and frivolous light, arrogant and dazzling.

Only then did Li Chenyin realize that someone's smile could be so stunning.

There was a roar in his ears, he heard the applause like a wave, he heard the audience below screaming, he didn't know if it was because of the boy's wanton dance or because of his glamorous appearance.

He heard the dance artist next to him comment in a dismissive tone amidst applause and screams: "Bullshit doesn't make sense."

He finally heard thousands of goldfish wagging their tails and crashing into the wall tank, and saw that fiery red fish tails burned all the way to the heart like fireworks, dyed a dazzling red, and their mouths opened and closed, blowing out the foam of desire.

From then on, Li Chenyin began to pay attention to Lin Zhujin. The youngest son of the Lin family was ostentatious, and he did not hide his deeds. It is not difficult to know his deeds.

His temperament is so rebellious, he doesn't hide his likes and dislikes at all, he is arrogant, self-willed, reckless in doing things, but he can use a smile that seems to warm people's hearts to the people he likes behave in a spoiled manner.

Li Chenyin had already taken over the Li family at that time, but Lin Feisheng of the Lin family was already old, and he had spent too much time in the early years.The Lin family, Lin Zhusong, was still young, and several cousins ​​were trying their best to fight for the family property. The Lin family was at a time when they were out of business. If Li Chenyin really took it by force, it would not be impossible.

But he didn't want to, Lin Zhujin is not a canary that can be kept in a cage. He watched him come out for Guan Shan vigorously, watched him squander his savings to give to Guan Shan Theater, and saw them standing on the cusp of public opinion, still fearless .He looks so lively, arrogant, self-willed, true to himself, frank and straightforward, this kind of him is what really attracts him.

What's more, he and Guan Shan are so happy and beautiful. There are countless photos of their warm life together in his office.

He saw them dancing pas de deux at the street lamp downstairs, kissing, their bodies intertwined, their souls colliding, they were a natural pair, each other's best soul mate.

He was just like that, watching silently all the time, spying with eager eyes, but never daring to reach out and touch.

However, Guan Shan fell ill and died.

Lin Zhujin, who left Guanshan, seemed to have lost half of his soul. He began to wither rapidly, withered, accompanied by tobacco and alcohol, and lost in the party.

At this moment, Li Chenyin was thinking, so now that there is no one around him, can he be mine?

He got divorced, he arranged everything, and used some means that he never thought he would use before, and finally took Lin Zhujin into the family, which seemed to be in the palm of his hand.

Lin Zhujin can't forget Guan Shan in a short time, he is prepared, he feels that he and Lin Zhujin will have a long future, he will not force him to do anything about Guan Shan, he turns a blind eye to the pendant that carries Guan Shan's photo brightly every day, and treats him Holding his own name, Guan Shan, and turning a deaf ear.

However, many years have passed.It's useless, even if Guan Shan is dead, he is Lin Zhujin's lifelong lover, his perfect white moonlight, the beginning and end of Lin Zhujin's love, so what is he?

He is a person who lives in a square frame, a silent crush, and the last audience member after the show. Even if the lead actor is no longer on stage, he is still waiting stubbornly.

He used to think that with Guan Shan around, he would have no chance, but in fact, with Guan Shan dead, he would have no chance.

Guanshan will become an eternal tombstone, built in the heart of every admirer of Lin Zhujin, like a stick in the throat all the time.