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The picture of Tong Ze coming to arrest him did not appear in the imagination, the surroundings were quiet, Wen Ling turned around, put his ears on the door, but could not hear the slightest sound, at this moment he was still wearing slippers, standing alone At the door, he neither left nor knocked.

After a long time, he raised his voice and shouted to the inside:

"I'm leaving."

No one answered him.

Wen Ling walked a few steps towards the elevator, then turned back and rang the doorbell.

"My shoes are still in there."

"Hey, you open the door!"

The door swung open.Tong Ze just stood at the door casually.

Wen Ling turned her head away quickly, pretending to be angry and shouted: "Stay away from me."

Tong Ze took a step back indifferently.

When Wen Ling put on his shoes, Tong Ze immediately packed the cotton slippers in a bag and handed them to him. Wen Ling didn't understand what he meant, but just stood at the door and watched blankly.

"This was originally bought for you. Since you have no intentions for me, you probably won't come again next time. Just take it away."

Wen Ling's expression darkened instantly. He stared at the floor in a daze, without saying a word. He didn't know whether to compete with Tong Ze or himself.

"I'm cold." Wen Ling said after a long time.

He was standing at the door, wearing a thin hoodie. He didn't feel that there was heating in the room. The door had been open for so long, and the heating had already run out quietly.

Tong Ze found a sweater from the cabinet and threw it to him.

"Let's go." Tong Ze said.If you don't leave, I will soften my heart again.

Wen Ling held the sweater and stood at the door without moving.

"Is there something wrong with you? When I begged you, you were as cold as ice to me. Now I let you go, but you still refuse to go." Tong Ze wanted to strangle him to death. , lest I toss and turn, making it difficult to fall asleep.

Tong Ze didn't bother to talk to him anymore, so he turned around and left, but someone held him tightly by the corner of his clothes, and when he turned his head, that person suddenly let go of his hand.

He was like this every time. When Tong Ze felt hopeless, he would show rare friendliness, but when he went further, he would be ruthlessly rejected.

This kind of plot has happened many times, but he will fall into the trap every time. For example, this time, he asked in a low voice full of infinite hope:

"Have you ever liked me?"

A truly wise man only acts, but a fool clings to words.Wen Ling thought, Tong Ze is such a fool.So he decided to let himself be the smart guy.

So Wen Ling took two steps forward, the sweater slipped from his hands, then he opened his hands and hugged him, he leaned his head on Tong Ze's shoulder, feeling the heat from the other's body.

It was this warm feeling that filled the vacancy in his heart, and his heart suddenly became calm and complete. It turned out that his previous struggles and fickleness were all due to desire.

Because you can't get it, you desire it, and because you can't satisfy your desire, you hate and reject it.

But now, Tong Ze completely belongs to him, no one else can share it, friendship can have many shares, but love can't, it can only be unique.

"At the fountain, I actually did it on purpose."

Tong Ze plucked his hair hard, gritted his teeth and said bitterly, "You just rely on me to like you."

Wen Ling doesn't care, he has never been like this, whether Tong Ze likes him or not, he does it if he wants to do it, even if Tong Ze turns a blind eye, he just pretends nothing happened, get up and walk away If you lose, you can only blame if you want to blame, but if Tong Ze cares about it, you will be chaotic.

"I never thought that there would be such a day." Tong Ze looked at him, looked at his often melancholy and gloomy eyes, which were slightly flickering at the moment, his lips were thin, and he looked cold and unfamiliar when he didn't speak. But when the corners of the mouth were curved, it looked extraordinarily warm. The last time the two had a conversation, they were on the verge of daggers, but today, the other party has been hugging him, unwilling to let go.

Tong Ze always had a lot of emotions, but Wen Ling didn't think about anything, he just felt comfortable and happy now, he didn't want to recall those things in the past, whether it was happiness or pain, it was better to throw them all away. Start all over.

Standing at the entrance didn't look good either. Wen Ling took off his shoes and walked into the living room barefoot, probably because his heart was warm and his body warmed up. He naturally opened the refrigerator, then took out a can of beer and drank it .

Tong Ze followed him with slippers, and it would not be too late to ask him to put on the shoes before drinking. Wen Ling didn't listen to him, as if he was deliberately against him. .In fact, he is used to being casual. He often undresses and puts things away when he enters the house after work, and then goes into the bathroom naked/naked to take a shower, but this is the first time for him in someone else’s house, maybe he is too happy , the behavior became a little out of control, and became more and more casual.

He sometimes flipped through Tong Ze's professional books, and sometimes sat cross-legged in front of the desk. Before he was about to stand up, Tong Ze finally caught the opportunity. He grabbed Wen Ling's feet and put the shoes on for him. Wen Ling She curled her lips unwillingly, not bothering to talk to him at all.

Tong Ze vaguely felt that Wen Ling was different.He seems to have become more silent than before, but this kind of silence is not because of restraint, but because he follows his heart. He is not a cheerful person. He often has to pretend to cater to others, looking gentle He is easy to get along with, but he keeps his heart shut and keeps a distance from everyone. He is like a soldier in armor, walking in this world with difficulty, but now he is willing to take off his armor, revealing his softest side and showing his truest self Even if he is getting more and more selfish now, Tong Ze knows that he has no malice and can be called happy.

"Aren't you going back tonight?" There was some soup left at noon at home, and Tong Ze didn't bother to cook, so he just drank some soup.

"No." Wen Ling lay on the sofa flipping through magazines without looking back.

"Tomorrow is New Year's Day, and you are fine if you are alone at home."

"Who said I..." Wen Ling took out a mobile phone from behind, it was vibrating crazily, and it showed 19 missed calls.

"Your phone, sweet... sweet?" Wen Ling gave him a strange look, and then threw the phone to him.

As soon as Tong Ze connected, he put the phone away from his ears, and the growling over there could be exposed without turning on the loudspeaker.

"Where is your person? Where did he go?! Did you agree to come to the show?"

"Everyone is here, but you are the only one absent, are you embarrassed?!"

After Tian Tian finished her rant, Tong Ze replied lightly:

"I'm eating with my partner."

There was silence for a while before asking: "A blind date?"

"A love object."

The other end didn't say anything, and immediately hung up the phone.

Tong Ze quickly changed the name of the note, then put away the phone, he looked at Wen Ling nervously, but the other party seemed as if nothing had happened, and was still casually flipping through the magazine.Tong Ze cheekily rubbed over and squatted down in front of the sofa.

"Don't lie down and read, it hurts your eyes." Tong Ze laughed along.

Wen Ling turned over and turned the back of her head to him.

"Is it cold, do you want to put on your sweater?"

"Your feet are cold, please put on your socks?"

Tong Ze took out a blanket from the room to cover him, and hugged him together.

"The wintersweet by Xiyuan Lake is blooming beautifully. Will you accompany me to see it tomorrow?"

"Actually, there is a cherry blossom garden inside. When the cherry blossoms bloom, I will go there in March and April. People from other schools go in and ask for tickets. Then I will take you in. In previous years, I was always alone. This year, I can't let me be alone again." ?”

"Wen Ling..." Tong Ze called him softly, but the other party still didn't respond.

He stood up and looked around, only to find that Wen Ling had fallen asleep, breathing evenly while blowing the magazine and moving it slightly from side to side. Tong Ze supported his head and slowly pulled out the magazine, then covered him tightly with the blanket, and finally bent over picked him up.

As soon as Wen Ling was picked up, he opened his eyes. Tong Ze pretended not to see him, quickly carried him to the bed, and covered him with a quilt to prevent him from getting up.

"Go away." Wen Ling said coldly.

Tong Ze hesitated slightly, but still gritted his teeth and said, "Don't go."

Wen Ling didn't speak, but just looked at him quietly. Tong Ze was already beating gongs and drums in his heart, but he still pretended to be calm and looked back at him.

Finally, when Tong Ze was about to admit defeat, Wen Ling pushed him away impatiently.

"I'm going to take a shower." He rolled over and got out of bed, leaving Tong Ze standing there alone.

"Do you have pajamas? I don't want yours." Wen Ling opened his closet and looked.

Tong Ze pushed open the door on the other side, and then took out a set of brand new pajamas, towels and toothbrushes.

"The pajamas have been washed as soon as they are bought, and have not been worn."

Wen Ling took the clothes and walked into the bathroom barefoot.Not long after, the sound of running water came from the bathroom, and the light yellow warm wind projected his figure on the glass door. Tong Ze's slender figure came into Tong Ze's eyes, accompanied by footsteps on the water-logged floor Tong Ze had already been thinking about it, thinking about it.

The bathroom door opened, misty water came out, Wen Ling came out wiping his hair, Tong Ze helped him dry the water on his feet with a towel, and then put on cotton shoes. An adult version of his son, he was afraid that he would catch a cold and break his heart. He never knew that he would do such a thing. Helping someone shine their feet and put on their shoes. This is almost a lowly thing, but he feels happy.

Loving someone can make a person brave or humble.

"Dry your hair, go to bed early if you're sleepy." Tong Ze helped him dry his hair and took out the hair dryer from the drawer.

Wen Ling took the hair dryer and blow it on herself without asking him to help.Tong Ze went out of the bedroom and tidied up the living room. There were still dishes in the kitchen that hadn't been washed. He washed the dishes and wiped the table first, then sat on the sofa to kill time.

He didn't dare to enter the bedroom, Wen Ling was too seductive, the half-exposed collarbone under the collar, the sexy Adam's apple appeared on the head, and even the trembling eyelashes seemed to seduce him.But he knew very well that Wen Ling's feelings for him were not enough to reach the level of a skin-to-skin relationship, at least he couldn't feel the strong love from the other party.

After sitting for a full hour, Tong Ze went to take a shower. Before he took a shower, he took a look. Wen Ling had already fallen asleep. He quickly finished washing, dried his hair in the living room before entering the bedroom.

Turning off the light and closing the door, Tong Ze gently raised the corner of the quilt, and then slowly lay down. After lying down, he couldn't help but hold his breath and listen to the movement of the people around him. He didn't put it down until he heard that his breathing was still even. Come on.Wen Ling slept soundly, but it was inevitable for him to stay up all night, after all, his inner thoughts were complicated, full of excitement, excitement, and satisfaction.

Looking back now, it was not easy for him and Wen Ling to walk together.Fortunately, with God's blessing, he was able to turn around every time. With a grateful heart, he closed his eyes, and after a while, he heard Wen Ling turn over,

Then leaned over.

Tong Ze's heartbeat suddenly accelerated. The more he wanted to touch the other person, the less he dared to move. Perhaps this was similar to the timidity of being close to his hometown.However, Wen Ling didn't think about it so much, and casually put his hand on Tong Ze's chest, and the place where Tong Ze was touched felt a little hot.

"Relax, you seem very nervous." Wen Ling suddenly said, but did not open his eyes.

Tong Ze grabbed his hand: "Are you still asleep?"

"It's not so fast, I'll accept the bed." Even if he didn't accept the bed, and there were no special circumstances, he would toss and turn, and it took a long time to fall asleep.

"What are you thinking?" Tong Ze asked.This has always been the question he wants to ask the most. Wen Ling's intentions seem to be traceable, but in fact they are elusive.

"I'm thinking, you're a fool." No matter how high-spirited, smart and quick-witted you are, you're just a fool who loves and worries in front of love.

Tong Ze's heart tightened, not understanding what he meant.

"Actually, I feel very guilty for you. You are very good to me, but I hurt you more than once."

He spoke very slowly, stopping every sentence, as if he was trapped in his own memory.

"However, I have never regretted it. I left you because I really wanted to never see you again. When I quarreled with you, I was really angry and jealous."

"Because you don't know, in my subconscious, I always think that you hurt me."

"You know too much, which makes my self-esteem embarrassed. My world is only you, and your world has family and friends. Without me, you can still be happy, but without you, I have nothing."

"I will not take the initiative to find you. I would rather miss you than let you see my selfish and ugly heart."

"I've been to your classroom, stood on your podium, and stopped in the playground, all for the purpose of meeting you, but I don't admit it."

"So, you don't have to worry." Wen Ling got up and pressed his cold lips to her, but it was easy to touch.

"I can only say, I love you, because I depend on you, but I can't guarantee that I will never leave you."

"I also want to pretend to be ignorant and ignorant, but I can't do it. Even if you are a little tired of me, I won't stay anymore."

"Because I'm too afraid, too afraid that others will share my love again, and I can't do it at all."

Just like a glass of water that is very full, after years of baptism, it has become nine points. Even if the glass of water is still clear and transparent, he would rather give up all of it. It is such an extreme determination.Maybe it's because the few happiness he gained in childhood were just a kind of charity, so when he grows up, he can only accept the wholehearted love and care of others, and he can't forgive him for any less.

Children who grow up without being watered by love will not learn to be tolerant and complete. They will only occupy it firmly after they get it, and no one is allowed to covet a point. The only way to save it is to use doubled love to make up for the previous loss. .

So Tong Ze took action. He unbuttoned Wen Ling with trembling hands, and then kissed down step by step. He kissed every corner of the hair, eyes, nose, lips, and body devoutly, making every cell Feel his love.He could no longer control his hopelessness, Wen Ling's request made him feel pressured, but what was more important was the excitement and satisfaction of being entrusted wholeheartedly.