double autumn

Afterwards, I couldn't figure out who made it clear first, it seemed that before I could react, I had already kissed my husband several times.I was always careful not to be noticed, but my husband didn't care.After I came back to my senses and realized what kind of incest I was doing, my husband and I had already said the word "joy" to each other many times.

I think this is inappropriate, so I always want to hide from my husband and not meet him, but the family is so big, where can I hide?So every time I was caught by him, he ordered me to follow behind him, and I was not allowed to go far.In the past, I was happy, but after something happened in my heart, I felt thorns on my back wherever I went, and in the end I could only complain that my husband should not get close to me again.

The husband was noncommittal, but looked at me with a smile after drinking, and said: "I think you are too timid, this is not good. You are with me, do you still have to worry about such trivial things? I will help you Deal with it."

It is true, sir, I never have to worry about anything, he always takes care of those troubles quickly.But I still hesitated, put aside my worries about public opinion, and remembered why my husband accommodated me like this.Even if you want to find a partner, how can you not find a satisfactory one based on the husband's conditions?Why bother with me!Besides, I don't know whether the husband is really just accommodating, or if he is moved by affection.

But my husband didn't give me a chance to think about the future. He picked a day, called the younger siblings, and said that he would hold a family banquet.After drinking for three rounds, he sat on the main seat and said to them: "I have something very important to tell you. I brought your sister-in-law here today." Just as the two looked at each other, Mr. I pulled up from the position closest to the main seat, hugged my shoulders by virtue of my height, and said with a smile: "From now on, you will only have my brother, and your second brother is now the wife of the main house of the Lin family."

"What nonsense are you talking about!" I hurriedly broke his hand away, but my younger siblings burst into laughter, and said, "Brother, you are picking and choosing, but why did you abduct the second brother! He is nothing... Big brother what?" It's time to learn how to joke!" The younger brother also rushed to joke: "Brother, you have to usurp the eldest brother's position, and let the eldest brother be your concubine in the future!"

"Shut your mouth!" The gentleman pointed at the chopsticks, restrained his smile, and said seriously: "It's true, when did I joke with you?" They just calmed down, and they were stunned as if they didn't understand. After a long while, a look of shock gradually appeared on his face—even more so than when he knew what his husband liked.I saw the disbelief on their faces, and was so panicked that I was about to cry. Seeing the wink from my husband, I could only murmur softly: "Well, it's true."

The gentleman didn't care what they thought, he just lowered his voice and warned: "You guys just pretend you don't know about this matter: Second brother stays by my side all day just to help me take care of things, understand? Who dares to speak out?" , let your second elder brother be wronged——I broke his leg myself."

They were stunned for a while, like two ignorant three-year-old children.During the silence, I suddenly realized that my cheeks were very hot, which caused my husband to look at me, and he lowered his head and whispered in my ear, "You're blushing." At the end, I added, "It's so beautiful."

My husband has said that I am "good-looking" many times, but none of them have touched my heart like this.I was as stunned as a piece of wood like my siblings. After being pulled to sit down by my husband, I suddenly realized that I quickly hid my face on his shoulder.He smiled, gently stroked my back with one hand, and said, "Why are you blushing?"The younger sister reacted first, and suddenly realized, she raised her wine glass and said "Congratulations", but the younger brother was still at a loss, tugging on his sister's sleeve and hurriedly asked, "What do you mean, madam, why did the second brother become a brother?" I'm a woman", I asked so that I couldn't help yelling at him to stop talking, saying he was a fool, but the other two turned to laugh at me again.It wasn't until the younger sister gave him a good explanation that he nodded dubiously, followed his sister to toast and said "Congratulations brother".

Thinking of them, I always sigh with emotion, how can I get such blind brothers and sisters from heaven?No matter what my elder brother and I have done, whether it is liking men, breaking ties with our family, the embarrassing thing about me committing suicide because of a woman, or even falling in love with my own brother, they never hate it We, on the contrary, are more determined to maintain our family.With my husband and two younger siblings here, what else can I ask for?I don't know what to do to repay the kindness of God, I can only hopelessly beg God to prolong this day, and then prolong it.

Soon after the family dinner, my husband asked me to move things into his house.In fact, the night before I moved, I often stayed at my husband's place, saying that I would learn to manage accounts from him, but most of them borrowed his bedding and bed, huddled in a corner, and slowly fell asleep watching his focused expression.I have suffered from neurasthenia since I was young, and my sleep is extremely bad, but in my husband's bed, I slept so peacefully for the first time.After the husband saw him, he asked me to move the bedding and sleep with him.But I know that my husband is afraid of waking me up, so he doesn't sleep on the bed. He often puts on a coat and falls asleep on the table. Then he gets up before I wake up, washes up, wakes me up, and combs his hair.Once when I got up at night, I saw my husband's coat fell on the ground, so I picked it up, patted the dust off, and covered him carefully.

Later, I really couldn't bear to make myself tired because of my husband, so I pretended to be asleep while he was working, kicked off the quilt, and when he came to tuck me up, I opened my eyes suddenly, held his hand and said, "Sir, Can you... sleep next to me tonight?" Pause, then smiled: "I want Mr., so I can sleep."

He naturally accepted my set, although he had no choice but to flick my forehead, and leaned against me in his clothes.He sat and continued to read the account, I was next to him, holding his left hand, completely sleepless.I felt that the husband's breath was not stable, and he was obviously absent-minded.

That night I wanted to ask my husband why he loved me.In fact, my husband seldom expresses his affection to me, but he just takes care of me more than before, so I always worry about whether my husband accommodates me: this is what I worry about from the beginning to the end.But I dare not ask my husband—he is most afraid of my siblings and I suspecting him—especially doubting his feelings, so I can only talk to him in another way.In the end, I couldn't ask, because just as the words were on my lips, the husband suddenly turned his head, brushed the broken hair from my forehead for a look, and kissed my forehead.Then, as if he had foreseen what was going on in my mind, he pulled out his hand and hugged me tightly, pressed his lips against my ear, whispered my name, and said, "I love you... Ah Jin, I love you I love anyone and everything, and I love you more."

He rarely offered to kiss me, but he did once that night.As for sex in bed, it was when I just graduated from college.To be honest, apart from kissing each other a few times, we have never had this kind of experience... I have at least one or two girlfriends, so holding hands, hugging, and kissing lightly can be handled; but Mr. Never been in touch.

It is too embarrassing to talk about this matter, and I am always reluctant to mention it, but the husband seems to be very interested.He went to ask the younger sister, and she was so shocked that her face turned pale, so he reluctantly agreed to ask someone to ask.She came to complain to me that "Brother is terrible", and I persuaded her to "get used to it" without knowing why, but when my husband asked me and reported to me like a treasure, I was also aroused by his straightforward words. ears.The gentleman seems to have always been so shameless.

The first attempt was unsuccessful, and I felt pain. Although I wanted to continue, my husband refused to agree, so I let it go.When I came out of the room, I happened to catch two eavesdroppers. When they saw us, they didn't shy away from it, and asked what happened with curiosity on their faces.I didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and said: "Two children who have only turned 21, what do you ask?" The younger sister refused to accept it, saying that she is already [-], and she is not much different from us, so she is a child, so I had to say: "No ... Pain." The little brother rushed to say, maybe it was because the time I spent with my husband was too short, it was only half a year, and after a while, it should be fine.

This matter was temporarily shelved.

At that time, my siblings were all in college, one was a freshman and the other was a sophomore.My sister cut her hair short at that time. I remember it very clearly. Short hair suits her very well.The younger sister seems to have a boyfriend outside, very serious, the two don't see each other very often, the younger sister didn't even mention it to the family, and I don't know what happened afterwards.I just remember that my younger sister also reads Chinese, writes articles, and sometimes asks me for advice.She is always reassuring.My younger brother also has a crush on a girl, and he discussed with me how to be nice to her, but it didn't work out.Compared with the three of us, he likes to have fun, although I don't like it, but he always tells me those funny things, and I have to listen.He's extremely smart at the game.

At home, I sometimes like to quarrel with my husband. Whenever my younger brother is present, my husband will always say to him: "Dr. Separation, who to go with, you can figure it out." The younger brother was dazed there, but he didn't dare to talk too much, so he smiled "hehe" and asked, "What's the benefit if you talk about it separately?" How did I answer? , I can’t remember clearly, I just remember that while smoking a cigarette, Mr. said with a smile: “Come with me, my elder brother will teach you how to fight, and when you can beat a whole block of people, I will sell you to the martial arts field for money Come marry your second elder brother." The younger brother made a fuss, saying that we are married, why should we sell him.

Since Mr. started business, the hostility on his body has gradually dissipated, and the ferocious appearance when he was fifteen or sixteen years old has long since disappeared.Although for the sake of business, the husband will still secretly contact those people, but if it is said to do black things in person, it is impossible.So what he said to the younger brother can only be regarded as a joke.The most obvious change in him is that he has become gentler and better at caring for others.He said that I smoothed his edges and corners.

The only habits my husband has kept down are smoking and drinking.He smokes heavily, has a bad throat, and coughs all the time, and he doesn't like spicy food at all.I always ask the servant to cook him some pear soup.He hated the taste, but frowned and drank it every time.My husband does not drink in moderation, but he has never been drunk and is very sober.I also drink with him sometimes.Probably because of our compatriots, we all drink well, and every time we say we want to draw a winner, it always ends in a tie.

In fact, Mr. has changed, only I know.When looking at me, he sometimes dared not look at me, and looked away silently, but his eyelids kept trembling, and his Adam's apple kept rolling—he was so nervous that he swallowed, or his throat was dry.I knew that Mr. was embarrassed, so I couldn't help laughing: In my impression, Mr. is always omniscient and omnipotent, but now he shows such a youthful appearance, which reminds me that he used to But only a few minutes older than me, and I haven't even talked about a relationship.

The husband said, in fact, I have changed the most.I used to be anxious, timid and paranoid, but now I am slowly getting better.He also said that he didn't remember whether I liked to laugh or not before, but he remembered that I liked to cry; now he has never seen me cry again.I think, isn't it all because of you, sir?With Mr. here, I don't even have time to laugh, so why cry!

My husband and I were 25 years old, and in the summer of the second year after I graduated from school, I finally tasted the taste of love for the first time.