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Today, the teacher of emergency and critical care is very strange. He usually doesn’t ring the bell, and he never calls the class to end. Today, he not only finished class early, but also cleaned up very handsomely. He is usually very patient, and he also refused all questions around him. Some students suspected that he was going on a blind date. After all, he was over [-] years old, came from a scholarly family, and was still unmarried.

Tong Ze didn't go on a blind date, he just went to wait for a long-awaited person, a good friend.He was full of expectations, sitting on the lawn where the man was yesterday, watching the runners, running lap after lap, many students greeted him, he only nodded perfunctorily, and then seemed to be looking for something, Looking left and right, he completely lost his usual demeanor.

It's a pity that the person he was waiting for still didn't come when the sun was setting and the sun was setting.He changed from being full of expectations to being depressed. He walked on the runway where the two walked together, closed his eyes, and then walked back, just like Wen Ling was still standing opposite him.

He retreated all the way, almost leaned back a few times, then adjusted his balance again, and continued to walk backwards until he retreated to a person's chest, and even stepped on the other person's foot.

He turned around suddenly, ready to apologize, when he saw the person he had been thinking about day and night, standing under the streetlight, standing in front of him.

Tong Ze was incoherent and wanted to say something, but first, he laughed.

"Just now a group of students said that there was an inexplicable person on the playground who walked back and forth with his eyes closed, and then I thought of you." Wen Ling bent his eyes, and his voice was as clear and gentle as before.

Tong Ze was both happy and embarrassed. He obviously wanted to appear handsome and elegant, but he seemed to have become a psychopath in others' mouths.

He really wanted to ask where Wen Ling went, why didn't he tell himself how he was doing recently, but after much deliberation, he only said: "You seem to have lost weight."

"Really?" Wen Ling laughed.

"Can I hug you?" Tong Ze asked.

Wen Ling thought for a while, then nodded.In the next second, he was hugged into a firm embrace. Tong Ze hugged him tightly, as if confirming whether he was real. Wen Ling understood his feelings and did not push him away.

The night is slowly falling, the jade rabbit has risen, and the cicadas on the hill next to the playground are screaming non-stop. Tong Ze feels that he can run around the playground ten laps to vent the excitement that is about to overflow in his heart. Before meeting each other, He had countless things to say, but after meeting, he was afraid that he would disturb the time they spent together by saying one more thing.

The two had already walked around the playground countless times, and when Wen Ling's feet started to go weak, they hadn't spoken a few words formally yet.Tong Ze didn't want to say it, but Wen Ling didn't know what to say.It wasn't until the couples on the playground dispersed that Tong Ze said softly:

"I'll take you home."

Wen Ling nodded and followed behind him.Tong Ze walked very slowly, wishing that this road had no end. Seeing the car parked beside the avenue, Tong Ze once again regretted being too lazy. If the car was parked in the parking lot, the two of them would still have at least 10 minutes away.

He opened the car door, let Wen Ling get in, and then got into the car by himself. Tong Ze didn't start the car for a long time, and Wen Ling didn't urge him. After some time, Tong Ze turned his head and asked:

"Are we still good friends in the future?"

Even though he was in the car and there were no stars in the sky, Wen Ling seemed to see a Milky Way in his eyes, just like it was at the beginning.

"Are you still willing to be good friends with me?" Wen Ling asked back.

"It's an honor." Tong Ze smiled and rolled his eyes.

Wen Ling's heart warmed up, and the corners of his eyes felt moist.

The road from the university to Wen Ling's house was not too far away. It was already night and the road was unimpeded. Wen Ling pointed to the bus stop by the road to indicate that he had arrived.Tong Ze looked around. There were some small shops around, but he didn't see any residential buildings. He found a place to park his car.

"Where do you live? Shall I take you back?" Tong Ze got out of the car with him.

Wen Ling pointed to the alley next to him and said, "It takes 10 minutes to walk through here. It's already very late, you'd better go back early."

"It's okay, let me see your new place to live, so I can play with you next time."

Wen Ling smiled slightly, didn't say anything, just looked at him quietly.

What are you looking at?What catches your eyes?Is there anything wrong with this?Tong Ze didn't understand, and was even aggrieved. Thinking of the good friend he said before, but actually rejecting others for thousands of miles, he couldn't help getting annoyed.

"It was you who left without saying goodbye, and it was you who said you would continue to be a good friend, but in fact you don't treat me as a friend every time. Can I send you home? Can't I care about you? I think Don't you know how you're doing?" After speaking, Tong Ze's voice became louder and louder, his brows were frowned, and he looked like he was about to fight.

Since we met, Tong Ze had never spoken to him so loudly. Wen Ling was a little surprised, but after thinking about it, he felt that the other party's anger was not unreasonable.The only one to blame is myself, who clearly planned not to contact him anymore, but when he heard any news related to him, he ran over eagerly, so that he was so entangled now.

"Okay, if you don't want to, then you don't want to, then we will no longer be friends!" Tong Ze punched the car angrily, and stared at Wen Ling bitterly.

Wen Ling could only smile helplessly, lowering her head and not daring to meet his gaze.

Tong Ze's heart turned cold. The moment he said the words, he actually regretted it. He felt that he was so stupid that he used the so-called friendship as a threat. God knows whether Wen Ling really cares about this friendship. Care, it is simply embarrassing to say such words, and what is even worse is that this embarrassing moment actually happened.

He didn't have the face to stay any longer, Tong Ze felt that he would be pissed off, he turned around and opened the car door, got into the car angrily, and was about to close the door when Wen Ling blocked him.

"What are you doing?" Tong Ze stared at him unkindly, but hope was secretly ignited in his heart.

"When did you become so irritable?" Wen Ling was helpless.

"After someone left without saying goodbye and cut all contact with me."

It's not just irritable, it's simply anger, the anger of being manipulated by others and finally ruthlessly abandoned.

"Then you didn't ask me, why did you leave without saying goodbye?" Wen Ling lowered her eyes, as if caught in memories.

"I know." Tong Ze said calmly.

Wen Ling looked up at him in surprise.

"I know you can't face me, face that place, because it will bring back a lot of unhappy things for you, so, I never blame you, what I'm really angry with is that every time I thought I could be close to you, understand When you help you, you push me far away, and then protect yourself, you don't understand at all, I want to treat you well, not because of pity for you, but because you are worth it. "

I... worth it?Wen Ling didn't understand, his face was expressionless, but his heart was in a mess. He obviously didn't do anything, and even rejected him again and again, how could it be worth it?

"There is no way to choose a person's birth, you are not wrong, you are good, kind and considerate, hardworking and tough, you are you, unique. God deprived you of a happy childhood, but it does not mean depriving you of your qualifications for happiness, You deserve the best things in the world."

No, it's not just that, you still don't understand, Wen Ling thought to himself.

"I don't accept it, not just because of this, but because I know I can't afford it in return."

"Did I ask you to repay it?!" Tong Ze raised his volume at once, and when Wen Ling recovered, he continued to speak loudly: "Did I say that I want you to repay it? Can't you just accept it obediently! You Do nothing and accept me, okay?"

"No." Wen Ling shook his head, "I can't do it. If someone treats me well, I want to treat him twice as well, but you are so kind, I can't afford it."

It sounded like something was wrong, but Tong Ze's anger was successfully calmed down. Seeing Wen Ling's serious look, his eyes softened, and he cursed a fool inwardly.

"I'll ask you one last time. I'll take you home, okay?" Tong Ze asked softly.

Wen Ling had no choice but to get out of the way and let Tong Ze get out of the car.Tong Ze still walked with a cold face and said, "Wouldn't it be better if it was like this earlier!" But he couldn't help but secretly rejoiced.

"There are many alleys here, you have to remember the way, or you will get lost when you go out later." Wen Ling reminded kindly.

Tong Ze said indifferently: "If you can't find it, I'll call you. By the way, what's your phone number?"

Wen Ling took out his phone and gave it to him. Tong Ze skillfully turned on the phone, entered his number, and pressed the call button. Then, he saw his number turned into his name and displayed on the screen.After his mobile phone rang, he hung up the phone and opened the address book. There were still only two numbers in it, one was the landlord and the other was him.

His heart softened into a mess, maybe he was a little more important in Wen Ling's heart than he imagined, and what made him feel even more amazing was that he was so excited just knowing that Wen Ling kept his number, presumably in this world No one else could win this honor except Wen Ling.

The 10-minute journey was too fast for Tong Ze. When he saw the dilapidated residential building in front of him, he really wanted to ask Wen Ling if he was short of money, but he knew Wen Ling's character well, so he was smart enough to do anything. Don't mention it, just send him downstairs, and then prepare to say goodbye.

Tong Ze wanted to say that I was leaving, but something popped out of his mouth, asking him if he would go to school tomorrow.

"I'm not sure." Wen Ling hesitated. Running to school every day was meaningless. Maybe it was because he had fulfilled his inner expectations, so the enthusiasm for going to school that he always wanted to go to had disappeared.

"The day after tomorrow is National Day, why don't you come to my house for lunch?" Afraid that Wen Ling would not agree, he added: "It's my birthday that day."

Having said this, Wen Ling was afraid that he would really hurt the relationship between the two of them if he didn't say anything, so he had no choice but to agree, and then he started to have a headache, what gift should he buy him.

"Then when is your birthday?" Tong Ze asked suddenly.

Wen Ling thought for a while, then smiled and said, "It's still early, we have to wait until the end of the year."

"It's not too early. After the National Day is over, isn't it the end of the year?"

"Let's go back early, we have class tomorrow." Wen Ling looked at the time, it was almost nine o'clock, and hurriedly urged him to leave.

Tong Ze didn't linger any longer. He watched him go upstairs before turning around and leaving.