give me a warm glow

The blush has faded to orange, and a quiet twilight secretly surrounds the island.

Just as the window was closed, the crisp sound of knocking on the door sounded intermittently.

"Come in, please." I straightened my skirt and walked over.The door was slowly opened, and my mother walked in with a cup of hot milk and a smile.I paused in my heart, and quickly took the glass and held it in my hand. "mom……"

She is no longer young, the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes are extending year by year, and her eyes are gradually losing their luster.What will never change will always be her mother who is gentle, with a lotus temperament in her tone and expression.

She responded, keeping her eyes on me, "Let me see, the little girl is getting married too. Mom gave you hot milk for the last time and chatted casually with you."

She sat down by the bed and watched me drink up the milk little by little. If it was just before, I wouldn't be obedient and drink it all up.But today I am very attached to my mother's warm milk.I'm afraid there is no second person in this world who knows all my habits and dispositions.

My mother's hands were slightly rough, and she put the hair on my cheeks behind my ears, and looked at me every time I said a word.

"Xiafu, I'm used to guarding you. But I hope you have a family of your own." She gently patted me on the shoulder.A few touches of silver in the black hair made my eyes hurt slightly.

"Because of our relationship, we can't even give you a warm home."

"Who said mom, now that dad is back, we still have a home, so it's not warm." I retorted, a little bitter.

She put her hand on my hair and rubbed it, "I'm getting married tomorrow, let my mother watch you in a wedding dress... Although I can't bear you... It's okay."

"Mom, you've never been sensational." I buried my head in her arms, secretly suppressing my tears.

She patted me with a smile and even said "I know" a few times.

"When you're married, you can't be as lazy as you usually are. Cook, do laundry and do housework... Don't stay up too often... Take care of yourself and him of course. I can rest assured only when I live well."

Every word of my mother will sound in the days to come, when we are really full of firewood, rice, oil and salt, all of which are plain and unpretentious.

It used to be slow, and when you find that time flies by, there is no going back.

How to retrieve the spilled water.

C34: Today you will marry me

In fact, when you calm down and look at the dark sky outside like a curtain, you will find that the night is really quiet.I can vaguely see the faint light of the lighthouse in the distance, which looks soft in the vast night sky, like the hand of the night guiding something invisible.The sound of the waves in my ears sounds very real at this moment. The sound of rushing can't make me fall asleep peacefully, but instead stirs my mind, thinking about the past and the future.

It seemed that I couldn't fall asleep peacefully with the sound of the waves on my pillow, so I simply sat up, but I didn't turn on the light in the room, and I was in darkness.

Life is too crowded, sometimes enjoying the gap is a rare leisure.

The low bells of the tower echoed to eleven, and the night grew thicker.I sighed and had to half trip down.The taste of insomnia is pouring a cup of bitter coffee alone in the corner.Will the bride appear with dark circles at tomorrow's wedding?

I was startled by the brightness of the phone. Compared with the night, the light was like day. I squinted my eyes to see the caller ID on the screen.

The second the connection was made, a deep and magnetic voice came from the other side of the phone, and it couldn't have been more gentle when it came out. "Shaf."

"—Hey." I quickly agreed.

There was a short silence on the phone, and then a familiar laughter came. I held the phone tightly to my ear and caught a ray of light.

"I know you're not asleep." He said slowly.

"I still remember that we said good night briefly through a text message late at night in high school." Yi Yang Qianxi continued, "I didn't fall asleep that day."

"Xiafu, the first time I noticed you was because you were too quiet." He laughed again, "On the day when I came to report to the class, a large number of students gathered around my desk. I couldn't breathe because it was so tight. Until The class bell rang, handed over the last signature with sore hands, and turned around to find that you were still sitting there without looking up, reading a thick book, with beads of sweat on your forehead. Then do you remember? "

That day is really vague now, but I remember it was the first time I spoke to him.He leaned on the table with one hand, and I could feel his focused eyes.I put down the book and looked up suddenly, which caught him off guard.

"I was taken aback. I kept looking at you but didn't realize it. I just laughed and nodded. Very clear eyes can accommodate everything. You said..."

I said, "You are probably the only one who is so red and hot." The boy's dimples seemed to sink deeper, and he handed over a tissue with a mint scent, and said softly, "Here, wipe off your sweat."

How many times in life do I meet you.

There was silence on the phone for a long time, and his even breathing came, "Meet a girl, she looks so quiet and wants to be approached; she smiles so brightly against the sun; He blew his bangs all over his face and asked me in a low voice, um... Student Yi, do you know?"

I leaned against the pillow and wondered if he would have a tacit understanding, with a smile on the corner of his mouth.

"Actually, she is very insecure. He said that he likes sunshine. She works hard to spend time on books, but she can do whatever she likes casually. It just so happens that we are very close, so I will be her light."

The brightest light in the dark night comes from you.

It turns out that the love has started, and the love has been deep.

Neither a step earlier nor a step later, I met you at that time.

The deep bells rang again, the dawn slowly approached, and the night faded from darkness.

"Xiafu, recommend a song."

"Okay." I put the call on speakerphone.

"Today you are going to marry me." He hummed softly, accompanied by the sound of the guitar strings, "Listen to me, hold hands all the way to the end, and give your life to me..."

Obviously shed tears.

"Yi Yangqianxi, are you sure this is not the wedding process?"

Hold your hand and spend this life together, just you and me.

The innocence is almost clear, it's time to put on the wedding dress, hold the bouquet and step on the high heels, and give him the hand.

C35: married

The morning came so close, being illuminated by the boring and gentle sunlight, I opened my hazy eyes, and tried on the wedding dress at a rotating angle.

It is said that all the women in the world are the most beautiful and happiest when they wear a white wedding dress.

Looking at the graceful figure outlined by layers of light gauze in the mirror, and carefully examining herself, the elegant and delicate makeup on her face does not appear to be inconsistent.

I am still young and I will hold hands with him to spend tomorrow and step into our marriage.

A little anticipation and a little nervousness.

In the small auditorium by the sea, surrounded by flowers and decorated with white gauze, wandering on the quiet beach, as long as the afterglow is accompanied by rippling, the pale pink wedding pavilion by the sea, and the crystal-like transparent chairs are filled with guests one after another.

I sat in the room and listened to the noise outside. The groomsmen and him were circling with Qin Jia outside the door, laughing happily.

"It's going to come in." Qin Jia pressed against the door and blinked at me, as agile as when she was young.

I nodded, with a smile on my face that only we could understand.

The moment the door was pushed open, there were red envelopes all over the floor.A door in my heart also opened quietly.The hustle and bustle has also become quiet, and the tension has become meaningless.There are mottled lights and shadows left in the corners.Wearing a snow-white suit with a tie hanging softly on his chest, against the light, I can still see those eyes clearly, as gentle as water.

I took my hand, holding a bouquet of fragrant flowers tightly in my hand.There are large pieces of fringed skirts wrapped around it in full bloom.

The exquisite high-heeled shoes slowly squatted down in his hands, and the white high-heeled shoes were worn on the feet, revealing the insteps and ankles.

"Xiafu, you are going to marry me today, hold your hand and turn your head white." He showed a smile, with deep dimples and simple words.I nodded, the corners of my eyes were a little cold, fleeting.Put your hand in his broad palm, "Yi Yangqianxi, today I want to marry you, hold my hand and grow old."

The applause and cheers in the room seemed to last forever, encircling his neck, leaning in his arms, and the bright light stretched out a path.

The road was long, and the wedding march had the most moving melody.

There was a tiny light in my father's eyes, and he was wearing a neat suit, walking slowly towards me from the crowd. Those pair of nostalgic star eyes usually filled the whole world, but now they only filled me. "My most beautiful you." He tried his best to make his voice clear, took my hand, a tear fell quietly, and twirled the edge of the tie, "Dad can still watch you hold you and hold you Send it to happiness." There was silence at the bottom.I smiled and clenched his hand, dragged the long skirt step by step and walked with him on the red carpet, towards him who only had me in his eyes not far away.Two people I love dearly.

My father's hands trembled a little, he put my hands on Yi Yang Qianxi's, and slowly raised his head, "I entrust my daughter to you, if you don't leave her, don't let go of her hand..."

The wedding march continued at length, and the witnesses raised their heads with smiles, but their voices were solemn.

That constant long passage, I just remember that I raised my head with a smile just like him, and my eyes stopped congealing.Eye contact between two people can make time go by very slowly.I began to believe forever, my eternal reliance, eternal sunny day, eternal light, are all him.

My heart my boy, a ray of light.

I do. "

"I am willing."

These six words are the most important promise of two people.These six words run through our entire youth.I tried my best to remember these six words.shiny rings