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After the National Day holiday, it was the long rainy season. Wen Ling had to roll up his trousers and walk through the pool before he could get out of the alley and reach the main road when he went out. After making a phone call, Wen Ling didn't think about it, and directly signed with the one next to the university, even though the salary of the other one was higher.

After finding a job, Wenling had to move again. Despite the shortcomings of inconvenient transportation and large areas of water, Wenling still liked the old house very much. The mango trees outside were already full of fruitful green awns. When it was good, a grandma spread a layer of plastic film under the tree, and the next morning, a piece of sweet-scented osmanthus could be harvested.

The rental contract was originally signed for one year, and a part of the deposit was deducted when checking out. Wen Ling couldn't help laughing at himself. He didn't make any money in the past six months, but instead deducted a lot, but he didn't care anymore. It doesn't make much sense for one person to have more money and less money.

The time has passed, and winter has passed in a blink of an eye. Fortunately, this is a coastal southern city, and the climate is not too cold. The heating is still turned on in the room, which is not much different from usual, but you still need to add a coat when you go out.The university recently raised a group of pigeons. Wen Ling lives on the 18th floor, and can see the bell tower of the university. The group of pigeons always wanders around the clock tower in groups, which is really spectacular.

He bought some feed from the flower market and put it in bags. The north wind has blown a lot in the past two days. Wen Ling even wrapped up a scarf before going out. It only takes 5 minutes to walk from here to the gate of the university. The bell tower is at the university. Next to the central square, walk in from the avenue, and after passing Xiyuan Lake, the central square is on the left. There are also bronze sculptures of Hippocrates and a small fountain in the center of the square.

In addition to Wen Ling, many students gathered here with feed, and a group of pigeons surrounded the fountain, waiting to be fed.Wen Ling just stood by and watched, took pictures of the pigeons, and waited until the bell rang for class in the afternoon and the students were gone before he sat down by the pool.

A large group of pigeons were disturbed by him, and they flapped their wings and flew into the air. Wen Ling took out a handful of feed from the bag, and scattered it not far from his feet.But after a long time, no pigeons bought his account, only Wen Ling was left sitting there alone.

He stood up, sprinkled the feed farther away, and then stepped aside. Sure enough, a few pigeons flew down immediately in twos and threes, but they were only testing from a distance, and Wen Ling didn't care. Looking at them, watching them hop and approach, he smiled slightly, as if to show encouragement.

One of the gray pigeons, still bold, ate the pile outside, hopped again and continued to approach until it reached Wenling's feet.It looked up at Wenling, trimmed its feathers, and then buried itself in eating hard.The color of this pigeon's feathers is very pure, and the naked eye can hardly see other colors of miscellaneous hairs. It is bright and soft, and people can't help but want to touch it.But Wen Ling hardly dared to move, for fear of disturbing its eating, so he could only hold his face and stare at it carefully, as if staring at a rare baby he raised.

The content of this class was to show a science and education film, and Tong Ze was rarely relaxed. He walked to the window to hide, looked over and saw him at a glance.Tong Ze is on the third floor, with a panoramic view of the square. He still hasn't changed much, he's still thin, and his expression can't be seen clearly, but sitting there holding his face, he looks cute like a college student. Tong Ze has been at peace for a long time His heart throbbed shamefully again.

He seemed to be unable to see enough, he couldn't move his feet when he stayed there, a few students by the window followed his gaze, and then secretly aroused a lot of discussion, discussing who the person sitting at the fountain was In the department, Tong Ze seemed to have heard their discussion, and immediately turned his head to give them a look, and the students all fell silent.

There was a 10-minute break between classes. Taking advantage of the break, Tong Ze was finally able to look at that person wantonly, but not long after, two female classmates came forward to strike up a conversation, scaring away the pigeons and "scaring away " Wen Ling.

When the bell rang again and the students left, Tong Ze found that he had returned to the fountain, continued to take out the feed from his pocket, and fed the pigeons wholeheartedly. The only difference was that he pulled up the scarf to cover half of himself face, only a pair of crooked eyes were exposed.Tong Ze couldn't help thinking of a sentence: A person can always treat things he doesn't care about kindly.He is always patient enough to deal with these small animals, and he can spend the whole afternoon without moving.

Tong Ze didn't intend to disturb him, as long as he watched quietly like this, it would ruin his interest, and he was afraid that he would meet him, so he would never come to school again.

After a long period of observation, Tong Ze came up with the rules of his coming to the school. Every weekend afternoon, as long as it doesn't rain, he will stay in the central square and stay until four or five o'clock. He must have time to come because he doesn't work on weekends , Tong Ze sometimes has class, and only reads it for a while when class is over, and he is too busy at other times.

It will be New Year's Day in a week. There will be a teacher's New Year's Day party at the end of the year, and many people will participate, including Tian Tian and Lin Qiu. No matter how boring it is, Tong Ze will not escape.Not participating in the show, you can, but you must get live support for their show.These are Tian Tian's original words, and Tong Ze dare not disagree.

On the day of the show, Tong Ze arrived at school early without incident.Many units will have early holidays when New Year's Day is approaching. Today's weather is warm, and Wen Ling may come to school, but he dare not go on foot for fear of being discovered by Wen Ling, so he has to drive slowly on the avenue, and then look for Wen Ling's figure .

As expected, Wen Ling was indeed in the square.His seat changed direction today, facing the avenue, Tong Ze was a little nervous, wondering if he had found himself.But after observing for a long time, Wen Ling still only focused on the pigeons. He wore a gray turtleneck sweater and carried a bag in his hand. From time to time, he grabbed a handful of feed from the bag and sprinkled it on the ground. Tong Ze was a little thankful , and a little lost.

As for Wen Ling, he found out the first second when he drove over that he was already ready to meet Tong Ze, but he didn't expect that this day would be so late. Nor will I meet him.Wen Ling thought that he would drive away, but instead he stopped, right opposite to him, Wen Ling couldn't help thinking, what a fool.

The two were clearly only a few steps apart, but it seemed that there was a Milky Way between them. Tong Ze didn't dare to come forward, so Wen Ling pretended not to know.This is a long distance, that is, an hour.Wen Ling's heart was very calm, and she even felt a sense of completeness. The two hadn't seen each other for a long time, and they broke up before. It's not bad to use this method to make up for it now.He has never had such a strong desire to cherish every minute and every second now. He thought he was not alone, but now he realizes that if someone is willing to accompany him, he will actually be happier.

So, after he did something stupid, he would definitely regret it when he thought about it. There was a shallow pool behind him, and the fountain was no longer spraying water. Don't you want to face me, I don't.He sat and stretched mischievously, then pretended to be unsteady and leaned back, and then fell into the water with a plop.

The pool water was colder than expected, and even made him choke twice. He regretted it almost the moment he fell into the water, but within a minute, he was scooped up by a pair of warm hands and fell into a broad embrace.He raised the corner of his mouth triumphantly, and then deliberately turned into surprise the moment he raised his head.

"You're completely soaked." Tong Ze took off his coat. He originally wanted to put it on for him, but after thinking about it, he handed it to him.

Wen Ling took the clothes, but hung them on his arms without putting them on. He lowered his head and said nothing, like a student being scolded, he couldn't help trembling when the breeze blew.

Tong Ze snatched the clothes from his hand again, then wrapped him roughly, and pushed him into the car with his arms.

"I know you don't want to talk to me, don't make trouble with your body." He adjusted the rearview mirror, saw the other party pitifully huddled in the corner, and couldn't help but feel disappointed.

Tong Ze turned the car around, stepped on the gas pedal, and drove Wen Ling directly to his home.He walked very fast in front of him, Wen Ling could only keep up quickly, and couldn't help but swear in his heart that he was full to do such stupid things.

Opening the door, Tong Ze asked him to wait, and then took out a pair of gray plush slippers from the bedroom. Wen Ling couldn't help but feel a little sad when he recalled the pair of blue and white slippers.

"What are you doing in a daze? Why don't you change into it quickly?" Tong Ze found clothes and towels for him in the bedroom, and then turned the heating temperature to the highest.

"The clothes and towels are here. If you want to take a shower, you can wash them, and if you don't wash them, you can change your clothes."

Wen Ling changed into his clothes obediently, just cleaned it briefly, and didn't intend to take a bath. He was not used to bathing in other people's homes. He used the same body wash and shampoo, with the same smell of the other person, just like a skin-to-skin kiss , so he will feel very strange.

He came out after changing his clothes, and then glanced at the shoe cabinet. Looking at the pair of blue and white slippers, he always felt that something was wrong. What was wrong?He couldn't remember.

"Where are my slippers?" Wen Ling thought for a while, then asked suddenly.

Tong Ze was a little surprised, but he paused for a while, and then said indifferently: "Put it away, I thought you wouldn't come."

It turns out that the two pairs of shoes must be similar, not exactly the same. "What about this shoe?" He raised his foot and asked, pointing to the shoe.

"It's yours too." Even if Wen Ling wasn't around, Tong Ze had prepared a lot of things for him, such as exclusive towels, toothbrushes, and a series of things, things that he thought might never be needed, but unexpectedly appeared Accident.

Let time pass more slowly, Tong Ze thought.The person he has dreamed of countless times is sitting beside him at this moment, still wearing his clothes, obviously a few days ago he could only watch secretly from upstairs.

"I'm hungry." Wen Ling touched his stomach, he hadn't eaten anything at noon, and it was almost 6 o'clock now.

"What do you want to eat?"

"Noodle."

Tong Ze got up, served him noodles, and added two eggs in it. At this time, Wen Ling was obediently sitting at the dining table, playing games on his mobile phone seriously, just like the two of them used to do.

"Aren't you going to eat?" The noodles were brought to the table, and there was only one for Wen Ling.

Tong Ze shook his head.

He ate very deliciously. Wen Ling had a characteristic of eating noodles, which was to hold a chopstick and slowly roll it into a ball before eating it in one last bite.

At the end of the meal, two eggs were exposed at the bottom of the bowl, and Wen Ling's eyes became hot instantly. He thought of the breakfast the old lady made for the two of them before they went to school. There were always two eggs buried in Wen Hao's bowl. He didn't have any, he ate the eggs, and tears fell out after he ate them.

Tong Ze hurriedly handed him a tissue, not understanding why he was crying while eating, wasn't he always ruthless, why did he look so lonely and sad at this moment.

"Tong Ze." Wen Ling called him suddenly.

"Ok?"

"Why are you being so nice to me?"

Because you are stupid, but also because I am stupid.

"You said that I don't understand your feelings, so tell me, why don't I understand?" Wen Ling rubbed her eyes and looked at him seriously.

Tong Ze immediately became nervous, and after thinking for a long time, he slowly said, "I don't just have simple friendship with you."

"what?"

"That's right, I like you, do you understand?" Tong Ze looked at him nervously, not wanting to miss any clues on his face.

Wen Ling's eyes widened, and then he closed them again. He was silent for a long time before he said in a husky voice, "It's not worth it. What do I have? It's worth your liking."

"Yes, you turn your face like a book, your temper is really bad, and your personality is not very good, but I can't help it, I also want to like someone who has a better temper than you, but I can't help it, I just like you What can I do?" Tong Ze laughed at himself.

Wen Ling's heart suddenly softened into a mess. It turns out that there is someone who likes him. There are also people who like him. When he thinks about himself carefully, it seems that he has no advantages at all, and some are just sequelae left by his unfortunate childhood. In this way, there are still people who like him.

"I never did anything for you."

"You don't have to do anything, Wen Ling, just look at me." Wen Ling subconsciously looked at him, into his deep eyes.

"Since we met, have you ever liked me a little bit?" Even if his heart was about to jump out of his chest, Tong Ze pretended to be calm and never missed a single bit of his expression.

Wen Ling didn't know what liking was. To be precise, he couldn't distinguish the boundary between friendship and love. He was possessive towards Tong Ze, and he was also tempted, but it was too forced to classify it as love, so he had no choice but to Shake your head.

Tong Ze's high-hanging heart fell to the bottom.

"I don't know if my feelings for you are what you want."

"Do you have feelings for me?" Tong Ze sneered, he was tired of playing with this kind of word games, after all, it might be nothing in the end.

Wen Ling wanted to say yes, and he had deep feelings. No matter how much his rationality denied it, he had to bear it. His previous anger was actually jealousy. He chose to work near the university because he subconsciously wanted to be closer to Tong Ze. I fell into the water on purpose today to get his attention.

Tong Ze was impatient, he stood up and reached out to hold Wen Ling's face, then turned his head and kissed it.

For a moment, as if the air was still, Wen Ling's heart beat so vigorously before, as if it was filled with love, and a trace of joy gradually spread.

After the kiss was over, Tong Ze pressed his head and said, "Look, you didn't refuse."

Wen Ling stood up abruptly: "I'm going home, it's too late."

"It's only seven o'clock."

His face gradually turned red at a speed visible to the naked eye. Wen Ling felt that his face was burning hot, and he didn't dare to look directly at Tong Ze's gaze.

Tong Ze walked around the dining table and hugged him. Wen Ling struggled hard, and he tightened his arms more and more. The two chests were pressed together. Tong Ze felt that he was satisfied.How many times he wanted to sit next to Wen Ling, take a walk with him, feed the birds, and then spend time together. Today, he finally realized part of it.

"I know you're angry for your own reasons, and I'm angry too, and being angry at yourself doesn't always make you happy, but you're really good, even though you've done so many jerk things, I still think you're good, don't say Whether it's worth it or not, I don't care at all, I want to treat you well, I am willing, and that's enough."

Before, it was just his face that was hot, but now Wen Ling felt his whole body was hot. Almost all his weight was leaning on Tong Ze's body. The breath of Tong Ze's words pierced through the back of his ears, and his whole body felt numb. He tried hard to break free. , but was hugged and unable to move, and then, he obviously felt the other person's body changed, and even his breathing became heavy.

"Don't move, the more you move, the more uncomfortable I will be." Wen Ling slandered inwardly, you should let me go, but you still didn't move.

"Do you hate me?" Tong Ze asked.

Wen Ling thought for a while, then shook his head.

Tong Ze happily kissed him on the forehead, and then continued to ask: "I hug you like this, do you hate me?"

"I'm very uncomfortable." Wen Ling said bluntly.

Tong Ze let go of his hand, then took two steps back

"Let's talk in the living room." Wen Ling lowered his head.Tong Ze said no problem, took his hand and moved to the living room.

As soon as Tong Ze sat down, Wen Ling immediately ran out like flying, and then pressed his back against the door to prevent Tong Ze from coming out.